SEEKING BOTH LOVE AND HATE....

ANUSHKA P.O.V

I was sleeping peacefully sleeping on the bed being completely rolled up in an ultimate soft duvet, the bed seemed quite comfortable which makes me wanna sleep like forever but 'no' someone just doesn't feels right about my precious sleep, because I was freaking woken by a mighty splash of icy cold water on my pale skin, I was just sleeping ever peacefully, I rarely get to sleep this peacefully obviously because I am a surgeon, I jolted up from the bed and landed right on my butt, my eyes automatically flapped open right away, I was sure I am going to wreck upon this bastard whoever it is. My metabolic rates hit their limits at this point I was just sitting there down calming my senses that was not that of a tough task but not an easy one too, moments passed by my senses were now intact and my temper at its peak. I slowly lifted my head to meet a smirk plastered face, I found my heart hitting their limits his face was really beautifully sculpted. He was beautifully imperfect which made me overwhelmed with myself, somewhere deep in my heart I felt as if I knew this face really well, but couldn't pin point who most probably because I am blinded by my anger, I didn't say anything and was just waiting for that guy to speak up.

Pick your ass up from this bed and just get the hell out of this house.... I hate your presence in this house" he said in a cold and icy tone.

I felt like ripping open his face using a scalpel but giving hate to the person you hate is too easy a real person is someone who showers love on the person they hate. I let it slide and just nodded my head he nodded with a freaking smirk plastered on his godly face and with that he left the room, I got up from the wet floor and started to look for my phone to check out for notifications about work and most importantly because I can't live without my phone, I almost got a panic attack when I couldn't find that because that was the only device that beholds all the memories of me and Mark, I still couldn't find my phone just the thought that now I have lost all the memories of me and Mark I was done with my kismet, I was finding the phone for at least 30 minutes and I couldn't find it my eyes started to sting, mere tears made there way to my lacrimal gland and the next thing I know was I broke into gentle sobs which transformed into loud sobs, in no time I fell on my knees because my legs felt all wobbly and just cried like a crazy women I just sat there crying my heart my out at this point I feel my emotions took the best of me because a random guy broke into the room with a concerned face, hearing the door blasting open my loud sobs stepped down to gentle sobs and than came to a halt, I don't like anyone to see me helpless and all weak, but who am I kidding my red eyes says it all that, that guy took small steps to approach me but obviously I could care less about his concerns because I just needed my damn phone.

TAEHYUNG P.O.V

I was awakened Jimin's angelic voice, it's not a big deal now I always wake up to his angelic voice or else I don't wake up. I cans sense it through the aura it lets out that he entered my room with an obvious enthusiasm singing for me to wake up from my sleep but I was quite drowsy and was denying to get up from this fluffy bed. I was begging him to stop waking me up but he just blind eyed my request. I gave up and got up from the bed, I reached out for my phone to check out the date and let out a big sigh it was a freaking Monday and it was my day to cook for everyone, I just entered the bathroom with heavy steps and started brushing my teeth, I was just thinking what to make but than my mind just drifted towards the girl who I met yesterday a wide smile made its way towards my face and the fact that she is sleeping in the room right across my room made me a blushing mess, I was just standing in front of the mirror grinning like an idiot. I checked my phone to check the time and was alarmed that I am just too late, I brushed my teeth as soon as possible and did my morning routine and rushed to the kitchen and stood frozen for a second thinking what to cook moments passed by and many dishes were ringing in my head at last I stuck myself with pancakes. I took out headphones and connected it to my phone and started making the pancake batter while swirling to an upbeat song.

TIME SKIP

I was done making the pancake the batter and the only thing left was to fry some pancakes, I opened many drawers and started finding a fry pan I finally found it in the 4th drawer, I lit the flame of the stove and situated the pan on the stove. I was just about to pour down some oil on the pan when someone interrupted me with a back hug, I was too quick to recognize it and simply spoke up " Jimin not now I am cooking and in a really good mood" I emphasized the words really and good to point out that just leave me alone and move out the kitchen. Jimin insisted that he will make the breakfast. I denied it at first but he kept on insisting that he will do it I knew him too well he will not leave me alone unless I go away from the kitchen. I just made my way towards the stairs and started climbing them with every step I take I could hear an unfamiliar sound, the sound starts getting clearer, by the time I climbed all the stairs the unfamiliar sound turns out to be loud sobs. I quickly figured it out it was the girl crying, I entered her room right away and my eyes caught a really painful sight the girl was all wet, the floor was wet and she was just sitting their crying while her tears were just not stopping, I composed myself and reassured myself because I could feel my eyes sting..... I was about to break down. I took small steps just in case she doesn't likes my presence at the moment, but she didn't deny actually she didn't even know my presence. I just waited for her to stop crying, her sobs going from loud to gentle sent shivers down my body and spine moments passed by and she stopped crying her eyes met mine but the tint of the color red just made my heart restless. I slowly waited for her to open up but no she didn't open up about it, I spoke up asking "Why are you crying, is anything bothering you, by any chance can I help you out with anything"

