The illusion of paradise on 41

My story of men abuse no family support turned to drugs and the streets to escape reality of loosing everyone i ever loved but i was smart played dumb and knew hell was a dream compared to the nightmares i witnessed and hear forever in my head as the secrets and town is currupt do to money power race and this town will force u to leave if u dont benefit them alone independent a girl lonely fighting to just find a purpose and to stop escorting and walking 41 cause believe me alot have died idk how i made it but newtown is my home my family and its not about race i was prayed upon by white men for being alone white female outhere but i love the town it taught me alot just need to be more positive role model and help thru the churches and charities to give back like ms tammy and places like the rez the library and ppl who survived the same situations now pay it forward cause these streets almost killed me but i lived cause i gained respect i was always just me