I am staring at the infiniteness of a blank page. The more I stare at it, the more I get confused, and lost. It is like staring down the deep dark old well. Or looking at a colorful painting hanging on the wall that ignites your thoughts, but there's no way you can describe how good that painting is. Every time I scramble letters to create words to sentences, everything just disappears. Gone like the wind.
I want to write.

I have always wanted to write stories, poems, anything.
I want to write a really good story. I want to write the most compelling, beautiful, and honest story anyone has ever written. I want that story to have an impact on people's lives to the point that they have to do something about it. I want my stories to make people feel that they are not alone in this world, and that they can be whoever they want to be.
I want to be able to produce love out of putting together simple words that make simple, intelligible, and relatable stories. I want people to feel, and embrace the power they hold for their individuality by writing about them. I want to make people feel how it feels like to get their happiest dreams and goals, even for a time, even if it means reading that immortalized on a piece of paper. I want to be able to have an effect on people through writing about stories that resonate.
I want to write that story.

Stories are like songs. They tell the past, and the present emotions. They even make you hope for the future. They give harmony and meaning to whatever you are going through. They give you sadness, happiness, inspiration, and life. 
Read, write, inspire, a friend once said.

But it seems like I dont hold the power of a great storyteller. I keep staring on the blank page like a scared, hopeless piece of human being. I don't have the courage to draw out words that hopefully could change the world, or people, for that matter. I keep overthinking: What if I write awful things? What if no matter how I tried, I wouldnt be able to get it? What if I all I write is just pure nonsense? 
I try to always fight the urge to overthink and demean myself, but human as I am, I tend to be insecure. I doubt myself. I question myself of my worth and my capabilities. I don't have enough confidence to just do what I want to do. I cower. 
But sometimes I feel so inspired by the things that I can do. I think about the stories that I can write and it makes me want to write more. It fills me with so much hope that I tend to look past myself. It's the only way that I will be able to do something... anything amazing. 
Writing clears my head. It points me to a direction. It enables me to create the kind of world that I want to imagine and live by. For a moment, it gives me a certain purpose to create a story with characters far from myself and my own failures. At some point, I make characters that expresses my whole true self. I write them like I am them, but I'm not.
I snap back to reality and realize that I have written a four-thousand-word short story. Unbelievably so, I finished something. I feel relieved. A faint smile draws on my face. I want to be happy for me although I know that it's far from perfect. I want to jump of happiness and brag about this simple achievement. I want to show the world that I am capable of creating something good for myself. I want to do alot more with this story blotted on pieces of paper. 
But I cant. And I won't. Because I'm not who I think I am. 
I am only an author of my own story, my own life.
Nothing more.

We are all in quarantine, stripped of choices, stuck in uncertainty.

What does it take to achieve something amidst the uncertainty? Why do we keep doing what we want despite the darkness? Where do we get inspiration after every bad day? When do we say we're hopeful after crying from ultimate sadness we can't explain? Ultimately, how do we build relationships in spite of today's challenges?

Times are hard, but we can always discover ourselves, our love, our passion through stories while being stuck in quarantine.

Time In Quarantine is a little series that shows stories of lives made and lost amid the hard times. It aims to discover ourselves more as we thread through uncertainty.

I was delighted that the number of collections was growing by my farmer Dara. Here, finally, readers understood the secret of history! We started to read! Even not very folding English did not become an obstacle for them!

But then I look, something is not right! No matter how good the story was in the opinion of the author, he is not so presumptuous!

The answer was near. For reading stories about farming, they give points that can be exchanged for coins. A new mind game.

Then it turned out that reading is not necessary at all, you can just turn the phone and pretend that you are reading, you still get points.

Thanks to the Web Novels, but readers are always trickier than kind attempts to attract readers through a simple advertisement of novels.

As balls cease to give, to see from 161 readers will remain faithful readers, 65 people! I am grateful to them!

While I'm busy writing a short novel about Treasure Hunters, I think it will have 100 chapters. And when I finish, then I can switch to the remaining three novels.

- About a coin there will be only 100 chapters.

- About cunning merchants 150-160 there may be 200 chapters.

- But the Farmer Dara is hoping to write a total of chapters 300 another or 500, as it turns out.


Overall result: I started writing novels on Web Novels:

from February 23, 2019

During this time, 4 novels and two short stories were started.

Of which 2 were sent to Dropp. This is the first edition of the Magic Farmer Gift and the Traveler's Note.

