This story is about a girl named Ai Suzuki and her road to heartbreak and it's probably a bit sad but it's a true story

Zoe's pov


"When you do find the truth about what you were so curious about you will always regret wanting to find the truth. This is a true story about life and love. Where there is love there is betrayal" I keep remembering all these quotes or would I call them sayings. What does this mean?

What I can get from it is that you should always know the truth.

There are two sides to every story.

But what is love without pain?

I really need to re-evaluate my life.

I have been living a life without color. That's sad.

Ironic, I want to be a human but human lives aren't also easy.

Being a wolf is hard.

Most especially when you have secrets that can cause a war.


How does it feel to cause someone's death?

It is terrifying, I will tell you all about that later.

Time to re-evaluate my life on recent occurrences.

"Okay let's see what I just found out, I am Vincent's mate. I am in his house in his bedroom I think and they are hiding something from me, they always hide things form me so I shouldn't be surprised at this moment. Wow, my life couldn't get any worse" I mumble sarcastically to my self.

"Or better" Ife butts in.

"Why does my life have to be so complicated?" I asked her. She seems to know more than I do, she does. She has a connection with the moon goddess, only a few wolves have that.




"Well it started the day you were born," Ife starts off.

Um, what is she talking about?


 "What do you mean?" I ask filled with curiosity.

"You see you are a white wolf," she says like that statement will make me understand life. 
So frustrating, I'm just overly dramatic.

I am still confused.

"What does being a white wolf have to do with this?" I asked again.




"Well white wolves are rare, they are pretty much non-existent.  And as you know a taboo in your community since they relate white wolves to brutal. conquers but they are not wrong. You know that you are the last one and have the power to destroy continents. And people. 

You can bring the locked gods back to life but you can't do it till you're older. 

And the only person that can help is being with purple eyes. You can only release a few but we will get to it later. 

Now why I will ask you do you think Vincent is your mate? He is the only one more powerful than you on this planet. The only one who can contain your power.
 And if someone finds out and knows how powerful you are, then your life is in danger. More danger than it already is for being African royalty.

The only way they can get that power is if they mate with you or if they extract all your blood and leave you lifeless. Your blood holds power. That's why you have never had your period. If your blood gets drained then all hope is lost. 

Even though that hadn't happened you can still have kids.

 The majority will want to mate with you and keep you for their personal pleasure or mate with you and kill you." She says to me.




Ife is a very caring wolf. 
She gives me the ability to shift and makes me stronger, better, and definitely faster than humans. Humans are too slow when compared to we wolves, she also explains things better than everyone else. 

Humans, get to choose who they love which is honestly confusing, and I would love that, the trial and error process.

But I like trying and failing, you learn from your mistakes and you know what not to do in your next try.

Life is filled with ups and downs.

Wait that means heartbreak. Never mind.

But what is heartbreak since no one has the right to break the heart of someone who isn't theirs?


Ugh! Can I ever understand life? Nah


"Wait what you mean by if I mate with someone they get my power. What happens if Vincent and I mate, which is never going to happen, Wait, so will he attempt to take my life? These people are surely known for killing!" I say finally listening and partially understanding what she was saying.


Oh no! My precious soul!

"No, he is more powerful than you. Your fully unlocked power isn't even half of his. When that happens you won't die but you will feel your powers being unlocked.


You will feel a surge of pain. And he will give little of his power to you. That will make your wolf, me, transform into a Lycian. Making us stronger.  And mating will have a part in this, that makes you immortal. You will rule the underworld with him till your child decides to rule." She explains this to me and I fully understand her now.

I actually don't.

"Can you explain that last part one last time?" I ask her and she sighs.

"Okay, this is the last time."

After that, she doesn't say a thing and keeps quiet after her vast explanation, leaving me with my thoughts.

Aren't they meant to be done with the meeting?

I really am bored.

I wonder what the meeting is about, there was a lot of shouting. I hope nothing is wrong with my dad. Why do I care? He sold me.

I overheard his conversation with his beta back home. He was planning to trade me for their iniquities.

Even though I ended up being sold to my mate, what if Vincent was not my mate or it was a different pack.

I have already planned a future with Vincent. A future of no mate.

I need to reject him. But by rejecting him I am putting myself in danger. More danger than staying here.

I don't really want to do it but I don't want Vincent, I don't want anyone of them to be my mate. I don't
even know what I want anymore.

My parents aren't happy together and I don't know what love is. I really want to help myself and find out what love is but I just don't want to go through the heartbreak. I want to feel real love, maybe Vincent can give me love.

 But is there really heartbreak when it comes to love?
Love is all about learning. And love never fails. If it fails then it wasn't loving.



I tripped on something. 

Ouch!

Woah! I finally realize I haven't even admired his room. 

I have been here for hours!

 Then I take time to admire the room. Vincent's room is really beautiful. I expected everywhere to be all black, Vincent looks like the brooding type and he has an aura of don't talk to me. But I was wrong, it is blue and white. The king-size bed is in the center of the room. Then there is a pattern at the frontier of a particular door, it has the painting of blue leaves turning to purple and the background was white. I open the door and everywhere is purple. I'm in his bathroom it looks purple and is that glass? I close that door and open another. It is a walk-in closet and half of the closet was filled with feminine outfits. The dresses and shoes are all my sizes and even the underwear and I wondered how they knew what my underwear size is?

