There was a common phrase in the cardiovascular department: "My old patient ——— won't be coming again." People in the department who heard this would never ask where the patient had gone. At most, they would fall silent for a while before exclaiming, "Yeah."
This would sound strange to an outsider. Just what was all this? But, "won't be coming again" actually meant that the patient had passed away, going to the world after death.
Although Ye Jing wasn't very proactive in her work, she still treated her patients quite well. She was the patient type who always wore a smile. She was also chatty, so she loved to ask the patients about their families. This made her popular with the patients who were almost all elderly.
Many of her patients would request her as their doctor again when they returned to the hospital. They would often chat with her when they were feeling better. It was common to see a large group of elderly men and women gathered around her.
Director Ren really disliked seeing such scenes. She didn't want doctors to have a relationship with the patients other than treatment. That could affect medical judgement. Ren Li was really similar to Ouyang Hong in this aspect: they were both serious and strict, and neither of them was chatty and smiling like Ye Jing.
However, Ye Jing said, "My motivation to continue at this job is because of all the old men and women so happily chatting with me. If even that gets taken away from me, what meaning would there be left in being a doctor? That would feel so icy and inhuman."
Basically, Ye Jing had a sense of accomplishment.
The patient rooms were incredibly full. Even the hallways were filled with hospital beds. The corridors were filled with patients and their family members. When it was time for the morning checkup on the patients, the corridors were so crowded that it was impossible to walk.
Director Ren Li was furious at the cardiovascular department's daily morning meeting. "With so many patients' family members around, it's impossible to even get to a patient in time for emergency treatment if there's a medical situation. How are we supposed to even work normally? Head nurse, from today onwards, double the number of nurses on duty and increase the care given to the patients. Kick out all of the patients' family members from the treatment area. For the seriously ill patients, they're only allowed one family member's company."
There truly was no helping things here. Chasu City Hospital was considered the best hospital in Chasu City, and everyone would rather be treated by the best hospital and doctors. Chasu City Hospital wasn't allowed to refuse any patients, and thus it became overcrowded.
Increasing the amount of care that the patient received would also result in a corresponding increase in their medical fees. This type of fee wouldn't be paid for by medical insurance. Those who had worse financial situation might thus choose to leave Chasu City Hospital for a smaller and cheaper hospital for their treatment.
Director Ren Li wasn't trying to be cruel. Things truly couldn't be helped. With so many people crowding the corridors, it would be really difficult to save a patient who needed emergency assistance. Even a single minute's delay might mean the difference between life and death in the cardiovascular department. That was why Ren Li could only raise prices.
Patient #3 was a long-term patient. He wasn't considered old among the patients, as he was still in his early fifties. However, he had a long list of medical problems, including high blood pressure, coronary heart disease, pulmonary heart disease, chronic bronchitis, and diabetes, all chronic illnesses.
Patient #3 had been Ye Jing's patient for quite a long period of time. He had periodically started coming to Chasu City Hospital for checkups starting seven or eight years ago. He was also really chatty, so he loved chatting with Ye Jing. Due to his pulmonary heart disease, he had breathing difficulties, and often needed to rely on a breathing mask. But, as long as he had breath, he would always want to talk.
Some major snow started falling even though it was now the beginning of spring. The weather, which had been warming up, suddenly cooled down significantly. Patient #3's chronic illnesses all worsened because he caught a cold. He was now in the intensive care unit, and his family was notified that he was critically ill and at risk of passing away at any moment.
Patient #3 had always been so lively, but this time, he seemed to completely lack energy, and he no longer even wanted to talk. He had a gray complexion that seemed to reek of the aura of death. His wife had such a worried expression.
They had three children, two sons and one daughter. Their family's financial situation was in dire straits due to spending so much money on patient #3's medical fees over the past seven to eight years. Their younger son was in his thirties, and had finally found a girlfriend and was about to get married. The girlfriend had only one request: she wanted to have her own home to live in as she didn't want to live with in-laws.
Both children and parents in this family had often worried before about marriage prospects. The elderly parents were especially worried to the point where they lost much sleep over it. Finally, a girl appeared who was willing to get married to their younger son. However, she wanted a house! This made the elderly parents worry even more, which worsened patient #3's illnesses.
"Ma'am, your husband needs an albumin and globulin injection. His protein level is too low. Your husband is beginning to suffer from edema," Ye Jing told patient #3's wife after analyzing patient #3's laboratory test results.
Albumin was the main protein maintaining the body's osmotic pressure and body nutrition, while globulin was a protein that helped the immune system. These two proteins would be critically important in any clinical setting.
These protein injections were also quite expensive—one injection would cost more than 700 yuan. Many injections would be necessary for long-term treatment, and how many were needed would depend on the patient's specific condition and recovery status. With patient #3's condition, he would need to use these injections for at least five to six consecutive days.
His wife's lips trembled as she said, "I'll go call our children."
"Hup! Hup!" Patient #3 spent a great deal of effort to wave his hand. He was having breathing difficulties. He meant that she shouldn't phone their children. However, he was already in such a severe condition. She didn't want to just watch him die on the hospital bed.
His wife went up and adjusted his blanket for him while saying, "Alright, don't worry, I won't phone them. We'll return home soon in a few days. Don't worry about a thing, as that will only make you worse. You can't be worrying. Just rest properly while I leave together with Doctor Ye."
After exiting his room, she looked at Ye Jing and seemed like she wanted to say something, but didn't say anything in the end. Ye Jing was also aware that patient #3's family's financial situation wasn't good, but there really wasn't anything she could do.
Patient #3's wife hesitated for quite a long while as she looked at her husband through the glass window. She finally took out her cell phone in the end after all. "Daughter, the doctor says that your father requires protein injections. He's already suffering from edema. Talk to your older brother about it, and maybe have your father take the injections for a few days first. It's so hard on me to see him in pain," she said, and began to cry soundlessly.
Later that afternoon, her daughter brought over 5000 yuan. "Do the injections. We'll all keep thinking of ideas. There will always be a method available. Later, let's have my younger brother come take your place so that you can go home and rest. Father's already in the hospital, so we can't have you exhausting yourself as well."
"I'll be fine. Your younger brother just got an additional part-time job recently. He's probably really tired as well."
However, 5000 yuan would only be enough to pay for two days' worth of medical fees. What after that? The old lady was quite exhausted over the past few days as she had constantly remained at her husband's bedside. Her husband slept much better after the protein injections for the day. Without them, he would often wake up in the middle of the night due to breathing difficulties.
Later that night, patient #3's wife fell asleep right by her husband's bedside. She was so exhausted that she was even snoring. At this moment, her husband suddenly opened his eyes. He gently caressed his wife's hair while looking at her for a long period of time. He felt that this woman who had been with him for his whole life had hardly ever gotten to experience a happy life. She had spent so much time taking care of him, making sure that he had the best care available, while she was as skinny as a matchstick.
'I can't continue being a burden to them any longer. It's so difficult for her as well as our children,' patient #3 thought to himself as he gently got out of his hospital bed. He used all of his strength to put a jacket on his wife. This was the final thing that he could do for her. After that, he heaved a long sigh, and prayed that she could marry a much more skilled man in the next life. He hoped that he would no longer be a burden on her in their next lives.
He then glanced over one last time at his wife who was still asleep by his bedside as he whispered, "Dear, I'll be leaving first." He had a calm and resolute expression as he got on a chair and opened the hospital window. This was the 20th floor of the hospital. The wind outside was quite strong!
He calmly stepped outside the window.
*Smack!* There was a muffled thud. He had committed suicide by walking out the 20th floor window!
"I just laid down to sleep for a little while! Why couldn't he take it anymore? How am I supposed to live on? You're so heartless! My heart is in pieces!" His wife's cries seemed like they could move the heavens.
Her children supported her. She had fainted several times already. Exhaustion from the past several days combined with this tremendous shock caused her to collapse. She and her husband had supported each other for their whole lives, but he suddenly ran away from everything at this junction, leaving nothing but loneliness and endless sadness for her.
It was quite normal, incredibly normal for people to die at the hospital. However, this was the first time a patient had ever committed suicide by jumping out the window at Chasu City Hospital. The police, hospital's administrative department, government officials, logistics department, security, and superintendent all arrived.
The patient's family didn't cause a ruckus, protest, or mourn in the cardiovascular department. They all left silently, without saying anything more. Patient #3's wife took her husband's corpse and belongings home quietly. They didn't complain to the hospital one bit.
However, Chasu City Hospital couldn't leave things just like that. Just why had patient #3 decided to commit suicide? All of the doctors and nurses on duty that night were temporarily suspended for the investigation. Ye Jing was also suspended as she was patient #3's primary doctor. The police asked Ye Jing and the doctors and nurses on duty questions in order to understand the situation. Then, Director Ren asked Ye Jing what patient #3 had talked about over the past few days, and if he had been behaving strangely. Patient #3's medical history was sealed so that the superintendent could inspect it.
Next, the hospital administrative department director talked to Ye Jing. "Did you hint at anything to the patient? Did you say anything to him that might make him want to commit suicide?"
Finally, Superintendent Ouyang came to talk to Ye Jing. The superintendent severely scolded her, calling her useless ever since she joined the cardiovascular department.
Ye Jing was constantly forced to write, write, and write countless reports on what'd happened over the past few days. Ye Jing was constantly in tears as she wrote all the reports. All of the other doctors in the cardiovascular department sympathized with her, but there was nothing they could do at all.
How was this incident going to be resolved? Who was at fault? Who was going to be punished? The answer was quite obvious. As the patient's primary doctor, Ye Jing would be severely punished at the very lightest. It was even possible that her medical license might be taken away from her.
The hospital administrative department director also came to ask Zhang Fan about patient #3's treatment and if Doctor Ye had said or done anything improper to the patient. This entire incident was almost completely unrelated to Zhang Fan. Ye Jing was his teaching doctor, which meant that she was fully responsible for anything that happened, whether good or bad.
Later that night, Zhang Fan rested on his bed in his apartment as he glanced up at the lights outside his apartment window. He felt a wave of endless fatigue wash over him. Just why had all this happened?


