This novel is a series of sad short stories. Each chapter is a short story that popped up in my head out of nowhere and I want to save them. Some of them can make you cry. Some of them can make you cringe. Some of them can make you mad because it seems cliché. Some of them can evoke other emotions. No matter how you feel though, this is just a short story. 
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The update rate is at random. This is just a short story series I decided to make since I usually become sad after these stories pop up in my head. 

If you would like to read my main novel, please search The Future In The Past.

To regain her freedom and leave the organization, she applied to take on a Class Z mission - the hardest levels of all missions. If she successfully accomplished the mission, she could finally get a chance to fall in love, create a family, and raise two dogs. However, her hopes and dreams were shattered. 

She failed and died! She could not accept that result at all! Not only that, she could never accept that she died! 

She was only willing to die when she could finally get what she wanted! So, what did she do? She defied the heavens for not even the Jade Emperor and Buddha could stop her!
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***This novel is inspired and based on Back from the Dead by Miss_Lonely_Potato.***

A book about sad stories if you ever need to cry or to vent. Feel free to comment on your own story if you want me to write a chapter about your sadness...

"When the woman was in pain, all the patience she had immediately disappeared. The woman just shouted out loud, What's wrong with you? Has something in your head been damaged? Why did you bite me?"
"But the dog just said" Master, Master, we have to look for it. "However, what the woman's ear could hear was barking from a dog. No more, no less. It was only barking from a dog ... Nothing more no less, only the sound of barking. "

"So the woman began to feel increasingly emotional and very angry. She tightened and pulled the restraint of the horse so that the horse lifted both of its front legs and then turned towards the dog who stood unaware of the danger that would break one of his legs."
Yang Xi paused to tell about the story, he just stared at the lake. The lake was beautiful, even though it was blood red, but it was really beautiful. Beautiful and painful, just like the story in his past. Before finally, the woman spoke softly while still staring at the lake.
"What happened to the dog?" The woman asked.

"One of the horses' feet stepped on the dog's front foot. So, the dog grimaced in pain. The horse's foot had made the dog's leg bone broken ..." Yang Xi continued.

"After hearing the dog's cry, the woman said irritably and sarcastically." You should not delay our journey. Why are you barking for no reason and why do you bite my legs? "

"But, in his cry, the dog said again" Master, Master, your precious box has fallen from the saddle of a horse ... "However ... However ... However, it is only barking from a dog."

"So the woman just said to the dog" What's wrong with you? Why do you bite me now? Are you not my pet? Why did you bite me? Why did you hurt me? "

"The dog said" Master, Master, I don't mean to hurt you. But, I want to tell you that your precious box has fallen ... I don't mean to hurt you ... "but that only sounds like bark from a dog."

"So, the woman just spurred her horse, to go and leave the dog who was still grimacing in pain."

"After realizing that his master had left him, the dog was still trying to say that the master's precious box had fallen. However, the woman did not listen, because it was only a dog's barking."

"So, the dog decided to look for the precious box that had fallen. He finally with his hobbling legs walked down the path they had passed before ..."

"That precious box has fallen far enough. And, near that box, there has been a small black snake trying to have the box ..."

"Seeing the master's box which was tried by a black snake. The dog barked immediately ... But the snake tried to attack the dog instead."

"The dog can dodge the snake's attack. But ... but it's only a few minutes until the broken front legs of the dog can't keep the dog dodging. So a bite has hurt the dog."

"The snake's bite is not severe. However, the snake is very poisonous. After being bitten by the snake, the dog immediately bites the snake's head so that the snake dies from the dog's bite."

"The dog finally decided to bring the master's precious box using his mouth."

"He ran wildly while continuing to force one of his broken legs to walk."

"However, the faster the dog runs the faster the snake poison spreads into the dog's body."

"Finally the dog came to the front of the woman's horse. When she saw the dog, she intended to kick the dog with his horse legs again."

"However, when the woman saw the dog carrying her precious box she finally looked behind her saddle and found that the precious box had disappeared. So the girl came down from her horse saddle and approached the dog who stood with a great deal of pain in his body."

"One of the broken front legs made his weak legs to stand up and the snake can poison his body. So, in the end, the dog fell while breathing in pieces."

Before the dog fell he had handed over his master's precious box while he said "Master, I have brought back your precious box. I am a good dog, right? Sorry I had bitten you ... I just want to tell you that the precious box belongs You have fallen. Sorry ... "the dog said, but it only sounded like bark from an average dog ... he said that while wincing in pain."
 

"Seeing the circumstances and injuries of the dog, the woman felt very guilty for her carelessness and anger. She found that her mistake made the dog who was always nearby injured. So, she just hugged the dog in his arms."

"That is the warmest hug that has ever been felt by the dog. The dog is so happy. For this dog, it is the first time the woman hugs him. However, a reason makes the dog feel a little sad because the woman hugs her with regret ..."

"Then the dog just said," I'm fine, Master. I feel fine. This one of my legs just sprained. There are no things you need to regret. I am doing fine"

That's what the dog always says for that woman. However, a dog is only a dog. What she could hear was only a ring of pain from the wound. The woman had failed to understand the dog's words. So, the woman starts crying ... "

"The dog said again" Master, why are you crying? I am doing fine. My legs just sprained. That's not because of you. So, I'm fine. ""

"The dog will keep saying the same thing until finally, the snake can poison him completely ..."

"In the end, the dog's heart finally stopped beating."

"No more breath, no more soul in the dog's body. The dog has passed away. ..."

"Die for something valuable for a dog. Die for happiness for the woman who is the most loved by the dog."

Yang Xi stops talking about the story of the dog.
All stories will always end the same. He will always be a dog and he will always do the same thing to the girl beside him.

After Yang Xi tells her, the girl just stares at Yang Xi. The dusk light covered his face.

"Why do you always tell me sad stories, Yang Xi ...?"

Yang Xi just smiled a little. He stared at the lake that reflected the twilight light. Just like I said to you, kid. That dusk brings sadness and the moon brings honesty.

"No ... I just feel a little sorry for that dog ..."

"Feel sorry for?"

"En. I hope that one day there will be a day when the dog's love can reach the girl's love ..."

Yang Xi was still staring at the surface of the lake which made a twilight bias that looked so beautiful.

"Hey, young lady, if you become a woman, would you choose to hear the dog's barking?" Xi asked. But, his eyes were still staring in a direction even farther than the surface of the lake that was refracting the dusk light.

