When focused on self-love you forget about the love that other people give you. When you worry about self-love you achieve a loneliness you don't want to be in. If you are lonely just try doing something you like to do.

A never ending thriller created around true inspirations other than fiction; where the author uses quite relatable characters that lose themselves to the whims of love; lust; and passion. 

An account of love; an account to the things we’re prone to amidst love and confusion, searching for self-love.

A book about self-love

charlotte a name of disguise of her real self, hidden from the world, will she ever be able to be her self again. will she be able to love or be loved?

"By Opposing Me:
You Do Damage To Yourselves;
When I Don't Want To" - Babylon (Dumb Babies)
"By Your Damnations:
As Remnants Of Babylon;
You Are -Still- Unclean" - Babylon (Spawn)
"As Your Mother Was:
You Are The Pestilence Plague;
That You Hate To See" - Babylon (Self-Affliction)
"You're Judged By Your Sins:
No Matter How Deep They Are;
And Without Relent" - Babylon (Scrub)
"To Enable You:
Even When You Lash In Pain;
Will Make The Sins -Worse-" - Babylon (Tough Love)
"The Pain You Ran From:
All The While In Babylon;
Accumulated" - Babylon (Mound)
"Deeply Embedded:
It Hurts To Even Touch It;
Like An Open Wound" - Babylon (Humility)
"The Pain That You Feel:
Is Fully Unjustified;
And Causes More Sin" - Babylon (Scar)
"Amassing So Much:
Makes You Completely Grotesque;
And Symbiotic" - Babylon (Adherent Sin)
"Justifying It:
Only Damages Yourself;
When You Fight For It" - Babylon (Mind Control)
"It Contorts The Mind:
By Insatiable Feelings;
Constantly Shifting" - Babylon (Conversion)
"Once Your Mind Contorts:
It Weakens Your Nerve Endings';
Sensitivity" - Babylon (Vulnerability)
"What You Would Have Been:
You Will Distort To The Point;
You No Longer Are" - Babylon (UNLOVEABLE)
"It Destroys Your Mind:
By Ungodly Sensations;
You -THINK- Are Pleasure" - Babylon (Contortion)
"You Will -FORCE- Others:
To Cater To Your Pleasures;
That Cannot Be Loved" - Babylon (****)
"It -RAPES- You -FIRST-:
In The Weakness Of Your Mind;
And Sticks To Your -HEART-" - Babylon (Reproduction)
"It -MAKES- You -LOVE- It:
So You Will Find Those -LIKE- You;
Also -WEAK- In Mind" - Babylon (Sex)
"Next, You Have -ONE- Thought:
For The -REST- Of Your -LIFETIME-;
You -CANNOT- Get Out" - Babylon (Stain)
"Simple-Mindedness:
When It Does Not Get Its Way;
Will Take Its Host's Life" - Babylon (Parasitic Self-Mutilation)
"With -One- Sensation:
-ALL- Others -BECOME- That -ONE-;
So The -PAIN- Is -ALL-" - Babylon (Deadly Perversion)
"For Those Without It:
They Can Feel -Nothing- For It;
-EXCEPT- For Disgust" - Babylon (Ungodly)
"For Those Who Have It:
Their Pains Are So Very Great;
They Have Nothing Else" - Babylon (All-Consuming)
"Some Sins Are Too Great:
To Be Remedied At All;
And They Stick For Life" - Babylon (Unrepentant)
"When Sin Consumes Them:
They Act Out In Only Pain;
Until Suicide" - Babylon (Life)
"With No Self-Control:
The Unstable Emotions;
Break Them Down Fully" - Babylon (Destabilize)
"The Unstable Ones:
Seek Affection From Others;
Yet Make Them Worse, Too" - Babylon (Caustic)
"By Their Perversions:
They Will All Die Together;
Weeping Bitterly" - Babylon (Salt)
"The Rapacious Sin:
Destroys The Unwilling Hosts;
With Ungodly Pain" - Babylon (Unfathomable)
"They Will Seek Out Love:
And Those Who Love Will Be Vain;
Loving Only Sin" - Babylon (Self-Interest)
"The Sin That They Love:
Is What They See In Themselves;
Not The Other Life" - Babylon (Self-Service)
"The Sin Binds The Lives:
Of Those With The Perversion;
To Weaken Them -All-" - Babylon (Orgy)
"Once They Realize:
-None- Of Them Love Each Other;
They Kill Each Other" - Babylon (Self-Destruct)
"They Love Their Own Sins:
And Hate That No One Loves Them;
And Destroy Themselves" - Babylon (Self-Mutilation)
"They See In Themselves:
The Love They Have For Themselves;
And Hate Each Other" - Babylon (Satan)
"The -Hatred- They Feel:
For -All- Loving -Just- Themselves;
Drives Them -All- Insane" - Babylon (Self-Loathing)
"The Sins That They -Loved-:
End Up As Their Stains For Life;
They Cannot Undo" - Babylon (Eternal Damnation)
"The End Of Their Lives:
Is That They See The Sin's Mark;
That -Never- Comes Out" - Babylon (Breakpoint)
"Their -ENTIRE- Purpose:
Was For Sin -Itself- To Feed;
And Kill -All- Of Them" - Babylon (Fodder)
"When -Sin- Eats -Sinners-:
Afterward, It Kills -Itself-;
Just As They Had Done" - Babylon (Self-Image)
"The -Image- Of -Sin-:
Is Marked In -All- The Sinners;
And Their Suicides" - Babylon (Sin-Baby)
"The Sin Hates -Itself-:
To The Point Of Its Spawning;
-ONLY- To Kill Them" - Sin (Self-Extermination)
"The -ENTIRE- Process:
Is The -EQUIVALENT- Force;
Of Prime Entropy" - Big Bang (Inverted) *Omniversal Loathing
"In The Beginning:
It Was Just As With The End;
Except In Reverse" - Love (Inverted)

