Asta William

I wanted to ask my mom how she knew Sheldon. But I was really scared to do so. I didn't know what would she say if I asked about Sheldon. So I kept quite and more over I didn't want her to know that Sheldon kissed me when she went inside. I did not know how awkward it would be if she got to know. It was around 7.30 in the evening when I reached home. Sheldon stayed for 10 to 15 minutes and he left. Stella called me when dinner was ready. I finished filling my memories into my treasure and I left. When I came back to my room after dinner, I checked my phone and there was one good night text from an unknown number. i texted back asking that person whose was that. Then received a text from unknown telling that "Hey, it is me Sheldon, I just got your number from Emma". Before I could respond, he sent another text "Tomorrow we have football match in your University. So morning I will come and pick you up." I didn't know why he was doing it.

The next day morning, Sheldon came home to pick me up and we left early to have breakfast outside. When we were having breakfast, Sheldon said, "I missed this, I missed you a lot, I want us back and please try to remember me Asta". I was dumbfounded and I had some idea what he was talking about and I did not have guts to ask anyone about this. My parents, my friends, everyone was trying their best to hide something from me. I knew if i wanted to learn about it they would feel bad for sure. I could not hurt them even more here after.

I did not want to ask anyone and I did not want to remember anything. I knew so many things happened in past few days and I knew if I tried to remember those it would not be good for all of us.

So I knew Sheldon before only and he was part of my past, The forgotten past. But my question was, did I really need to remember those? What if I start a fresh relationship with him? what if i did not remember anything? Yesterday i was thinking that whether I lost my memory. No the thought was that whether i lost my memory again or only once. It was not possible that it would happen again. So Sheldon was with me before I forgot everything. Sheldon was someone very close to me before and I forgot him.

I did not know why people did not want me to remember anything when only one person wanted me to remember him. What happened to me before and how it happened. Who was Sheldon to me before and why he desperately wanted me to remember. Was that my past that bad? or was that not worth at all to remember? How would i know what happened? These all were the thought i was getting when I had my breakfast without talking to him. But Sheldon was very restless and he was just gazing at me.

If i wanted to know something i should check my diary that would be the best option for me to get to know about my past and about Sheldon. So there was no wonder why i felt something like that towards Sheldon. So our strings were already attached and that was not our first meeting at all.

Oh god, how would I know this. How would i know who was Sheldon to me previously.

When he kissed me, i felt like that it happened already. So was i remembering something from my forgotten past?