Hearing Yang Xi's question, the girl paused for a moment then finally nodded confidently.

"Of course ... I would choose to hear the barking. I don't want the story of the dog's love to always end up being a tragedy. Wouldn't it be a sad story if the dog continued to sacrifice for the girl who did not feel a genuine feeling dog?"

That's what I've been listening to all this time. That's what the girl said all this time. However, I have never seen that so far. Because the girl was wrong in acting and choosing.

During this time the girl had failed to see little things like the sincerity of a man who would always love her.

"However, I hope the dog chooses another woman for her to love. It hurts to hear such a sad story ..." continued the girl.

"I'm glad you said that ... However, the dog will always do the same thing, namely; fall in love with the girl."

"But, thank you for saying that you will do that ..." continued Yang Xi.
The woman was just confused while tilting her head.

"Thank you? Thank you for what?" Asked the woman.

"Thank you for saying to choose the dog. Even though, the dog will have the same tragedy. But, I think he will be happy if you say something like that ... Thank you ..."

The words of the girl made Yang Xi feel happy and sad because everything he had passed was the same thing.

All pain, suffering, and despair will never make him stop repeating the story for me.

A story where he would sacrifice for the woman he loved the most in seven lives and the eight deaths he had passed.

People might say that the stories are beautiful and very touching. I also think like them. However, what I have seen so far are the sad stories they portray in the stories I have written.

So, when Yang Xi recalled that past. He finally dropped a tear on his face. Tears are tears of pain and happiness.

Pain because it is always not chosen by the person he loves the most and a feeling of happiness because hearing words will be chosen by the person he loves.

Yang Xi, who had just realized that he had shed tears, finally nervously wiped the tears from his face.

"I'm not crying, Young lady. A speck of dust has pierced my eyes. So, it makes me slip and without me knowing the tears have trickled ..."

Words for very bad lies. The man still covered his lies with words. However, I had looked deep into the human heart and understood that the man named Yang Xi was still hoping to be chosen by the girl. Chosen as a decent man for the girl's love.

However, what I saw, in the end, was a tragedy that would always make me touched and cry and write and read the last story played by both of them.

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Author note:

This story has more format and style of writing when adults tell children. I remember my mother and father will tell stories in a delivery style like this. Even though, they don't tell about things in the NTR scene and sex scenes.
I think this makes more sense with the style of writing and telling, right?
I don't want this story to lead to a hentai story. So, I took and made a route that made more sense in all chapters and volumes.
And again, lately I'm really busy with research assignments, so I don't think I'll be as stable as this update. Activities in the real world consume my energy and time.
And actually I tried to combine three POVs (POV 1, POV 2, POV 3) together, it was a bit risky because it would be a bit difficult to enjoy the writing style and the combination of three POVs.
However, I think it's feasible as a way of writing stories.

Xi Yang who ordinary simple student and has peacefully life. But , when he find his lover make affair with his bestfriend all his life change.

Sometimes, there are things in life that stops you from doing the things you want to do. There are things that you can change, and things that you can't. More often than not, some difficult choices had to be made in order to make your life a little less stressful.

My rant ends here~ Sorry for the delay guys!

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Rianolinon: Yes, I am the goddess of daily updates, but not of collections. Nya~ at this rate I feel like Webnovel is just pitying me.

Mishak: lol.

Reinesse: I am the goddess of trash. Now, I'm worse than you

Rianolinon: I mean like, do you know anybody that has been on daily updates 10 times? Cuz I only know myself *blob derpy emoticon*

Mishak: Oh, that's awesome.

Elyon: Aren't you a shameless feline?

ForeverPupa: Why are there so many silent readers in webnovel? *peepo cry emoticon*

Rianolinon: Yes, nya~

Reinesse: How many times do you update daily?

Rianolinon: Once, 500 words. Too lazy to type 1k+ anymore nyeheh.

Reinesse: @ForeverPupa They're all in every single reading apps.

ForeverPupa: @reinesse Ikr, that's sad.

Reinesse: I don't get comments. *blob sad reach emoticon*

Cel_T: People who read are the silent kind.

ForeverPupa: *blob dead emoticon*

Rianolinon: I only read new chapter comments.

Reinesse: Same with me, I'm not silent at all.

ForeverPupa: I upload my story in tapas even though it only has 280ish view right now.

Silent C1own: Sagiri still doing better than me.

Elyon: Tapas?

Rianolinon: I am actually amazed at how I havent even thought about quitting typing my novel yet. LOL.

Mishak: Why should you?

Rianolinon: MishaK because I'm XX. Without a single clue about what job I want.

Mr. McGuffin: Well you only do 500 words.

Rianolinon: I used to do 1k so…

Mr. McGuffin: Mine are averaged around 1.5k.

Mishak: If you enjoy writing.

Rianolinon: I just feel obligated. *thinking emoticon*

Reinesse: How come we're the same age, but I'm such a trash.

ForeverPupa: Whoa, I'm old.

Rianolinon: Rein it's called effort. A for Effort.

Reinesse: I do lack that. It's hard for me to exert effort in anything.

Rianolinon: You should listen to music when you type.

Elyon: xD!

Mr. McGuffin: I only lack motivation, skill, work ethic, readers, and resources. I got everything else.

Elyon: Do you have a drop dead gorgeous hamster by your side? @Mr. McGuffin

Mr. McGuffin: Sadly not.

Elyon: You don't have everything! *looks at him in disdain*

Reinesse: I can't focus while listening to music I'm trying to train my brain to multitask.

Elyon: Oh yeah?

Reinesse: Reading while singing along with the music, but it's haaaaard.

ForeverPupa: I work 9-5 everyday with overtime, but still write my update. I even lack sleep sometimes *cry emoticon*

[A/N: I salute you ForeverPupa.]

Cel_T: I have this one song on loop when I type.

ForeverPupa: My readers aren't many, but i wont leave even 1 reader without a story *pepe cry emoticon*

Mr. McGuffin: True hero @ForeverPupa

Rianolinon: *sparkle emoticon*

ForeverPupa: *whoa emoticon*

Mr. McGuffin: I just bullcrap everything and hope it works.

Cel_T: I have general path for story, but not details lol.

Rianolinon: <--- hasnt done a single outline.
<--- hasnt thought about a single thing for novel.


Reinesse: How did you reach a lot of chapters without an outline?

