Doomed

"Have you been in a club before, Raine?" Jess asks.

We're still here at the store having a conversation on a lot of things spending our time together. We always go here and it's almost our top places where we go always.

Clubbing isn't my thing. When Jess talks about everything that you can do inside the club is making me refused to go. Among us three, Jess was the party type of person. She goes with her friends at night but for only a short time.

The things that are making me not-go--in-the-club was the noise, liquor, lots of people which I find very uncomfortable.

Liquor was one of the top things that I don't want to try. I've seen a lot of people who drinks and it became their habit. Well, call me boring but I'm not really into hard drinks. I'm not going to let myself being addicted to some kinds of alcohol.

Never...

"I've been with you all along and I don't have any plans to go.." I shrugged.

"Why?" I know she will start to ask me again.

Actually, partying isn't a problem for me, unless it's a crowded party and lots of people were making out in any place. I'm not a conservative type but I hate doing things that must be kept in private.

I know, I'm a clingy type of person but I'm just doing it when we're alone together.

Sometimes, I exceed my limits. I'm crossing the line and my friends have already noticed my actions because of my mistake.

It supposed to be a secret and I'm the only one who knows my feelings for him. But maybe I was really transparent that even Noah knows that I have a crush on him.

"I just don't feel like going. It's crowded and some scums are everywhere. I prefer watching movies at home."

It's just a waste of time. I would rather go to a bar and drink beer with Noah. I hope we can go there next time...

"Even Noah was there?"

"U-huh.." I nod. "Wait--what?"

She laughs and showed me her phone. It's Noah! It's a photo of him and..freakin' Dana!

What the hell?

The photo was taken 3 minutes ago and hell! Dana was on his arms! My heart suddenly aches for seeing it. His face looks cold while holding both of her arms. To what I'm seeing, Dana looks drunk and Noah was there by her side.

There was a caption and it says there 'Look who's back! The hottie handsome Noah with his ex-girlfriend, Dana Miller!'

I feel like there's a part of me that was broken for seeing the photo. My head was filled with fear. She still wants him, I know it I can see in her eyes. And I feel a little bit upset to the thought of, Noah's still not over her yet.

If jealousy is what they call for this feeling. Then damn, I'm jealous! So freakin' jealous! I want to kill Dana!

"Don't you wanna go there?" Jess grinned.

"Where the hell is this place?" I greeted my teeth.

"You're going there seriously?" There's a bit of excitement in her voice.

I just rolled my eyes in annoyance. I need to go there as soon as possible!

"I thought you're not going?" She asks again. I know she's just teasing me.

"Just fvcking tell me so I know where to go now!" I shout.

She looks at me and let a devilish laugh. She's having fun doing this, I know it. I know her...

"At the Dark Club," I immediately run when I heard it.

When I came to the highway, I waited for a taxi, and thank God it didn't last long! I need to go there as soon as possible.

I'm sorry girls, I'll be back.

I texted Jess and apologize for leaving them behind. I know they would understand, I know it. I'm fvcking sure about it.

"Sir, let's go to the Dark Club," I instruct as I climb in the back seat.

We drive at about 10 minutes and when we arrived there, I ask for some people if they know how to get inside that club. I know I'm boring and dumb for not knowing about it.

No one can blame me. My baby was taken by a slut. I must reclaim him and hell I'm not going to hesitate to slap Dana in front of the crowd if it's necessary.

I walk to enter inside but there are some bodyguards who blocked me. They look dangerous as I look at their good build body.

"Where's your ID ma'am?" The other guard at the left side asks me.

I looked at my body and there's nothing I have but my mini purse! My wallet was inside my bag and Jess took it awhile ago when we're still at the shop.

This mini purse was just some pocket money, I really like carrying it around. I was thinking that I can use this in terms of emergency and it's really useful. But the problem was, my ID is on my wallet.

I feel hopeless as I look at the club once again. My ID is not here and it's so stupid of me to go here without any ID to show.

"Here," I heard Jess's name so I immediately turn to face her.

She gives me my bag so I quickly find my wallet inside. I feel relieved when I found it.

"You're so quick, I didn't get to tell you that your bag is with me," She says while grinning.

I just laugh and show it to the guard. I'm so thankful that she chased me here, if it weren't for her I wouldn't get to enter here.

We enter inside and some of the guys were looking at us at the main entrance. I feel shy as they look at me with amusement in their faces. There are some girls who look at me like I'm a total bitch in their perspective. This is what I hate about clubbing.

Judgemental people.

And when we came to the dance floor, lots of people were dancing. They don't even care if someone was watching their dance. Carefree as I look at every single one of them. I suddenly felt nervous when I hear the music loud as I thought! The lights are everywhere and it's kind of dark!

Is this why they called it a Dark Club? My eyes were spinning as I look at the disco balls on top of the crowds. It's dark so I can't see those faces around me.

I wonder where Noah is...

"Wanna have some drink?" Jess offers me a cup of alcohol but I didn't go here to drink.

I shook my head and looked everywhere hoping to spot Noah in some whatever corners. "I'm here to find Noah,"

We're shouting when we talk, the sounds were pulsing my ears. I think my eardrums will break at any time.

"Wait! My friend sends me a message! He's in the bathroom! He's dragging the girl he was with a photo." She showed me the message and I immediately go there, leaving all my inhibitions together.

"Wait!" She shouts but I continue to walk and find him.

While walking, some guys are spotting me. The way they look, it seems like they're undressing me! Perverted scumbags!

I stopped when I reached the end, I don't even know where the hell is the bathroom!

"Turn around and look at your left side," She says and I did what she orders.

Noah was on the sofa leaning at Dana's ears, it looks like he's saying something to her like a serious conversation between them. While Dana was lying on his lap, at that view my heart feels broken. I feel like someone was tearing it, slowly kills me inside.

My eyes waters and I felt my cheeks getting wet as my tears fall. I want to step closer to them, but my feet got stuck in this fvcking position.

In their situation, somebody can easily determine that they're lovers! The way he closes his body in her, he also let her lay in his fvcking lap! That idiot is making me angry!

I'm still standing near them, he didn't even notice me because he's so focused on talking to that bitch. He even closes his eyes, sign that he's comfortable with their situation.

What a freaking fraud!

He said I shouldn't go around guys because I'm his! But now he's seeing his ex-girlfriend and it's in a freakin' club! I hate being toyed by someone, I expect something from him because of that stupid words of him. How dare him!

Don't he ever try to dictate again what I wanted to do with my life! I'm his my ass! He's a fraud.

I felt every nerve of my body uniting as I gather a strength to turn them down.

I wiped my tears and look at him once again, but this time our eyes met. His face looks surprised. He looks at me then he looks at Dana, I chew on my mouth as I shake my head while looking at him.

He tried to stand up but Dana held his waist and hug him tighter. I let out a smirk and text Jessy.

As I look at them right now, my eyes feel sore. They look sweet and it's making me madder!

He tries to open his mouth again but Dana moved again. I don't expect that he'll be as gullible as I think.

What a shame.

After a few minutes and I'm still standing in front of them while Noah and I were looking at each other, the guards walk through them and tries to wake Dana. I also see Noah talking to them based on how he moved his mouth.

Now he looks serious then he looks at me. After their long conversation, the guards carried Dana and Jess accompany her.

Before joining Dana at the outside, Jess looks at me again and winked.

I return it with a wicked smile. Of course, I'll do anything to remove Dana from his life.

And that's so bitch of me.

Noah's dumbfounded face makes me feel a little better inside.

Now it's time for him to explain.

To be continued.