Life have so much secret's, we just have find out what is good and what is bad for us. This is why self motivation is necessary. Life will go and go on till we take our last breath. So keep walking and trying to do better and better in your life and definitely we'll all achieve what we think.

a romance novel pertaining to gay/binary relations from an outsude perspective.

This was written because a friend of mine CamrynTheElf, wanted a reason to be motivated thys the title.

Right now we are back at Saitama's home and here I am thinking should I upgrade Geno's? I mean he always loses and he doesn't really help Saitama much and doesn't really interfere with him so I guess it's all good.
Saitama: "You wanna know what he said to me?"
Genos: "What is it, master"
Saitama: "I have never heard of you"
Saitama is crying about the fact that Speed o Sonic or Jack o Lantern I don't know which one it is but he said that he never heard of him as a hero ahh you know the rest
Genos: "Master are you registered as a hero"
Saitama: "Huh? what's that?"
He then goes on to explain the history of the Hero's Association and then they asked me
Saitama: "Bleak are you registered as a hero?"
Bleak: "No not really but I might as well"
Saitama: "Great let's all register together then"
I got it I make Genos have some mini laser canon I mean I can make anything and modify him so why not upgrade him
Bleak: "Hey Genos?"
Genos: "Yes?"
Bleak: "Would you like an upgrade"
Saitama: "What would you be upgrading?"
Bleak: "Genos"
Saitama: "Ok cool and how would you do that?"
I slowly stood and behind me, a castle door slowly faded into existence
Bleak: "Well follow me inside"
Genos and Saitama looked at each other and then looked at the door
They finally stood up and walked into the door
Bleak: "Welcome to my domain"
Saitama: "It's just white"
I am gonna do something that will blow Saitama's socks off...if he even has any
Saitama: "What is this feeling and there is something on my head, I FEEL ALIVE AGAIN AN-AND-AND MY EMOTIONS THEY ARE BACK WAIT, MY HAIR TOO"
Bleak: "In here I can do anything just like a God and that means deleting you two or changing you to anything I want and you can leave without my permission, pretty much if I was your enemy you two would pretty much be dead"
Saitama: "*Whistle* we would be pretty much screwed"
Genos: "This is really powerful"
I can let Saitama keep his hair forever but that wouldn't make him who he is you know? so how about I leave him with his emotions instead but who knows I might change my mind in the future
Bleak: "Genos come and stand here"
He walked to where I was pointing and he stood still like I wanted I then make a platform underneath his leg and made a metal flat board for him to relax on, now it's time for the customization
Bleak: "Master you should help me too or would you like to fight enemies that you can enjoy"
Saitama: "I am so glad I picked you as my disciple I wanna fight while I still feel this way"
I then went on to create a lot of Goku's and then they started their fight of course I put a barrier over a certain space for them to fight in.
Bleak: "now Genos would you like a completely new set of cyborg armor or would you like to be human again be warn you would go back to being a regular human"
Genos: "New parts"
Bleak: "Very well"
Thinking ... Thinking
Aha I got it I know the perfect thing to do
So I begin with the torso I made nanobots small ones of course and used it on his stomach to make it look like complete skin with abs and everything a stomach should have on the outside
Now on the arms, I made it just like his lastest armor in the manga but this time much cooler I thought of ways to improve this and it hit me, I will make it so the arms can transform well not fully it's like materialize now how that works mechanically is nanomachines I put a never-ending supply of nanobots meaning that Genos is technically immortal now with high-speed regeneration using nanomachines as weapons and reconstruction so if he thinks of using a sword he can make one anywhere on his body and he can also adjust the size and weight so basically a fully walking weapon, yes yes I know that is pretty strong but he would have to get used to it first I can't have my boy losing all the time you know
I made his neutral form which is the look of the latest chapter only this time only his arms are mechanized so he looks human just the arms are different, now for the place where he can blast lasers from, I made them like iron man's repulser but more destructive and more power with close to infinite ammunition fueled by nanotech I also made it so that when the nanobots that have been used are about to be studied by an outside an unauthorized person they should self destruct this isn't so much as a programmed command but a magical one instead so there will be no fault yup I added a life energy generator within Genos too but this one just fills all the nanotech with energy for the command to work,
Now for his specs, I am changing his reactor factor so now he has infinite energy and his UI interface is working at a faster speed meaning he is basically a supercomputer but like x5 faster
Bleak: "So Genos how do you feel?"
Genos: "Powerful"
He points his hand out and blasted a blooding Kamehameha with ease and this was with one hand
Bleak: "HAHAHA I AM A GENIUS"
Bleak: "Hey Genos wanna see something cool?"
Genos: "What?"
I then went on to create a self destruct button in my hand and told him to push it
Bleak: "Push it, it will make you explode"
Genos: "Wouldn't that destroy me"
Bleak: "Trust me it won't"
He then went on to press it and in an instant *BOOM* a Plasmic explosion happened and Genos only had his head left
Saitama: "I have lost all my parts"
Bleak: "Wait for it"
Slowly see-through like orange neons began to form his body shape and slowly details start to fill the shape and without further ado, he was back to how he was before