ForeverPupa: I write whenever I have a break from my work, or when I'm on my way to/back from work.

Reinesse: General path = rough outline = outline.

Cel_T: Dedication.

Mr. McGuffin: When I'm in the middle of typing and i go "Crap i have no idea what I'm talking about."

Cel_T: It's not written out. It's in my head.

Mr. McGuffin: Mine is too.

Reinesse: Idk how to still write when I'm at school. The end of our class is like 4 pm
then curfew for dorm is like 7pm, so if there's practice, three hours practice. Then we'll pass our gadgets by 9 pm. I only have two hours enough for one chapter, but i also have a job so basically goodbye novel. Speaking of job, I've lazed too much.

Rianolinon: Dorm? Wot? U get dorms in high school?

Reinesse: Yep.

Rianolinon: We don't.

Reinesse: Because it's like a regional school, and my actual home is like far away.

Mr. McGuffin: We lucky to have a classroom at my school. Damn hurricane.

Rianolinon: I wake up at 5, go to bus at 6:45. First class starts at 7:30, school ends 2:30. Get home at 3 sleep at like…2:00 am.

Reinesse: Monday, 7:15 is the flag ceremony. One time i only finished doing my stuff by 7:14, but i still haven't wore my socks or buttoned my uniform, so i literally ran towards the flag ceremony while buttoning my blouse.

[A/N: Pfft!]

Rianolinon: Rein, wat about the males? 

Reinesse: Then when i reached the court, it was the only time I wore my sock.

Rianolinon: Rein, this isn't anime.

Reinesse: I have sando underneath.

Rianolinon: This isn't anime rein. You don't wear your socks at court, you wear them before u go.

Reinesse: I did. *blob derp emoticon*

Mr. McGuffin: What the heck?

Reinesse: I read a lot but my reading speed is still 10 words per second.

Rianolinon: ...… You read 600wpm? Wtf? Are u even human?

[A/N: She's not human, she's Reinesse.]

Reinesse: It's normal according to google for readers to gain such speed after a period of time.

Rianolinon: Oh, really I don't even know.

Mr. McGuffin: I do not know my words per min.

Reinesse: @Rianolinon what I did is simple. I read some long chapter of what I'm reading in XYZ-World, timer then copy paste to word.

Rianolinon: I see.

Reinesse: Then divide. *sparkle emoticon*

Mr. McGuffin showed a link to calculate reading speed. 

Mr. McGuffin: I'm a good reader according to this. I read about 325 wpm and had an 82% comprehension.

Reinesse: I hate those type of test they make my speed lower. *blob sad reach emoticon*

Mr. McGuffin: hehe. Did you try it?

Reinesse: The last time i tried 500 wpm 100% comprehension. Lemme try again.

Mr. McGuffin: Okay.

Reinesse: Not exactly 500, but around it. 

Murakami: I read around 400 got 82% comprehension.

Mr. McGuffin: I was not speed reading though. I could probably get faster, but if the questions are similar then It will mess up the comprehension.

Elyon: I'm a slow reader, but I make up for it due to my Sex Appeal. *blob whoa emoticon*

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Author's Thoughts

Once again, sorry for the  ̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ late update of WWCG. Some IRL stuff happened that drained me both physically, and mentally. Hopefully, this week would be  ̶l̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶s̶t̶r̶e̶s̶s̶f̶u̶l̶ a better one, so I can stick to my update schedule. 

I would also like to take this opportunity to give praise to the authors like ForeverPupa. They are the authors who do their best to update their chapters even though they're busy with IRL things like work, studies, etc.

I would also like to encourage young writers like Ria  ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶R̶e̶i̶n̶e̶s̶s̶e̶ to be adventurous, and write stories that will help them hone their writing skills. Some of you might ask the question "is it difficult to write a good story?"

The answer to this question may vary depending on who you will ask. If you were to ask me this question a few months ago, my answer would be, "Yes, it's difficult to write a good story."

However, the current me would give you a different answer. Honestly, It's not difficult to write a good story. The difficult part is whether you can actually write it, and persist till the end. 

There are many great stories here in Webnovels, but some of them went to hiatus, and some were dropped. Their authors stopped writing these stories for reasons only known to them. These stories in turn just rot in a corner of the web and was never heard of again.

For me, this is the saddest part of writing a story. So, writing a good story is not actually difficult. The hard part is finishing a book. Of course, the story may not be perfect, some people may call it trash, and some may call it the work of an amateur writer.

Reality is harsh and these words can be hurtful especially for new authors. But, I believe, that those authors who managed to finish their stories and persisted till the end are stronger compared to the rest. 

My journey is still beginning and the finish line is still far from sight. I hope, and pray, that I will be able to finish the stories that I had started. Not only for the sake of my readers, but also for my sake as a writer.

There was a quote from Stephen King that says, "The road to hell is paved with adverbs."

I beg to disagree, my road to hell is paved with tense shifts.

Have a good day everyone!

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Finding yourself 
Depression part 1
 23/07/20
 Dear Diary,
 after all the arguments I have told you we have come to this ... loneliness that turns into depression.After you get used to it it becomes your new roommate, when you wake up, every day is the same as the previous one, as the  time every single piece of happiness comes off your heart and then rot, it would seem the autumn period when the fruits come off the branches but in the end mine do not grow back Maybe there is something you need to know: it is almost impossible to recognize a  depressed person, Why?  It is simple what we show is not our being ourselves but only masks, barriers, which prevent us from feeling happiness, we have to change them on many occasions, we are real actors so to speak, in fact we do not point out the red eyes caused by  several hours of crying on our pillow, what I often do is laugh, the size of the smile increases as much as that of sadness, in fact everything for us is false.  What I always thought was that the problem was me not the others I was the wrong person and I thought that if I never existed everything would be better and no one would worry in vain for me.  Every day I struggled with myself I wondered why I was like this or why I could not change, sometimes I spent long hours insulting myself in front of the mirror. My greatest fear was to disappoint someone.  Nobody could understand how I feel and they don't expect them to do it, nobody could help me because I thought I would have done it alone and I would have come out victorious, but it was a matter of time because deep down I also knew that little by little  soon everything would get worse.
 But you have to understand me, I could not talk to anyone about it my family would have made fun of me and I had no friends, yes!  maybe it's a bit pathetic but when I looked at the girls I noticed that they were all the same, they had to show themselves in step with the times and the boys always grouped together to discuss the same topics, I knew I was different I was very shy, but when I tried to get close immediately yes  they moved away and forgot; you know now I really understand what it means: "you can't understand it until you try it", I was left alone for 12 years and the only thing I could do was stand and look behind a corner, everyone  they ignored you, thinking everything was fine, but it wasn't.  Then luckily, like a beam of light, I found some wonderful friends, a shoulder to cry on, people who really knew how to listen to me, stayed close to me and together we are walking this long path avoiding the obstacles that leave you heavy and painful scars to bear.  , an announcement that I want to give for people in the same situation as me, do not give up living, with your head held high, start over, do it for your dreams and look for, look for arms that can hold you,
 the best way to overcome it is to talk to those people who are at the bottom of your list, each of us can do something and change those ugly ideals that are still in society, you too have the right to feel loved
 We will always be with you, step by step we will succeed
 With love, your most sincere confidants. 
Part 2 
Loneliness ... depression ...