In the first case, there was a mistake and a ban that could be removed by contacting the moderation service, but I decided to rewrite the novel. Having released the second edition.

The second novel, or rather short stories, had few subscribers and few readers, so I decided to drop it. There was not enough time to write a chapter for other novels.

Then the idea came up to write spin-offs about Dara and treasure hunters. Thanks to the reviewers, they suggested a new idea, namely to make the characters more lively and emotional. Enter an additional character - a girl. With the advent of a romantic line, albeit a short one.

I rewrote this novel three times, so updates for other novels and this novel were delayed.

Conla rewrote Roma, found that it was even more interesting than writing a novel from a white sheet. But rewriting needs material. Therefore, until the 11th chapter, treasure hunters, I was engaged in editing and editing the text 1-2 sometimes 3 times. But I began to lose the basic idea of ​​the novel.

So now I decided to write the main story of this novel about search engines and treasure hunters, in the form of raw materials. And when I'll write a full novel. I can rewrite it again, for the fourth time, with an already more thorough revision.

If in this year 2020 I manage to earn more money (if I find a new job and there will be no unexpected expenses), then I have a desire to hire an editor and proofreader either through a forum or find them in my city to help me improve my romance. Well, let's see how it turns out in practice.

Out of 310 days, I really wrote only 180 days, since 130 days were spent on treatment for diseases, unexpected expenses on treating my father and uncle had an ischemic stroke. A lot of effort was spent on this and I was no longer able to write something. Since I slept no more than 2 hours a day. This is clearly not enough to have the strength to write something. But it's good that this time has passed.

And so in 180 days I was able to write unfinished novels:

- Jiang's magic coin
- Magic Farmer Dara - second version
- Stories about merchants or cunning merchant
- Thoughts on writing stories
- The Adventures of Treasure Hunters

Total views - including two deleted short stories:
440,890 views (7 short stories of which 5 currently exist)
287 collections
278 chapters
276,750 words (out of 2 deleted short stories another 150,000 words) +874 слова

There are 102 novels in the library, 4 of which are read, I am reading 4-5 now. Periodically I read 11, those that like 4! Promising for reading - 25.

Well, my 1,000,000 words are far away, for 1 year I couldn't write. It remains to write 723,250 words. But the year has not actually ended (February 23 - formally or in fact (= 185 days lost) until August 1, 2020). In order to have time to write the remaining words lacking up to 1 million words, you need to write 3909, 46 words per day. Which of course is not real. Since one day I can write raw materials without checking and editing 3,000 words, another day 5,000 words and then 5 days not write 1 word. Reality is closely related to the virtual and affects the creative ability to write.

My forecast for 185 days, I probably can write another 250 - 300 thousand words.

So far, such a debriefing.

Thanks to my readers and Happy New Year!

Thoughts of why and why stories are written.

All the same English, he has not improved in 18 days.

I'll figure something out, try to correct the text.

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This is a work of art. Any resemblance to real people or real events is purely coincidental.

I hate all of these useless emotions
That I can never seem to get away from
The way they get in the way
Of everyday things and activities
Hurts me repeatedly, continuously
So I do whatever I can 
To get rid of them through writing

I write love stories because 
I want to be loved
I write sad stories because 
I want to be comforted
I write war stories because 
I need someone to show me 
They would fight for me

I write happy endings because 
I never got one
I write pain into my characters because
They are all a part of me, 
And we are all hurting still
I write with anger because
I have no outlet.

I write with longing because 
I have nothing else
I keep writing and writing and writing
Because if I ever stopped.... 
I would be forced to face
All of these emotions
And to admit what they really mean

To admit how alone I feel in a crowded room 
Or how sad I am when all I do is laugh
To admit that everytime I shine 
It's because I want you to look past 
What is dull and broken inside me
To admit how much it hurts
With each brush off, be it yours or mine

But now everything hurts 
And I'm so exhausted
Tears just take a lot out of a person
I just want to sleep and not wake 
Up for a few centuries, give or take
Everyone else can just buzz off for a little while
To let me mend. To let me heal.

A collection of short poems that vary in content and subject. There will be similarities between some, as will there be different variations amongst others. Repeating topics will occur as struck by inspiration.

Also includes some re-imagined nursery rhymes that have been paired with characters from one of my coming-soon stories. Kind of a sneak peak into their personalities and to get you excited to meet them later!

