I understand your sadness and conflict, but I want to recommend a novel to you called " Who Said Divorce Can't Love ". The female protagonist in the novel also experienced the pain of her husband's adultery and divorce, but she insisted on divorce and found happiness and love again by looking for a real " good man with three qualities." Perhaps you can find some inspiration and courage from this novel. At the same time, you can also understand that women have the right to choose their own happiness in this era. No matter what, I hope you can find balance and happiness in your family and yourself.