 Loneliness, depression.
 Two very different words but which have almost identical meanings.
 To give us an idea, depression is a very serious disease that affects people who in the past or even today have or have had problems in the family or elsewhere.
 It is really difficult to try to be strong with a disease as serious as it, but you have to be brave to fight against your life.
 I honestly have never had depression, but sometimes I feel a blank in my mind, now in fact I will give you examples of things that have happened to me in the past.
 First of all when I was a child when I was two my parents divorced, and for me it was not very easy to deal with this thing, on the one hand I was really sad, but on the other I felt a sense of anger.
 The other thing that really makes me sad is that most of the time my mom and I fight, but not as mom and daughter where sometimes normal fights are created ... No ... We also fight heavily and sometimes  he also gets angry about useless things, this could be bullshit but it makes me really sad to argue with a person in this case my mother whom I love so much.
 Third thing I want to tell you is that I had a wonderful relationship with my grandfather ... I wanted him and I still love him very much today, the point is that when I was 7/8 years old he passed away and in a certain period  near his death I always felt alone, I wanted to be alone, I saw black in my mind ... Only black ...
 I didn't know if I should maybe confide in my friends or not ... I felt a bit lonely ...
 And believe me, if you have never had a relative who has passed away, you must know that overcoming the death of a person you care about is not easy at all, you have to move on, because in life you go on even in the face of obstacles to  overcome, and know that you will always have to strive to make your dreams come true.
 But then something really nerve-wracking happened that made me think a lot ... And in particular I'm talking about my grandmother, who passed away at least three weeks ago ... So little ... My grandmother was a kind person, indeed ...  Very kind, and we had a fantastic relationship, but then this year before Christmas he had an illness .. And in particular he lost his memory, she did not remember anyone, and the saddest thing is that she did not remember her niece,  that is me ... I felt like crying, but in the end I realized that I had to forget everything and try to overcome the nightmare.
 Now I'm telling you a little about what happened, but in reality a lot of things have happened to me in life, but I don't want to tell them all.
 But now let's change the subject, now I'll talk a little about myself, in particular about how I managed to have self-esteem and believe in myself.
 Until a few years ago I was a girl like the others, almost always alone, without friends, only friends ...
 I was not very happy to have friends like the ones I had in elementary school, so always to continue the fifth grade I went to a high school, where nobody and I mean nobody calculated me, maybe some greetings when I entered the class, but I was always alone,  sometimes I went to the school restrooms and shut myself up to reflect on myself, on what I lacked to be a normal girl for my classmates.
 In that school something had changed, perhaps the Italian teacher, where at times I confided in her, but with those classmates I didn't want to express myself at all, I didn't feel at ease with them, and this is the reason why I was not  with them ... But they didn't calculate me either.
 As I repeat now these things I am talking about might seem exaggerated but in reality I am not, I am not depressed, but sometimes I feel bad, as if nobody accepts me for who I am.
 But then I met two girls, two boys, whose names are ,  Amelia, Olivia Isla Federico and Checco.
 Amelia , the clever one, with a really big heart.
Olivia , as sweet as a chocolate croissant.
 Isla, the one who talks too much, nice and funny.
 They calculate me, they are my real best friends, they don't make me feel excluded from their group, every day they make me smile, they are the friends that everyone should have, not like those who always exclude you, making you feel alone  , they don't, we are four best friends and we really love each other ....
 And then there are the males ...
 Federico, too nice, always makes me laugh.
 And Checco, I've known him for a long time and I love him !!!
 At least I'm fine with them ... I don't feel alone anymore, because they are by my side.
 I sincerely hope I never get depression ... but I know how it feels, you feel like nobody wants you, you cry all the time, even for no reason, you feel sad and at the same time angry, you try to be happy but in reality  you become even more sad for no logical reason.
 It is not easy to face such a serious illness, it is not easy to go on, but at least an effort must be made to do it ...
 It's not easy...
 But it's part of life ...
 You always have to try to fight, because by fighting you learn a lot from life.
 Having depression you feel completely excluded from what you define as "friends" but in reality if a person first becomes your friend and then slowly begins to exclude you and not talk to you anymore that is a false friend, and you have to understand it.
 We have to learn about people and find the fake ones and the ones you can trust.
 But we must never be fooled by people who pretend to be our friends just to use us!
 They just want to make you sad!
 But we have to prove ourselves strong in the face of false people.
 And I have learned to believe in myself by being stronger and more confident.
 I understood a lot of things, for example that if I want to do something I can do it, but first you have to try!
 And on the other hand I understood that life is an obstacle course where you don't have to stop in front of a trial, you simply have to open your heart and overcome difficulties.
 And today I am happier than ever, because I have learned that we have to live life from beginning to end, always being ourselves.
 ... And as the person I respect says:
 "And if it's worth the risk, I'll stake even the last fragment of heart" ...