Bleak: "So what do you think, as long as there is a part of you even a finger you can regenerate"
Saitama: "Wow that's pretty snazzy"
Bleak: "AHHHHH where did you come from? shouldn't you be fighting Goku?"
Saitama: "Oh I did but look at him, he is just standing there"
Oh looks like Goku is about to go Ultra Instinct
Welp that's enough for now and with that, I undid the Materialization of Goku
Bleak: "By the way Genos you probably already know this by now but you can transform any part of your body into anything mechanical but you would have to get used to that first of course"
Genos: "Understood, Thank you for this"
Bleak: "No problem now let's leave"
I summoned Death's door again and we walked through it
Saitama: "I have been wondering Bleak where do you live?"
Bleak: "Oh I live in my Death's door"
Saitama: "Don't you have parents or something"
Bleak: "No I don't have parents....will you be my Dad?"
Saitama: "HEY HEY HEY IM NOT THAT OLD"
Bleak: "Hahaha I am joking, I'm joking"
Saitama: "You have enough to take care of your self"
Bleak: "you just entered my domain, where I can make anything....."
Saitama: "CAN YOU MAKE MONEY?"
Bleak: "I can make as much as I want and can even bring it out"
Saitama: "Yeah I have been waiting to ask this, how come Genos comes out with his new upgrade and I come back without my hair?"
Bleak: "huh? what's that? It's time for bed already I can't have my growth be hindered by sleep better go to bed"
I opened my door and hoped inside but I popped my head out to ask a question
Bleak: "Would you both like to live with me inside my domain?"
Saitama: "Maybe some other day"
Genos: "Yes I have to go back to the professor to confirm my fighting power now"
Bleak: "Alright I guess I will see you guys tomorrow"
Saitama: "Yeah take care...wait a minute WHAT ABOUT MY HAIR"
I quickly slipped my head back through the door and phew I am so happy about Death's door and so I did the normal stuff make it rain and make a bed and skadoch, yeah I don't need sleep at all cause well my race is fucking amazing and I also have life and death but I rather not wait hours for the next day and just plop myself to sleep and with those thoughts I fell asleep
You are nothing
Bleak: "Oh cmon not this again, you can't say I'm alone now? can you? cause if you then you must be blind"
When you are not useful they will throw you out
Your abilities are nothing but weak
Without this door you are nothing
Bleak: "No not really you are pretty much wrong there, if I am not useful I can still hang out with them, I mean look at King and I think I get you now these are probably my inner fear or some cliche thing like that, so have I conquered it now?"
...
>Death-Force Manipulation<
--Morning--
[Bleak woke up sitting on his bed looking at something]
                                                                                  System
                                                                                >Skills
                                                                          >Life Analysis
                                                                          >Death's Door
                                                                          >Life-Force Manipulation
                                                                          >Death Empowerment
                                                                          >Blood Flow Vision
                                                                          >Death-Force Manipulation
So it was a new skill hehe I wonder if I can bring stuff back to life?
I got off my bed and went out Death's door after the classic 'clean' command I have been wearing the same clothes for a while so today I am gonna upgrade and so today I materialized a black hoodie and black trousers, yup going all black
Saitama: "AHHH you can't just do that!"
Bleak: "My bad I forgot I come out of the same place I left off"
we then walked out of Saitama house and we kept on walking straight
Bleak: "Wait, guys"
I stop them at where they fought mosquito because I see her soul well it's the way she looked before going into blood mode mosquito so right now she is the classic black and white
mm? looks like she's panicked and I can guess why I mean she legit got bitched slapped to death
Bleak: "Hey Mosquito Girl what are you doing?"
Saitama: "Errr who are you talking to?"
Genos: "Yes, no matter how I scan the area I see no living being"
I then walked up to her ghost and feed it some life energy to make her visible
Bleak: "This is who I'm talking about"
Saitama: "Oh it's the bug"
Genos: "Let us fight again I wish to test my improvement"
But she was freaking out even more just from looking at Saitama so I tried to touch her but my hands went through her so what I did next was wrap my hands in life energy and poked her seeing that I can touch her I raised my hand high into the air that it was blessed by sunlight and smash it down slapping her face with full force
Bleak: "WAKE UP!"
Her head exploded due to the share impact of my strength multiplied by the life energy but due to her being dead her head just came back like fog forming a head of course, she then looked at me and said
Mosquito Girl: "You can see me?"
Bleak: "Yes I can and don't ask me how to let's just say me and you have something in common"
Mosquito Girl: "What is that?"
Bleak: "Blood"
Saitama: "Are you a Mosquito too?"
Genos: "Indeed you are not a human so it must be as master says"
Bleak: "WHAT NO IM NOT A BUG"
I grumpily lead the way towards the hero association
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Welcome to my first ever writing I mean literally, it is my first ever writing piece but yeah join our protagonist as he goes to the world of one punch man how do you suppose he will rise to the top? well, why don't you read it and stop reading this I mean is this more important than the massive blue button up there with the sign that says read?
haha just messing with you but seriously read it