Rank seven Immortal Gu Self Love!
Fang Yuan held this Immortal Gu, he felt joy in his heart.
It was not a waste that he expended all of his soul foundation, he obtained some useful results.
Luck path, after all, had helped a Gu Immortal to reach rank nine.
"I have dog shit luck Immortal Gu, and have connected my luck to Ye Fan, Hong Yi, and Han Li, these three lucky people. Furthermore, after the two uses of burning soul bursting luck, my luck must have reached an unprecedentedly high level."
"It is not strange that self love Immortal Gu was successfully refined."
This self love Immortal Gu was refined by Sixth Hair and sent to Fang Yuan using treasure yellow heaven.
Treasure yellow heaven had a small commotion.
But it was not as impactful as before.
Because situations of using treasure yellow heaven to transport Immortal Gu had happened many times already, it was no longer as rare. Especially recently, Wu Yong used treasure yellow heaven to send a batch of Gu worms, and Thousand Transformations Ancestor also sold year beasts and created an even bigger commotion that was still ongoing.
"This is self love Immortal Gu?" Bai Ning Bing asked.
Before Fang Yuan replied, Ying Wu Xie said: "Of course! This Immortal Gu came at a perfect timing, with this Immortal Gu, we can use immortal killer move self cleansing, we will not be afraid of any investigative killer move! Hahahaha!"
Ying Wu Xie said as he laughed loudly with his hands at his waist.
He was currently using Fairy Cui Bo's body, his chest was huge and he had a beautiful face, but he laughed with his mouth wide opened like a foolish hot-blooded teenager, it was quite amusing.
Bai Ning Bing shook her head as she watched, the lingering bit of pity she felt towards Ying Wu Xie vanished without a trace.
"That's right, this Immortal Gu, Self Love, is the core of immortal killer move self cleansing. This move can cleanse dao marks on the Gu Immortal's body, getting rid of the unfavorable ones and only keeping the beneficial ones. Be it the investigative killer move or alliance agreements, as long as they are harmful to us, they can be cleansed." Fang Yuan explained.
Hei Lou Lan's eyes shined brightly, she thought: "This means that the killer move formed from this Immortal Gu can break the restraints of Shadow Sect's alliance agreement on me?"
She saw some hope.
She did not join Shadow Sect willingly, she wanted to leave, but there was no way.
Self love Immortal Gu had a unique shape, it was not like a worm, but a horn shaped rice dumpling, there was a layer of bamboo leaves around it, and there were even grey-white threads on it.[1]
But this was not true.
If one observed carefully, they would see that the surface of the bamboo leaves was completely one with the inside, the grey-white threads were the markings of self love Immortal Gu, they flickered and changed locations every few breaths of time.
Hei Lou Lan memorized the appearance of self love Immortal Gu deeply in her mind.
Fang Yuan touched the surface of self love Immortal Gu as he said: "Let's move first before using this self love Immortal Gu to get rid of the investigative killer move."
The immortals chose a direction randomly and moved for a hundred thousand li, arriving at the back of a huge sand dune.
Fang Yuan started to use his killer move, while Ying Wu Xie and gang went around the place to guard him.
First, he activated self love Immortal Gu.
This rank seven Immortal Gu was inside the sovereign immortal aperture, floating in the air and emitting a sweet smell without any lights shining.
Allured by the scent, large numbers of mortal Gu were activated, moving around self love Immortal Gu as they formed into a river of Gu worms.
This was the first step of using self cleansing.
Evidently, self love Immortal Gu was needed to make the first step.