Most chapters will be on the shorter side as they are all poems, but there are longer ones included~

*Note: some chapters will contain heightened emotional triggers such as grief, loss, anger, betrayal and ECT. Please remember while you read, enjoy!*

Romance is a very popular genre in Webnovels. The first thing that come to mind when we talk about romance are the CEO novels. Even though we don't want to admit it, they are the mainstream romance stories in the Webnovel website. 

So why do people love romance stories? I hope you find the answer while reading this chapter.

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FattyBai: No worries, was just a bit curious. It's always amazing seeing how the Romance genre basically dominates the site.

Parasection: and CEO stories.

FattyBai: So I was sort of curious what the demographics on the reader's sex were. But yeah, it's a fair assumption to say that the ladies rule the site, lol

WWFire: Readers gender stats r ambiguous, it is manipulatable after all.

FattyBai: Unless there's this hidden group of guys who have been starving for CEO romance novels (which would actually be funny).

Parasection: But the sacred texts.

WWFire: All I see are genderless alien. *derp emoticon*

reinesse ♥: kek.

FattyBai: How do we pull in the female readers in if we can't write a romance story? *cry emoticon*

Parasection: No choice but to write yaoi then.

WWFire: We who read these kind of fantasy novels don't live our lives correctly pal.

CailinMatthews: *ghost hug emoticon*

Parasection: Give in to the demons.

WWFire: That's why we escape reality sometimes. 

FattyBai: It's like being offered a big cake and unable to take a slice.

Zehell2218: I think male reader have their own chance and market.

FattyBai: For sure, but it'd be nice to tap into both sides.

Zehell2218: @FattyBai I think I'll make fantasy romance so I can attract both.

FattyBai: I mean, it's not a bad idea, but how do you split it up? 50% romance/50% dragon ball z?


Parasection: The fuq that sounds like an abomination.

FattyBai: It does.

Zehell2218: @FattyBai No it's 80% romance 20% action. *joy emoticon*

Noveljunky: Besides Romance, what else do females like to read?

Parasection: BL, yaoi, drama.

Zehell2218: Still BL is romance.

Anjeeriku: horror lol.

reinesse ♥: @Noveljunky xianxia I think.

Noveljunky: Mmm.

Zenith: Well, need too write romance...kek

Zehell2218: Do female reader like to read apocalypse novel? Quick question since I will make fantasy romance in apocalypse.

[A/N: Sis, did you forget that you're a girl too?]

Totally Not Nano: nah oof.

FattyBai: @Zehell2218 Aww, man. But then you have to develop characters and write meaningful dialogue.

Zenith: I am probably gonna f*ck up my time trying to make a romance story.

FattyBai: We like blowing stuff up and fighting baddies.

Zehell2218: cmon it will be comedy. *laugh emoticon*

Parasection: The best thing in a novel is character development humor and action romance can be on the side.

Anjeeriku: Romance can be a great sub genre.

Parasection: how does one even write romance? I don't know where to begin with that genre.

FattyBai: I'm a simple guy, I see plot and I drown it in martial arts and manly stuff. Of course, I don't know what feelings are. Can you eat them to increase your cultivation base? *think smart emoticon*

Parasection: I've never experienced romance so i'd fail the moment i'd attempt a story like that.

Zehell2218: Actually, I like to write fighting scene but without romance my reader will kill me. So...yeah I tag it as romance! *joy emoticon*

Parasection: Fight scenes are fun to write.

FattyBai: I'm trying to break through into the "Immortal lonely sperg" phase~

Zehell2218: Very sloooooowww romance.

Anjeeriku: Please no abusive ML @Zehell2218 They're disgusting. idk why women like to read them.

Zehell2218: @Anjeeriku I don't know if girls who read xianxia will read apocalypse novel too.

reinesse ♥: I wanna write a novel like it's not easy to be a man after traveling to the future.

Zehell2218: @Anjeeriku No I won't make abusive ML. @reinesse ♥ same *joy emoticon*

Totally Not Nano: @Anjeeriku *cough* TBWWM *cough*

reinesse ♥: And an actual xianxia novel with reasonable characters.

Zehell2218: But without the romance it's bland.

reinesse ♥: Like characters, especially main character who knows how to adjust because extreme pride is not good.

FattyBai: @Zehell2218 Baby Dragon Truer words have not been spoken, and that scares me.

reinesse ♥: Some villains are really brainless. they can scheme, but they don't have a reasonable reason to do so

Zenith: Kek.