One day, Zhang Fan, a poor medical student, receives a medical system from the future. This turns him into a new shining star in the medical field. Along the way, he must face medical corruption, competition, and infighting from other doctors, and even find time for a love life as he strives for the top of the medical field!

〖 A regular constitution, weak psyche, undergone a certain level of training only recently 〗Negary soon completely analyzed the ordinary human in front of him.
 
A long-term irregular lifestyle, minor autism, as well as having two contrasting psychological states of self-confidence and a sense of inferiority at the same time.
 
〖 There is a minor sensation of a [Protagonist Aura], but it is extremely primitive 〗
 
Observing this ordinary human, Negary discovered an unnamed power continuously interfering with him, half-forcing him to look at this human with a different view, even to the point of developing a sense of interest.
 
〖 An ability to affect the mind 〗Negary's gaze seemed to peer right through this individual's heart, observing his existence from a completely unknown aspect of reality, then he asked: 〖 What is your name? 〗
…
"Mon… monster, don't think I will surrender to you!" despite his fears, Victor still clearly and proudly said those self-righteous words.
 
He was originally just a normal NEET, but one day, a group of men in black suddenly brought him to a certain military base, then forced him to begin training.
 
During this time, he had gotten to know a lot of friends, he had also improved himself greatly.
 
Earlier today, he was brought in front of a toilet bowl, his trainer for the past while told him that he would need to use this toilet bowl to infiltrate a certain dangerous base, his mission is to gather all the strength he could and ruin a certain evil monster's plan.
 
Victor had thought that they were joking, only to find himself being shoved into the toilet bowl right at the very next moment. With the sound of flushing water by his ears, he found himself suddenly inside an unfamiliar facility while he remained in an incorporeal state.
 
Before Victor could even react, he felt intense pressure coming from his surroundings, then was swiftly pushed out of his incorporeal state. Right as he heard the other party inquire his name, he instinctively understood that this person in front of him was the aforementioned 'monster'.
 
The unusual thing was that he was never a person of great determination in the first place, the person in front of him also gave off an unprecedented sense of closeness, their every gesture made him feel subconsciously comfortable. And yet, he still said those self-righteous words, expressing his unyielding spirit.
 
Right as Victor made his statement, Negary could sense power flowing from Victor to himself, trying to make Negary feel personally interested in that unyielding and responsible attitude.
 
〖 So it's the effect of a certain anomaly 〗
 
Through his observations, Negary discovered a foreign power drifting over this person, causing the same effect as a [Protagonist Aura].
 
〖 This power isn't just affecting the other people around this human, but it's also affecting me, almost like the power of 'Fate', dictating the experiences of this human 〗
…
Meanwhile, in front of a computer, several novelists and daily writers were observing the story unfolding itself.
 
S-2-1: Compelling Storyteller Machine. Capable of recruiting certain people of unique characteristics to become the main character in a story, through which they could 'write' that individual's story using their actual surroundings and 'write' the future.
 
A certain program was running on the computer, displaying what 'set pieces' were in the surroundings of the story as well as their basic attributes.
 
Unfortunately, the main character chosen for this machine had to be a complete loser in real life. Furthermore, the more of a loser the person was, the stronger their [Protagonist Aura] would become, and the easier it would be to write their story.
 
"It's no good, this main character wouldn't be able to affect C-4-28-2. The machine has also issued a warning that if we continue to try and affect the other party, the chances of the story failing would increase by 50%"
 
"Then, let Santa Claus help him" a writer said while looking through the list of 'set pieces': "Santa Claus just happens to be in the surroundings as well, he should make it in time to draw C-4-28-2's attention"
 
The staff member sitting in front of the computer quickly wrote what would happen next in the story following their words. A unique power began to exude from Victor's body, affecting Santa Claus who was currently walking through another corridor.
…
"We can continue like this, on the other hand, is the Transporting Toilet ready yet? Continue sending people in, although the Compelling Main Character carries their own attraction aura, C-4-28-2 should be able to discover the influence of this aura very quickly. We need to take this chance to send more personnel inside" at another location, an SCR Foundation manager quickly asked.
 
"Just a bit more, with experience from the previous success, we can transport even more people in this time" several senior researchers were standing around a toilet bowl, continuously adjusting the level of water inside. Additionally, there were several strange and unusual characters standing around the researchers, they were the anomalies assembled for this mission through the Unusual Assembling Order.
…
"Hohoho, there's a naughty child over there" Santa Claus muttered and carried the large bag on his shoulder, moving through the wall of the corridor with ease.
 
As popular culture had it, Santa Claus had nine reindeers and a sleigh. During the year, he would watch over all children and record all of their deeds. He would then reward the good children with mysterious gifts and give the bad children coal, in some versions, the bad children would even be punished.
 
However, this Santa Claus was twisted: he could summon nine rotting zombie reindeers, capable of phasing himself into any rooms; he also didn't care about the good children, only focusing on punishing the bad children. Furthermore, due to how long he had existed, the majority of humanity right now were children to him.
 
Although he punished people, he only punished one person at a time, and his punishments were never lethal, even the nine zombie reindeers couldn't do much except scare people. His danger level was low, which led to him being ranked C-class despite his relative omnipresence and omniscience.
…
"You are the naughtiest child here, prepare to be punished" an old man wearing a red outfit, a Christmas hat, and a long white beard abruptly jumped into the room while carrying a bag over his shoulder.
 
Negary watched everything unfold around him with interest. He could determine that there was an anomaly using Victor as a center to constantly affect everything around him, almost like a small-scale [Protagonist Aura].
 
Nine rotting zombie reindeers jumped out from thin air, their rotten cheeks were dripping with blood, their teeth also exposed through it, which made for a highly nauseating sight. Their murky eyeballs stared straight at Negary, a stench of rotting flesh rushing up everyone's noses.
 
The nine reindeers then charged straight at Negary, Santa Claus also pulled out a whip from his bag and swung it at him.
 
