Chapter 4
Luna p.o.v.
Lucas and I were holding each other when I was lost in some kind of euphoria. When he stirred my mate with my body I feel a tingling sensation. Although the process is very painful and tears are falling from my eyes but that tingling feeling gave me a different kind of bliss. I can feel the power flowing in my veins...
There was a sudden urge to rip everything apart. I feel like a storm is awakened inside my body but then I feel Lucas's hand on my cheeks and I feel so calm.
He is wiping my tears with his thumb. He cupped my face with both hands and I lean over his touch. The desire for destruction is gone and now I am feeling like my normal self so I open my eyes.
"beautiful" he exclaimed and I blush at his remark
" what is happening here"
I hear James' voice and see him and Mary standing in front of us. Lucas turns around and sees them then takes a deep sigh. James and Mary are staring at him. What... they...they can see him. how?
" You didn't close the door? " Lucas asked
I didn't close the door because I thought if he tries to do something bad then I can easily run away but I never thought that my boyfriend and best friend going to come and catch me with a half-naked man.
" what are you doing here? " I asked James while wearing my shirt.
" what am I doing here...? what are YOU doing here with another man...or wait don't tell me. I can see clearly what is happening " James shout at me and came near the couch where Lucas and I are sitting.
"it's not what it looks like...we...we were discussing something important,"
" what kind of discussion you are doing while getting nacked?" Mary said and come in front of me.
They both are staring at the clothes which are laying on the ground. My whole body turns cold and I am shivering. This always happens when I get panicked.
How am I going to explain to them? I turn towards Lucas who is sitting comfortably and seeing us with an amused expression. is he enjoying this? He sees me and smiles like an innocent child. He just ruin my relationship and now acting like an angel. He is evil. I glared at him.
" What...?" Lucas asked and raised his eyebrow. He picks up his shirt and started wearing it.
"I can explain" I whisper to James and hold his hand but he jerked my hand away. he sees my half-open shirt and backed away. I see his face and tears are forming in his eyes. what did I do...
"There is nothing to explain. we were so worried for you that we didn't even attend classes and come here. we thought you are sick but looks like you are more than fine"
Mary said with a disgusted expression while seeing Lucas and me.
Why is Mary behaving like that? I know James is also her childhood friend but I am her best friend. she should help me or at least stay silent. she is making it more difficult for me.
Lucas sits again on the couch after wearing his shirt and coat. He is not even trying to hide his smile. He is enjoying all this... I am going to punch his face after clearing all this mess. I will tell James and Mary about everything. They will think I am insane but they have to believe me. I can't lose James...
He is the one who is always there for me. He helped me in my panic attacks, cried with me when I missed my father, tolerates all my weird mood swings, holds me when I had nightmares...we were best friends since we were 10 years old. He proposed to me last year and I accepted. I don't even remember my life without him...
After hearing Mary I get more panicked. I was thinking about how to tell them about the magic world when I see that James is staring at Lucas. I never see James that angry before his jaw is clenched and he is taking deep breaths. I turn towards Lucas and he is also staring at James but then he smirks at him. what the fuck... he is making James angrier.
" Get out from here before I call the police. did you know she is a minor? Her mother is a lawyer and she will make you pay when I will tell her about this..." James shouts at Lucas and takes a step closer towards him.
James is thinking that Lucas was taking advantage of me. Anyone who has a brain will think the same because Lucas is older than me maybe he is in his late twenties and I am just a child in comparison to him... A man like him needs only one thing from me but Lucas is not like that he didn't do anything inappropriate.
"I am not going anywhere without her... pack your things we are leaving now," Lucas said and stand up from the couch.
" But you said we are going tonight... I can't.." I am about to say that I can't go now but James interrupts me and started yelling at me.
" What...you are running away with him? How long has all this been going on? I am stupid that I was feeling guilty after kissing Mary because look at you... you were fucking another man like a wh*re and acted like an innocent girl."
What, he kissed Mary...and how can he talk to me like that? I never cheated James and he is saying all those things to me, he didn't even let me explain. He never talked like that... I see Mary and she looks happy. she is biting her lip, I know she always does it when she wants to control her laugh...
She kissed James...how could she? That is why she was making the situation worst. she knows if I get panicked I will not able to say anything properly...Tears started falling from my eyes but I wipe them away. They are not worth it. I can't stay here anymore I don't want to see their faces...
I didn't reply anything to James and started walking towards the door. I am not going to explain anything to him. If he liked Mary then he could have told me. He was my best friend too. it would hurt but at least we would remain friends. And Mary... the way she acted today...now I am doubting that was she even my real friend?
I am now standing near the door and Lucas is behind me. I give one last glance at James, he was crying in Mary's arm. My blood boiled seeing them like this... That's how James must have felt seeing me and Lucas but the difference is that there was nothing between me and Lucas but James and Mary...
ugh maybe they are better off without me. I turn my head away. Maybe James loves Mary that's why he didn't even stop me from leaving... I turned around and started walking towards the door.
" Aren't you going to pack something?" Lucas asked from behind.
" No, I just want to get away from here"
" you will go like this?"
" why? what is wrong with this" I spat and turn around to face him.
I am so pissed at him, this all happened because of him... I know I will go to regret that I didn't pack my stuff but right now I just want to go far away from here.
" no, nothing is wrong, But shouldn't you cover it before going out? I don't want anyone to get a nightmare after seeing it... " he said and point his finger at my chest.
Shit... One of my bosoms is poking out from my shirt, my black lace bra is covering my breast but still, it is embarrassing. I covered it and close the remaining buttons. And what the fuck did he just say... people will get nightmares seeing my boob.
I know my breasts are huge for my small body that is why I avoid tight clothes...but he shouldn't have just said it out loud.
He started walking in front of me and opened the door. I shook my head at his offending comment and follow him quietly because I don't have the strength anymore to argue with someone. I am so tired from all of this I need some peace.
I sit in the passenger seat and give the car keys to Lucas because I don't know where we are going. Lucas told me that we are going to a cabin where other half-humans are staying.
I was so sure about my future. After completing high school. I was going to Oxford to study law. I want to be a successful lawyer like my mom. I used to help in her law firm during the summer vacation and I started feeling passionate about it. I almost studied half of the old law books of my mother.
But now I am not sure anymore. I used to plan everything in my life because I get panicked when I don't know what to do. But how can I plan my life now when I don't even understand who I am...