Very creepy.

They even got my style right! Now I understand why my dad told me to bring a few outfits.  I didn't listen to him.



Oh wait, they were planning to sell me. Obviously, they would have been informed of my sizes.




"Are you done admiring my room?" Vincent asks startling me a little.




"Yes I am" but since I am your mate shouldn't it be our room? I really wanted to add that to my reply. But then I don't want him to think that I am suddenly in love with him after seeing his wealth.




"Vincent?" I start off, "I really like your room," I say to him.




"Thank you" he replies.

"It has that artsy feeling it's so welcoming I just love it, wow" I mutter to me




"It does " that is what I was saying. Oops, I forgot about wolf hearing.

"Hmm, are you the one that designed it?" I inquired from Vincent.




"No, but I contributed to the person who made it, I mean I helped the person," he says to me.




"So who designed it?" I asked curiously.




"My sister" he bluntly says.

Rude.

"Oh, Sidney!" I said when realization dawned on me. He denies that fact.

"Then who?" I asked.




"My younger sister." He says. I didn't know the Hades family had three kids. Everyone said it was two. 

Well not everyone knows the truth. This family has a lot of secrets.

"What is her name?" I ask curiously.

"Elizabeth." He replies.
 Pretty name. 

But why is she not talked about?

I will have to find that out soon.

"To pay off a gambling debt, my father'sold' me to Alpha Hades."



Vincent growls, "I'm going to count to three," and then stops. The rest of it is up to him. Without my presence, he will find me... and I will regret it.

I'm familiar with the game, and the only way it can end is with shattered bones. Mis wolves will take over and make me pay if I don't show up. Even if I do as he commands, his wolf will still seize control and I will be the one to pay the price.

'One!' He snarls, his tone stern.

I dig my nails into my palm till they bleed as a tear slowly slides down my cheek. Even as I write this, my bottom lip trembles with the weight of more tears. I want Logan to understand how much he's causing me pain.

Vincent counts to two as he gestures for me to come over to where he is. I can feel his excitement building. He craves the number 'three,' and he's hoping for it.