Taking this opportunity, the Yin Teeth Girl pulled Victor out of the room through the main door, fleeing.
 
One of them was an anomaly, while the other was under the influence of an anomaly, which made them slightly resistant to Negary's infection. Several golden tentacles appeared from the ground and twirled around their ankles.
 
At the same time, a black suit of armor suddenly appeared from thin air, swinging the large claymore in his hand to cut through those golden tentacles, but didn't harm the two people at all.
 
A-2-15: Lonely Armor, had officially joined the battle.


Heed my call! O’ Dragon of Eternal Sin, the Progressive Disaster, the Forerunner, the Land of Eternal Peace, the Flames of Soul Burning, He Who Owns The Deep Soul, the Sound of Origin, the First Cause of All Things, the Principle of Circles… o’ great Negary, your servant calls for your return!
Within the darkness, he was harmoniously chanting, he was smiling, as he knows he would finally become one with his God.
And all of this started with a remnant soul that was deceived into travelling to a different world and had his Protagonist Aura stolen.
P.S: There are no female lead in this novel
Tags: Dead Protagonist, Dark, Horror, Supernatural
Disclaimer: Novel contains vivid depiction of gore and other unsettling matters, reader discretion is advised (R15)

─ Renneiga side -

The captain would be qualified to enter the First Corps , considering the kind of rare power he posesses.
Why is he inclined to the Third Corps ...?
Well, I think it´s good that the captain is my boss.
I am not good at being humble.
When I was rude, I have been hit many times.
But, the captain took such a me to the corps.
Now I am his vice captain.
I am a beast of Siks, but the captain is a beastman of Akinist.
It is an unusual race, its mighty power is said to be the shadow champion.
Even if he were to fight against the first commander, it is the captain who will win.
... But the captain will not try to aim for other troops.
I guess the first commander also understands that he is not an opponent to the captain.
Is there some other reason why he is staying in the Third Corps?
Just saying "Akinist", the captain received a lot of attention.
There is a lot of men and women who would want to become the partner of the captain.
In the case of a man, the birthrate will be worse than that of a woman.
But the captain is still not married.
There is no evidence that a lover exists either.
Is it because he is a working person?
Is he going to wait until he he finds a single unmarried Akinist just like the captain is?
But hasn´t he been told nothing from his parents?
To be sure, the captain should have been 156 years old at present.
By the way, I am 138 years old.
It is getting more troublesome to count the age.
We are roughly 15 to 20 years old when we take  a humanoid form, from which we do not change much later on.
Since adults differ depending on beasts, there are many people who marry at an average of 100 to 120 years.
... I have not married yet though.
Children can be born between different races.
No pure race will be born, but hasn´t he been  told to leave even half of his Aquinist's blood ?

─ ─ ─ ─
──
One day, the captain came back with a child who was humanised.
Although he was saying that he is going to grass  Sig, as for the return however it was another action ... ....
I saw the humanization of such a small figure for the first time.
And I can feel a power that I wouldn't have imagined from that small figure.
But that child seems to be a just like any child.
He is angry at being laughed at , becoming sulky for being ignored, I can´t do anything but smile at this.
It seems that the captain takes him in as his son, but does that kid who is named Co understand ?
The captain headed home at once.
When he showed himself again at the barracks, it was at dinner time.
But there was astonishment.
It was because Co was talking while stumbling with his tongue.
In just a few hours, he was able to talk up to here ...
However, Co might be different from ordinary children.
I can see him refraining in front of the captain.
Is there something he can not say?
The language of the small figure, that uses words I´ve never heard or seen before, what could the meaning of those be?
I thought that he was a childish child, but why does he make a look as if he was a grown-up?

─ ─ ─ ─
──
The next day, the captain showed up with Co again.
It's already noon, so I thought what the hell was he doing ... I saw Co and understood somewhat.
It seems that he went to tailor his clothes.
Since there is no person to humanize in the form of a child, there are no clothes that can be worn without a lot of trouble.
That is also true for shoes, even wearing brand new shoes.
Because the captain is lifting him up, it seems that shoes are not much needed.
But how much money did you spend on that?
Everything is of good quality, I know that it costs a considerable amount.
I also thought so when he was preparing a chair for Co, but he is really sweet to Co.
I felt that the captain did not like children, but was that not it?
The inside of the captain's head seems to have been dyed colorful.
Indeed Co seems not to be intimidated by my or the captain,even when we are in close contact.
I can understand his cutenes element.
But, it feels like the captain's stubborn ... ...
I wonder what touched the captain's heartstrings ?
"Ryodo, a bit"
"Yes, work, wait here for me Co,"
"Here? waii~tu"
It seems that Co is not yet perfectly able to speak.
He just got taken in yesterday, so it's not surprising at all.
Co was not able to talk or understand when he was just brought in, so it is like a miracle that he is able to talk so far.
Therefore, the captain is trying to speak every word slowly.
However, the captain at the time of being with Co is too different from usual.
He doesn't seen to notice everyone gazes at him.
It is from a gentle person but he was not such a person.
He is strict both to himself and others, even though many people adore such a captain.
The captain when he is with Co seems to have become a childlike parent..
"Kou, waii~tu"
... Co has not changed, though.
"Book"
"Wait, book, read"
"Readu"
The picture book that Co possesses seems to have been bought by the captain.
He was buying such things ... ...
It seems that it is not just a single book.
He probably bought a children´s book that the captain has thought of as written basis for letters for children.
By the way, did he become able to write simple things?
Just understanding and talking will be difficult, but how far can Co 's mental power be better than ours to already write things?
He seems to be an enthusiastic student, is not he disliked?
Is it because he wants to return, so he will study?
If he can not communicate well, we do not know where Co lived.
─ ─ So is that it?
Do you want to go so much?
... To the former who like to leave behind a named child.
"Ryodo, *****"
Saying something while waving your hand.
Farewell words? ... It seems not to be, so are you sending him off?
Is the captain shocked that he was waved to, he got stiff.
Co watching such a captain seems strange.
... ... The captain looks bad.
"Co"
When I speak out, his eyes are turned to me.
"Rien"
" Take care of him "
"?"
He does not seem to unterstand it.
"See you later."
It seems that he understood the meaning if you speak while waving to the captain.
The captain said he was smart, but it seems true.
"Welcome"
"Take care"
"Basketball" (TN:Seems that he only wanted to see him of, but he can´t really say it well.Everything he says sounds similar, but still not quite right.)
Watching our conversation, the captain who knew what Co wanted to say, showed a relieved facial expression.
Are you scared of being hated by Co ... ....?
(That´s stupid)
Although I´m denying it very much, it was an attitude that seemed to say so.
Why is the captain obsessed with Co so much?
"I will go"
"Basketball" 
After waving to the captain, he sits in the prepared chair and opens the book.
Before that, the table ...
Both the table and the chair would have been brought in by the captain.
Next to the table, the captain placed the book he had, and stroked the head of Co and left.
It seems that Co is reading a book by opening the book of "basic character".
It seems to be a way to memorize words with pictures and letters.
Perhaps it is the way to study it, because he know the language to some extent already.
He just fits the words he knows to the words we use.
... Still, I think it's a tough task.
"Rennaiga! What are you doing !?"
A sharp voice flow to me.
It was he Captain who was looking to blame me, because I was looking at Co.
It´s been a long time since I´ve been looked at like this.
"I will go soon!"
I used honorificed unexpectedly.
"Fufufu..."
It seems I got scolded, and Co laughed.
"Rien, ****"
Besides, I do not understand the words, but I understood that I made a fool of myself.
(Damn...)
I feel like I am being made a fool by Co.
Even though he looks like a good boy in front of the captain.
"Rien,  bye bye"
But I was waved at with a smile.
It seems I´m not hated.
.. ... It seems that the eyes of the captain have become very cold.