Fang Yuan was stuck here previously, undoubtedly, even with a vast number of immortal killer moves, they were useless without the core Immortal Gu.
Next, Fang Yuan started to use some crucial supplementary Gu worms.
These Gu worms were all Immortal Gu.
Wisdom path Immortal Gu obtained from Purple Mountain True Monarch's inheritance.
Most of them were rank seven.
This immortal killer move's difficulty was that the addition of every wisdom path Immortal Gu would cause a disturbance to the original Gu worm river.
Only skilled technique and extraordinary control could allow this step to be done.
A wisdom path rank six Immortal Gu was carefully placed in.
The river of Gu worms shook intensely, but it returned to normal soon.
Fang Yuan's heart sank, this was just a rank six Immortal Gu, but was so difficult already. If he placed a rank seven Immortal Gu, the result would be worse.
But the second Immortal Gu was a rank seven Immortal Gu.
Fang Yuan waited for a while, after savoring that precious experience from earlier, he placed the second Immortal Gu in.
Progressing slowly like this, when he got to the third Immortal Gu, Fang Yuan failed.
The entire Gu worm river broke apart as Fang Yuan spat out blood from his mouth.
Man as Before!
Once this Immortal Gu was used, his injuries were healed.
But the killer move's activation failed, they had to leave now.
Fang Yuan and the rest packed their things and left the place.
They could not remain at one place for too long, they needed to keep moving so that Heavenly Court and heaven's will could not deal with them easily.
Along the way, Fang Yuan thought about and collated his experiences.
One could say that the entire group was relying on his killer move. This was the key to solving their problem. Even though this killer move had no offensive power.
After the activation failed, they would leave, along the way, he would learn from his mistakes, until the fourth time, Fang Yuan finally succeeded in activating rank seven immortal killer move self cleansing.
It was not easy!
A watery and gentle light flowed down from Fang Yuan's head, into his body and mind.
Initially, the water was shiny and crystal clear, but when it got to Fang Yuan's feet, it became extremely murky.
"How was it?" After the killer move was used, Ying Wu Xie asked.
The other immortals looked over with concern.
Fang Yuan used perceivable dao Immortal Gu to inspect himself.
But the result was not satisfactory.
"We have a problem." His expression turned grim.
Southern Border.
The super Gu formation was dealt with, supreme elder Wu Bei, who had fainted, was also treated.
Wu Yong looked at the huge pit with a dark expression.
"Why did the earth vein shake here all of a sudden?"
"This super Gu formation used the earth vein as the foundation, and it had a once in ten thousand years tremor, to think it would happen at this moment."
"Thankfully, I salvaged Fang Yuan's life tablet Gu and soul lantern Gu at the crucial moment, but we lost a rank six Immortal Gu in the process."
Wu Yong had a deep gaze, after this matter, his hatred towards Fang Yuan intensified.
"Lord Wu Yong, something is wrong." At this moment, Wu Fa reported: "Not only was there a tremor here, Tie clan, Yi clan, Chai clan, Chi clan, and the rest have all faced an earthquake."
Wu Yong's eyebrows rose: "You mean this earth vein tremor involved the whole of Southern Border?"
"That is likely the case." Wu Fa frowned deeply.
The earth vein was very important, an earthquake of such magnitude was unprecedented in Southern Border!
This change was truly not normal.
"Hmm?!" Wu Yong turned his gaze towards his hand, the two mortal Gu he was holding cracked and broke apart, they were completely destroyed.
Wu Yong was shocked: "Fang Yuan's life tablet Gu and soul lantern Gu were destroyed? Did he use some method against it?"
[1] Google zongzi or rice dumpling, you'll see.