She responded in a shaky tone "I a-a-am n-n-not a-a-able t-t-to f-f-find m-m-my p-p-phone" I understood right away what she was speaking about I rushed out the room and went up to my room opened my drawer and took out a phone which I found yesterday lying beside her and rushed out again in her room to enquired if it is hers. I entered the room with a sigh she was still sitting there with a tear visage face, I again took small steps towards her and showed her if this is her phone, she looked up to the phone and just snatched it right away. I assumed it as a yes, her face lit up after she had the phone in her hands, I was contented to see the smile on her face, the phone seems to have a great significance in her life, I wonder what was so special about the phone. I left the room assuming that I have no need in this room anymore but maybe I was wrong, she held my hand really tightly and pulled me in for a body wrecking hug, this hug felt much better maybe because she was in her senses and not drunk, I responded the hug by wrapping my hands around her petite waist, inhaling her scent which had an intoxicating effect on me right away, being in her arms felt so nice, I felt so ecstatic that I started feeling drowsy and wobbly in her embrace but before I could fall down and embarrass myself in front of her she lets go of me, she thanked me for having her to sleep for the night and with this she was about to go, but she again spoke up saying forgive me if I have done something stupid at night with guilt visible in her tone and face, I shrugged her and reassured her saying she has done nothing but I know what she has done and it is better if only I know about it she might freak out. I smiled at her and was going to send her off but something really considerate struck my mind she might be in a hangover and hungry too, I smiled to myself and asked her if she could stay till the breakfast but as expected she politely rejected the offer, I was already prepared for a no but I didn't give up I continued persuading her until she nods a yes and hopefully she did nod a yes, everything was fine but only one thing bothered me.... How did she get wet, thinking that she might not want to actually share it with me but seeing her opening up I think I can afford to ask her....

"Ummm One thing to ask, by any chance do you know how did you get wet?"

Her expression didn't take a minute to darken, I can feel the tension in the air... but I appreciate her effort answer me, she answered with a hoarse tone "Some little guy came around here and woke me up by a mighty splash of cold icy water" I could figure it out right away who it was, at the moment my insides were cursing Jimin really hard, I apologized to her from Jimin's behalf, she politely nodded her head indicating 'Apology Accepted'. I escorted her down to the dining table, it was a great thing because no one was awake till now, I made some pancakes for her dressed with maple syrup, I served her breakfast hoping she might like it, I keep my fingers crossed waiting for her to have a bite already, she took a bite of pancake and her face bloomed like a really beautiful flower, she appreciated my food and finished eating the pancakes in no time. She got up from the chair and put the plate in the sink and came back again situating herself on the chair. I really wanted to know more about her and made the next move "Ummm haha, it's really weird because I have been talking to you this all time without knowing your name.... Can I know your name?", She let out a hearty laugh and replied "Yeah, the thinking is mutual, and my name is Anushka" she put out her hand for a handshake and I just stood there thinking if I should answer it, I shrugged away all the thoughts and quickly wrapped my huge hand around her tiny hand and did a firm hand shake. "And by the way I am Taehyung. Kim Taehyung". with that all the thing is a history, we had a really comfortable talk.