So what is motivation, exactly? The author Steven Pressfield has a great line in his book, The War of Art, which I think gets at the core of motivation. To paraphrase Pressfield, "At some point, the pain of not doing it becomes greater than the pain of doing it."

In other words, at some point, it is easier to change than to stay the same. It is easier to take action and feel insecure at the gym than to sit still and experience self-loathing on the couch. It is easier to feel awkward while making the sales call than to feel disappointed about your dwindling bank account.

This, I think, is the essence of motivation. Every choice has a price, but when we are motivated, it is easier to bear the inconvenience of action than the pain of remaining the same. Somehow we cross a mental threshold—usually after weeks of procrastination and in the face of an impending deadline—and it becomes more painful to not do the work than to actually do it.

Marquis

 Alias: Zombie

Legal Name:  Zombie

Morality: Good

Place of origin: Planet Tuffle

Team Affiliation: The Z-Fighters

Description: he is the son of Goku Black and the son of a god of a tuffle from a different universe, at the age of 10 his father killed his mother in front of him because she loved everything rather they were a god or not and he didn't like that. His father tried teaching him the ways that he believes so he fakes it to make his dad happy, now he follows the path of his dad while keeping the ideals of his mom. Shortly after when Zombie was gone to a different Universe his father was killed by the Z-Fighters and he finally could say he was free from faking his emotions. He would soon join the Z-Fighters and befriend all of them.

Demographics

Gender:  Male

Age: 11

Sexual Orientation: Straight

Occupation: none

Hair Color:  Black

Hair Type: Spikey

Eye Color: Black

Race/Species: Saiyan/ Tuffle 

Distinguishing Features: On his right hand he has a moon crest on his palm. His left arm is burned a bit from his childhood.

Costume: Appearance: Black spiky hair, black sleeveless shirt, comfortable pants with a black garment around his waist, black armbands and a silver collar

Powers and Abilities: Adaptive Power-Level, Aura Manipulation, Chi Manipulation, Energy Manipulation, Flight, Indomitable Will, Inner Power, Power Level Manipulation, Teleportation, Zenith, Gravitation Adaptation, Psychic Shield, Enhanced Condition, Multiple Forms, Divine Beam Emission, and Self-Power Augmentation

Weapons: Ki blade, Ki Scythe

Gadgets/Tech: none

Physical Weaknesses: not immortal 

Mental/Emotional Weaknesses: mom dying from his father

Personality and Relationships

Primary Traits: 

Likes: Drinking Tea, reading book, building new machines

Dislikes:Father

Habits/Quirks: he tends to clinched his fist a lot and tap his fingers on his thigh

Fears: his father 

Motivation: his father, his mother

Family: Goku Black, Tuffle Mother

Romantic Interests: None

Allies: The Z-Fighters

Rivals: Rukai



Keirre

Alias: Rukai

Legal Name:  Rukai 

Morality: Good 

Place of origin: Demon Realm

Team Affiliation: Z-Fighters 

Description: Born in the demon realm Rukai's mother was a demon while his father was a saiyan. Growing up in the physical world after his father took him, Rukai knew nothing of where he came from until he was the age of 8 years old when his father finally told him. Every since then he has dedicated his time to training and becoming something good in hopes of not falling into the role he was meant to play in everything as the prince of the demon realm. 