The 2nd year got completed and Patrick graduated with a good score. He was the reason why for me to live, he stood there when I was having a hard time, when I was addicted to pills, when I was afraid of going to the cemetery, for every step he was with by my side. 
Today is his graduation. Graduation is the only day when a student can go to other departments and roam in the whole university and the previously graduated students will also come to attend their juniors graduation ceremony. I went to the biochemistry department and saw Patrick along with a group of guys.
I didn't inform him that I was coming, I wanted to surprise him. I was walking towards him when I saw a girl came in front of him with shyness and blush all over her face. I went near to listen to what they were talking to.
Girl: Hey Patrick, congratulations on graduating.
Patrick: Thank you Maxxine. Congratulations on your graduation too.
Oh, so her name is Maxxine.
Maxxine: Thanks, Patrick. So...What will you do next?
She said and her cheeks started to turn red. Seriously how much a girl can blush damn.
Patrick: Ah, no idea, probably get a job.
Maxxine: Oh, Okkay.
She was trying to say something but was hesitating. I think Patrick noticed that this guy can read people's minds like he has a telepathic connection.
Patrick: Is there something you want to tell?
He said with a smile. Seriously, he needs to smile now? He's so dead after this.
Maxxine: Actually,....it's.....Ummm.......You remember, I proposed to you when we were in 2nd year.
What, he didn't mention about that. Does he know she proposed to him still he talks so sweet? He'll die today.
Patrick: I also remember rejecting you.
Well, that was a savage reply. That's good.
Maxxine: It's the last day we are not gonna meet again.
Patrick: So....?
Maxxine: I just want to tell you that......I still love you and you're the only one I love. I never stopped loving you.
Is that a proposal? If yes, they hate to say girl, that was the shitty proposal I ever encountered. And it looks more like begging than a proposal.
I was waiting for Patrick to answer and then a guy from the group he was talking to earlier spoke.
Guy-1: Guys Maxxine proposed to Patrick again. Man, how much longer you want her to roam behind you? Accept her already. 
Then another guy spoke.
Guy-2: Lower your Pride Patrick, many guys proposed to her but she only chose you from all those years, it's true love.
Then the group started cheering and shouting 'say yes'. He didn't mention me? I mean don't his friends know he has a girlfriend? I started having doubts, but one thing I knew for sure is that there's a reason behind all this.
Patrick: Ummm... See.....I'm sorry. I never felt the same way.
He's trying to reject decently, okkay, that's good. He doesn't want his friend to cry on graduation day. So kind-hearted.
Guy-3: Dude seriously? Ughhhh. Unbelievable. No wonder they call you weirdo.
Maxxine: You said you don't feel the same way, that means there's a chance you'll love me in the future. Why don't we try to catch up sometimes, like on a date or something and you can know more about me, that may change your mind.
What? He said 'no' that doesn't mean you've got hope girl. Then all his friends started cheering 'say yes to date'. These guys don't know anything else than cheering and applying peer pressure on a person?
I hate to do this but I should interrupt and this story then and there. I went towards Patrick and stood beside him, and spoke.
"Hey, sorry to interrupt but he can't go on a date with you."
I said looking at the Maxxine with a smile.
Everyone's attention came towards me.
Patrick: When did you come?
He said looking at me with a surprised face.
"Way before she started the conversation with you."
I said looking at the Maxxine.
Maxxine: Excuse me, but who are you to answer?
"Who am I? Girl, I'm the one who has rights on him. He's mine and only mine. So shove off."
Maxxine: What do you mean? You're......
Patrick: Yes, she's my girlfriend.
Maxxine and the group (in unison): Girlfriend?
They said with a shocked face.
"Actually, I'm his fiancee."
I said showing the ring on my left-hand finger.
Maxxine: You both are getting married?
"Why? Have a problem with that?"
Maxxine: Nothing...... it's just he didn't tell me that he has a girlfriend.
"Oh, sorry he's shy. I'm sorry for making you sad but it's the truth. If I don't interrupt you get more hopes on him and that only hurts more."
Maxxine: Yeah, I get it. Sorry, Patrick, I shouldn't have asked you again.
Patrick: I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, it was my fault too.
Maxxine: No worries, hope we can stay friends like before.
Patrick: Yeah sure.
Maxxine: Bye, I hope you have a great time together.
She said with a bit of sad face and went away. I turned towards the gang and they were starring at me with their mouths open and when it came to Patrick he was smiling while looking at me.
"What are you smiling for?"
Patrick: Nothing, it's the first time you're jealous.
"I'm not jealous."
Patrick: Don't even try to deny it. I saw the way you saw her. It's jealousy.
"Whatever, learn to reject them next time."
Patrick: As my love says.
He said with a smile. He then turned towards his friends.
Patrick: Stop looking at her like that. She's not a food.
They all closed their mouths and started acting normally.
Guy-1: Why didn't you say you've got a girlfriend?
Patrick: You guys never asked me.
Guy-2: You should have introduced her earlier. Is she from the same university?
Patrick: Let me introduce you. Guys, she's my girlfriend Shin, she's from the computer science department.
Guy-3: The Shin from the computer science department?
He said with air quotes.
"What's with that air quotes?"
Guy-1: You're the one who beat that guy and challenged Marcel Donvery?
"First thing he challenged me and second how do you guys know that?"
Guy-2: Information about these kinda things passes from one department to another like a pile of dust in the air.
"Ohkkay."
Guy-1: How did you guys meet? One department and not allowed in other departments right.
Patrick: I met her before she joined the university. You guys know that I do a part-time job in a coffee shop right.
Guy-3: She works there too?
"Yeah."
Patrick: Actually, she owns that coffee shop.
Guy-1: What? She's the coffeeshop's owner?
Patrick: Yeah.
"Was that necessary to tell?"
Patrick: Love you need to give them every detail.
Guy-2: So you're rich?
"No, My dad's rich."
Patrick: I told you to stop saying that.
Guy-1: Why would she work if her dad's a billionaire?
"Is there any rule that I shouldn't work?"
Guy-1: No, just confused.
Patrick: Guys her full name is Shin Baumann.
Guy-3: you're Frank Baumann's daughter?
"Yyyesss. Is there any problem?"
Patrick: no they don't have. Just surprised, come on let's go back to the dorm.
"Okkay. Nice meeting you guys, hope we catch up sometime."
Guy-1: Yeah, we would love that.
Patrick and I came back to the dorm. I went inside the kitchen to make something to eat before we go to the cafe.
Patrick: What's my love doing?
"Making something to eat. Don't call me 'love' in front of your friends."
Patrick: I want to show them whom you belong.
"That's childish and jealousy."
Patrick: Yeah you know why?
"Cos my boyfriend is possessive of me, I know you told it like a hundred times since last 2 and half years."
Patrick: So smart.
We both ate some snacks and went to the cafe. The work was done and we both came back to the dorm, had dinner, and were about to sleep. Patrick took a pillow and a blanket and was about to leave the bedroom.
"Where are you going?"
Patrick: Living room.
"Isn't it uncomfortable to sleep on the couch?"
Patrick: A bit, yes.
"You can sleep on the bed."
Patrick: It's fine.
"Why?"
Patrick: I might misbehave with you again, I'm afraid this time it won't just go away with a punch.
"I trust you, Pratick, it's totally fine."
Patrick: Okkay.
He said and laid himself beside me. I closed my eyes and the sleep hit me, this time the dream started and again the time came when Hannah will vanish.
Hannah: Learn to leave Shin. Your may act normal in front of everyone but the guilt and sorrow, the tears and sadness are still inside, let them out.
"I can't watch you die again, I can't bear to see that."
Then I heard an unknown person's voice.
Unknown person: You don't have to do this alone Shin.
The voice came from my left, I turned my face towards my left side and...
"Patrick?"
Patrick: Yes.
"Why did yo-.......how did you come here?"
I looked towards my hand and he was holding my left hand.
Hannah: He's always been there since the beginning of the memories Shin.
"What? Why didn't I notice?"
Hannah: You were afraid you'll lose me so you always saw your right, where I was there, but you never saw your left side. He started the journey with you Shin. I may drop in the middle but he will never let your hand go.
"But, but......."
Hannah: I hope you let go of me and become normal like always.
"I don't want to leave you."
Hannah: You'll never, I'm always with you.
She said and shredded into million pieces and vanished into thin air.
"Hannah, noooooooooo."
Patrick: It's okkay Shin, she loves you so much, she never really left you. You'll always be with her.
He said hugging me.
Patrick: Come on, let's move.
"I'm scared."
Patrick: It's okkay, I'm right beside you.
We both continued the journey and the journey ended with the last classroom door in front of us. The classroom was full of darkness and fear. Patrick held my hand tight and I opened the door.
There it was my last memory of Hannah Mertens, taking her last breath in my hands. I screamed and cried in the memory, the heartache and sorrow started again, the tears started rolling down my chin and I started crying hard kneeling on the floor.
Patrick got me and started consoling me, the memory ended and the room became darker and darker with me crying. I jolted and woke up screaming.
"Hannahhhhhhhhhhhhh."
Patrick hugged me tightly.
Patrick: Shin, it's okkay, everything's gonna be okkay.
I started crying out loud, the sorrow, the tears, and the heartbreak came out of me as Hannah wanted.
"I never thought of losing her, I wish it was me. It was my fault."
I started crying in Patrick's hands.
Patrick: No one thought of it, it wasn't your fault, stop blaming yourself.
I cried hard and I don't how long I cried and how much I cried. I don't even know when the sleep hit me, I slept in Patrick's embrace crying for Hannah.