TIME SKIP TO 9:30 AM

Me and Anushka were having a really good time talking about life and gave our thoughts on life and other issues in this world, I was quite curious to know about her life, I wanted to know what she does for an earning, her eyes lit up for a second but she composed herself and said that she will reveal it when the right time comes with a smile plastered on her face. She continued speaking about something which I wasn't surely listening because here I was thinking about how to approach her and ask her about her miserable state the previous night I was just spacing out because I didn't know how to approach her, that's when she snapped her long, slender fingers in front of my face I was surely snapped out of my world I just stared in her eyes for quite sometime I lowered my gaze and inhaled a good amount of air in my petite lungs and than looked back in her almond orbs they were completely soothing and mesmerizing I gathered some courage and asked her about her drunken state last night, it was than I realized that it was quite personal thing to ask someone who you have met just a few hours ago I was surely not dreaming about her persona bouncing a little because I am not that dumb, but instead of lashing her anger on me she just flashed me a soft smile which was absolutely not genuine, but it was surely not what I had actually anticipated that's when Mother awkward comes into the scene she slowly crept inside the room and engulfed both of us in her embraced because Anushka didn't speak for a bit and was just spacing out... most probably having disputes within herself whether to open up with me or not which loudly meant that I had touched something really fragile from her life, but instead of avoiding the question she just answers the question with a bitter smile plastered on her face from there I knew everything how Mark dumped her and ran away with another girl but the thing that boiled my blood when I got to know when she was dumped after coming to Korea when she literally had no place to live at she didn't have any place t live at but that's when I grabbed the most longing chance and offered my place to live at she thought for a while but I knew she had no place to live at so there was no chance she would refuse the offer..... right? that's when someone interrupting me with a huge koala hug, I recognized the person right away.. Jung kook, I let out a sigh because I understood right away that everyone are slowly waking up. "Hyung, who is she??" asked Jung kook in a calm tone, I was about to answer me but Anushka interrupted me "Hello, my name is Anushka and it is my pleasure to you" Jung kook smiled and replied "Hello, my name is Jung kook and I must say that it is me who is honored to meet you" Anushka blushed a little at his comment, but slowly composed herself. Slowly-Slowly and moment by moment everyone started to wake up and I must say they were really surprised at first to see Anushka in the dorm because it was the first time a girl has stepped in Bang tan Dorm I must say they were having a hard time in the initial few minutes and there face was priceless but later when they got to know more about her they loved her, right away. obviously, anyone might fall in love with her right away... like me. I am smitten.

Moments passed like seconds and we were having a really good time with Anushka she seemed to love wild animals, we were shocked for a second that she has pets like snakes, crocodiles and lions, she seems to be an open minded person, I brought up the subject of Anushka living with us which everyone loved, everything was great because Anushka kindly accepted living with us. Everyone were having a great time with Anushka but one guy seems to be not around.... I am sure you all might know about who I am speaking?? It's Jimin.... I understand Jimin's hatred for girls but I swear Anushka is quite different and it is no use hating on her because the hate is unnecessary.

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Forget it.... Jimin is a guy of feelings not of words..... You have to make him feel that Anushka is different, and I will not fail this time, I Kim Taehyung swears that Park Jimin will get rid of his hatred for girls coz they all are not same.

Everything was jolly and bubbly until the hour was interrupted by Anushka's phone ringtone which annoyed me a little, she picks up the call and started speaking up. "Hello" she spoke in a bubbly tone. She was speaking to someone unknown I think so, she was being quite formal. Minute by Minute the expression on her face was getting darkened her eyes were stinging her, she was about to break down. She ended the call by a few words "Fine, I'll be there in a minute." She cuts the call and starts to break down, RM Hyung asked her "Are you okay Anu, is everything fine??", she doesn't says anything her sobs were getting louder Jin Hyung goes and sits beside her and patiently repeats what RM Hyung asked her but still no response.

After a couple of minutes with her shaky tone she asks me can I drop her to the XXXXXX Hospital, I rigorously nodded her head and reassured her everything will be alright. We both got up for the couch and just rush to the car, I drove at the highest speed even though I don't know what happened, we reached there in no time, Anu was running ever so fastly, she quickly ran to the reception, the receptionist eyes soften a bit seeing her like this she patiently waited for Anushka to speak up, Anushka caught her breathe and spoke to the receptionist they most probably were talking about the room number or something else and again ran somewhere I followed where she was running to, she entered room 203 and started crying out loudly. I wanted to comfort her but doing so will be just a waste of consoling, I left the room and sat outside the room. I patiently waited outside for her. Hours passed by and she still didn't show, I just sat there crazily waiting for her, moments passed by hours passed by and I fell into a really sound sleep.

TIME SKIP..... 3 HOURS

I was sleeping really peacefully and was awoken by a really loud bang. My eyes flapped open in horror and saw Anushka running away with tears in her eyes. I really quickly lifted my ass from the chair and started following her where she was. The next scene literally ripped apart my heart.