Co who was reading a book calmly for a while, was now watching us during training.
As the captain who noticed it waved his hand with a smile, only then I noticed that Co was watching.
Because he does understand that it is dangerous, he will not try to approach.
While he´s a child, perhaps he likes watching our training.
... I guess he can not get a sword now.
In the future, would he say that he wants to learn the sword?
Or will he become a civil servant utilizing his high intelligence?
Because he has a lot of power, there is a high possibility of becoming a magician.
... Well, because it is only a story for the future, he hasn´t thought of anything yet.
"Rennaiga, your hands have stopped!"
[Bong ] While I thought such things, the captain also ... ... 
(It is unreasonable)
Even the captains had turned his eyes to Ko.

─ Renneiga side end ─

about a man of around 18 years wakes up in another world where only beastman exist. His body became small and he learns to use Magic. And meets the one he falls for. Gut he also hast problems which he tries to overcome. The language difference being not the only one.
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The old man´s voice was monotone and calm but Jason felt a slight threat within the voice and he instantly began to sweat.
Jason didn´t know how this old man found out but he understood that his secret was exposed.

Stuttering something "I-I was b-bling until last weak….b-but I awoke my eyes by gathering mana over a long time inside my eyes….I-I kept this a secret to be able to w-w-write my theoretical exam with the vr appliance b-because I can't write technical language good. "


There was no way for Jason to resist the pressure of an old man and he was only 13 years old so it wasn´t that hard to intimidate him with the small mana fluctuations.

Listening to Jason's explanation the old man understood his situation even if Jason overexaggerated the fact.


But the old man noticed that Jason didn´t have a decent background otherwise this would not have been a problem.
Nodding the old man said "Okay. It's fine… I will keep this a secret, but you have to do me a favor in return"


Jason felt relieved and also slightly scared because owning a favor was always bad in his opinion.
Continuing the old man said "You have to give me your contacts"

( ͡❛ ▭ ͡❛) "HMPPF?" Jason almost shouted out loud before quickly placing his empty hand above his mouth.

"Don´t get me wrong, I don´t have any ulterior motives but now it's your turn to have your soul awakening. Keep in mind that you can reveal your eyes soon but it would be better for you to have a talk with me before that's going to happen, okay?"


Jason could only nod still sweating but he had to focus on his soul-awakening right now so he cleared his mind as fast as possible.
Greg´s family could only see the old man and Jason talking to each other and a minute passed until Jason moved again.

Jason cut his hand lightly and blood ran down his arm while the injured hand slowly went closer to the orb which looked dangerous to him.
Forgetting his anxiety he put the hand slowly on the orb which began to glow lightly as blood dripped on it.


Inside him, he felt like something changed as his pores opened and inside his mind, a small and colorful world began to construct around a grain-sized golden marble with mysterious inscriptions on it

First, the world was as small as a peanut but it began to grow bigger and bigger until his whole mind was filled with the world.

Jason suddenly felt an aching in his head as the world inside his mind tried to grow even bigger while hitting the limits of his mind.

The pain didn't lessen; rather it increased and Jason began to cry out in pain as his bandage began to turn bloody red because his eyes began shedding blood.

Jason´s hand didn't lose grip on the soul-awakening orb but his legs gave in while Jason´s cry reached Greg's family which was more than confused.


Even the old man couldn´t understand the situation as the orb was still gathering mana from its surroundings.
Greg was worried and he wanted to go up but he was held back by his father with a firm grip.



Jason´s mind was in chaos as the small world broke through the limits of his mind while continuing to increase without meeting any obstacles.

The orb finished gathering mana and its color changed before it began projecting Jason´s soul.

First, the color of the orb was golden but the time was too short for anyone to notice it before it changed to green, then it changed to yellow, orange, light red, red, dark red and finally it ended at pitch black.

While the colors changed Jason´s head felt as if it would explode any second but the changing color from green to yellow and further down the road lessened the pain while the world inside his mind expanded more and more.


Jason wasn't even able to figure out the size of the world as he had to focus on not losing his consciousness.


After the color of the orb turned pitch black the world inside his mind stopped expanding but Jason felt its ambition to grow even more.


Jason felt the frustration of his soul world and its incomplete status.
The orb which was pitch-black left the audience speechless as they had never seen such a black color and finally the orb began to project Jason´s soul while Jason began to stabilize himself.

Projecting Jason´s soul, another spectacle appeared in front of the audience as an unknown number of different kinds of colors filled the room with their bright shining color.



The soul itself was apparently bigger than the whole room and only the old man could see its outer lines as he could see through the whole building.
Flabbergasted the old man noticed that the whole Beast Pagoda area was shrouded in Jason´s soul world projection.


But the most important fact about Jason´s soul was that it radiated a thick and dense golden hue overshadowing Greg´s red hue by worlds.


Jason whose head was still hurting let go of the pitch-black orb before his legs gave in again.


Because he stuttered "Is this pain normal?"  the old man was thrown out of his thoughts.

He had never seen something comparable to Jason´s soul and he wanted to take him as a disciple without any complaints as he saw the color of the orb Jason had used.

`Wasn't it green before????? Why is it black now? NOO...WHY?!`  The old man was in disbelief. He thought he had finally found someone even better than God's Children which were 5-star awakenings but the pitch-black color the orb radiated shattered his lifelong dream.

Calming down he looked at Jason with pity and Greg´s family could understand him completely after seeing the pitch-black orb in front of Jason.
Previously the old man had the gut feeling that this youth would be even more special than Greg and he gave out his contacts because of that but apparently, his gut feeling betrayed him.

Before they could only see the huge and vast world projected by Jason´s soul but now they could clearly see the orb


Greg´s father wasn't sure if he should pity Jason or be happy as he didn't want Jason to be more outstanding than his son but after thinking for a second he was embarrassed about his thought and it was definitely a pity that such a beautiful soul had such a weak soul-power.

The orb´s color indicates the strength of one's soul energy and how strong one's soulbond could be at most.
While Greg´s red, almost light red could form a contract with a stronger evolved beast nobody except the old man understood the pitch-black as black with slight red was normally the weakest possible.
He wondered if the youth in front of him would even be able to endure the pain from a matured one-star wild beast which was by far the weakest possible rank a beast could get.



Looking at Jason the old man announced
"Young man you have a beautiful soul and I'm ashamed to say that I don't know how many beasts you can tie to your soul in the future and I also don't know what the golden hue represents which gives you 5 stars compared to a God's children at the worst….
Unfortunately, your soul energy is the weakest ever recorded in history and it would be fortunate for you if you can form a bond with a one-star wild beast.  That means you get zero stars for this section which is generous in my opinion.
Your average would then be two and a half stars but I will only give you two stars as your soul energy is such a big disadvantage that it is almost impossible to overcome and even if you can do it, your pals won´t wait for you and the gap between each other will get only bigger."

After saying this loud out he added on quietly.
"If you find a one-star wild beast cub or at beast even an egg with decent potential it might be possible to get stronger in a slow pace, otherwise your future as a possible hunter or comparable jobs is bound to be destroyed.."

Losing his parent early on, he had to survive in a world he couldn't even see...

Blind and left alone, he was seen as a parasite by the social hierarchy of the new ages filled with martial arts and soulbonds

Forced to mature early his train of thought was different from his peers as he didn´t mind derogatory reviews about him.

The day he awoke his soul was the day he cried in desperation while God played tricks with him as his soul-awakening was a blessing in disguise.

Nobody would have ever imagined that he was neither blind nor a parasite until the final moment, he opened his golden eyes that flickered brightly, eagerly waiting to devour everyone daring to obstruct his path towards the summit.

Follow Jason on his adventurous journey throughout the vast universe filled with miraculous sceneries and mysterious beings.

Some readers might not like information, but I do!
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" Your teacher? Why would your teacher wants to talk to me Leon? Did something happened at your school? " said Christina as she continue collecting the utensils and also cleaning the table at the same time. 

Leon put his hand under the table and took out the Brick Game device from his storage ring and he opened it's switch before saying, " I also don't know mom. Teacher Jennifer just suddenly said she wanted me to tell you that she wants to meet you tomorrow in the afternoon. " 

Christina put down the dishes on the side of the table as she sat down on the chair in front of Leon before saying, " Is that so? Then can you tell me what you did in school today Leon? "

Leon stopped playing and put the Brick Game on the side before looking at his mother and said, " Sure mom. It's like this... " 

Leon then began telling his mother what happened and what he and Carla did this morning. He told her everything even the things they did in their break time.  