Demographics

Gender:  Male

Age: 11 years old 

Sexual Orientation: Straight 

Occupation: none 

Hair Color: Black while Front Bang is Red 

Hair Type: Spiky 

Eye Color: Red 

Race/Species: Saiyan/ Demon 

Distinguishing Features: claws, fangs, curse mark and tail

Costume: Light blue jacket with white undershirt and light blue pants with brown belt and light brown shoes 

Powers and Abilities: Adaptive Power-Level, Aura Manipulation, Chi Manipulation, Energy Manipulation, Flight, Indomitable Will, Inner Power, Power Level Manipulation, Teleportation, Zenith, Gravitation Adaptation, Psychic Shield, Enhanced Condition, Multiple Forms, Divine Beam Emission, and Self-Power Augmentation

Weapons: Sword 

Gadgets/Tech: none 

Physical Weaknesses: None 

Mental/Emotional Weaknesses: Pride, Arrogance, and Competitive Spirit

Personality and Relationships

Primary Traits: Courageous, Tempered, Arrogant, Confident, and Warm-Hearted

Likes: Training, Eating, Being Alone, Fighting and Traveling 

Dislikes: Evil, Bullies, Being open to others, putting others endanger and Being played 

Habits/Quirks: Losing his temper 

Fears: Letting go of his emotions 

Motivation: His rivalry with Zombie 

Family: Mother (unknown), Father (unknown) and Sister (unknown), Zombie (Best Friend/Brother)

Romantic Interests: None 

Allies: Z-Fighters  

Rivals: Zombie 



Keybran

Alias: Sting

Legal Name:  Sting

Morality: Neutral

Place Of Origin: Planet Vegeta

Description:  The Blackest Saiyan out there. Not just about to stand here and let u power up.

Demographics 

Gender: Male

Age: 13 years old

Sexual Orientation: Straight 

Occupation: Time Patrollers 

Hair Color:  Black

Hair Type: Spiked

Eye Color: Black

Race/Species: Saiyan

Nationality: Black ( Light Hershey)

Distinguishing Features: 6ft inch Cucumber

Powers and Abilities:Adaptive Power-Level, Aura Manipulation, Chi Manipulation, Energy Manipulation, Flight, Indomitable Will, Inner Power, Power Level Manipulation, Teleportation, Zenith, Gravitation Adaptation, Psychic Shield, Enhanced Condition, Multiple Forms, Divine Beam Emission, and Self-Power Augmentation

Physical Weakness: None

Mental/Emotional Weaknesses: Friends getting killed

Personality & Relationships

Primary Traits:

Likes: senzu beans 

Dislikes: Bad people

Fears: Losing Hope

Motivation: Getting Stronger 

Family: Supreme Kais

Romantic Interests: Dragon balls

Allies: Z-Fighters

Enemies: Frieza Race



Original Character or Created Character?: Created

 character   Name: Karito

 Age: 28  Race (Human, Namekian, Android, Saiyan (No Tail), Saiyan (With Tail), Frieza, Supreme Kai, Demon, Angel): Saiyan (With Tail) 

 Ki color: Sea blue 

 Male or Female: Male 


Original Character or Created Character?: Created Character

Name: Rukai Jr.

Age: 19

Race (Human, Namekian, Android, Saiyan (No Tail), Saiyan (With Tail), Frieza, Supreme Kai, Demon, Angel): Saiyan (With Tail)

Ki color: Red and Black 



Male or Female:  Male

Original Character or Created Character?: Created Character.

Name: Kazmia 

Age: 19

Race (Human, Namekian, Android, Saiyan (No Tail), Saiyan (With Tail), Frieza, Supreme Kai, Demon, Angel): Saiyan (With Tail)

Ki color: Red and Blue 



Male or Female:  Female 

Original Character or Created Character?: Created

Name: Yami

Age: 20

Race (Human, Namekian, Android, Saiyan, Frieza, Supreme Kai, Demon, Angel): Saiyan

Ki color: Red

Male or Female: Male

Original Character or Created Character?:

Name:zero

Age:19

Race (Human, Namekian, Android, Saiyan (No Tail), Saiyan (With Tail), Frieza, Supreme Kai, Demon, Angel):

Ki color:purple 

Male or Female:female

Original Character or Created Character:Created 

Name: Kai

Age:17

Race : Saiyan 

Ki color: Red

Male or Female: Male

Original Character or Created Character?: Created Character

Name: Ivori

Age: 21

Race (Human, Namekian, Android, Saiyan (No Tail), Saiyan (With Tail), Frieza, Supreme Kai, Demon, Angel): Demon|Angel Saiyan (No Tail)

Ki color: Light Green & Golden. Yellow

Male or Female: Female







30 years after the tournament of power  new brand of warriors brew. These warriors must work together to become the next strongest to protect the home they call home. It isn't going to be easy but they must work together to be able to defeat any foe that may come to past. They must do this without the help of the Z-Fighters.