Zehell2218: @Zenith gramps I have idea for fantasy romance lemme tell you after I finish writing and see if it's interesting or not.

Zenith: Get the MC u desire! Yeah @Zehell2218 

FattyBai: I fear becoming a more wholesome and fleshed out human being. Please no development.

Zehell2218: @Zenith It's ok. Just want to see if people will find this good or not. *joy emoticon*

Totally Not Nano: I think there's a formula in getting famous as a writer.

[A/N: Oh? Such formula exist? Teach me Senpai!]

Totally Not Nano: Let's debate about it. *thinking emoticon*

Parasection: The formula is write romance and you're set.

Totally Not Nano: Any genre + xxxxxxx = top 1.

[A/N: Today… I lost faith in humanity.]

Noveljunky: If you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back.

Moonbirth: Write a lot. Write everyday. Post a lot everyday... write about what readers want to read about.

Anjeeriku: Write a lot. be a slave. Lol


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Elyon knew that "Romance" is not his strong point. He writes a fantasy story with romance, but he can't tell if the romance will be able to attract female readers. Out of curiosity, he asked some of his fellow authors the question "Why do you read romance stories?"

Here are their answers…

Kyosei: Because I am single. 

Reili: To fill my empty void of a love life.

Minrei: Because romance let you feel what is to be loved, plus it is universal you dont need to learn magic or cultivation in order to read.

Bajj: Due to lack of romance irl.

Murakami: I read because I enjoy the friction and conflict between the FL and ML. The insistence vs resistance is naisu.

Qin: I reads romance only for ideas and info.

VlassisBehrakis: I don't read romance novels.

[A/N: Oof I asked the wrong person.]

Elyon then  ̶a̶m̶b̶u̶s̶h̶e̶d̶ asked some readers about their opinion about romance novels.

Yin: I read romance novels because I want that kind of drama to happen to me in real life. But I know it will never happen haha.

A Certain Irresistible Meowlin: I wonder why? And I do read romance novels. Though the chance of me dropping them is also the highest out of all the genres. Every so often I come across a scene that makes me just want to squeal and fangirl. 

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Elyon decided to dig deeper and asked a few of his senior "romance authors" some questions about their reason for writing romance stories.

The first question is… Why did you choose to write Romance Stories?

Anjeeriku: I'm comfortable writing romance stories compared to other genres. I'm a helpless romantic person and I like novels that can invoke other people's feelings.

Bajj: First of all, I like reading romance story. It was the reason why I read books before and reading other genres comes after. All in all, due to these romance fiction books, I got the opportunity to read more great books with different genre.

MishaK: That's what I read, so write that too.

Zehell2218: Because as reader, I want to read romance novel so when I write, I write romance since my motto is I write what I want to read.

Ikazainudin: The easiest genre. Everyone can relate.

End_of_Era: It wasn't a full on Romance, it was slice of life with romance which I feel was necessary with progression of the characters.

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The second question… When you were making your ML and FL, did you imagine yourself as the lead of your story at any given point in time?

Anjeeriku: I would be a liar if I said no. There were instances that I'd put myself in my FL's shoes. Whenever that happens, my writing feels more passionate and truthful that sometimes it was hard to know where my fl starts and where I end. 

Shen Yi, LMD's ML was based on a person I've lost, The One That Got Away so it was sometimes hard not to self-insert whenever there were scenes that need to invoke feelings from readers. 

Bajj: I believe that every character the author was making and breathing life into it, a part of him/her is added to its character. But me imagining of being the ML/FL, never. I'm too pure for that. Kek

MishaK: Yes I did but sometimes. Otherwise you can't infuse emotions in your characters. It is important to understand your characters.

Zehell2218: Yes, I imagine myself as the lead. Of course, I tweak it a bit, such as in age and appearance. But mostly, the characteristics is similar to me.

Ikazainudin: FL and ML character based on what I want to be irl. Yup. I imagine that will be my love story.

End_of_Era: Yes, my leads had some ocassional self insertion.

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The third question… If you were to choose some other genre aside from romance, what would you pick?

Anjeeriku: Fantasy. I always look up to those authors who can write fantasy stories/novels well. I believe writing a fantasy novel is harder than writing romance. 

[A/N: Ahem! 10 points to Griffindor!]