 Sara ~
  Part 3
Having it, I know how it feels.  It's not easy.  It's not just depressing.  You can't know what it's like until you hear it, no matter how many stories you listen to.  Stories are not only meant to be heard, but also to be told.  Just like feelings.  Feelings should be shown, not hidden.  For those who don't have it, here's a small part of the scenarios for what it's like to have it.  At least for me.  I say or do something "wrong", then I'm asked Why are you doing it?  "Or," Pft, what are you doing? ", Or even" You're weird. "My heart starts to hurt as I try to hold onto my feelings and try to respond in a way that will make me seem the nicest.  from crying to saving it for later, I don't want to sound like a crybaby.
 Next, a person goes out with a close friend of yours and talks to them a lot more than they do to you.  They compliment each other a lot more when all they tell you is: I'd love to have you!  ". And that's it. I also feel used to it since they always use the phone, just to use Snapchat filters to take pictures with your other friend. I feel left out. Like nothing has changed if I weren't alone ... It's  just a small part of my life, what about those thousands of other depressed lives? They have different stories to tell. You want to cut yourself to ease all the pain. You want to die to end it all. Besides, what's the point of trying to live if you die  Anyway? What's the difference? Well, you'll have the chance not to die sad ... but happy. Depression is a mental war, where only the strongest survive. The weakest, the saddest, give up. Sure,  you can go to a therapist, a specialist, it doesn't mean they will end this war. They will only help you get stronger so you can fight better, they won't magically end it for you. Like I said, this is a war.  Your war Not them  hobbies, find a shoulder to cry on, find the light that's been lost.  You can't force a smile, otherwise it's fake.  You can't force laughter, otherwise it's fake.  You cannot force happiness, otherwise it is false.  The more you try to be happy while sad, the more it will just want to make you cry.  Here's another thought, let's assume you've given up.  .  What will happen Who knows, maybe they won't care.  Maybe they will cry.  Perhaps, you will give at least one of them the same war you lost.  Of course, though, you won't know, because you're dead.  Life has no control points.  Life has no savings points.  You can't go back.  What's done is done.  It's not a game.  It is not a movie.  That's life.  A gift.  Don't look back to the past or the future.  Look at the present, because it is what it is.  A gift.  Don't just listen to your insults.  Listen to your compliments.  Don't give up, be determined to carry on Because life is a gift.  And if your friend or someone you know is depressed, help them win this war, don't win it for them.
I want to thanks to mi friend who wrote history with me, their wattpad accounts are Undertale File and @Benny_DemonGacha (〃^ω^〃)

Merry's tears immediately clouded her vision. As she walked over to the hospital bed shaking, her eyes started to turn red. But she didn't dare to cry.
Lilia realized Merry's sadness and couldn't take it anymore. She stepped forward to comfort her, but her hand was held by Jean who was standing beside her. Lilia turned her head and met the man's eyes as he shook his head slightly. She felt a little reluctant, but in the end, she decided to go with Jean's suggestion.
Inside the silent ward, only the sound of Merry's heartbreaking cry could be heard. Alan, who looked uncomfortable with the sad atmosphere, exchanged glances with Jean. Then Chris's cousin left the ward first.
Chris's current state was able to affect everyone's emotions. They all felt they were missing the man's scathing comments and ignorant remarks.
Jean grabbed Lilia and took her to sit on the sofa. The man stroked her hair while leaning over and whispered in Lilia's ear, "This is just my theory, but maybe… maybe Merry can wake Chris up."
Jean's sentence just now was suggestive of the relationship between the two. Lilia shifted her gaze and met the man's dark blue eyes. She vaguely understood Jean's ambiguous meaning. Then her gaze fell on Merry and Chris again. Lilia's lips moved without making a sound.
"Merry and Brother Chris? Are you serious?" Lilia asked silently. Did the two of them have the kind of relationship she envisioned?
Her stunned expression that was too conspicuous indeed made Jean smile a little. Instead of answering, the man kissed her forehead and stood up. "I'll go see Alan for a moment. I'll be right back."
Lilia nodded at his words, but her heart still couldn't keep calm. She realized that she had never considered the relationship between Merry and Chris before. Whenever the two met, they never showed any other sign than just being in a platonic relationship.
Could it be that the two of them were hiding their relationship from everyone? But Merry was not the type to lie, let alone to Lilia, the person she trusted the most. It's just ...  
'Are they really compatible?' That was the main worry that filled Lilia's mind.
Chris was a close friend of Merry's father, and could even be considered a brother. If Samuel found out about this, Lilia wasn't sure if their friendship would last. Seeing Samuel's protective attitude towards his only daughter, Lilia felt that Chris needed to fight even harder. But on the other hand, Chris was a man who could be trusted to love and protect Merry.
When Lilia's mind wandered, Merry was already sitting beside the hospital bed. Tears rolled down her cheeks, making her face look even sadder.
She pulled her chair as close to Chris as possible, as if she didn't want to be apart from him again. Merry murmured hoarsely, "Brother Chris ..."
The young woman didn't dare to make any extra moves, but she couldn't hold back her feelings any longer. Finally, Merry made a compromise by lifting the tips of her fingers and hooking them into Chris's fingers.
Merry rubbed the man's fingers gently, while one hand pressed against the corner of her mouth to hold back sobs. She started pouring her heart out.
"Brother Chris, you are a liar. You lied and said that you would return to the United States to live with me. But you haven't been back in a very long time."
"Brother Chris, I failed two of my exams. If you didn't accompany me, I wouldn't be able to study..."
"Rico is getting more and more annoying over time. He keeps clinging to me and won't go away. Brother Chris, please keep him away from me!"
Merry continued to cry while telling her stories during the time she passed without Chris at her side.
"Brother Chris, if you don't have time to accompany me, can you at least talk to me? I texted you a lot and called you many times, but you never replied to me. Because of that, I can't tell you all this. You have to make up to me!"
Lilia was very sad when she listened to Merry's words from the side. Every word and every sentence the young woman spoke was filled with her hidden longing for Chris. Merry seemed to depend a lot on Chris, either because of their childhood friendship or because of their mutual feelings. Or maybe because of both.
Lilia was used to Merry's lively attitude, so when the young woman suddenly became very sad and emotional, Lilia was also feeling depressed.
She got up and walked behind Merry. The model gently stroked Merry's hair, trying to comfort her. Before she could speak, the young woman followed her movements and looked up. Tears streamed down Merry's pretty and soft face.
"Sis Lilia, what should I do? Brother Chris ignored me..." Merry muttered in a miserable voice.
She lowered her head and again, teardrops fell from the corner of her eye. This was the first time Lilia had seen Merry so heartbroken.
Lilia's eyes also started to tear up. She wiped the tears from her face with the tips of her fingers. Then she gently squeezed her former assistant's shoulder.
"Merry, don't talk like that. Brother Chris loves you very much and won't ignore you. Whatever you say to him, I'm sure he can hear it," Lilia assured her.
Merry only believed half of Lilia's words, but she decided to try it anyway. Merry turned and squeezed Chris' fingers gently. She started whispering to Chris for a long time.
Lilia accompanied Merry and listened to all her stories about their past. She listened to her memories of all the interesting things that happened between her and Chris. But no matter what Merry said, Chris still showed no sign of waking up soon.
Lilia didn't know how long it had been since Merry started telling stories. Her crying voice became mute, and even her breath trembled. When Merry uttered the last sentence of her story, she stared at Chris, who hadn't changed the least bit. Seeing that, the dam in Merry's heart finally collapsed.
She turned and plunged into Lilia's embrace. The young woman cried loudly in her arms. Lilia hugged her back, and tears rolled down her eyes too.
"Sis Lilia, Brother Chris will never get up, right?!" Merry asked between her sobs. "I ... I don't know... I don't know what I will do without Brother Chris!"
For Merry, she never imagined what her life would be like without Chris by her side. From then until now, Merry always thought that Chris would be the one who would never leave her side. But now the man lay motionless in the hospital bed, as if he was dead again. His face looked very haggard and weak, as if he would leave at any moment.
In her heart, Merry felt choked by an intense fear. When she hugged Lilia, she was crying so hard she couldn't help herself.
No one in the ward noticed a male figure who had stood for a long time at the door. The man brought the food he had just bought from outside the hospital.
Clifford glanced at the food he was carrying in his hand. When he went to pick up Merry at the airport, he learned that the young woman had not eaten at all. To make matters worse, Merry didn't sleep all day and night worrying about Chris.
Clifford's heart broke because he saw this scene.