Shin spent 22 years of her life, believing that her parents died in a car accident.
  when Tanya reveals the hidden truth behind Shin's parents death and her nightmares, her world shatters. Now, Shin's life is full of miseries , traumas and a past that haunts her daily. Then she searches for her parents and in her search she finds a meaning to live her life to the at most. 
On the other hand, DARK DEVIL the world's most dangerous terrorist gang  threatens the whole world to hack their lives. The world blames MIUM for this. 
     And Due to Elizabeth, Shin finds herself in the center of this mess. 2Months is the deadline, within this time either the world turns upside down or turns back to normal and this lies in the hands of Shin. The path she choses decides the fate of the world. What will she choose?

 "WHYY" yelled Marcy from the inside of her locker as she sniffled. Olivia and I looked at each other talking with our eyes if we should say something or not. Marcy was always the big baby so if we said something when she is in distress mode, it would go two ways she would either; yell some more or calm down. Each of them was a 50/ 50 percent chance. Not only was she the heartbroken one but we were too, Olivia was also teary-eyed from her second heartbreak. 
I was like concrete nothing could phase me although I think I could still hear my heartbreaking a little. It was our last day of freshman year when our boyfriends broke up with us it hurt the girl more than it hurt me, I was used to heartbreak.
" Come on Marcy lets get out of here, we will go eat some ice cream and stay up watching TV all night, maybe I will sneak some wine," I say in a super sweet voice.
" Really?" she says in a child's voice.
"Of course," I say as I coax her out of the locker. Though when she tries to get out she realizes it is locked. We all start laughing from sorrow.
" Okay let's go," I say tears on my face from the laughter as we get our backpacks and walk together out of school.
It was 12 o'clock when Marcy spoke up; "Why do you think they broke up with us."she inquired actual thinking about it. She was tipsy from the wine that I sneaked up my room,soon she would began crying. Olivia and I burst out laughing from sorrow; we were the same we both reacted the same to sadness. 
"It's really not funny ok- ay not funny" I said catching my breath as tears rolled down my eyes and wiped them away before anyone saw. Olivia laughed even harder than me but it soon turned into crying.
" We cant do anything right" Olivia says hysterically crying now.
"Why does this happen to us" Marcy whimpers as a few tears fall.
"I don't know Marcy we will never know." I say shrugging my shoulders for them it was their first but for more it was a lifetime of heartbreak. It was something that would stay with me forever and something I would never tell them. By the middle of your junior year we named our selves the Heartbreak trio there was no other way to describe us we would have a boyfriend but they would break up with us one way or another. By the time we reached Senior year we would already have had 16 ex-boyfriends and we would be each others dates for Prom.
I would never forget that day we were all sad but what we didn't know was that we would be sad forever and every relationship we would have would turn out bad. That day was the start of our demise.

Life is filled with love everywhere but not for Faith. She has been with hurt that last a lifetime a curse that she has to live with. Finding her way to find someone but failing to.

Rose POV
Ang pinaka ayaw kong basahin ang sad love quotes 
Naalala ko kasi ng panahon na  ndi pa ako mahal ng aking asawa
Ng panahon na sakit lahat ng nadarama ko 
Pero ndi ko mapigilan basahin ang ibang sad love quotes
· "There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment." – Sarah Dessen
· "Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own." – Robert A. Heinlein
· "Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." – Anais Nin
· "He is not a lover who does not love forever." – Euripides
· "To love is to burn, to be on fire." – Jane Austen
· "Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up." – James Baldwin
· "In the end we discover that to love and let go can be the same thing." – Jack Kornfield
· "Pleasure of love lasts but a moment. Pain of love lasts a lifetime." – Bette Davis
· "To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable." – C.S. Lewis
· "Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." – Paulo Coelho
· "Love is so short, forgetting is so long." – Pablo Neruda
· "Love is a thing that is full of cares and fears." – Ovid
· "Love is not love until love's vulnerable." – Theodore Roethke
Sabi nga nila Broken hearts create some of the worst pain in life

