Author's Note

[Special Thanks to - senterme: bien]

If you or a loved one suffers from mental health &/or addiction disorders here are some resources:

Substance abuse and addiction hotline: 1-884-289-0879

Substance abuse and mental health services administration: 1-800-662-HELP

Suicide prevention hotline: 1-800-273-8255

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I want to thank everyone who took the time to read this fanfiction.

There's just something about broken men, that "I can fix him" mentality. Sometimes you really will lick love off of knives if it's the only thing offered to you. Or you spoon feed the wrong person all of your love.

However, you, reader, cannot save everyone. So, protect your mind, body, and health before anyone or anything else.

I love Sanzu Haruchiyo as a character.

I've seen a lot of misrepresentation of addiction in fanfictions about him which is what motivated me to write this. Addiction starts from somewhere, most usually mental health issues. I had Haruchiyo's substance abuse issues stem from his anxiety. Anxiety makes us feel sick, mentally and physically. It's not controllable at times and can lead to so much insecurity and doubt. Especially when that voice in your head won't shut up. I hope that's what you as a reader were able to see that in my writing. I hope that I did a service in accurately depicting those moments.

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ps

There will eventually be a bonus chapter.

Did you really think I'd leave you all hanging?

I'm going to have you marinate in the angst before I publish it though.

[Tomorrow at the same time: The last chapter of this story]

[Be prepared]