My dream will come true! Soon I will be arriving in Italy and appearing at the Milan Fashion Show! My photos will be published in all fashion magazines around the world!

In the end, all my sacrifices and hard work will not be in vain!

But why my dream become a nightmare!? Daddy suddenly invited me to meet a young CEO who was really arrogant. He said, for the sake of my family's business, I will become his future wife of the young CEO!

I don't want to marry him! I don't even know, and don’t love him, but now I have to sacrifice my dream to become his housewife!?

What about my dream? Are my efforts and sacrifices in vain? What does the world's most arrogant CEO want? Does he think money can buy love?

BANGTAN
°_° :  So RM-shi?
RM: yes?
°_°: How do you feel about Y/N becoming a trainee and leaving you as your manager?
RM: it is sad. But considering her age it's illegal. If the news goes out it will be a big trouble for both bighit and her. And us too.
But when she left us... i admit we were quite sad. 
°_°: can you tell how you felt when she was around?
RM:i felt lucky. We had two managers before. but they both left as they couldn't make us debut. But Y/N, she stayed and fought with us. Even though she does have her dreams she sacrificed it for us. I feel bad about that. 
°_°: You are a great leader!
                           ____________
°_°: what about you jin-shi?
JIN: I do feel bad. But when she was around, i could say i had a great time. Even though she was our manager she was like a dear sister to me. I have seen her sad sides too. But when she's smiling you would never want to look away. 

°_°:whoa that's some words.
                             ___________
°_°: Then Yoongi-shi?

SUGA: ahh...what should i say? she might be the most caring person in this world. Despite being a manager she always listens to our sad stories. Stories that we keep to ourselves so the rest wont feel pressured. 

°_°:then wont a sixteen year old girl feel pressured?

SUGA: talking about that. You don't know how stubborn she is. She can read our minds and faces like a book. it's hard to hide anything from her. She always listens to them and sometimes she cries with us too.(he he)

°_°: so deeeeep
                               ___________
°_°:J-Hopeeeeeeeeee
J-Hope: Well...The definition of her would be an Angel.(Jimin complaining in the BG)
She's caring, talented, determined, strong,mature out of her age, talkative and sometimes bickers with Yoongi Hyung too.
°_°: you didn't say she's pretty T_T

J-Hope: that's a well known fact that she is pretty. I-i don't want to make it obvious
*whisper* author help please.

Muses:no not today

°_°:fine.
                           ____________
°_°:moving on to Jimin.

Jimin:how should i begin? She could be the best visualisation of the world infinity.

°_°: infinity?

Jimin: She's talented in everything. Her abilities are infinite. From the basics of caring and the end to healing Then from dancing to singing and rapping , Being polite to respect.
Infinity! She's a goddess. 

°_°: Seems like your words will be infinity too.
                            ____________
°_°: Now tae alien what about you?

Tae: she's an alien too.

°_°: why?

Tae: because i have never seen a human like her.

Muses:you are not seokjin! Stob it!

°_°: mind to explain?

Tae: Well she sometimes talks like lightning and we can't understand her. And when it comes to training she's more euphoric than us. And about work out i hope she wont turn out to be like jungkook. 

Muses: should i make a muscle pig duo?

                            ____________

°_°: where is jungkook?

JM: he's in the bathroom. Probably shy of you.

°_°: I'm just a system.

JM: Your voice is al ladie's.

°_°: the hell muses! I can't continue this shit!

Muses: sorry JUNGKOOK-AHHHHH

Jungkook: ahh sorry Muses-ah

°_°: so say about Y/N as fast as you can!

Jungkook: Okay so...um. so she's no longer our manager.but she always keeps in touch.
Like she still visits us at the dorm and practice and at the agency. And even texts and calls too.

°_°:oh.

Jungkook: And do you know how intimidating she is when we hide something from us? oh god. She always finds out everything. 

0_0: you are comfortable with her?!

jungkook: she's good compared to the other girls. I'm not criticizing. She's just too much unique and special. Y/N...haah...

____________________________________________

BANGTAN:THANKYOU Y/N FOR BEING THE BEST FRIEND WE COULD EVER ASK FOR.

AND THANKYOU FOR BEING A SHOULDER FOR US TO CRY ON.

AND THANKYOU FOR MAKING OUR DREAM COME TRUE.

AND THANKYOU FOR BEING OUR FIRST ARMY.

AND LASTLY THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR BEING IN OUR LIFE.

 /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\

"Promise me. No matter whatever 
problems we face we'll always be 
together side by side without being
left alone"

"PROMISE!"

____________

Traveling in an AU is fun in fanfictions. But what about in real life?


[The story is a complete work of fiction. Any real charactors or locations mentioned are not owned by me. Any Unauthorised plagiarism Will Be Reported. Any similarities in real life are purely coincidence]

Ace_Muse 2020
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CHAPTER 94- The power of Cristhela. Part 1. 
  