“Hanggang kailan ba kita mamahalin Sir Miguel? Hanggang kailan ako magpapakatanga sayo? Hanggang kailan ba titigil ang puso ko sa pagmamahal sayo, Hanngang Kailan ba? Pag ubos na ubos na ba ako? Hanggang kailan ko ba tatangapin na hanggang panaginip lang kita? Hanggang kailan ba ako magpapanggap na ako na ang mahal mo na hindi lang ako panakip butas?” Tanong ni  Rose kay Sir Miguel

“Wag mo akong mahalin, sinabi ko bang mahalin mo ako, YOU jump into my Bed tapos magdedemand ka ngayon na mahalin kita, Una palang sinabi ko na sayo wala kang mapapala sa akin, pero makulit ka, Alam mo hanggang ngayon mahal ko pa rin ang aking asawa” mabalaksik niyang sabi,habang sinasabi ni Sir MIguel yunparang kandila akong nauubos, parang ayaw ko ng mabuhay pa, ang sakit ng mga salita niya, sino ba naman ako para mahalin ng isang milyonaryo, isang lamang akong mababang uring babae dahil katulong lang ako sa kanilang mansyon at sabi nga nya mahal niya ang kanyang asawa na matagal ng patay, ang sakit sakit parang hinhiwa ang puso ko sa bawat salitang binibigkas niya.

Siguro tama na yung narinig ko para magising ako sa katotohanan, kaya bago ka pa akong mabaliw sa pagmamahal na meron ako para sa kanya, mas mabuting umalis na ako sa mansyon.

Paano makita mo ang dati mong boss makalipas ang tatlong taon, Ano ang gagawin mo?

Subaybayan ang Kwento nina Rose At Miguel

"This is the last time to practice this confession stuff and you should confess your feelings to the person you liked"


"Sei, I like you, No. I loved you! I loved the way how you cared, I loved the way how you pinch my cheeks, I loved the way how you teach me to the subjects I struggled with, I loved the way how you show your smile, I loved the way how you acting cold towards me, I loved the way when I am with you. I loved you as you, Please, go out with me. I want to be with you, only you."


"Okay, perfect. You can confess now to the person that you liked. We're now over with this stuff"


"No-------- this is my real confession. You are the person that I liked! All of the practices that we have done are real including this time. I want you to hear my feelings yet you did not notice any single of them! I love you, Sei, you are the only person that I liked the most! I want to be with you forever"


I was heading to our classroom to get my things and I saw one of the juniors of Eve, its Kou heading towards our classroom also. Kou and I heard the confession of Eve to Sei, to be honest, this was my first heartbreak and I would say it hurts a lot. My tears are falling apart but I wipe them quickly and I saw Kou was crying. I realized that Kou likes Eve, it's not his fault to fall in love with Eve because Eve is a great woman that everyone wants.


"I need to go, see you later, Mikoto"


I want to go home but my tears are still falling apart and I can't hold my tears. I loved Eve a lot but I think I was too late for the confession. I'll love Eve from afar, I'm happy if Eve's happy. I was walking in the hallway but suddenly there's someone on my front, it was Aki. I suddenly wipe my tears quickly and smile at her.


"What are you doing, Kou? What happened?"


"I am heading home right now. How should I say this....I got my first heartbreak, just kidding"


"But I liked you, Kou"


Since I was too desperate I confess my feelings to Kou quickly and I did not think about the situation. Expectedly he rejected me, I know this would happen but it still hurts. It hurts me a lot and I got my first heartbreak, I want to be with him but he never chose me. I'm at his side but he always watching Eve instead of me, I can make him happy but he wanted to be happy with Eve. I wish I could be Eve but I can't because I'm not Eve that he wanted. I was heading home but the woman who saw me peeping into the room of Kou approach me, It's Miki.


"Are you alright?"


"I'm fine. Don't worry. I need to go home right now, see you tomorrow!"


I went to the court and I saw Mikoto sit onthe bench. He looks sad and just looking at the blue sky. I decided to sit onthe bench and I pat his head. I don't want to see his sad face and it looks like he had a problem, I decided to chat with him and he mentioned that he got his first heartbreak. I was shocked at that time because the person that Iloved is heartbroken and I feel that I am heartbroken too. He does not knowthat I liked him and I don't have a motive to confess my feelings to himespecially in this situation. Instead of confessing to him, I comfort him and give him advice. I know he will be moving forward because he was a great guy! I know even he got his heartbreak, he's still supporting his friend, Sei because friendship matters to him. After having to chat with Mikoto, I decided to go home and that was the time I was drowning in my tears. Heartbreak indeed hurts a lot, I just want Mikoto to be happy and that is the only thing that knew. I just need to cry all night and everything will be fine again. I'm not regretting not confessing my feelings to Mikoto. In thebeginning, I knew that he loves Eve a lot since they were in middle school because I was a schoolmate of Mikoto.