Bajj: Horror/thriller/Action. Read GGGB godamnit! [Good Girl Gone Bad]

MishaK: I am writing a Fantasy romance aside from regular vanilla romance *smile emoticon*

Zehell2218: Fantasy, magical realism, fan fiction.

Ikazainudin: Psychological/horror and maybe children story.

End_of_Era: The new genre I'm writing is fantasy/violent .

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The fourth and final question… If you were to give a message to your beloved readers, what would it be?

Anjeeriku: I'm sorry for not being inconsistent with updates. Y'all know I love you, but a little consideration and patience as I face this rough patch in my life would be very much appreciated.

Bajj: Vote me please :* mass release comes after, deal?

[A/N: Oof!]

MishaK: Be responsible in reviewing the book you are reading. Authors love to listen from their readers. So talk to them.

Zehell2218: Beloved reader, your author here is working hard to provide your daily dose so pliz pretty pliz, read my chapter using paid SS since I don't get even a penny for free SS. 

Tips: use free SS on translation novel. The translator still get money and use paid SS on original novel so we can get a bit money to continue living *wink*

Ikazainudin: I want readers to know, that love, hope and miracles exist. Be open and value each moment of your life like the MC's did.


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Author's Thoughts

Hello Guys! I hope you enjoyed this chapter of WWCG. Personally, I've read a few CEO novels myself. I also read some FL stories like A Slight Smile Is Devastating (Love O2O), Hidden Marriage, Doomed to be Cannon Fodder, Transmigrator meets Reincarnator, A Mistaken Marriage Match: A Generation of Military Counselor, There Is an Angel in That Church (short story), Eight Treasures Trousseau, Grabbing Your Hand, Dragging you Away, A Mistaken Marriage Match: Record of Washed Grievances…

Ai~ there's a few more that I won't add to the list because it will create a wall of text. Well anyways, the reason why I read these stories is to get an idea on "WHY" the ladies love to read them.

Let's just say that it's a unique way to see a world in the eye of a lady (if you are a man of course). When done properly, the execution of the story can capture the hearts of anyone, even male readers. I believe that no matter what gender you are, as long as you find the story interesting then it doesn't matter whether you are a guy or a gal no?

Perhaps, when I'm not too busy to write my stories, I'll once again pick a romance novel to read. Hopefully, I will find another hidden gem that will bring unexpected surprises to anyone who are lucky enough to find them.

P.S I would like to thank my fellow authors, especially my senior romance authors who answered some of my questions regarding romance novels. 

To my senior authors, May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind always be at your back. May the Power Stones shine warm upon your face, and Spirit Stones fall soft upon your fields. (￣▽￣)ノ

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P.S The Cover Drawing is not mine. I just find it nice so I used it. Full credits go to the owner.

Opening my emails I found the usual junk that accumulates in my inbox before spotting a feedback email for my story. I opened the email and read away.


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'Hello 'Wang',

I just wanted to send a quick note to say how much I enjoyed your story 'Meeting Bella Swan'. I have read a few stories on Webnovel.com and yours is the first to really captivate me. 

I really liked how the characters got to know each other and interacted together before sleeping together. It appealed to the 'romantic' side of me that even a brief liaison can have a little chemistry and romance, but then again girls like a little romance don't we? ;).

Being a bit of a Twilight fan, I really liked how you portrayed Bella, so down to earth and friendly. It is almost like you know her. Do you know Bella Swan personally? 

Anyway now that I know your writing style I will read some more of your stories and look out for any new ones you write.

Thanks again

Newfangirl.

P.S BTW the sex scenes you wrote were really hot. Let's just say that I enjoyed them - A LOT. Xxx'
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Wow. I had never had an appreciative email like that before. I was so happy that a woman had read my story and liked it. 

I immediately wrote back.


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'Hi Newfangirl,

Thank you for the compliments on my last story. I am always amazed when someone takes time out of their day to write to me about one of my stories. I am really glad you enjoyed it.

I am also pleased that a woman likes my stories. I always write from the male perspective (because that's the only perspective I know!!) and I am glad that my writings can connect with women who may read them.

In answer to your question, no I don't know Bella Swan. I wrote about her as I find her attractive, not only physically, but also her attitude, her bubbly good nature and her wonderful talent as an actor. I only know her from her appearance in 'Twilight Saga' and the interviews she did for the movie. 

I always try to write my stories with a little romance, or at least with the characters having a real connection. I don't know about you, but I always want to have a connection with someone before going further. This must make me a bit of a romantic at heart huh?

