ch 11. the incoming storm

kook was working the punshing ball like a maniac. jimin on some dumbbells. joon sat near and watched his babe working hard. *wow, i should do something too, or he will be stronger than me soon.* as he was going to do it, he got interrupted by brenner. "we need to talk" joon gestured to a corner. jin was already there, so was suga. "whats wrong?" joon asked. "its carrington. do i need something to know?" suga rolled his eyes and cursed when he heard the name. joon raised his brows. "why? whats he saying?" "he filed an order to remove taehyung from sugas cell." "what?" suga balled his fists. jin held his arm. "carrington wants tae. he harressed and threatend him in the libary. i saw it. it seems he is kind of obsessed with him." brenner looked surprised. "carrington? he has a wife and kids at home." joon chuckelt. "if thats ever hold someone back to fuck others" "guards affairs with inmates is rare and forbidden. he knows that. should i talk to him?" "u can try. make him understand that this is not working. remind him of his family. and get the transfer papers gone." jin demanded. brenner noded. "you should be extremly carefull the next weeks. carrington knows too much about you, he is dangerous and can be desastoures." they all nodded and brenner walked away. they looked at each other. "we cant pause our business or else the others will take over and we have nothing in the end. so take care of your babes and we will discuss every plan and probable outcome of every scenario carrington can present us." joon orderd. the others agreed and walked their way. suga ran back as fast as possible to the barber shop. he didnt want tae to be alone, not even for a minute. he had orderd some of his men to shadow his love everytime suga couldnt be there. tanner saw suga come in and went outside. "all okay?" suga whisperd. "yeah boss. all clear" suga tapped tanners arm. "good, wait outside. i have a meeting later" "sure boss" tae was working on a costumer and didnt get the encounter. "so u like your new hair, emmerson?" "i dont know. its weird with no hair, taehyung" tae smiled. "but it looks so much better now." "i still will miss my hair" "there were only five strands of hair on your head!" "still..." emmerson whined. tae shook his head and laught. "come on! now u will get all the ladies outside!" emmerson grinned. "yeah man! thats for sure" he stroked his now bold head. "thanks taehyung!" he paid and walked his way. tae still chuckeld when he turned and squeeled. "yoongi! since when u are here?" suga smiled. "some minutes" tae kissed him. "are u okay?" "yeah" "doesnt look like" "what? i dont look like a ray of sunshine to u?" tae tapped his shoulder. "no. more like there is boiling lava inside of u and it wants to come out" suga sighed and smiled. "just problems with work. nothing i cant handle. are u done for today?" tae looked in the appointment book. "naaa. have three others to come." "okay. i will get u when u are done." he kissed his cheek and walked out. *strange* tae thought.

"jin?" "hm" "u know whats with kook?" jin turned his head to look at kook and jimin. "no. why? whats with him?" "he is punshing the ball to shreds" jin looked again. "what did u do?" "me? nothing" "u made something" joon pursed his lips. "why should it be always me?" jin snickert. "because, normally its always u" "thats bullshit, jin. do u think jimin knows?" jin shrugged his shoulders. "maybe. they got closer though. after the thing with yoongi and taehyung" "would u ask him?" "why dont u ask him yourself?" "because he is your boyfriend. and i know your tendency of bloody rage jealousy." joon looked at jin with one raised brow. jin smirked. "since when are u afraid of me?" "since i know what u did with the guy who raped tae." "oh yeah. i remember. sweet memory, oh so sweet memory" "u are sick, man" jin just laught.

"i thought about your problem" jimin panted after his work out. kook wiped his sweaty face. "ok." " i think we should make an experiment." kook got corious. "experiment? what kind of?" "u will see" he smirked. after their shower they got to kooks cell. "so what u got on your mind?" jimin leand on the beds and crossed his arms. "so we know your problem is your confused sexuallity. u are normally straight, but u are in love now with a man. thats confuses u and makes u angry and frustrated at yourself. subconsciously u are blameing namjoon for it." kook breath loudly out. "wow" jimin smiled. "yeah i know a lot to work on" "u should do something with psychology. u are good at that" they laught. "so what should i do? i love joon dearly. i never loved anyone like this. and its frustrating me." "i can see that" "or was i always bi and didnt saw the signs?" "could be." "you are not helping with your half answers" he looked up angry. "i want u to ask and answer your own questions." "i am doing this the whole time jimin" "no! you are just asking." kook sighed. "was i bi and didnt noticed it.... no i dont think so. i fell only for girls. if one of my friends touched my hand or my shoulder, of if we hugged, i never felt something." "good. we got that clear." "do u think i fell in love with joon, cause of the cercumstances?" "now we are getting somewhere." "u think i would fall in love with anybody who would protected me here? like....if it was hunter?" jimin smiled. "and?" kook let his head fall down. "i am scared to ask that and i may not like the answer, jimin." some tears fell. jimin sat next to kook and held his hand. "are u afraid that the answer will turn your feelings u have now for namjoon?" kook nodded. "what if my subconscioun gave me the illusion of love so i can survive in here? or that joonie didnt love me for real, cause its conviniend to have something like that in here? jimin. what should i do? what is real? i dont know anymore." he cried out. jimin huged him tight. "u have to find the answer for yourself. i cant help u with that." kook sniffed, they seperated. "whats with u? are u straight or gay?" "always was gay. my whole life." jimin smiled. "and do u love jin or is it just convinient for you" jimin pursed his lips. "hm. i think its both. its conviniend to have him for protection and i know that i have feelings for him, i wouldnt normally have with a protector." kook raised his brows. "i forgot u already were in prison once." "yeah and i am not proud of it" he laught. "i had a protector in that prison too. a few to be honest. and i did not love or had any feelings for one them. so... with jin is diffrent." "are u sugesting i should try someone else to get my answer?" kooks voice got deep. "maybe" kook flinshed. "i can not cheat on joon! he had done so much for me!" "good. than u try it with me" "what?" "come on! kiss me" "no" "kook! u want answers. kiss me!" he leand forward to kooks face. "okay. but just that once!" jimin smiled. "close your eyes" kook did and jimin pressed lightly his lips onto him. they kissed slowly. "now open your mouth" kook did. their tongues touched. the kiss got more intense and they were really into it. "JUNGKOOK!" joon yelled from the door. the boys seperated quickly and saw a shocked joon and a smirking jin. "WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?" "stop yelling. we made an experiment!" "experiment? like what? making out?" "yeah, kinda like that. would u excuse us? we need to do a bit more. come back in an hour or so." joon looked at jimin. "i am gonna kill u right now jimin! and u kook...." "alright. we will be back in a hour" jin pulled a fuming joon with him. kook looked wide eyed at jimin. "he is gonna kill me!" "no he is not. he will be happy" "how?" "because we test now your feelings for him. strip and lay on the bed." kook looked confused. "what are u doing?" jimin kissed kook again. "we test if u react to me." he put his hand on kooks dick. kook flinshed.