Listening to her son, Christina can't help but laugh from time to time. But even after Leon was done telling her what happened today, she still can't find any reason why Leon teacher would want to talk to her. She also asked Leon if his teacher also called other parents but Leon answered 'no' so Christina thought/believes that it's definitely because of Leon. ' What could it be? ' she thought. 

Leon was also thinking deep at this moment. ' Stupid stupid stupid! Who told you to be such a show off? ' he thought to himself. 

It's not like Leon wanted to show off.  It's just that, he still isn't used to being a 5 years old kid. Most of the time, he still think of him as a 20 years old young man so being able to read, write,  counts or even Calculus was normal for him. 

But Leon knows that he must tell his mother about the reason why his teacher wanted to talk to her so it won't be awkward tomorrow. But the question is... how? 

Leon fell silent for awhile as he also fell into a deep thought like his mother. And after awhile,  Leon looked at his mother and said, " Mom, I think teacher Jennifer wanted to talk to you about how I already know how to write." 

"..."

Christina's body trembled slightly after hearing that.  She lifted her head to look at her son and saw a hint of hesitation on his face. 

" I'm sorry Leon but mom didn't hear you clearly. Can you repeat what you just said? " 

"  I think teacher Jennifer wanted to talk to you about how I already know how to write. "

"..."

" You... Leon you... you know how to write?! " asked Christina in a very surprised tone. It's just too shocking for her because she knows that she never thought Leon how to write yet, so how did he learn it? She looked at Leon and saw him nodded his head indicating that it's true. 

Christina tried her best to calm herself as she took a few deep breaths before asking, " How? How did you learn how to write and when? Why didn't you tell me about this? "

" I...im sorry for hiding it to you mom. I... I want to surprise you. " said Leon. He knows that the best way to solve this problem now was to lie. Although he's feeling bad for lying to his mother, he still did it. He can't just tell her that he returned to his 5 year old self so he knows how to write right? The readers will definitely bash the Author which is a bad thing. 

" Surprise me? Why would you want to surprise me? " asked Christina in a confused tone. 

Instead of answering her question, Leon got up and started running towards his room. 

" Where are you going Leon? I'm still talking to you. " said Christina. She thought that Leon was trying to ran away from her. 

" Wait for me mom, I just need to get something. " said Leon before entering the room. In not even a minute, he came out of the room carrying a folded bond paper in his hand as he returned to his seat and handed it to his mother. 

" It's.... it's because of this mom. I did my best to learn how to write myself because I wanted to give you this. " said Leon as he handed the folded bond paper to his mother. 

Despite her confusion, Christina still received the folded bond paper.She then unfolded it and saw lots of words written in it. She took another glance at Leon and saw him just looking at her shyly as if he's embarrassed. This made her even more confused and also curious at what's written in the paper so she started reading it. 

As she do so, tears started to flow from her eyes. Not because of sadness but because she was so touched. She stared at the paper and held it carefully as if it was the most precious treasure to her. After awhile, Christina looked at Leon and asked, " Did... did you made this for me Leon? " 

" Yes mom. Remember last month? I saw on TV that children are giving their mother something like that and their mother became happy so I also wanted to do the same but... but I don't know how to write yet. I wanted to asked you to teach me so I-. "

" Leon, did you made this letter yourself? " asked Christina interrupting Leon. 

Leon became confused why his mother did that but he still answered, " Yes mom. I made that letter myself. "

Hearing his reply, Christina stood up and went beside Leon before hugging him.  

" I don't know what's stopping you from telling me the truth so I won't ask you anymore but please don't lie to me, your mom okay? I hope this will be the last time. " she said while still hugging her son.

Leon become stunned. He didn't expect this scene. He never expected her mother to be so sharp to notice that he was lying to her because he already succeeded before when he showed her the drawings and also how he learned how to count. 

" You... you can tell mom? I... how? "

" Silly boy. Of course I can tell. If I can't even do that, then how can I still call myself as your mother? " 

" But mom, I really made that letter. I wrote it myself. " 

" I know you write it and I believe you. But I also know that you are not telling me the truth about how did you learn how to write and when. " 

"..."

Leon was stunned once again. ' This.. is this the woman's institution or every mother just know their children that well? ' he thought. 

" Mom. I... I'm sorry. " said Leon apologetically.   This is the only words that he can tell at this moment. No matter what,  he'll never tell anyone even his mother that he was a returner. Never.

" Shhh. You don't have to apologize Leon. Just promise me that this will be the last time you'll lie to me okay? If there is something that's hard for you to tell, then just tell me that you can't and I won't force you to tell it to me. But please don't lie to me okay? Leon? " said Carla as she's gently caressing his back.

* sob *

Hearing that,  Leon's body trembled. Tears also started to flow from his eyes.  

Yes! He's crying at this moment. Leon, a 20 years old soul was crying like a child in his mother's embrace!

" I... I'm sorry mom. * sob *. I.. promise I will never lie to you again. I... I'm sorry but I can't tell you the truth. I'm sorry. " said Leon as tears continue flowing from his eyes as he hugged her mother as tight as he can. 

" There there. " said Christina as she comforted her son. 

" I told you that you don't have to apologize anymore. Your promise is more than enough so you better not break your promise okay? " 

" Okay mom. I'll never lie to you again. Thank you. " 


" Good. Besides, I'm happy to know that my son is very smart. I'm sure your father will also be happy after I'll tell it to him tomorrow. Also, thank you for the letter you gave me Leon. That's so sweet of you. " said Christina as she took out a handkerchief from her pocket and used it to wiped away the tears on Leon's eyes. 

" Stop crying now okay? Take your bath first before you sleep. I'll wash this dishes first. " said Christina. She also didn't ask anymore question to Leon despite her curiosity because she didn't want to make it more difficult for him. 

Leon didn't let go of her mother immediately and just continue hugging her for a few more minutes before nodding his head and finally let go. 

Leon immediately turned around and run towards the bathroom as fast as he can. 

" Thank you mom! You're the best! " he shouted before closing the door. 

" * Giggles *. What a cute child. He already knows how to get embarrassed despite his young age. Did he got that from me? No, he definitely got that from his father. " Christina murmured as she stared at the bathroom's door for awhile before continuing what she's doing earlier. 

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C. R. O. S. S. 

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A university student returned to his childhood without knowing how or why it even happened. 

If Truck-kun isn't the one who pulled strings here, then who? 

What will he do and how can his return affect the world he's in? 


Reincarnation + storage ring ( one mile space inside ) + a System. 

What more can he asked for?! 

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This story is mostly Slice of Life and will mostly focused on our MC's everyday life especially the Volume 1.

The Cover photo wasn't mine. I just downloaded it from the internet. If you owned the photo and you don't like it to be here then please contact me so I can change it.

Warning : 

Leon is a High Human and will become VERY OVERPOWERED when he grow up. 




C. R. O. S. S.]

Another year passed I have 2 years old. in this one year, I create a skill using Psychic power. I was taking advantage of my sleeping hours to invoke [Fly] so that I would pass out in bedtime. In this year Kushina teach me how to read some characters.

In this one year, I haven't done much else other than memorizing words so that I could speak, therefore most of the time, I just spent it dazing around, the fact that I've got something useful to do these past several days has given me a sense of accomplishment.

After eating my breakfast, we immediately began our class of learning the characters.

This system of character is hard to understand, In this system of characters there doesn't seem to be an phonographic writings, instead this system is logographic writing system. 

The way we practiced was by putting sand on a plate and their using our fingers to write the characters.

The shape of the characters didn't have many curves, and most of the words were composed of straight lines.

I repeated que process over and over again, there came a day when I could read and write the basics, so I asked for books to read. During this period I managed to read 6 illustrated books and with that I managed to acquire some stats points, discovery: studying writing and reading guarantees XP, very little, but it is already a start. 