This story was a bit of a fill in for me. I was, or actually am, writing another story and I got 'stuck'. I was struggling with it and wanted to clear my head. So I decided to write this story.

I don't know if you would be interested, but would you like to read my new story and let me know what you think of it so far. Please don't feel obligated as you are probably very busy, but if you would like to I can forward it to you to take a look at.

Thank you once again Newfangirl. I look forward to hearing back from you.

Wang (Username - WangShu).

P.S I'm really glad you liked and enjoyed the sex scenes. :)'
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I sent the email off and went about with the rest of my evening. Having a girl email about my stories got my mind racing, wondering what she was like. Of course in my thoughts she was a gorgeous woman, tall, blonde, really sexy. I hadn't had a lot of female attention recently and my mind raced with the possibilities.

Hello readers. My name is Wang. 
This is the story of a Webnovel Author, who participated in a "Writing Contest" which happened to be "A twilight FanFic Writing contest".

Being a big fan of Twilight Saga and the character Bella Swan, the author decides to participate in the contest.

He was not aware that his participation will make his dreams, both good and bad, come true.

The author of this novel has a problem with how to make things done correctly. He could not write a novel properly and his mind wasn't could not imagine the scenery. The environment where he was living wasn't a good place to write as he was hearing loud noises from his neighborhood and he couldn't stop them so he decided to write every mid-night where people were asleep.

Now, his skills have been damaged due to his lack of sleep, and decided to change his sleeping time as he wanted to write even more. Because of that, he hardly thought about any story anymore and decided to put down the pen and let go of everything he wanted to write.

His story was full of mystery where magic involved in science and God and Goddesses involved also. This story would have a sequel that also involved magic but in a secret way where the MC doesn't know what magic is and he was doing magic without knowing about it.

It was a few months ago when the story was half-finished but he accidentally deleted it after he thought that clearing data on Microsoft office at his mobile would delete all the stories he spent 3 months of hard work and researching.

He was tired of all those mistakes and wanted to take a break or may he would discontinue his stories because of his failure.

He did fail multiple times as he doesn't have enough knowledge of how to write a story properly and he even sacrifices his routine just to develop his skill.

He did everything, but having social media and games stopped him from doing things like he did before. He was passionate about making stories but these barriers stop him from doing it. It was also why he couldn't think properly.

Due to the lockdown, he doesn't want to repeat the same routine as he kept doing. He felt that he trapped himself in the time loop where the only ending was death. Like he trapped himself in the darkroom, yet he just wanted to be outside with a peaceful noise and only the sound of the rustling leaves he wanted to hear, not the voices of those people who always talk about useless and negative things that he doesn't want to hear anymore. He was tired.

Only writing stories just made him different. But everything changed when his parents doesn't support him.

He doesn't want anything but a support, but his parents didn't show any. They just smile and said, "At least you had a dream" then turn their back. He expected that they would encourage him to do it.

He asked for something he wanted like digital piano or a violin but his parents thought it was weird and they wanted to flow like how society works.

Everything that happened comes to his mind that he wanted to be different. Having long-term depression didn't make him jump on the cliff or hanging his neck at the ceiling. It just made him lonely that he always felt alone even though he was with others. He just wanted to get everything he wanted that it would likely become his skill then turn it into a dream.

He did get a phone but never wanted to have one. In the end, his parents just followed what they heard from people instead of giving their ears to him. That made him tired.

He will now be focusing on reading so he could learn how to write and letting all the people around him do whatever they wanted. He just lives in the wrong society and the wrong family after all. Having an Introverted mind made everything a lot worst than ever.

I don't know if people would read this text. No one even cares about it anyway. He just uploaded this for no reason. 

This pandemic made him realized how sad society is.

You will now close this chapter and thank you for your time reading it.

He hoped that he could change everything he doesn't want to repeat like a ticking clock.

Alex Gibson finally created his new friend as he hardly talks to other people because of his lack of courage to make a conversation, but he was full of luck that he made a friend who's famous for being the youngest musician in the city.

Meanwhile, there was one mysterious girl who possessed a strange power called Magic and develop an alliance with Alex and others. Until his whole world turn upside down as he gets involved in the darkest part of the city.

this is how I feel when I write stories.
It contains me complaining and overall being a cry baby.
anyways...
Heya!

Tion_Official here and I'm here to complain.


Soo… recently some of the things i've been thinking and it's not about the stories. 