20/07/2020

Tell me that I should keep holding on 
...
Baby , Baby, Close your eyes life's a dream 
~ Dreamer Girl by Asa

The Dream Elixir 

To be honest, I can understand why my parents want me to study law. If there is any other person that wants the best for me apart from myself, It is my Dad. He always likes to call my physical defects a peculiarity and he wanted me to be outstanding in all ramifications so people could truly see me for my peculiarity. 

He toiled and sacrificed so much for my sake and I can not blame him for wanting the absolute best out of me. 

He wants me to be outspoken, eloquent, versatile, unbreakable, fierce and strong hence why he wanted me to study a course as charismatic as Law. I could honestly understand him for not wanting anything less or mediocre from me. 

He wants me to be able to always defend myself as it is possible for people to always think lowly of someone with physical defects like me; limiting their abilities to the barest minimum, when in actuality they can go for whatever they want. These are things that birth low self esteem and lack of self confidence. 

In all honesty, people tend to always pity and even victimize people with defects and sometimes those with the defects fall prey to people's demeaning schemes and begin to actually carry themselves like victims and this gradually soils the confidence that they were trying to grow; the confidence in believing that that morning on earth is stopping them form going for what they want to go for. 

Most people with physical defects battle with self confidence and it takes the grace of God for them to realize their authentic identity and take pride and self love in their physical make up . This is something I know so well. 

My dad wanted me to be excellent and I wanted them same for myself too but we wanted it in different ways. 

When I asked my Dad why he wants me to study law, he told me that it was because I was eloquent and spoke very often in public which is a vivid trait a lawyer possesses since it's a profession that requires undiluted outspokenness. 

He also told me that he felt I had the dexterity to study the course and it was his desire for me to be outstanding in the field.

My mum on the other hand had initially wanted me to study medicine so I could specialize in Orthopedics so in the future, I could treat patients who had similar or even the exact same defect that I have but I sucked at math, so delving into the sciences was clearly not my forte. 

Hence, the next best course my parents deemed to be was Law. They wanted me to be a lawyer so I could be well respected in the society and difficult to trample upon.

It was cute that they wanted the best for me in their own way and I was really thankful to them that they saw me as a child with an amazing future but, the kind of excellence I wanted for myself was a lot more different.

I wanted my excellence to stem from the roots of ethereal, mind blowing creativity. Beyond wearing professional gowns and sitting in an air conditioned office for hours on end, burying my face into a enormous textbooks and Law Journals just to ascertain the exact judgement to give an accused during the adjournment of a case, I wanted the world to know the girl that was powerful enough in her ability to invoke the most beautiful emotions in people just by staring at my drawing or reading a book of mine. 

What I yearned for the most was to give people a glimpse of what actually goes on in my dreamy mind. I wanted to take art in it's liberal form to an ethereal dimension. 

I wanted to heal lives and cause people to marvel at what an epitome of a masterpiece of art that I truly was. 

I am the Dreamer Girl; The Dream Elixir; an escape from this cruel, harsh world. I dream that in this world, I can make a mighty, recognizable change. This world is supposed to be free, full of love and a paradise in it's own axis and I wish to be that elixir that would give people the hope that good dreams still do exist and they happen to people. 

I want people to believe that they can hope for and actualized their aims and dreams; that they can go for what they want, forgetting the nightmares they once used to have, irrespective of whatever form it took; whether it be lack of support form friends and family, lack of motivation or even lack of self confidence. 

Those things were nightmares in their own forms because we entrap ourselves in these things whereas we can actually break free from it and go for whatever we want. Just like nightmares aren't reality, the discouraging things that people say to us just to stop us from going for what we want, the insecurities we constantly battle with, really should not be our reality but the mistake we make is to often mistake these nightmarish snippets of fear and uncertainty and then morph it into our reality when we actually were ordained to be great people in life. 

The sweetest dreams of our lives are the ones we have, picturing ourselves as great, rich, happy, influential and blessed people and not bitter, broken and struggling people. 