The gains for that period were 5 points in Intelligence, 4 points in Wisdom, 365 points in MP and 365 XP, one for each day of the year. Other than that, I reached Max level in Fly.

[Fly (Active) Lv MAX]
The user can use telekinesis to levitate and/or fly. The full speed depends of the user's power and/or skill. May require mental focus to sustain flight. 
* 1 MP to float per second
* 1 MP to change the acceleration by 1 m/s
To move 10 meters in 1 second you need 10MP acceleration up, 1MP float, 10MP acceleration down = 21MP
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Another year passed I have 3 years old. in this one year, I create another skill using Psychic power: [Telekinesis], furthermore, my reading and writing is much better, I can read academic books without problems.

During this period, I didn't just read, every morning Kushina and I left the house, sometimes we visited the park and sometimes we visited Mikoto house, while a shadow clone created by Kushina trained Mya elsewhere, when I found out I asked to attend the training, however Kushina said he would teach me fuinjutsu and techniques for shaping chakra after I am three years old, I am almost sure it is leaf technique, climbing trees and walking in water. I think it's useless for me ... I can fly what a difference it will make - sorry I can't say that, well I think I will have to 'learn' as soon as possible then.

When we visited the park Kushina left me in the sandbox with the other children, however I didn't find anyone from Naruto's class… without having children worth talking to, all I did was build things out of sand and clay without stopping using [Telekinesis], maybe it will be useful in the future who knows ... this game was kind of good, it gave me the skill [Craft]. Every day we went to the park, I kept grinding XP for these two Skills.

When we visited the Uchiha compound, more precisely Mikoto's house, well I got wooden shurikens and wooden Kunais, which made me happy… that's not what I meant, on our visits I became friendly with little Sasuke, well it was good boring actually all this boy says is how good his brother Itachi's, how he is the badass for having completed the academy and became a Genin at the age of 7… I think if it weren't for Gamer's Ming I would have done him pass out using something with Telekinesis …

Well I used [Appraisal] on Itachi … 

[Itachi Uchiha]
[Male, Uchiha Clan]
[Condition: Has an unidentified disease]
[Age: 7 year old]
[Level: 32]

[HP:920(940)　Chakra: 740(740)]

[Muscular Strength: 20]
[Vitality: 30]
[Dexterity: 25]
[Intelligence: 20]
[Wisdom: 70]

I'm sure that using Healing Fire I could heal Itachi, but why would I do that? 

In addition to leaving home, I managed to do a session of basic physical exercises every day, after all I feel a little freer at my room, Kushina and Mya are no longer on my tail all the time. During this period I managed to grind 1000 XP with exercises and Books, 350 points in MP for letting the MP reach 0, 10 points in Strength and 12 points in Vitality doing exercises, 5 points in Intelligence reading books, I didn't gain anything in Wisdom I think ... do I need to find someone to play Chess or Shogi ...?
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[Telekinesis (Active) Lv 10]
User can influence/manipulate/move objects/matter with their mind. Telekinesis is one of the basis of many superpowers that are based on "controlling/manipulating", and may evolve to the point that a Telekinetic can control anything at a subatomic, particle and universal level. 
* 5 MP/s can lift an object into the air
* 10 MP/s can call a object to one's hand

[Craft (Active) Lv 5]
A skill to make something. Humanity has advanced their civilization through inventing things. Crafted objects become better as mastery levels rises. Chance to fail when crafting 50%. This skill is obtained through crafting something.
* Chance of Craft 55%

[Naruto Uzumaki]
[Male, Uzumaki Clan, Namikaze Clan]
[Condition: Good]
[Age: 3 year old]
[Level: 4]

[HP:1.010(1.010)　MP:1.859(1.859)]

[Muscular Strength: 19]
[Vitality: 21]
[Dexterity: 9]
[Intelligence: 23]
[Wisdom: 17]

Truck-kun found yet another victim, yet another story about reincarnation with some cheats in the naruto world.
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Disclaimer: These are purely speculative works of fiction. It is not intended to gain any profit. I do not have any rights to Naruto, The Gamer or any other fictional series mentioned in this work.
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Honestly if you would have asked me only some couple of few weeks ago about how I feel, I would have responded.
"I feel great! My life is actually not so bad, I have one loving family, a place to live and call home and food on my plate. I receive knowledge and I´m able to experience a stable normal life, what more could a person ask for!" But now it´s going down. Now it´s more like...
"I feel sick to my stomach everyday, I fell like because of the distant learning that I have finally receive from my school is unnecessary because I have become lazy and there´s literately nothing to do. All that I do on my days at home is sit behind a screen (possibly in my bed half asleep), I sleep and eat all the time and do it all again. Day by day the same each and every. I have seen almost every series on Netflix that have both woken my interest and also those that have just made me be like "I don´t get this shit".
My back hurts from all that sitting that I spend my days doing and I´m longing for all this to end to yet again spend my days waking up early in the morning that I by the way hate doing and meet all the people that I by the way hate. My class is full with arrogant and spoiled children and let´s not get into the part where there is this girl who thinks that she is superior. Apparently common folk like me are not allowed to speak with her, look at her and not even breath the same air as her. But honestly she hates my guts and I hate hers so it´s a mutual relationship. But mostly I´m longing to meet my friends and eat lunch together and sitting in all those same classrooms and listening how my teachers explain all the same things once again for the thousand time already. Or how there´s these moments when someone comments something small but fun and everyone starts to laugh even if it was not even that funny. I´m also longing for those moments when I walk by one of my friends classroom and see this amazing guy writing down notes, like he does not know that I exist. But I bet that he does not know who I am either way. 
I´m also longing for going to the mall and spend my money as soon as I get it, or just sit in the local coffee shop with my friends and chat about what ever comes to mind. I remember this one time when it was at first just me and my closest friend but another close friend walked by and decided to sit down with us, after some few minutes another one joined and another one soon after. It ended up being me and 8 other friends just chatting and drinking something that we ordered. I like company and that time there was no Corona, no problems and no fights or ugly comments. There was just us all sitting and having a wonderful time, that even the staff still remember us. 
I just wish that Corona could end as soon as possible and I could go out one night at a party and dance my heart out, maybe even hook up with someone in the corner while my head feels are fuzzy from all those shots that I have taken. But however I wish, I could still not do anything like that anytime soon because if my parents knew what I plan to do, they would kill me.
But what have I been up to lately? It pretty much what I have mentioned before, lazy, lazy and did I already mention lazy? But there's also something knew. We decided to take in a puppy some days ago. She's wonderful! Her name is Greata and she is a Bichon Frisé breed. She is loving and loves people. She also bites stuff a lot because she still has her baby teeth, after all she is a puppy of 3 months. So when I'm home with distant learning, I'm not bored and have to go out sometimes. At least she makes me go out and move a little.
But to change the subject a little, I started to write a new story. The one that I have published is not exactly what I had in my mind so I decided to write something else instead. I'm already at chapter 17 and when it reaches 20 I will publish it. And I decided to publish 20 chapters after that too instead of continuing with daily publishing. Honestly it feels like I have already mentioned about my new novel before somewhere but I don't remember so here it was anyway. 
But now it's getting late and I need to sleep so bye bye for now!

So i know that people will mostly ignore if they think that some diaries, just because there’s nothing interesting in the title, will totally ignore reading but what if. What if there is someone out there who has a lot to say. 

So here I am, typing down whatever comes to my mind and not caring the slightest about what everyone will think about me but only here, where I can stay anonymously. Because we all know how much of a chicken we all are out there in the real life. 

So basically I’m still a teen, a teen who doesn’t recognize the meaning in life. The unspoken world where everyone is trying so hard to fit in. What are we? And what if every step in our life weights so much on our shoulders that lastly you can’t stand it anymore and with a light movement you can end it all. Well if you think that I’m a depressed teenager who is doing drugs and I’m outside drinking with a gang where everyone’s a slut and are getting wasted, then you’re wrong! 

So now I’m here with all my bubbled up emotions that I can’t say to anyone but myself. So stay tuned because I’m about to bring out some attitude and fricking shit into everyone that’s reading whatever the heck this is!


