Jordan doesn't share a lot. In fact, he barely ever talks about his feelings. There have been only two instances in the past month and a half when Jordan has come close to having done something like that.
But nothing he said came close for me to decipher what makes him the way that he is.
Jordan preaches control and he has that down to the T. When Jordan walks into a room, you know he owns. He knows he owns it. There's an invisible glow around him, you can't see it but you can feel it when he's around. Like gravity, he pulls you to him.
When Jordan walks into a room, you can't not see him. Your eyes will find him.
But the recent events of our lives stripped him of his power to control things. It was the first time on that cliff that I saw Jordan powerless and scared.