It's about my future and what ill do.


I like writing and I want to do it as my job, but without motivation I clearly lack progress.


For example.

I write a new story, it immediately gets me bored when I hit 50 chapters. Why?


Nothing is really helping me to motivate me.

I'm an immature, autisic…? 15 year old, maybe that's the problem. But I somehow can't really work hard not unless I get paid or something.


I'm not asking for you guys to pay me so I can write more. No. That's literally the most shitiest thing I can possibly do.


It's just I can't find any reason to continue something not unless I'm getting clear support and you guys really want me to do it.


I can write more, but I won't put in much work. Why? Cause it doesn't help me and my family and my suppossed life.


I'm writing a fanfic and I want to add more stories to it and create interesting things, but I'm just adding filler at this point.


It means useless things you shouldn't know about, because it's just there.

That goes same for my other stories.


I just add filler until I find the best time to add the plot and the plot isn't that even good as I just wrote it in one go.


I actually write my stories in one go. No checking, no caring what it says as long as it makes sense a little.


I'm just basically complaining because I'm not getting paid for this, Jesus Christ. Sorry for this but I guess you could see this as a way of how I think about all this.


You can agree to the fact I am kind of asking you guys to please support while at the same time, just saying, but mostly asking. I have to be honest.


But I'm just a teenager with problems.

If ya don't know I'm not really normal. I think of creepy stuff every time.


Creepy stuff may not sound bad but oh I wish I can go to my wording limits.


Some of you may be thinking.

I just need to work hard to get actual support and get my fatass up because the world isn't my personal bank account.


I am planning, but once again. I'm not normal. I'm just desperate at this point and I thank you for the info but my mind itself won't follow itself.


Anyways. To sum it all up.

I won't be writing many interesting chapters. I won't double check on my work or draft anything. Once I think it's good, I publish it. 


I'm starting to neglect school, fuck.

I might game end myself.

I can't say kill towards me, because I'm afraid I'll get fucked in the ass by saying that.


My parents are starting to see me as a dissapointment. I understand why. 


You don't care. I know. I just wonder why you're still reading this, anyways.


Let me tell you a useless thing that won't probably happen, but if it does it will apply.


I think if I'm getting paid for this, I will absolutely plan my stories.


I can actually plan and figure things out if this makes sense or not.


I write my stories in one go with no planning so doing this can change a lot.


More interesting stuff.

I can actually write more than ever. Because I know it's needed to be done.


And more good things actually.


If you're asking why I don't do this now??


Well again. School. It fucking sucks and I'm sick of it, and I can't really focus on it anymore.


We're learning about the heart, and you know what I know? I already fucking know the fucking heart. It was taught to us last fucking year. What the fuck is the benifit of learning the fucking heart. If I'm planning to be a doctor. That's good, but I'm not planning to save any lives by being a doctor! Fuck sakes…


Anyways thanks for reading this waste piece of trash.


Expect more trash from me, and in the future I might stop, or continue more trash. Or i might actually take things seriously for once.

Kazuma has been possessed by none other than a female lolicon who got nothing else to do rather than waste her life savoring and enjoying every bit and piece of art of a loli girl.

Kazuma died due to masturbating too much and is now faced with the Goddess Aqua who offers the girl or Kazuma to another world where she could do many stuff that. Anything is possible that Kazuma hasn't thought of before!

Remembering the anime, the girl or Kazuma decides to take Aqua with him and so on this Kazuma starts his journey with the Goddess Aqua, and so on!

But since this is a fantasy world and Aqua literally said anything is possible, he might plan something very...hot.


Old Sypnosis:

Satou Kazuma died because he had a heart attack and was sent to the hospital, but he passed on and is transferred to the afterlife where he meets the Goddess Aqua.

The Goddess Aqua is very nice towards Kazuma but he's not going to be fooled by some stranger who looks to be cosplaying.

He was given the choice to either go to heaven or reincarnate and bring something with him and unluckily, Kazuma choose Aqua, forcing the goddess to be his partner.

Now together they try to live through this world they have been sent to.

Kazuma slowly but surely wants to something to change for once.
His previous life sucked ass so he decides he's going to have girls right up to his crotch, that's right.

He wants girls on his dick.
But Kazuma is not really lucky In general as he suffers most likely everyday.

Megumin and Darkness later joined his party, or what he calls a harem and together, they explore and maybe have some quality time together when they get the chance to?

