ch 10. questions and answers

suga watched tae sleeping. it was too early for breakfast. as he studied his features he thought of every mean word, every insult, every cold gesture he gave tae the last weeks. suga was ashamed and he felt guilty of putting tae through hell. he wanted to make it right, but didnt know how to do it. he stroked the boys hair and face with a light hand. tae mumbeld in his sleep and snorred a bit. suga chuckelt. *i change everything. i will change. for him. i must not lose him again*

kook woke up early. he saw joon still in dreamland and stood up quietly. he sat down and looked in his college books. *i need to study more. i dont wanna disappoint joon if i fail the next tests.* he sighed. he tried to concentrate, but his thoughts ran diffrent ways. he thought about tae, about how he hated suga, how much he got used to be in here, if it would be difficult outside again, how much he loved joon now. that was the most astonishing thing for him. that he fell in love 1. with a criminal and 2. with a man. before he came here he was only interested in girls, never in boys. it never crossed his mind to have any feelings towards his own gender. no it would be gross. and now he couldnt wait to touch a man, to touch a dick, to suck it or even to have it into him. how weird life can be. *do i like men now in general?* he thought. his face scrunched in disgust when he thought of other naked men or other dicks. *ewww no!* he knew every spot on namjoons body, every hair. he knew his favourite places for sucking and kissing, he knew every detail of his cock. kook sighed again. he got horny.

jimin rolled on his side and was face to face with jin. he smiled. "morning" "morning love" jimin ckuckelt. "how did you sleep jin?" "fine. i slept next to you" jimin laught. "wow! smear some more honey around my mouth" jin smirked. "do i need to?" jimin shook his head and stretched his body. "uuuuffff. i dont think so. whats on agenda today?" "nothing much. so i have more time for u" "seriously? great" he clapped his hands. jin caressed his face. "what?" jimin asked. "nothing. i am just glad that i found u" jimin put his hand on jins hand. "what would u do now if it wasnt me?" "not laying with another one in bed for sure. and he would problaby despise me by now." jimin laught. "yeah"

jin, joon, kook and jimin sat allready on the table when suga and tae walked up. they all looked surprised and utterly shocked about the sight. the former couple held hands and smiled happy. joon was about to drink his coffee, but at that sight he spilt it all over his shirt and pants. he and kook shot up from their seats. "ouch hot hot hot" "what are u doing idiot?" "morning guys" suga statet. the others didnt reply due to wide open mouths and surprised eyes. "i said morning" suga said again. "oohh... yeah morning. morning tae." he just smiled. "sit down taetae. i get u some breakfast. okay? be right back" and up he went. taes face flashed a bit red and giggelt. "so it worked apparently" statet jin with a smirk. "hm?" tae asked. "oh nothing. so whats going on?" tae left out his signature big smile. "he is back. last night. he came back. he is yoongi again. my yoongi" kook looked to joon. joon smiled wide. "fantastic! i am so happy for u tae!" everybody but kook congratulated him. "whats with u? arent u happy?" joon whisperd. kook shook his head. "still havent forgive him how he treated tae." joon sighed. "come on. dont be a cockblocker! he is himself again and tae is so happy." "still... maybe some time, but not now." joon shrugged his shoulders. suga came back with a huge plate. taes eyes looked big when suga placed it before him. "whos gonna eat this?" "you" "thats a bit much" "youre to skinny. u need energy." suga statet and began to feed him. jimin watched everything. he looked at jin with a smirk and pinched his arm.

suga escorted tae to his job after breakfast. tae started to prepare everything for the day when he noticed that suga was still there. "havent u got some work to do?" suga shook his head. "naa jin and joon can work a day without me." "than, what u gonna do?" "wait here until your shift is done." tae looked shoked. "what? u wanna stay here all day?" "yeah" tae tilted his head. he scaned sugas expression. "why?" "i am not leaving u alone. and i dont want to. i need to be close to u" tae didnt know if he should be happy about it or alarmed. he sighed. "ok. stay there in the corner. and behave!" suga eagery noded his head. *thats gonna be a loooong fucking day* sighed tae.