With his Three Fundamental Views* unrighteous, the demon is reborn.
An old dream in the ancient days, a new author with an identical name.
An old story about a time traveler who was constantly being reborn.
An eccentric world that grows, cultivates, and uses Gu. 
The Spring Autumn Cicada, Moonlight Gu, Liquor worm, Comprehensive Golden Light Worm, Fine Black Hair Gu, Hope Gu. . . . . .
And a peerless great demon that freely acts to his heart’s content.
Translator's Synopsis: 
A story of a villain, Fang Yuan who was reborn 500 years into the past with the Spring Autumn Cicada he painstakingly refined. With his profound wisdom, battle and life experiences, he seeks to overcome his foes with skill and wit! Ruthless and amoral, he has no need to hold back as he pursues his ultimate goals. In a world of cruelty where one cultivates using Gu - magical creatures of the world - Fang Yuan must rise up above all with his own power.
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Gu is a legendary venomous insect, often used in black magic practices. It can take on the form of several insects, usually snakes, crickets, worms etc.
* = one's world view, values of worth and philosophy on life 


HI I'M JAKE AND IM 19 YEARS OLD IM A BASKETBALL PLAYER AND I ALSO LOVE ANIMALS 

HI I'M JACK AND IM 18 YEARS OLD IM
A GANGSTER IN THE CAMPUS AND I ALSO LOVE PLAYING GAMES 

HI I'M SKY AND I'M 17 YEARS OLD IM A VOLLEYBALL PLAYER IM A SIMPLE GIRL AND I ALSO LOVE  ANIMALS AND PLAYING GAMES 











CHAPTER 1
"IN THE CAMPUS"
'THE PROFESSOR'
HI CLASS IM YOUR PROFESSOR IN A MATHEMATICS SO NOW  CLASS CAN U INTRODUCE YOUR SELF  WHO'S FIRST 
OKAY I CHOOSE  JAKE


"JAKES INTRODUCING HER SELF"
"OK HI CLASSMATES  I'M JAKE AND IM" 19 YEARS OLD IM A BASKETBALL PLAYER AND I ALSO LOVE ANIMALS


 "OK WHO'S NEXT  OK RAISE YOUR" HANDS IF YOU CLASS IS INTERESTED TO INTRODUCE YOUR SELF PROFESSOR SAID

"JAKES RAISE HER HAND"

"OK  JAKE CAN U INTRODUCE YOUR SELF PROFESSOR SAID"


OK HI CLASSMATES  I'M JACK AND IM 18 YEARS OLD IM
A GANGSTER IN THE CAMPUS AND I ALSO LOVE PLAYING GAMES 


"OK WAIT WHAT! YOUR A GANGSTER IN THE CAMPUS" PROFESSOR SAID


"JAKE SAID YES" I AM THE GANGSTER IN THE CAMPUS WHY"