And so, Kazuma officially starts his new life, but he will make it what he really wants when he was in Earth, at least he tries to.

this is how I feel when I write stories.
It contains me complaining and overall being a cry baby.
If you're not here for that, and want a new chapter for this story. ignore this please.

anyways...
Heya!

Tion_Official here and I'm here to complain.


Soo… recently some of the things i've been thinking and it's not about the stories. 

It's about my future and what ill do.


I like writing and I want to do it as my job, but without motivation I clearly lack progress.


For example.

I write a new story, it immediately gets me bored when I hit 50 chapters. Why?


Nothing is really helping me to motivate me.

I'm an immature, autisic…? 15 year old, maybe that's the problem. But I somehow can't really work hard not unless I get paid or something.


I'm not asking for you guys to pay me so I can write more. No. That's literally the most shitiest thing I can possibly do.


It's just I can't find any reason to continue something not unless I'm getting clear support and you guys really want me to do it.


I can write more, but I won't put in much work. Why? Cause it doesn't help me and my family and my suppossed life.


I'm writing a fanfic and I want to add more stories to it and create interesting things, but I'm just adding filler at this point.


It means useless things you shouldn't know about, because it's just there.

That goes same for my other stories.


I just add filler until I find the best time to add the plot and the plot isn't that even good as I just wrote it in one go.


I actually write my stories in one go. No checking, no caring what it says as long as it makes sense a little.


I'm just basically complaining because I'm not getting paid for this, Jesus Christ. Sorry for this but I guess you could see this as a way of how I think about all this.


You can agree to the fact I am kind of asking you guys to please support while at the same time, just saying, but mostly asking. I have to be honest.


But I'm just a teenager with problems.

If ya don't know I'm not really normal. I think of creepy stuff every time.


Creepy stuff may not sound bad but oh I wish I can go to my wording limits.


Some of you may be thinking.

I just need to work hard to get actual support and get my fatass up because the world isn't my personal bank account.


I am planning, but once again. I'm not normal. I'm just desperate at this point and I thank you for the info but my mind itself won't follow itself.


Anyways. To sum it all up.

I won't be writing many interesting chapters. I won't double check on my work or draft anything. Once I think it's good, I publish it. 


I'm starting to neglect school, fuck.

I might game end myself.

I can't say kill towards me, because I'm afraid I'll get fucked in the ass by saying that.


My parents are starting to see me as a dissapointment. I understand why. 


You don't care. I know. I just wonder why you're still reading this, anyways.


Let me tell you a useless thing that won't probably happen, but if it does it will apply.


I think if I'm getting paid for this, I will absolutely plan my stories.


I can actually plan and figure things out if this makes sense or not.


I write my stories in one go with no planning so doing this can change a lot.


More interesting stuff.

I can actually write more than ever. Because I know it's needed to be done.


And more good things actually.


If you're asking why I don't do this now??


Well again. School. It fucking sucks and I'm sick of it, and I can't really focus on it anymore.


We're learning about the heart, and you know what I know? I already fucking know the fucking heart. It was taught to us last fucking year. What the fuck is the benifit of learning the fucking heart. If I'm planning to be a doctor. That's good, but I'm not planning to save any lives by being a doctor! Fuck sakes…


Anyways thanks for reading this waste piece of trash.


Expect more trash from me, and in the future I might stop, or continue more trash. Or i might actually take things seriously for once.

After the events of the fourth loli war, every loli was devastated due to the damages it caused it's nations and landmarks.

Murikon for the first time has won the fourth great war and Pianty once again lost.


After that The World Of Lolinica agreed to never ever start a war ever again, so every loli and shota can unite together as one like the end of the first loli war.


But after years later, The Nation Of Pianty has lost their queen due to an assasination, ice cream poisoning.


The Nation's reaction to this was a bit of an understatement, and they accused all of the nations of poisoning their queen, especially Murikon, their long living rival.


A High High Elite General of the Pianty Army Family Tree or known now as Stars, threatened to declare war on everyone and they are prepared to do war again.


Once a bomb had been dropped on Murikon, everyone was triggered to get ready for The Fifth Great Loli War.

Disclaimer: All characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.


Map:

https://www.deviantart.com/imposterdev/art/Lolinica-8929-Updated-864465197?ga_submit_new=10%3A1608336083

The World Of Lolinica in 8929

(The Cover is a placeholder)
Patreon:
https://www.patreon.com/TionUwU

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