Update: hopefully everyday :)

Shi Bao'er was attending lessons and playing together with the other children in the mountains. 
No. 5 had grown to fancy the tranquil and serene place after staying there for some time.
He informed the teachers that he would be taking Shi Bao'er away for good, after which he packed their belongings and headed to Shi Bao'er's classroom. 
After her lesson ended, No. 5 entered the classroom and said, "Bao'er, we're going home now."
"Okay, Uncle No. 5."
"I mean we're going to A City." 
Shi Bao'er stared at the textbooks on the table, which she had been sharing with her table mate because the latter did not have any of her own. She had already gotten used to staying on the mountain, despite finding the living conditions rather arduous at the start. Hence, she was, in fact, extremely reluctant to leave. 
"Can we stay here instead of going home?"
Surprised to hear her words, No. 5 said with raised brows, "If you like it here, we can come back frequently from now on." 
Knowing that she could not defy No. 5's orders, she decided not to insist any further. Instead, she placed her textbooks and pencil case inside her bag before removing the floral rubber band wrapped around her hair, which she then handed to her table mate. She said, "I'm really glad to have been able to sit beside you all this while. Thank you for helping me. Here's a memento for you that'll always remind you of me. I'll visit you when I'm free in the future and we can play together."
The table mate took it from her and said, "Thank you…" 
She then took out a soybean bun from the drawer of her desk and handed it to Shi Bao'er. "My grandma made this for me. You can have it." 
Shi Bao'er accepted it with a nod. 
She left reluctantly. 
During her time on the mountain, she could sense the curiosity and bewilderment that her classmates had about the outside world. They were easily contented and would often ask her questions about the world outside the mountains. 
After comparing herself to the rest of the children there, she realized how ungrateful and discontented she was with the luxurious life she lived. 
Most of her classmates' parents were either busy with work all the time or had broken families with divorced parents. There were also those who were orphaned or had a deceased parent. Life was indeed very tough for them.
Noticing that she had been remaining silent throughout the flight home, No. 5 said, "There's something I must let you know."
"What is it?" 
"I heard that your daddy has divorced your stepmother." 
Unlike what he had expected, Jin Bao'er was not happy at all to hear the news. Instead, she looked at her own hand and asked, "Why?"
"Your stepmother was so badly scalded. Of course your daddy wouldn't want her anymore."
She cocked her head toward the window without uttering another word.
More than an hour later, she said, "Uncle No. 5."
"Yes?" 
"Does Mommy hold the rights to my custody now?"
"Yes." 
"Don't call me Shi Bao'er anymore. I prefer to be called Jin Bao'er."
"…" 
After they disembarked from the plane, Xiao Huang picked them up in the car. 
They returned to Wei Ni Estate to see that An Xiaoning was reading some books in the yard while the other children were playing with each other. Upon seeing Shi Bao'er, the handful of children completely disregarded her presence and pretended not to see her.
An Xiaoning put down her book and called them to her side.
Staring at Jin Bao'er, An Xiaoning asked, "Has it been hard on you?" 
"Not at all, Auntie. I really enjoyed it there."
"Oh, is that so?" Pointing at the other children, An Xiaoning said, "Say hi to your friends."
Jin Bao'er smiled and greeted them with a smile, "Hello Yiheng, Xiaoxi, Wenlun, Minhe, Rongyan." 
An Xiaoning said, "You shall go back to the boot camp tomorrow."
"Will Uncle No. 5 be accompanying me?"
"Do you want him to?" An Xiaoning asked.
"Yes." 
"Why so? Don't you hate it when he supervises you?" An Xiaoning asked, resting her chin in her hand. 
"I no longer do." 
"He can follow you, but you'll have to promise me one thing. I'll let Uncle No. 5 accompany you so long as you do."
"What is it, Auntie?" 
"Get along well with your little buddies. I heard that you're on bad terms with Xiaoxi. Bao'er, Xiaoxi has been engaged to Yiheng. We'll be family from now on. Xiaoxi is younger than you too and you ought to give in to her. Do you understand what I mean?" 
"Yes, I do," said Jin Bao'er.
"Alright, we'll send all of you back to the boot camp tomorrow. The sky is still bright. Go play with them."
Jin Bao'er walked toward the children and asked, "May I play with you guys?" 
Not wanting to defy her godmother, Long Xiaoxi agreed reluctantly. 
Jin Bao'er left with the children. 
"Sis, why have you agreed to let her return to the boot camp?"
"I don't want to disrupt her education. I never planned to let her stay at the boot camp alone anyway. I was already planning to let you chaperon her. No. 5, has she grown to become attached to you?"
"I don't think so. We haven't spent that much time together…" No. 5 said bashfully. 
"Seems like it to me, though. Although her mother has left her under my care, I can't possibly look after her every day. No. 5, you must help me guide her."
No. 5 answered, "Yes, Sis, rest assured. I'll keep correcting her until she completely turns over a new leaf. When we arrived at the entrance just now, I saw Director Jing Tian getting inside his car. Was he here to discuss a new production with you?"
"Nah, there has been some delay in the post-production of the previous television series and it has yet to be broadcast. He's not that free. He came to give me a suggestion."
"What suggestion?"
An Xiaoning picked up her book and said with a smirk, "He said that a sudden idea popped up in his mind and he's planning to produce a television series based on my past experiences. He suggested that I write an autobiography that he can use as the core material of our next cooperation."
No. 5 gasped in shock and asked, "Sis, I find it to be an absolutely great idea. Are you going to write it?" 
"I haven't thought about it yet." She then turned around and left. 
While walking toward the living room, An Xiaoning recalled everything that took place in the past. So many years had passed by in the blink of an eye, and her memory had begun to fail her. She thought that it would be rather meaningful if she could document everything about her past with Jin Qingyan.
She stepped foot inside the living room to see that Jin Qingyan had just made his way downstairs. "What's on your mind?" he asked.
"Jing Tian dropped by for a discussion with me."
"Was it regarding the television series?"
"No, we were discussing our next cooperation. He wanted me to write an autobiography about us and our past that he can use to produce a new television series."


After discovering about her wealthy husband's affair, she humiliates the adulterous pair on the streets and divorces him the very next morning. Just as everyone anticipates her downfall, she goes on to marry the most brilliant bachelor in the nation whom her unfaithful former husband cannot hold a candle to!

"Aren't your mother's legs always hurting? It hasn't gotten any better despite seeking help from various doctors."
"How did you know that?"
"Not only do I know why her legs hurt, I can also treat her condition."
"As long as you can treat my mother, I'll give you anything you want."
"I want money."

After An Xiaoning uses her psychic powers to break the curse of a poltergeist, she earns herself a fortune as well as a perfect man of her dreams.  

Don't be daunted by her psychic powers, for this book isn't terrifying at all!

     Meanwhile, back in Manga Genus and Manga Feline, things had started to take on some slight difficulties. With Cedren and Nuvaro' s eventual time nearing to take over as the village head, they were busier than ever trying to get things sorted. The children had now settled into a routine and were learning all sorts of things in preparation for their own futures in the village. The children were now almost five years old now and being taught how to write and read. This was the first major step for them besides learning basic etiquette skills. Within the next few years, the hopes were high that they could start learning the training skills to help with the village's soldiers. With this all-in mind, they had their hands full prepping for the children's birthday. Sitting in their room on the bed by the fireplace, Cedren and Nuvaro were discussing what they were going to do for them. After all, this was a milestone for them as far as milestones go. 
Cedren: (With a large smile on her face…) "Well my love, it is so hard to imagine that our children are already reaching five years old. This is a big time for them, especially since me and Mai are already showing them how to write."
Nuvaro: (Leaning Cedren back against himself, he softly kissed her cheek and stroked her hair…) "Yes, it is so hard to believe that so much time as already passed. It feels like just yesterday that we were standing before that alter."
 
