Game Copy Supplier: Can't remember this is my first novel on the street

As the title says, Lao Qi can no longer remember this is his first few novels on the street. I used to think that one day when my book became popular, I would share my feelings with my book friends over the years. Bittersweet, and then look forward to the future.

But unfortunately, even I don't know when that day will come.

About ten years ago, in October, I had the idea of ​​writing a novel for the first time, and I started to try to write a book, and then, with a passion, I wrote several books on the street without signing a contract with hundreds of thousands of words.

At that time, I was naive thinking that as long as I worked hard, I could succeed. I gradually discovered that in the writing industry, talent is more important than hard work.

Over the years, I have seen too many latecomers rise, and I am still a pitiful rushing to the street. Most of the authors who have fought with me have disappeared in the years.

In the past ten years, Lao Qi has written about cabbage price buyouts, written about share, and even used to be crazy full-time writing at home, but the rewards are far lower than what I paid, let alone the creation of changed fate.

And I was slapped by reality again and again, slowly recognizing myself, and even beginning to deny myself. Fortunately, my character is Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten. Even if I cried the night before, I would still wake up the next morning. Find a hope to deceive yourself, to cheer yourself up, so you will see the book "Game Copy Supplier" again today.

I once missed many opportunities at home full-time and made my life extremely passive, so here I advise all friends who want to write novels not to choose full-time until they have written a hugely popular work.

This book was uploaded almost 10 years ago when I started creating creation. Some people may be curious about my pseudonym, but it was actually seven years and a few days when I registered this new pseudonym to upload "Movie World Fusion". It simply took seven years and seven days.

These ten years have happened to be all my youth!

I am just an ordinary worker who graduated from ordinary university. I have a salary of several thousand yuan a month and raise a family. I have always dreamed that writing books can change her destiny, and promised that my wife can give her good things. future.

But no matter how beautiful the promises are, they will also deteriorate, and even the most beautiful expectations will become despair because of repeated disappointments.

We have been in love for ten years, yes, it is almost the whole ten years I was at the starting point, the ups and downs she witnessed...

Like me, she also had doubts and even disappointment towards me.

This year we have our first baby. The responsibilities on my shoulders are heavier and our pressure is greater. Of course, I have less time to squeeze out codewords.

However, my promise to her was not fulfilled ten years ago. At that time, she knew that I was writing a novel and she really supported me, including that I was at home full-time, and she has always supported me [literature museum www.wxguan.vip], Even because of my unstable income, she would not dare to change jobs if she was unhappy at work.

To be honest, I have always felt guilty, but the loser is the loser, and you can't make up for it.

To tell the truth, the results of this book are very bad. I didn't get to Sanjiang, and I didn't even have the chance to be pushed on the homepage. It's no accident that it was released on January 1st. The current collection is 15 thousand. This is a result I am very satisfied with.

But now, this is a shame to me. I know how many subscriptions can be made to this 5,000 collection. According to the best subscription ratio from the starting point, only more than 1,000 subscriptions are available.

And it's the best case, if the worst... I can't imagine.

But what is even more frightening is that the book's unsatisfactory results have left me stuck in a state of self-denial and my wife's negative words for two months, unable to extricate myself.

I keep asking myself whether I should stick to it, what can I do in the future, how can I change my life, how to bring a better life to my children and family, and how to prove that I am not a failure , A waste.

However, I haven't found the answer so far. The feeling of powerlessness and despair is torturing me every day.

In fact, I have the answer very early in my heart. I am not a genius author. I also hope that there will be miracles after working hard, but there are so many miracles in reality.

Up to now, I don't have any motivation to generate power for love. What is left is for the meager manuscript fee, which can make my life a little more generous and a little extra money, and support me every day. After the torment of marriage and life, I have to work hard to adjust myself to a better mental state to code words and conceive.

And this book has come to this day, and the early results have been doomed, just like the first half of my life, the future fate may be in the hands of readers and friends.

The subscription of this book directly determines the follow-up recommendation of this book and my income. I don't expect this book to turn me over, but at least it allows me to continue the codeword decently.

Rather than struggling to support in the family's doubts and denials, if a person's efforts and rewards are far from being proportional, then such behavior must be indistinguishable from a fool in the eyes of others, especially in the adult world.

Therefore, I urge all readers and friends, I hope you can come to the starting point to support my genuine subscription. No surprises, it will be on the shelves on January 1, 2021. I don't expect a miracle to happen, but please give me a reason to continue, even if it's a Excuse me, brothers.

Finally, thanks to Kylin Da, who has been working hard to help me arrange the recommendation. I know that this book is not performing well, and you did your best.

I would also like to thank all my brothers who gave me a reward. Your rewards are also the charcoal fire in the snow in the past two months. Thank you very much. Before I put it on the shelf, the old seven will be updated temporarily. My family and life have tortured me so much. Old Qi is hand disabled, and the code word speed is slow. You can raise it for a few days, but please remember to subscribe to Old Qi on January 1. I am very grateful. For the sake of full attendance, I have to work hard to ensure two shifts, and of course there will be more peace of mind.

On the day of the launch, the five-shift guarantee is guaranteed. After one thousand are ordered, for every two hundred plus one shift, one leader will add three shifts in total, and there is no cap.