"what the fuck jin. let me go! we need to stop this!" joon tried to escape jins armlock to get back to his cell. "calm down first. its okay." "its not! how can u be so calm about this? your boy and mine are kissing and doing god knows what!" "i know what jimin is doing." joon gave up, they sat down. "are they fucking?" "i dont think jimin will go that far." "than what are they doing and why?" "to proof something" joon looked angry at jin. "to proof that i will kill him?" "no. that kooks feelings are real." "what?" "jimin told me about kooks struggle to find out if his feelings for u are real or just because he is in here." "what?" jin sighed. "sometimes u are a real moron. did u never ask yourself if u love him because he is who he is, or just because u have him in your cell. is it just attraction or is it really love?" joons body hunched over the table. he layed his face on it. "fuck. no i never asked myself" "than u should do it. before u make plans for a future which isnt there."

"why are joon and jin sitting outside and the cell door is closed?" tae asked suga. he shrugged his shoulders. "i dont know." "they looked kinda funny weird" "i dont care" he hugged tae and kissed him. "u know we didnt do anything since i got back." "u want to do what? make out or more?" "what u want, i ll go with it" tae smiled. "hm...a lot happend. u sure u are not angry with me about the thing?" "the "thing" happend because i gave u no other choice. i am more angry with myself than at u. and i wanna make it up to u" suga kissed him slowly again. "i ll do whatever u want me" tae kissed him more passionatly. they danced around in the cell, stripping the other out of his clothes and touching each other fevershly. they pressed on each other, as if they couldnt get enough skinship of the other. "i need u tae" whisperd suga and layed him down on the bed. "i need u so much. it hurts" tae embraced suga and turned them around. he was up now and started to kiss, suck and bite the life out of his love. he wanted that suga felt what he felt. all his feelings. and suga unsterstood.

jimin kissed kooks body down, always looked up to see his reaction. kook had his eyes pressed closed and his expression wasnt so good. it looked more as if he was tortured. jimin was normally proud of his skills, but he was slightly relieved that kook wasnt a moaning mess at this point. it proofed him right. he started to play with kooks cock. but he didnt react like it normally would. jimin sat up. "i think thats enough." kook opend his eyes. "i think u have proof now." kook let his head fall back into his pillow and sighed. "thank god. not that u are no good jimin, but....no i couldnt.." "i notice" he laught. "get your clothes back on. i send your lover in. we tortured him enough." "thank u jimin. thank u for all." "youre welcome"

jimin got a big fat smile when he got out of the cell. joon immidatly stood up and fast walked to the door. when he was at jimin he just whisperd "i will kill u if u do that again" and than a "thank u" when he was on the door. jimin sighed and sat to jin. "are u pissed?" "not really. i know why u did it. but do it again, with anyone, i will punish u hard." jimin saw a flash of murder in jins eyes. he kissed him. "i know. thank u for loving me so much." jin looked at him surprised. "u are truly a mystery" "thats good, so u dont get bored of me" jin kissed him back. "you are right." "with what?" "i love u very much"

joon walked in the cell. kook just finished putting his clothes back on. joon sat down on the chair and waited for him to talk. kook looked at him. "sorry" joon didnt say anything, just starred at him. "i needed to know" still no response. "i know i hurt u, but it was important for me to find out what i feel for you." joon sighed loudly and long. "i had relation ships with men and women when i was outside. it made no difference for me. i used whoever i wanted whenever i wanted. i hurt a lot of good people. some i even destroyed. i had birds before you and i didnt treat them good either. it was just always my satisfaction over anything else. i didnt let anyone that near to enlope feelings. i was selfish and i felt good if i used someone. when i was done with them or they couldnt satisfy me more or anymore i tossed them away like trash. i am not a good person. i am not a knight in shining armor. i am what i am. and still.... u came along and i started the same procedere as i always did. but u little fucker did something to me. that thing i thought i lost or tossed it out of my system. u found it and tucked it onto me. and now i dont wanna loose this ever. u have my heart junkook. u have my life in your hand. u are the only one who can destroy me. nobody ever got this power over me, my heart or my life. its your desicion what u make out of it." kook couldnt belive his ears. this was the first time joon talked about his feelings. no flirting, no bullshit. he was absolutly honest with him. he felt so proud and loved by his words that he couldnt respond. he just bursted out into tears and jumped in joons arms. "im so sorry! i didnt know." joon held him. "i know now that i really love u. even if u didnt tell me all of this." he cried out on joons shoulder.