The day of death..

Today is the day doctors are removing life support system...

I can see my parents crying but I can't do anything

I feel powerless

I feel suffocated

I hate myself for being so weak

"Now it's time" Silaris shouted.

A shinny white ball comes out of my body and then it merged with my physical body which is kneeling in front of my parents and then...

Silaris bring my spirit body with my physical body and I feel that I became weightless and at the speed of light I started moving upward ....when I regain consciousness I can see myself moving in a colourful river, like a fish in river...

"I always wanted to come to this place but with help of you I am finally here" Silaris said excitedly

" I never knew there are so many rivers of incarnation" Silaris said

"Look at that river...it's like rainbow , I can feel the power of souls in this river... strongest I ever seen in any river" Silaris pointed

"Let's go there to look " it was the most beautiful thing I ever seen, so I want to take a closer look

But when we went near the river, we get sucked into the river even Silaris was helpless and then I lost consciousness again...