Fate has truly abandoned me

I can only ask myself: Why was I born ?

If my life were to encounter painful things like this again and again

What will I live for ?

Heaven, why have you treated me like this ?

Did I do anything wrong in my previous life ?

Would you please answer me before I die ?

 Shuang Zihua complained and scolded the heavens. As she had to endure giving birth on her own in excruciating pain. Will her beggar husband know that he now has a child on the way? People called her family Will they miss her even a fraction? Just that she was a servant. So she had to encounter something like this ? Were they very happy to trample her? If she survives today She promised not to have anything to do with those evil people again. But if she doesn't survive In the next life, she would never allow anyone to hurt her like this again.

" Huh, my son, I'm sorry for making you suffer like this. Huh.. "

 Shuang Zihua immediately apologized to her unborn child. Crying in pain for a while She only found out that she was pregnant five months ago. She fled from the capital. Wandered all the way to this deserted valley almost a year ago.

 She thought of that night when they had hurt her so badly. Even though she had endured this much as a slave to her sister, why did her sister still hurt her like this? Has she done anything wrong to them ?

 Or was it her fault that she was only born as a servant in the palace? Both her sister's mother and her elder sister had always hurt her.

 Shuang Zihua first arrived at this abandoned hut. Her only thought was to escape from those cruel people. She had been living off the wild things in this forest for almost a year. Fortunately, she had more patience than anyone. Anything that can be used as food She would bring food without choice. That's right, she had no right to choose. People like her didn't have the right to choose anything from the moment they opened their eyes to the world.

 since she was born She was thrown into the hands of a servant in his father's mansion and cared for like a slave. She couldn't understand why Father treated her like this. Even though she doesn't have a mother to protect her. But at least she was his flesh and blood.

 Even her own Grandmother had joined with Big Hu Yin to bully her. What did she do wrong? Why did everyone hurt a little girl like her? There is no size of Pinnang embroidery work yet. Father only sent her on a palanquin to the palace. He simply ordered her to leave and become the son of the left-wing minister.

 That day, she cried tears of blood. She didn't want to be a petty woman like her mother. Even if she had to marry a commoner, it would be better than if she had to force herself to be someone else's subordinate. She didn't even know the future husband that Father had sent her away to. Before she knew it, she had already been sent to the servant's room in the minister's palace.

 Fortunately, the man who was called her husband didn't come to her that day. But the next day, she learned that Shuang Ai Liu's older sister Hu Yin's daughter, He Lingli, that emperor's younger sister. Dressed up as the big huyin of the man who was also known as her husband. She was only confused as to what this was. How could they treat her like this?

 Since that day Shuang Zihua performed every task like a slave. The other servants were much more comfortable than her. When she woke up, she had to rush to serve her sister. Take the potty and clean it for her. Her clothes had to be washed thoroughly. If her sister and closest servant are not satisfied Shuang Zihua would always be hit and hurt. She had only endured hardships for nearly half a year, when suddenly her older sister cruelly attacked her again.

 This time made her decide to leave the capital that had been like hell since she was born. She bid farewell to the city of pain. A city full of heartless people, she didn't want to live there anymore. Even if she had to die She wouldn't want to die in the capital!