"Thank you! I'll go out with you and I'll make you happy, Eve"


Eve confesses her feeling to me, to be honest, I was not expecting that the person that Eve's likes are me. I'm flattered that she likes me and to be honest, I'm starting to like her because whenever I see Eve with the other man, I want to pull her and hug her. I want Eve to be with me and that was the time I feel strange towards her. We started dating but I feel something is off about Eve but I did not ask her.

Eve is a cheerful woman that everyone's loved and she had a childhood friend, Sei. Eve making everyone smile brightly and she looks like an angel above the sky. Sei is the opposite of Eve, he's not bright like Eve, and may not everyone be wanted but he does have friends but not many like Eve. Every summer vacation Eve was going to America with her parents to visit their grandparents. Eve was always tagging along with Sei, do Eve will fall in love with Sei? Will Sei fall in love with Eve that has an angel looked? Are they meant to be together or they meant to be apart?

|| THINGS TO REMEMBER | Forgotten Memories ||
"One's memory is a weak and fragile thing. It forgets the important ones it needs the most, but it remembers saddening moments like a broken record. Truly, what a sad thing, it is. A human's mind could only take so much until it began throwing other memories away to be replaced."
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|| QUOTES ||
- One the beginning of every chapter, I will put some sort of "quote," along with the title on top of them to make it a bit "prettier."
- I will not base the quotes off of anything aside from my own mind, imagination, and creation. Any similarities in words and sentences are purely coincidental.
- The quotes at the beginning of every chapter will be italicized. However, this feature could only be seen on laptops/computers. Please, mind that the feature is not yet set on the Webnovel app.
- Even if the sentences are in "...", they will be italicised. 
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- Important sentences will be bolded.
- Emphasized and accent words will be bolded and italicised, along with the capitalisation of every letter.
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- Thoughts in '...' will be italicised.
- Foreign words (non-English) such as Japanese honorifics, non-English terms, et cetera.
- Emphasized and accent words will be bolded and italicised, along with the capitalisation of every letter.
- The quotes at the beginning at the chapters (will be edited in as I update them).
|| HYPHEN ||
- It is to show points or the main points, just like now. It will not be used in future chapters unless I decided to make auxiliary chapters such as this.
- It's used to join words to indicate that they have a combined meaning or that they are linked in the grammar of a sentence (as in pick-me-up, rock-forming), to indicate the division of a word at the end of a line, or to indicate a missing or implied element (as in short- and long-term).
|| DOUBLE HYPHEN ||
- The "double hyphen" (--) will be used to show the beginning of a chapter (story) and the end of it.
- It (they?) will also indicate when a character's words or a narration that got cut off by another.
- The (--) or "double hyphen," as I'd like to call it (them?), also indicates time skips, the story moving to another place/time, the story showing another point of view, the story moving forward or backwards-- depends.
- It (they?) is also used when a comma isn't used and is replaced with the "double hyphens (I have no idea how to explain this one)."
|| QUOTATION MARKS ||
- These "..." are used for conversations and quoted words in someone's mind.
- These '...' are used for inner conversations or someone's thoughts and are used for quoted words in normal conversations.
- On narration, quoted words will use these "..."
|| THINGS TO REMEMBER | Forgotten Memories - End ||
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"Wrong my people, you will taste misery and despair. Wrong my loved ones, you will taste suffering and never-ending pain. Wrong my family, you will taste something worse than death itself. Mark my words."

Ichijou Shizuka, a fifteen-year-old girl living her life as a Spirit Wielder and a student, is known as both a genius in art and magic.

Being the "Grand Summoner" of the Ichijou Clan, how will Shizuka face the twisted reality where she can't use magic again? What will she do to fix that?

What was the cause of her mother and sister's deaths? Was there someone behind it? How will she react to the bitter reality fate has brought to her? What will she do when she stands face to face with her brought-up pasts?

"The Law" that bound the clans and tribe for who-knows-how-long–– straining their freedom in their lives and throwing away possible options for them to take.

Will they free themselves? Would they want to, though? The power that was given in an exchange for their freedom–– only to become one's chains and prison.

Follow the adventures of the young Spirit Wielder and her friends on their journeys, finding their true goal in life while rescuing spirits along the way. 

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|| DISCLAIMER(S) ||

•⠀This is BOOK 1 of the "Our Story" Series. It is not completed and is still serializing. Some arcs might be longer than others, as there are battles and details involved. The other books for the series will come when this book is finished.
•⠀The picture I used for the cover is not mine, it belongs to its artist(s). If you are the artist(s) and you want me to take the picture down, I will gladly do so~! Or you can perhaps notify me to give you proper credit(s)!
•⠀This is a work of fiction, none of it is real. If there are any similarities in organizations' names or a person's name, they are all purely accidental.
•⠀This story will be updated when I have time, based on the server time (17.00 GMT+8).
•⠀Under the stage of editing: typos, grammar mistakes, miscast of words, etc. I apologize if you become confused or even received so many notifications for it.
•⠀Some of the characters' names might use spellings for Japanese names.

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|| WARNING(S)||

•⠀There will be some killings and blood involved.
•⠀There will also be "slight" cursing, so... brace yourselves.
•⠀Mentions of blood, demons, killing, death, etc. will be up ahead.
•⠀Anime, Japanese, Latin, Greek, and other references from various countries (honorifics, symbols, myths, etc.) will be used in this book and will be altered a bit to match the plot. So, if you have any questions, please feel free to ask.
•⠀Some lines of the characters might be disturbing to some (demons' lines, maniacal laughter, mentions of killing, etc.). 
•⠀Please mind these warnings before reading the story. You have been warned.
•⠀If you're starting to feel sick when reading for too long or staring at your screen for a while, please stop reading immediately as your health is more important.

