The Beginning....

In the middle of dark room, a young boy around the age of 15-16 years is lying on his bed. Although he look healthy, on the closer look you found him lifeless. He is kuru who is in coma for 4 years after an accident when he was on his way to home from school.

4 year ago kuru found that he can see everything around him even he is lying half dead on hospital bed and he met someone who can see and talk with him. His name is Silaris and according to him, he is millions of year old and eat human souls to survive. When he feel a strong presence of soul he came to this place to consume me but when he found out I can see and speak to him, he became very delighted and now we are like best buddies. There is high chance that Silaris is a imagination created by myself but I don't mind it because he is the only one whom I can share everything without reservation.

If I wouldn't met Silaris, perhaps I would get mad from loneliness. According to Silaris, it's been millions of year when he got consciousness and from that point on he is wandering all over the world to consume food which is physical soul. This is interesting that I made up such a interesting character. Perhaps I read anime and manhua too much..

Human souls have two component one is physical soul and second is sprit soul which goes though river of incarnation, according to Silaris, he can only consume physical soul.

Silaris's story is so dull and boring just like his life , let's come to my story. I am in coma for 4 years and now doctors are not optimistic about my recovery. May be in few days they will put me in eternal sleep.

"I am going to die" I started crying after hearing the conversation of doctors. I am not afraid to die but I do not want to leave my parents who tried everything to protect me. They sold everything for my medical treatment and now they have nothing to spend.

After seeing my condition Silaris told me " brother kuru don't cry, I have a solution for you."

"You can save me from dying" I asked.

"No, but I can help you to reincarnate with your memory" he said.

"Really, can you do it?" I asked doubtfully.

"I don't know but I atleast can try" Silaris said.

I really doubt about Silaris. His origin doesn't make sense. He is real or just creation of my mind, I don't know so I can only be optimistic about his suggestion because I want to remember my parents.

"Then please try, Silaris " I said

"What can be worst than death." I thought.

After that Silaris told me that he can try to bring my physical soul along with sprit soul in the river of reincartion so I can reincarnate with all my memory.

I asked " what is river of incarnation and can you really go there."

" after death of every person there sprit soul goes to the river of incarnation and I can see the river of incarnation. I am not able to go there but I can go with the help of your soul." Silaris said

"With the help of my soul, what do you mean?" I asked doubtfully.

" you have very strong soul atleast 100 times stronger than any other person.I have never seen as shinny soul as you in million of years. I can feel that I could go inside of you and be one with you." Silaris said with cheeky smile.

I can feel that I could go inside of you and be one with you. I heard these word's somewhere. Now I remember...

"No....I don't like men" I shuttered without thinking

Then Silaris explained everything about what is becoming one with me.Then I said after some pondering ... "let's try this."