I Really Don’t Recommend Killing Yourself.

"I believed I would be more calm during this point, but apparently, death truly is ingrained in the human psyche as a thing to be feared, maybe due to the ambiguity of it all, even as a self declared sociopath like me I'm shivering right now. I thought it might just be the rain, and the cold but when I imagine the fall, the slim possibility of my survival, or me remaining conscious for a few seconds after it I shake in fear, all that's here is a person afraid of death. Even so I grit my teeth and step forward, my last thought before the end was... it's cold..." and my consciousness fades.