Time ago. 
  
-Kei looks very depressed. 
  
-What happened to him? 
  
-He looks very sad. 
  
-I want to talk to him, but he's so handsome that I don't dare talk to him. 
  
-I don't dare either. I get very nervous. 
  
-Where is Cris? -He can help you. 
  
-He's in a meeting with the captains of the other clubs. 
  
Kei's classmates were worried about Kei. 
  
Kei, 17 years old, was very depressed and had teary eyes. 
  
Why was he sad? 
  
Did a girl break his heart? Did a family member die? Did he fail an exam? 
  
Well... The reason is very ridiculous. 
  
-Why did the author give him that ending?! Did the main character stay with Yuriko?! Did he stay with the stalker?! Did he stay with the thief?! Who did he stay with?! Why did he give him an open ending?! He wanted him to stay with Yuriko, Kei thought. 
  
Yes, Kei was depressed because he didn't like the ending of a manga he was reading. 
  
Cris entered the classroom and approached Kei. 
  
-I got that raise in our... What's wrong, Kei? You look bad. 
  
-Did you read the end of "Criminal X City W" yet?! 
  
-That's right, the last chapter came out today. I haven't seen it. Please don't give me spoilers... 
  
-The main character didn't stay with any girl! -The last page ends with the main character saying, "Even if they're criminals, they're my friends!"! I wanted him to stay with Yuriko! 
  
-Why are you giving me spoilers?! 
  
-I'm sorry, but I needed to get it off my chest... The ending was good, but I didn't like it... I'd like to learn how to draw and create my own manga. I would create my own manga and give it an amazing and beautiful ending. I wouldn't give it an open ending that would only make the readers suffer.... I hate those endings! 
  
-Do you even know how to write stories? 
  
-... Shit. Goodbye to my dream of drawing my own manga. 
  
- 
  
- 
  
-Girls, we'll create our own manga! 
  
While they were having breakfast, Kei said that out loud and they all got confused. 
  
-What's manga?" they all said. 
  
-We need money! This trip cost us a lot of money. We need money. Food is not cheap. We need money to hire spies and buy weapons. Most of our weapons are broken and need fixing. And Nem eats most of our food! If we go on like this, we'll be poor. 
  
-But what is manga?" said Terkiana. 
  
-It's drawings that tell a story. But we'll create something different... Listen, the women of this world are perverts. If we want to get a lot of money, we must take advantage of that perversion. 
  
-How?" said Mia. 
  
-We'll sell this! 
  
Kei took out from his "Magic Storage" a drawing of two men kissing... It was a drawing of Kei and Seiya kissing. 
  
-I discovered Drin drawing this and came up with the great idea of selling something similar. 
  
-We'll sell my drawings," said Drin. 
  
-I'll write the stories and you draw them, Drin. In my world, romantic stories between two men were popular. We will sell those kinds of stories... And we will also sell erotic stories. We will sell romantic and erotic stories. They will be a hit. 
  
Luna entered the cave and approached Kei. 
  
-Good morning. What did you call me for, Kei? 
  
-Luna, I need your help. I want you and Drin to become best friends. 
  
-Best friends? -Drin and Luna said at the same time. 
  
- 
  
- 
  
Drei met Cristhela, who was getting ready for her fight. 
  
-Congratulations, Drei! You were amazing! 
  
-Thank you. It's almost your turn. Are you ready? 
  
-Yes. -I am. 
  
Drei walked away. 
  
-I'll be supporting you in the stands. I'd wish you luck, but you don't need it. 
  
She stopped and smiled at Cristhela. 
  
-I have never been able to defeat you. You are the most powerful in the school. Your family will be proud of you. See you in the finals. 
  
-Drei... 
  
Cristhela came closer to him and kissed Drei on the cheek. 
 
-Thank you for your support. 
  
Drei turned red and jumped for joy. 
  
-Getting a kiss from a beautiful girl feels amazing! 
  
Drei took her hands and smiled at Cristhela. 
  
-If we make it to the finals, we will fight using all our strength, okay? I'm going to prove that I can be powerful without needing magical talent. And you're going to prove to your family that you're not useless. 
  
-Yes, we will...! -Yes, we will...! W-we'll do it together, Drei. 
  
-Yes, together. 
  
-Wow, wow. How romantic. 
  
Cristhela's parents and her two younger sisters approached them. 
  
Cristhela's sisters are 15 and 14 years old... And, although they are the younger sisters, they have a more developed body. They have large breasts and beautiful legs. 
  
The sisters wear long black stockings, which cause their legs to look more beautiful and hot. 
  
In other words, Cristhela's sisters are very attractive and hot. 
  
-W-Why are they here? D-Drei, don't fall in love with my sisters. I don't want to lose you," thought Cristhela. 
  
Cristhela thought that Drei would fall in love with her sisters because they were more beautiful than her, but Drei didn't even look at them. Drei was looking at Cristhela's father. 
  
-Is he your boyfriend, daughter? He is very cute," said Cristhela's mother. 
  
-I liked your fight, boy. You are very strong. Would you like to work for me," said Cristhela's father. 
  
-I'm sorry, but I want to be an adventurer. I have to turn you down, father-in-law... Or would you prefer me to call you "father"? 
  
Cristhela blushed and her father got a little angry. 
  
-I have a name. My name is "Dariel." 
  
-I guess it's still too early... -I guess it's still too early... Well, I must go, my parents are waiting for me. 
  
Cristhela's sisters hugged Drei's arms. 
  
-Why don't you come with us? 
  
-Let's watch our sister's fight together. 
  
Drei could feel the breasts of Cristhela's sisters in her arms. 
  
Cristhela felt a little bad. She is flat-chested. She feels inferior to her sisters. 
  
But, fortunately, Drei is not interested in any girl other than Cristhela. 
  
-Huh? No, thank you... And don't hug boys' arms like that. Any pervert could take advantage of that. 
  
He stepped away from them and stretched out his arms. 
  
Goodbye, in-laws. 
  
-That I'm not your father-in-law! 
  
-Wow, wow. I really like your boyfriend, Cristhela. 
  
Cristhela looked down and looked at her hands. 
  
-Yes... He's a great guy," she said smiling. 
  
- 
  
- 
  
In the arena, Cristhela and her opponent were ready to fight... And his opponent is someone very, very interesting. 
  