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Started: August 9th, 2020
Completed: ???

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Winn's POV
Working at the DEO is fun until someone breaks in and tries to kill us. Again. Most of the agents had to go on an urgent mission. As far as I know, Kara, Jon, Mon-el, Alex, and few agents scattered about are the only ones here. I take my tablet and hide in the training room. I locked the door and go to the far end of the room. I tap into the security cams to find out what's going on. I kept switching the cams until I saw Kara and Jon fighting a white martian. I check the containment chambers and Psy was also free. I go through the cameras until I spot her standing in front of a quivering Alex. Suddenly Mon-el sneaks up behind Psy and punches her out. He helps Alex off the floor and once she's stable he speeds off. I don't know where he's going because he's too fast for me to track. Then the training room door flies across the room and Mon-el rushes in.
"Winn, are you in here?" He looks around until he spots me in the corner. "Oh Winn, I'm glad you're safe." I get up off the floor and he runs up and pulls me into a hug. I feel my face heat up and I lean into his warmth. He seemed really concerned about me which I didn't expect. He puts both hands on my shoulders.
"Did anyone hurt you?" He looks at me with concerned eyes as he scans over my body for injuries.
"Mon-el, I'm fine. I ran in here before anyone got to me." Before he could say anything Kara speeds in with Alex by her side.
"Are you guys alright? Jon is locking up Psy and the Martian" Kara asked.
"Don't worry, we're okay. But I'm gonna go get a cup of coffee and comfort food because this has just taken all of my energy." I walk past Kara and Alex by the door. I get about halfway down the hall when I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn to look who it is and it was surprisingly, Mon-el.
"Mind if I join you?" He gave me the smile that he knows I can't resist. I feel my face heat up again.
"No, I don't mind at all." I tried to sound normal but I was stuttering the whole time. I don't think he'll think anything of it because he's not from here. We go into the kitchen and I start brewing a cup of coffee. "Do you want one?" I hold up an empty coffee mug. He nods his head and takes a seat at one of the tables. I brew both of us a cup of coffee and heat up 2 cinnamon buns that I had in the fridge. I write Alex's name on them to keep it from being eaten. I bring all of it to the table he was sitting at. I set his things in front of him and I take a seat across from him.
"So Winn, I have something to talk to you about." His changes from happy to serious and he sits up a little straighter. I get a little nervous because I don't really see him like this unless he's fighting.
"What, uh, w-what is it?"
"I've been talking to Kara about earth customs and she taught me about earth mating rituals. She told me about these things called "Crushes". He puts up finger quotes. I'm honestly surprised that he knows how to use them. "She explained that on earth when you have a crush, you have to ask them out. Which does not mean taking them outside." I laugh a little because I forgot how literally he takes everything. I'm not sure where this is going, but I hope he's gonna ask me out. I know that it'll never happen because he's this super hot and sexy alien god, and I'm just me. He probably wants advice on asking out a girl. Whoever she is, she is one lucky lady.
"Anyway, that's why I wanted to talk to you. Winn, do you want to go out with me?" I was taken aback. I couldn't even say anything because I was so stunned. He wants to go out… with me. I have been dreaming about this since the moment I saw him, but I never expected this to happen. I don't say anything for a few seconds and his face shifts to sadness. "I will take that as a no then. Sorry for asking." He starts to get up and I feel my heartbreak.
"Nononononnonono! Mon-el wait." I start panicking because I don't wanna ruin my shot. He sighs heavily and turns around slowly. "I really, REALLY wanna go out with you. He smiles brightly.
"Okay, now how do we do this dating thing exactly."
"Yeah, you should've asked Kara about that part."