I wanted to be that person who would gear people on to go for what they desire confidently, even if it requires going to the ends of the earth just so they could find their destinies with nothing, whether it be their physical outlook, their family background of their past getting in the way. I wanted to be that true dream elixir who would help people escape from the nightmares they have been entangled in and instead dust of the cobwebs of fear, doubts, impossibilities insecurities, lack of confidence and step into a new glorious, dreamy light of liberation, zeal, passion and dreaminess in itself. 

I wanted to draw extraordinarily, write extraordinary and create an artwork of a life time, consisting of the dreamiest, symbolic things that would fuel people's souls to genuinely live their dreams and pursue their destinies with all of their might and with all of their lives because it was truly worth the adventure. 

The peace you feel knowing that you're going for what you truly want is a motivation on it's own because, you would stop at nothing to acquire it, like a golden trophy of a blockbuster game; it was something I got to realize which is why we are all we've got in life. Self motivation is indeed the best form of all motivations. 

That was why I called myself the Dreamer Girl because I am that girl that is passionate about being the dream that she dreams of. I wanted to be more than just a Dream achiever. I wanted to be the living epistle; the living movie of my dream; The Dreamiest of all dreamers. That's who I wanted to be. I wanted my presence to be so strong that when I'm around people, they get that stirring in their hearts to rise up above the odds and shine brightly like crystals. 

These are things I want my dad to realize and I wish he would realize it already but I had faith that he would because I had Sire and I had my pen. I am penning my life down for the world to see and have a glimpse of what it would  look like if I am allowed to study literature and arts; my Dream course. 

I believe so much in my pen and it's ability to save me. I have heard that the faintest pen is mightier then the sharpest sword. Applying faith in all that you do regardless of how petit it's size is would go a long way in turning so many things around

I sincerely hope that this saying would actually come to my rescue because I've taken my own step of faith now, it's left to God to do his job and put his mighty hand upon my pen...

"I'm coming for you. No matter how far you think you can run, I can assure you that you can't hide and I'm closer to you than you think." 

Cassandra receives this letter from her mailbox. She has been receiving these threats on a regular basis and her entire life is at stake. The tragedy of her life puts not only her, but her husband, Mustafa on the edge as well as Sandra is curious as to who is planning to put her in bondage again. 

Who could want to put her in captivity? Could it be her ex boyfriend, Dan? No. A lot of things that would rather remain forgotten had already transpired between them so there was no way on earth that he would want her. Could it be the loan shark that enslaved her when she was nine? Or could it be her mother placing yet another stupid and risky gamble over her life?

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Queeneth, The author of the salacious series, Our side of the dice has been made to write her story in hiding all through the years simply because her parents want her to study law rather than follow her passion. An opportunity finds it's way to Queeneth through her lover, Sire who has been helping her write her story successfully. Queeneth has a chance to participate in a contest that could change the course of her life for good if she wins it and she has all it takes to win. But with her parents standing in the way, would she be able to follow her dreams regardless of it all?

Hello friends 👋 ,am prepare for IIT jee with self study and use online lecture as recommended by YouTube. Last  night I remembered my future dreams etc. and sleep calm . Next day I wake up early morning at 2:00 am and after I wash my face I  sit my study table and continue my preparation but  after some time I am dozing 😴 and doesn't concentrate my study.
that night I study only 1 hour. Now after dozing some time I again wake up at 6 am 
then I start my routine.
I have been studying continue 1 to 2 hour and going for breakfast. after breakfast again I start my study but like daily routine I follow my bad habits . I have bad habit to see adult videos and comics etc. so that day I am totally lost . but I see motivation and self motivated
and try something doing well 😊 . I try doing something best for my life and for my family ❤️  today is lost I hope and believe my self that I will doing something best and give a new story of my life.

There are little devils inside all of us,
Beneath her manufactured perception,
Their artificial reality is a writhing, twisted mess of dread,
Loathing. Misfortune. Self doubt. Self depreciation,
All thrashing to escape the weak but firm hold of their host,
Dripping into any opportunity in order to show themselves,
Into their willpower, starving her of any joy, desire, and motivation,
Into her stomach, forcing her to drown her sadness with comfort food,
Or into a newly-opened cut of the skin, hidden by the sleeves of a cute new shirt,
Such a deplorable, tangled mass is present within her,
Only to be hidden by a joyful mask,
That's why I choose not to blame others for my actions,
All they did was untie the knot.

This book is full of poems and writings that are personal to me and show my experiences through battling mental health, my inner demons, and real life events of mine.

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