"it worked." stated joon. "hm" "u are not happy that your plan was sucessfull?" "did u see how he acted this morning?" joon laught. "he feels guilty. he wants to make up for his behavior. thats only normal" "hm" "what?" "i think tae isnt ready to jump in where they left. i think he will need some time to heal from the wounds yoongi ripped open." joon looked up in the sky. "yeah. but i think they on their right way." "we will see"

jimin came along with kook to the kitchen and watched him starting to prepare things for lunch. "you are in a bad mood" kook nodded. "u wanna talk about it?" kook sighed frustrated and banged the pan on the counter. "he could throw rosepedals on the floor for tae, i still hate him for hurting him." jimin chukelt. "that would be a sight!" kook looked pissed. jimin stopt and compose his expression. "it needs time. tae needs time to trust suga again. u need time to get over with. and suga needs time to forgive himself." kook scoffed. "didnt u see how guilty he feels. he was almost crawling on the floor for tae." he smirked again. "tsss as this would change anything." jimin sighed. "u know kook. u should ask yourself why u are so pissed at suga. why u are more pissed than tae. do u have problems with namjoon?" kook looked surprised at his friend. "no. we dont have any problems" "are u happy with namjoon?" "yeah, very happy" kook let out a small smile. "are u in any kind worried or frustrated?" kook stopt his movements for a bit and thought about. "not really. its just funny. i was thinking about joon and me this morning. how it comes that he means so much to me, more importantly that i love a man." "oh you were straight before you came inhere?" kook nodded. "ha, interesting. so u never had any relationships with a man before?" kook shook his head. "never." "ok." "what?" "nothing. maybe its bothering u" "what?" "that u fell in love with a man." "dont think so.... or do i.... oh its so frustrating" he threw a potato. "i think u should go to the gym after work and get some steam out of your system." "are u comming too?" "yeah sure"

tae finished his third costumer when carrington got in. "morning beautiful." he smiled at tae. tae smiled back and immidiatly looked to suga. he saw that he was tensed up. "morning officer carrington. are u here for your haircut?" tae politly asked. carrington raised his eybrows and turned his head to see suga sitting in the corner with sqeezed eyes and a murderous face expression. carrington flinshed a bit. "suga.... u seem well" suga nodded. "morning officer." his voice was very husky and deep. tae felt a shiver down his spine. he sighed. "sit down sir." "u know what? i think we should make a nother apointment." tae noded. carrington leand closer to tae and wisperd. "can we meet later? i think we should talk" tae looked to suga and whisperd "ok." back. suga was fuming. he came up to tae after carrington was gone. he grabbed taes arm hard. "what where u two whispering?" tae scrunched his face in pain. "ouch, let go! u are hurting me!" they starred at each other. suga let out a breath and let go of taes arm. "he wants to talk. thats all." suga scoffed. "u are not doing that" tae got angry. "u are not in the position to tell what i can do and what not. and i need to clearefy things with him. at least i need to tell him that i am not available anymore." suga still looked angry. "than i come with u" "what? no!" "yes i am! i will not let him touch you or kiss u or whatever!" tae sighed. "u really think i will do that after we got together again?" suga looked to the floor and squezzed his fists hard. "dont u trust me anymore? do you think i will let him touch me again after yesterday night?" suga opened his fists and looked up sad. "i love you so much tae." he was on the edge of crying. "than trust me" tae cupped sugas face and pulled him very close to him. "trust me" he whisperd before they kissed.

after work tae went to the libary to meet carrington. he was alredy there when tae arrived. "hey" tae smiled. carrington pulled tae into a quiet and dark corner of the libary and hugged him tightly. he pressed his lips onto taes and kissed him harshly. tae pushed him back. they panted both. "whats going on taehyung? u werent like this yesterday" "a lot changed from yesterday.... suga is back. he remebers everything again." carringtons face derailed. "what? thats it? u let him treat u like shit and now you are back together?" he raised his voice. "he is sorry and it wasnt his fault in the first place!" "u were broken, u came into my arms, u made me belive to have u, just so u can replace me with him again? i dont think so taehyung! u belong to me now!" he grabed taes hair and pulled him close. "u belong to me. i will treat u with love and the respect u need. i will not let u go back to him." he hissed angry. "let me go!" "no! i will arange a new cell for u. i will not let u go back to him." tae struggeld to get out of the grib. "i love him!" carrington grabbed him harder. "no u dont! he is not good for u!" "is there a problem officer carrington?" a threating voice asked. the both froze. steps came near. a small "jin" came out of taes mouth. carrington let go of tae and stepped a few steps away. "jin. what are u doing here?" "i could ask the same. is there a problem officer?" "no. excuse me, i am still on duty" he walked away. tae couldnt hold his tears anymore and almost ran into jins arms. "shshsh everything is ok now." jin comforted a shivering tae. "lets get u back to yoongi, ok?" tae nodded still sniffing. "thank u for safeing me." "my plesure tae." jin brought tae back into his cell. suga immidiatly came to them and hugged tae. "whats going on?" jin smiled at him. "just take care of your baby, will u? we will talk later" suga took tae into the cell and tried to calm him down. "baby, tell me. did he hurt you? tell me! i will kill him if he did!" tae sniffeld and leand closer. "its all done. i told him that i will stay with u." "did he do something?" "its all okay now. kiss me please."