Chapter - 2 [ nc-18+]

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I came back home only to see hia smiling at me and we spent a long time together. I took a long break from school . Though hia was against it but still i did it. I just wanted to spend more time with him and actually i didn't find him okay . Something was off with him

Life is going normal for us but hia's new job kind of seems different. He doesn't like to share and always asks me to report everything to him at the end of the day . It's annoying but i can see the worry in his eyes for me so i agreed with him on this .

In the evening i saw p'kinn hia's colleague. The first time i met someone in the same job as hia and i was happy to meet him . He's very handsome, his big eyes, pointed nose white skin and that beautiful smile, his etiquettes actually everything that a girl would want in his man . He's so cool , i want to be like him .

His mate would be so lucky to have him right ? He was smiling every time i saw him but hia ? I choked looking at him. He was looking like he would make holes in his body just by glaring at him like that .

Every time I expressed something about his looks hia would say angrily while grinding his teeth and slamming the table " looks won't take you any where if you don't have heart chay ! "

I gulped down immediately holding his hand and requesting him to stay poliet. I looked at p' kinn awkwardly each time after that . What the hell was he doing ? Treating a guest like that is bad manners what will his co-workers think about him after this ?

I look at him annoyed by his attitude but didn't say anything on his face . I could feel that rudeness, arrogance and anger in hia's voice as if p' did something wrong and when he gulped down the whole bottle at once i was sure. He must have .

Hia is a chill person , never bothered about anyone's behaviour or presence unless it harms him or his loved one's. I wanted to ask him but he looked at me pointing fingers and yelled

" run to your bedroom and sleep now ! There's nothing a kid should be hearing or watching here . Is it chay ? " I felt truly offended by his words .

Even tem and jom looked at him astonished. He never talks like this with me but today he did and i was sad and feeling angry now . How could he treat me like this infront of everyone ? I'm not a kid anymore!

I was so angry at him now, more than i was at our foolish uncle because of whom our conditions got to this point .I was told to get out and i did . I cursed him throughout the path to my room. That mean bastard!

I went to my room cursing him loud which he definitely heard but didn't reply back, even if he's older than me i have never considered him a big brother but a companion and friend that's why i usually say whatever comes in my mind and hia never complains instead laughs and feels home as he said that day sleeping next to me when i asked why don't he gets angry when i throw tantrums or make him feel annoyed on purpose .

He laughed caressing my hair and pecked my head hugging me. I felt warmth in it . " to whom will we show our true selves if not each other . hm ? I just have you and you have me . So let's stay whatever way we want " he's so sweet.

But soon the peace broke after i got to my room when i heard voices. Yelling, fighting and cracking voices coming from outside. And it was none other than my brother's doing . I sighed

" Oiiii! What do I do with him?? He's a guest and u can't be mean !" I say to myself pulling my hair , taking my sleepers and walking towards the backyard in anger once more. I swore he was gonna kill p 'kinn, so i got out of the room and walked to the yard where they were drinking and my steps halted

To be precise my feet didn't move and my stomach clenched listening everything. Tears were flowing from my eyes and i actually felt out of breath

Hia was shouting and his voice was in pain , a lot of pain , his feelings were exploding and i could feel that hurt in each word he said to him. He was hurt by p, and now i get why . He was behaving like that because...

I fell on the floor on my knees my mouth trying to scream at his loud confrontation with him while crying.

" Do u think what u did was right ? Even if i begged u kinn ? " He screamed.

That pain is his voice was clear as crystals . His body tearing down while tears came flowing and soon he was on his knees yelling and crying he kept saying and sobbing.

" u rape... u raped me ! I was in pain that night . My ass was full of blood and i could hardly move you fucking dog ! " He cried even loud.

His words were shattered by the time he spoke but my heart stopped.

" And then also u punished me ? i wasn't even able to walk properly but u punished me to crawl down fucking 100 times ! and that foolish people of yours made me do it even harder . It was painful . Do u even realise how bad of a person you are ? "

What was happening here ? What's all this ? Am i listening right ?