-The last fight will begin! The participants are very interesting! She is the first princess of Dragien! Even if her sisters are more powerful than her, Cristhela is still a strong girl! Her magical talent is incredible! 
  
Cristhela raised her right arm and Drei started shouting. 
  
-Come on, Cristhela!!! Remember our trainings!!!! 
  
-And we have a very special participant! He is Zei, the son of the heroes Zeiker and Dreifa! 
  
Zei raised his arm and smiled proudly.... He looked like a cocky kid... He was very different... Why? Because he is not the original. 
  
Lana and Kiasan, who were in the stands, were suspicious of him. 
  
-He's not Zei... Zei doesn't behave like that. 
  
-Zei changed... What happened to him? 
  
- 
  
- 
  
While Cristhela and the fake Zei were about to fight, the real Zei was having a hard time. 
  
-Ahhhhhhh! Son of a bitch!!!! 
  
-Repeat what you said. You said you got used to the pain, didn't you? 
  
A demon was mercilessly devouring Zei's right arm. 
  
-Hey, it's my turn to **** him. 
  
-Wait your turn, I haven't finished eating yet. 
  
Zei was going through hell. 
  
The demons took turns eating and raping him. 
  
He tried to commit suicide several times, but he hasn't succeeded. 
  
-Shit... 
  
His tears fell on the demon's hands.... And, unfortunately, that excited the demon. 
  
-Poor boy, you're crying.... Seeing you cry makes me hot. 
  
He put Zei's face against the ground and caressed his ass. 
  
-I want to see you cry more! 
  
-I want to die! Please, someone kill me! 
  
-You shouldn't give up so fast. 
  
An old man's voice was heard and that confused Zei. 
  
-Huh? 
  
A black liquid surrounded Zei completely and the demons quickly moved away from him. 
  
-This magic power. 
  
-Impossible! 
  
Zei got up from the ground and the liquid disappeared. 
  
His hair turned white with red locks and his eyes turned red. 
  
-I'm sorry, I'll take your body for a few minutes," Zei said, with the voice of an old man. 
  
He stepped forward and smiled. 
  
-They made my friend suffer.... And I will not forgive them. 
  
(Author's note: For more information about Fetoca, read "The Painful Life of Angel", although it is not necessary to read it to understand this story. Follow me on Twitter: @HectorAngelAlv2 and on my Facebook page: Angel Pikas).

I was summoned as a hero along with 9 girls, in a world ruled by women and men are treated as inferior. As I did not receive any divine power, they treated me as a loser and tried to take advantage of me. I escaped and now I must survive in a wild and dangerous world.... But thanks to a wanderer, I will be able to survive. I will study in a school of magic and become the best adventurer in the world. And I will use my power to get powerful companions. What does my power consist of? Basically, I can seduce women easily.

"Oh my God Alena, why do you and Nizam always have strange problems. Where do you actually come from? Are you from nowhere? So what? Hasn't Nizam still not contacted you until now?" Cynthia grumbled.
"He called me this afternoon, last night, in America. He is now on his way to Indonesia to propose to me."
"Hmmm .. good yes. When the part of the story is happy you did not contact me. But when you get sad you immediately cry while telling stories. You really are true friends.
"Ouch .. Cynthia please don't say nonsense, it's not that I don't want to call you, I just had time to call you."
"Wait a moment Alena, please tell me first how Nizam contact you?" Cynthia was even interested in listening to the story about Nizam.
"Last night he came to my apartment to surprise me. Bringing a bouquet of roses and said he wanted to propose to me."
"Oh so sweet...I didn't think that stone-hearted ice face was so romantic too."
"Well, I'm so sorry because his surprise has failed, I admit it is in Indonesia." Hearing Alena. And then Cynthia's words burst into laughter
The voice of Cynthia, who was laughing out loud, could be heard inside so that her friend who was inside looked out of the window.
Surprised, she said there was an important call but burst out laughing. Hearing Cynthia laugh, Alena started to cry again, making Cynthia immediately stop laughing.
"Sorry Alena, it's not that I'm laughing at you, but I feel funny and feel satisfied when Nizam wants to surprise you even though you don't exist. That may be the punishment for playing with your feelings."
"I also felt sad and funny at the same time. But I can not laugh at it. If I could laugh like you, but how can I laugh at that incident, if my heart is restless."
"Why are you so restless, just say you already have a lover and are getting married. I don't think your parents would be so cruel as to insist on their will.
"It's true Cynthia they did not impose her will at all. But the problem is ..." Alena was silent to hold back the tears that have started to trickle again.
"Then what about Alena, hurry up and talk !!"
"If I refuse my father is threatened with going to jail .."
"WHAT ???? ... How come ??"
"It's a long story. To be sure my parents have a loan to someone who will propose to me around 500 billion rupiahs."
"WHAT ??? Are You Crazy ???" Cynthia was taken aback.
"Are you talking about girls who will be used as loan payments? Why is your story like the story of slavery in 18th century America? Where is man valued by money?"
"That's not the story, my father did not make me a loan payment. In the beginning, the person who proposed to me loaned my father to pay bail because my father was involved in an illegal coal mining permit. He told my father not to worry about the payment because he intended to make me. son-in-law. My father agreed because he did not know I already had a lover. Besides, I did say to ask to find a mate because I never fell in love. "
"Ooh ... Alena why is your fate so unfortunate .."
"500 billion is not a small amount of money. I'm not sure my father can pay it if all our assets are confiscated, I don't want my father to go to jail .."


"Alena please .. don't tell me you will accept that person's proposal."
"Should I let my father go to jail ??"
"Alena, what about Nizam ??"
Alena was silent at Cynthia's question. Instead he hung up the phone.
"Alena ... Alena .. please .. don't hang up, Damn You Alena !!!" Alena cursed and cursed at the broken tone of her cellphone. "

What will happen if an innocent girl gets caught in the love of a royal crown prince?

How does it feel if the girl has to spend the first night being watched by the queen, the maids, the female elders just to make sure that the girl is still a virgin?

How could the girl face the princesses who were the concubines of the prince?

How can the girl face the people who want to get rid of her from the palace?

There is a lot of love, affection, friendship, hatred, blood, power struggles, infidelity going on in the palace. Alena, that girl must be able to face everything.

Alena has no power, she is just an innocent girl who doesn't know anything. Her love for Nizam, the crown prince of the Azura kingdom, makes her survive and fight all the evil that leads to her. (Mature, 21+)

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