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Recap
Instead of helping each other we choose to fight, Instead of uniting we choose to divide and with that we can never conquer. My main goal was to find the reason behind my father's death with Christian and Damien on my side. We were to be United but now we are divided. No peace. Only tears and pain. We were meant to be this amazing trio but now I'm all alone. But Amidst the chaos
Amidst the stupidity and ego of man, my stupid ego and heart. There is light I believe. I'm not even sure. Harness that light, no, harness the potential. Why should we? Create something only to destroy it this has been man's bane. Every breakthrough has become a weapon. Every relationship has become a reason to cry. .Every big thing we know today or will know  Is just a spy tool or a weapon. Amidst a pandemic we laugh
Amidst all this happening we still find joy. The heartbreak virus is spreading and it's contagious.  
Humanity a problem in its entirety, Humanity a beautiful mess, Well I believe I've said enough about my life. Not many will listen. But many will hear. I represent many. I never listen but I always hear. Amidst the chaos there is calm, Look around and you'll see. You might just discover the creation only existed because the creator deemed it fit
  He can see it as an error and wipe it away.
We might die sooner than expected. This is a possibility that exists everyday. Yet joy still exists
In this dark twisted reality we call life.
Where the thing that destroys was meant to be its savior we continue to live in. And we strive to keep this up. There's no other way. Everything just ends in heartbreak. 'Gbo gbo wa ma je breakfast' this statement talks about heartbreak. That the relationship will surely end in tears. There's no such thing as true love. They always die. They either die or cheat. Amidst a pandemic of heartbreak there is joy. Amidst the chaos there is calm.
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This emotion called love is the reason for all my tears! Screw love! What is this stupid feeling falled love!? What is love but a mystery? What is love but a tragedy? What is love but an unyielding state of misery? What is love but a dilemma? What is love but heartbreak? What is this love I speak of? What is this love everyone blabs about? I ask hoping for an answer but all I get is silence and tears. And I let myself get violated.  I ask once again but all I'm getting is questions This love is speak of is a tale as old as time. So complex yet so simple, so beautiful yet so painful. It always ends in tears. We always eat 'breakfast'  
Love defines everything we know and think of. We taint it yet it remains pure and beautiful. It still leads to pain but it's beautiful pain. Waiting to be discovered yet concealing itself more. The only feeling I have experienced with so much pain is love. I have experienced it once but I feel like I have been in love my whole life. Expecting an answer like always I cannot claim to have felt this emotion to its peak  But I know I've experienced it in one way. This feeling of love is like question without an answer. This concept without a meaning or true definition. This feeling without an origin. Love is an intense feeling of deep affection.  
The meaning of love for everyone else is ever questioned for eternity. I speak of you not in vain but with a reason. I hope to meet you in time my true love and not fall for anyone else. Maybe then I can grasp a bit of your profoundness Christian. Why do I still think of him? For now he remains distant yet so close.  I will await your arrival
For in time I know you will come back to me Damien.
My darling Damien, where people see flaws others see perfection.  Where people write books others read stories. I haven't much to say. Neither do I have a lot to write. All I have are my words But here they are confined inside me. I want you.
But my life is dark without Damien I'm it. It just got darker outside. I can't see any more light. Why's it so dark? Where did all the light go to? Why isn't there ever light anymore? There was light yesterday but now there isn't anymore.  
Oh well…  I guess I'm never going to find out the reason for why my life is so dark. So I'll keep sitting in this darkness and enjoy the serenity within it. A quiet place never hurt anyone. Because in the end all we'll see is darkness. He is my light. I want my light back. If Christian comes back to me I will worship him. I just need him back into my life.
Okay, where do I begin? What do I start with?A complain, a request or an order for him to come back to me? I want to feel the rhythm of our bodies again. Either of these should work to help me.  I'm in a dilemma. Someone should please help with your body. I'm trapped in this world. Locked up with nowhere to go. No one to call to come back to me. No one to hear me call
I'm locked up in a tragedy. I caused this problem by myself. I used my hands to dig my own grave.
But I make it seem like a comedy. I'm locked up real good. Locked up in infatuation and what we call love. Maybe what I actually felt for Christian was infatuation. I can feel the emotions fade away.
Ropes tightened so there's nowhere to run. No way to escape this dilemma. No one to help me escape because I locked them all out of my life.
Oh no, what do I do now? Who can  I call? Where do I run to? Help, I'm locked up in my own house with the trap of my heartbreak. Well this is futile
A waste of my precious time. A waste of emotions that could have been used to find the reason for my father's death and who bayo actually is.
I'm locked up but it's too deep for anyone to see. Too far for anyone to hear,I'm locked up.
And the person who has locked me up has refused to set me free.
Now I question every single thing I have ever felt in my life. Can you help? Have you ever been so sad you wished to die? Have you ever been so sad you wanted to cry? Have you ever pondered the reason for existence? Thinking if you did you would see a reason to live? A reason to continue this meaningless race?  
A reason to defy the odds and come out strong? A reason to just keep pushing? Do you have it? I don't have one  and I don't think I can ever have one. Hoping and praying to at least find a glimmer of hope in my life. Because maybe if you did there would be a purpose. There would be a meaning. But is the game worth the candle Is it really?
I guess we'll just have to find out. For now I have to continue this meaningless race. Let's see where it takes me. For who knows it might just be worth it or it might just be a waste of time.
It's cold isn't it?  I miss the warmth. I miss my father. He would have known the perfect way to handle this situation. Do I think it would be better if the warmth came back?
The happiness and the joy. I  remember it don't I.  
Don't tell me it's become a distant memory for myself.  Don't tell me I have forgotten how it feels to be truly happy?!  My God! What are these scars? How are they still bleeding? Did the stitches come undone? Whoever cut them open again must be a devil! I am the devil!  How could they do something so cruel? Opening wounds that had healed.
I check my phone and a message from Damien pops up.  
"I still love you." That's what it says and I refuse to respond to his text.
How could he still love a monster like me? I do not deserve his love or anything good from me. He should love someone else. Someone that would actually make him happy and not cry. Someone that won't be the reason for his tears. He needs to understand that I'm not the one for him.
I am wrong for him and I would only cause him more pain and heartbreak. Leave me Damien!  
I want him to leave but I don't know how to tell him that.


Danielle is bent on finding the reason behind the death of her father and those around her. With the help of her sworn enemy, Damien, they embark on the journey to find the reason behind his death and those around her. 
 Mysteries unfold and everything is not what it seems.

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