" i couldn't even stand up and u were having sex again. I saw that boy toy of yours you bastard !

I hate you and I'll hate you to death. You're a monster . What did I do wrong to deserve this treatment ? answer me ! U kept doing it even after i begged u to stop . That night I lost my consciousness but u ? You fucking didn't stop for a second "

Hia grabbed his collar and questions again angrily looking into his eyes but p' kinn held his hand looking at him

"I know! I know I was wrong , just try listening to me once Don't leave the job i promise, I'll treat you good porsche. I promise I'll never do that again . "

Said p'kinn whose eyes were as teary as hia trying to hold hia so hia could calm down but hia was in rage and actually i felt that he was not angry but heartbroken more .

I don't know but then suddenly hia replied

" U know what it felt like ? " he grabbed the whiskey bottle and broke it down and pointed at p'kinn . My heart stopped. Don't do it hia .

You're not like this .

He yelled ""ur a fucking monster kinn ! You don't have feelings ? What did I do wrong to you ? Tell me why ? " He cried screaming at him badly .

And he kept crying and sobbing like that and p'kinn continued being quiet

But then he got up ignoring that whisky bottle pointed at him and hugged hia once again . His right arm strongly wrapping around hia's neck and left arm at hia's waist and he pulled hia to look into his eyes, their forehead joined together and hia stopped. What is this ?

It felt like p'kinn was sorry . he genuinely was . His eyes and gestures were a proof of that and then hia also hugged p'kinn while crying . I could see that hia was broken and he needed somebody that time and p'kinn became that somebody hia could hold onto for the moment but i felt as if p' kinn was being affectionate actually more than what someone could be .

Maybe his guilt but hia was cooling down and grabbed p kinn's neck from behind like p'kinn was doing from the start , both were crying together like p'kinn asking for forgiveness and hia trying to give it sowly-slowly .

But then i was shocked and actually filled with anger and got up trying to go and land a punch on kinn's face . Forget the damn manners chay ! How could he ? even after rapping hia ? This shit deserves to die . Only die !

I saw that p'kinn just pulled hia into his embrace and strongly grabbed hia's waist by one hand and leant his face closer to hia and stuck his lips on hia's but i stopped my steps and couldn't believe what happened next.

Hia ? Hia was responding to that kiss . Yeah of course p'kinn kissed his lips but hia was doing it , responding to it more. He was the one who grabbed kinn's hair from one hand & continued it with passion in his eyes after p'kinn pulled back .

I am dead sure p' kinn was startled with the response because for some seconds he didn't do it, his eyes were wide open like a teenage boy who was trying to understand what to do ahead but after a short while he also kissed hia back and both were kissing each other hungrily . Full of desires , lust and yearning.

Both went for a long kiss and then p'kinn lifted hia up and put him on the edge of the table , trying to get a better grab on each other . They started kissing again and now it was not a site i could see because it was clear that both were aroused it took no time for p'kinn to take of hia's shirt and to my shock hia just ripped , p'kinn shirt .

Oh my Fucking lord What's happening?

My mouth hung open in shock

Hia was more aroused and it was clear from his face . He initiated all the scenes . P'kinn even after getting the shirt off was trying to hold back and telling hia to stop if he doesn't want to regret doing it in the morning but hia was totally deaf at his words . He grabbed p'kinns neck and started kissing him passionately and hungrily as if he's gonna eat him whole while p'kinn grabbed hia's ass and both were moaning like crazy in the open yards

" Stop it . You'll regret it later Porsche" p'kinn hesitated a bit

" I won't. I know what I'm doing " hia said in a deep voice.

kinn pulled back immediately tugging hia's hair behind his ear and sweetly whispered " so tell me what you're doing ? You should know better what this will lead to "

" I want you... right now ! Can you do it kinn ? please ..."

This ""want "" word was all and hia was overpowered by p' kinn. He grabbed hia's jaws shoving his tongue in and hia was equally emerged in doing it too.