Cedren: (Leaning her head back into his shoulder, she smiled up at him again…) "I know it just seemed to fly like it was nothing. One day, we will be standing to the side as our children eventually do the same as us. But as for their birthday, I would like to have some talismans made for the children. Each depicting what their symbols that mother gave them. What do you think?" 
Nuvaro: "I think it is perfect. Your mom made them something similar, but these will be from us. So yes, I like the idea very much. I know you would like Cedro and Ren here for it at the very least, yes?" 
Cedren: "Yes, that would be great, though I do not expect Ren to show up with him. After all, that family here in town treated him like a jerk for no good reason. He had plenty of standing and prestige, but they were being jerks." 
Nuvaro: "Well, that is something we cannot help. I agree with you that they would have made a wonderful couple, but her parents on the other hand would not know a decent match if it hit them in the face." 
Cedren: "I just hope he can get over it okay, it really broke his heart that day. I do miss him terribly, but I am not expecting too much concerning him coming to the children's birthday celebration." 
Nuvaro: "We will send word to your family and at least get your brother here with any luck. I know that will make your day. Anyway, let us get some sleep now, tomorrow is another long day." 
     Climbing into bed the rest of the way, Cedren laid her head upon Nuvaro' s chest. His steady heartbeat and breathing helped to lull her into a deep sleep. Her only thoughts as she drifted off was, "I hope my parents loved each other this much". Noticing that she had fallen asleep, Nuvaro stroked her hair as he softly hugged her. He soon fell asleep as well. 
      Waking up the next morning, Nuvaro and Cedren stretched big and yawned as they rubbed the sleep from their eyes. They had a long day in store in getting things prepped for the children's birthday. It would be in a few days and everything needed to be ready. Heading to the baths first, they both got in a quick bath and headed back to their room. Nuvaro put on his clothes as he prepped to head out. He would have some of the troops go out and hunt some fairly fresh game for the occasion. Cedren sat down at her writing desk and wrote out a note inviting her family to their birthday celebration, making sure to note Ren's invite as well. She only hoped that he would come. She then placed the note upon the falcon for her families use and sent it on its way. With any luck, she would get a reply to their invite by the end of the day or next morning. Once the bird was off, Cedren put on her clothes to help train the troops.  
     They then headed for the children's room and got the four of them ready for the day and went to the dining hall. They had now grown big enough for a small table of their own for now. Luna, Runa, Nuvarrio, and Kenta sat around their table, smiles on their faces as they waited for breakfast to be placed on the table. Within a few minutes, the maids brought the tray full of food. Their happy smiles apparent as they had their food placed in front of them. They began to eat happily as the kitchen staff brought out the food for the main table. Everyone sat and enjoyed breakfast as idle chit chat was made concerning the birthday party preparations. 
      The rest of the day seemed uneventful, the morning training went smoothly and by the time afternoon came, Cedren had headed in to start more work on the lessons with Mai. There was still so much to do and learn, Cedren only hoped she would be prepared enough for when they decided to turn things over to them. It seemed to be a long day as the evening came in and dinner was now upon them. Everyone sat and ate happily once again as they prepped for the bedtime hour to near. Finishing their dinner, Cedren tended to the girls as bath time came while Nuvaro took care of the boys. They were now old enough to know that girls and boys needed to be separated. With the children bathed and dressed for bed, they put them down for the night. It was starting to become clear now that they were going to have to build two new rooms so they each had their own.  
     Prepping to settle themselves in for the night, Cedren and Nuvaro had put on their bed clothes. Setting themselves into bed, the falcon flew into the room and perched itself upon its stand. The two looked at each other as Cedren got up to take the note from its leg. Heading back to the bed, she placed the candle a little closer and read the note. Apparently, all but Ren was going to show up for the children's birthday. He just could not face being there just yet and promised to show up next year. Cedren, sighed heavily as she sat the note down. It was clear she was happy and disappointed all at the same time. Glad to see her parents and Cedro with his two new wives, but disappointed that she would not see her childhood friend.  She leaned against Nuvaro as he wrapped his arms around her; she lightly rubbed his hands trying to comfort herself. Maybe, just maybe, Ren might change his mind. But that still remained to be seen. 
      Two days seemed to pass by rather quickly as two carriages from her home village were seen on the outskirts. Hanging his head out the front carriage, Cedro waved profusely. Cedren was standing upon the walkway above the gate and just started laughing as she seen her brother hanging out, acting the minor fool. She merely shook her head and got down as she walked over toward the main house. Mai was sitting on the front porch with the children doing some type of finger paint project with them. Within a few moments, both carriages pulled up. Piling out in mass, Cedrio, Malynn, Cedro, Ciya, and Iris all lined the staircase. Cedren stood with the children by her legs, Nuvaro standing just behind her, watched as Cedren went to her parents and hugged them tightly. Everyone spent several minutes as they walked up to the porch table and sat down. Her parents giving the children big hugs and playing with them as Cedro and his two wives looked on with big smiles.
Cedren: "I am so glad that you all could make it. It is great that you are here to celebrate with us. I just wish that Ren would have been here, but I understand why he is not." 
Cedro Taliesian: "Yes, he is still quite devastated over that family's treatment of him. He does not understand why, after all he did for the people here, that they would treat him in such a fashion." 
Nuvaro: "Well, we did ask them that question. But their answer was not something that made any sense. Ren had the prestige they were wanting, but apparently they, in my opinion, just did not want him marrying their daughter." 
Cedren: "Well they could have told him that from the beginning instead of letting him have that hope. That was just rude and cruel on their part. I hope he is settling in well again back in the home village. I sure do miss him though."

The sheer number of Beast-kin had dropped due to the fear from the human population. But hidden in pockets scattered throughout the county of Islatenne Empire, are those seeking others like themselves. Most Beast-kin used to be of the warrior class, proud and hearty fighters, but now things are starting to shift, and not for the better. The arrival of an unknown and devastating disease has hit the humans in the most populated areas causing many to die out. And in some areas, the humans were completely wiped out. Thankfully, the animals were never affected by the disease, which gave the Beast-kin their newfound advantage. With the reduction of the human population, the Beast-kin might have a decent chance now. Their populations have always been low, due to the mere fact that few females exist has posed a serious issue. Far too many humans had taken them as a pet of sorts, treating them as nothing more than a novelty or prize decoration.  Many, many Beast-kin males have tried taking human females as mates, but all the half-breed children never live to see their first birthday, this mix just doesn’t seem to work. Humans just don’t possess enough of the animal side of themselves anymore past a basic survival instinct. Besides, almost all the human females they tried to breed with usually died during or just after giving birth. The sheer size of the child was most certainly a death sentence to almost all human females. Now with the issue of few females pressing harder than ever, most Beast-kin are in danger of dying out in their areas. Most of their mannerisms border that of the pack mentality in most proper Beast-kin tribes. They must have a mate, so what female Beast-kin remain are forced to be the mate of more than one suitor. Making most males desperate to treat them as breading stock instead. Most of the males have become no better than the humans that took so many females away, basically treating them as slaves. Not even regarding them as equals. Now with this massive shift of things, it’s almost as if hundreds of centuries of progress have been lost to the ages. Including the prized traditions that just about every tribe held to at one point in time. Making those who believe themselves to have the power, seemingly rewrite things how they want. Therefore, bringing back an age of slave casts. And it doesn’t seem to matter if your male or female, Beast-kin or human. If your deemed slave cast, you will be treated as though you were disposable, nothing but a garbage item. Most females discovered in the bigger cities are never freed, for if they are not owned by someone for their ill-gotten purposes, the fate is that of breeder, and breeder only.  The females destined to be nothing more than breeders are bid upon as though they were just a piece of furniture. The highest bigger obviously got to breed for a child and paid a large sum to do so. In this new world, you are of one of three classes, Intellect, Warrior, or Slave. The Intellect class comprised of mostly scholars of various varieties, studying the old ways, make note of heritage, and battle strategies. Warrior classes went on the front lines to protect their people from any danger, trained in various forms of combat. Slaves were nothing more than those who served others for whatever their purpose was or is. From birth, you were distinguished through your eyes and markings alone. Those alone determined your status from birth. For many the fate of their heritage could be a devastating one or a rewarding one.

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