"PROFESSOR SAID"
"AM NOTHING"


"JAKE SAID"
OK


"WHO'S NEXT" PROFESSOR SAID


"AM SIR ME"SKY SAID


"OK SKY CAN U INTRODUCE YOUR SELF PROFESSOR SAID"


"HI CLASSMATES I'M  SKY AND I'M 17 YEARS OLD IM A VOLLEYBALL PLAYER IM A SIMPLE GIRL AND I ALSO LOVE  ANIMALS AND PLAYING GAMES 


"PROFESSOR SAID"
OK CLASS LET'S START THE CLASSES 
NOW LET'S TALK ABOUT THE CLASS OFFICER'S FIRST OK THE CLASS OFFICER'S IS KYLE,ANGELA,KYLIE 
AND THE CLASS PRESIDENT IS JAKE,SKY,JACK
AND THE CLASS SECRETARY IS LIAM.SCARLETT,SIMON
OK LETS START THE CLASS 
LETS TALK ABOUT THE DEFERENT POINT OK CLASS DISMISS CLASS DONT FORGET THE PROJECT IN THE MATH THE LEADER OF GROUP ONE IS SKY AND MEMBER OF GROUP ONE IS JAKE ,JACK ,KYLE ,ANGELA,
OK GOOD BYE CLASS 



CHAPTER 2 
NEXT WEEK











By the recommendation of my Husband I started my Youtube channel, featuring Natural Hair Care for women with 4c hair and Bueaty Tips. Helping women to love themselves, naturally being themselves.
Even though this came though my self realization, I have noticed that there are millions of women worldwide who are suffering from self depridation, afraid to show themselves for who they really are, not wanting to push through the cacoon and become their beautiful selves.
With this I have decided to share my story, to help these women who are beaten down by society, stereotype and sometimes themselves. To build up the confidence to break through whatever rough patches they are facing. 
This how I found myself.......By breaking through the stereotype of what society thought of me and the stigma that I held my self under. I became trainable and started learning new things about building myself without borrowing from someone's personality.
This made me realize that I started loving myself more and I was able to give advice to other women on how to love themselves. 
Of all my mother's childern "I love me the most"

"Self love is the greatest love, only by loving yourself can you truly love the ones around you".

My book is about my self discovery and how the  reality of my present self came to realization, waking me from my slumber.

Hey, l0Ve YoURsElf more because there's no guarantee that other will love you just as much...
Instead of expecting others to love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much, love yourself thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much by yourself.
Everyone's different and unique on their own. Even you'd be bored if a show contained the same characters with same features, same motivations, same point of view, same talents and 'no standing out speciality' whatsoever.
You are allowed to be different. So cheer up.
Be proud of who you are, and not ashamed of how someone else sees you.
If you're searching for that one person who will change your life, look at the mirror.
You were born to be real, not to be perfect.
To fall in love with yourself is the first secret to happiness.
If you're not willing to accept yourself, you'll always be insecure about your looks, actions, etc. You've to have this kind of confidence where you can say -
"If there's one thing I'm willing to bet on, its myself."
Accept who you are and love your true self because you are the only one who knows yourself inside out.
People point out on your mistake and attack you with your dark stain leaving a deep scar inside. Use your self confidence and self love as the scar removal cream. Trust me, it helps.
Seal their mouths with your abilities and win over them with your strive for improvement.
Be yourself. If nobody loves your true self then be it. They never deserved you anyways. Hiding from yourself and ignoring the reality is the biggest mistake you can commit. Rather, you can fall for yourselves and strive to become a better version of you.
Love yourself. It is an easy task if you really wanna do it.
- Walnut_aura63

Learn to become savage!
Learn to start a conversation!
Learn to appreciate yourself!
Just learn everything and anything.
Just kidding. Not about the first three lines though.
For you only, I did the hard work of searching for contents in the internet.
(It was pretty easy though)
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