But soon his eyes caught mine and i stopped trying to hide myself but it was of no use now . He used his hand to gesture to me to run inside and i swallowed hard while his eyes glared at me. What was i supposed to react now ? His said something before but now he and p'kinn ? I'm in no situation to say anything to p now am i ? What am i supposed to say now after witnessing all this stuff ?

Holy shit ! Woah ! Wait wait !!!!

Hia and p ' kinn ? My mind was going crazy at this thought . What about big boobs & big ass hia ? Was he even into boys ? Not like I'm complaining but still i never knew it . I thought and turn around and walk a few steps towards my room . But there's a lot i want to know now.

---- KINN'S POV

As if i could be embarrassed more ? Chay literally saw everything we were doing and his eyes ? My heart felt pure embarrassment and to be exact was it embarrassment ?

An understatement for sure . His eyes were open and hands on the face and he looked to startled. Of course what should I expect from a commaner teenage ? I will be surprised if he doesn't shower both of us with questions in the morning but here ?

I look around at the open yard and the man i was busy making out with who had no plans to stop right now. So i pulled a little back . Panting and gasping for air i held onto his face softly looking into his eyes and tugged his hair in my fingers moving it gently looking at his eyes

" It's not a good place for this . You're friends are here and anyone from outside can have a pique at us . I don't like it . "

" Let them ! " he replied taking a deep breath and i closed my eyes when he wrapped his one hand around my neck trying to go for another kiss.

But i can't . This is not right. He'll regret it afterwards , i know that right ?

" Stop it Porsche or you'll regret even more than you're doing now " i say trembling to him and a tear escaped my eye and i try to pull away from him .

" What if i say i won't ? I know what I'm doing at this moment so don't hold back kinn " he took my hand once more and i turn back and look into his eyes.

" I've hurt you enough. Don't want to anymore You'll get hurt if i stay around" i say firmly cupping his face and his eyes were still not denying eye contact.

He wrapped his hands around my waist softly pulling me towards him and joined our lips together and pulled back and i looked at him .

He smiled." Then try not to hurt me while I'm besides you. Can you do that for me ?"

He said very softly and i could say nothing but just nodd . I joined our lips together but this wasn't soft but rough but still gentle and he was in control.

We devoured each other's lips and he trailed a line of soft gentle kisses on my jawline holding my neck firmly and i bend accordingly to him

" ahh " a moan escaped my mouth when i felt a sting in my neck and he bit it . He pulled back and looked into my eyes with mischief

" Have a taste of your own medicine Mr kinn terupankayal" he licked my lips

Shivers run into my body and heart stopped. It has never happened before except the first time we kissed each other . My stomach clenched with all the emotions he made me feel .

Why is it all different with him ? I've never let anyone kiss me before but with him i do it without any hesitation . Marsh has tried to do it many times but i shrugged off but he ? He can do it with no permission needed . Pete was right . He isn't angry or arrogant but has a huge self esteem but when he lets his guard down he's a different man you see. The one who can smile differently looking at you and be mischievous with grins

He's different or was i being different

" Say ? Can u not hurt me if i stay with you because if not I want to go . I won't stay if you're planning to make me cry ! " He pulled me back from my dreamland but his words were stuck in me and i swallowed hard

Can I do it ? Not make him cry anymore

I've always just compromised with things and i don't know if i can do it or not because I've never tried anything like that . The people I've been with asked for my cards and power but he was asking not to make him cry ever

I looked at him once more and my heart beats fast when he again smiled looking at me while his face blushed pretilly and a sweet smile appeared in my heart . If he will stay with me then I'll try my best to provide him with everything he wants .

" I don't know if i can but i promise you, tomorrow if you ever cry I'll be there to wipe your tears off . If i can't make you stop from crying I'll do my best to not make you cry more okay ? " I looked at him. I don't know if it means any sense but it's what i think i can do for him .

He's special to me.

He smiled and immediately nodded

" Just that's what I want khun kinn "

" Only kinn . Okay ? " I say frowned

He chuckled " oii kinn you can digest respect right ? " I laugh too . Really i can't from you idiot ! we hug each other once more .