ch 8. new friends

JIMIN:

he scared me. i was scared of him. kook..... i sat on the toilet seat and tried to wrap my head around what happened. kook totally snapped and attacked me. i thought he loved me. it was hard to understand anything what he said, or did to me.

i felt guilty, cause i had to have made something wrong or said something wrong that he was so out of his mind. guilty that i fucked with joon the last few days..... but i was single then. .... why? why did he lost his head? on me? what did i do wrong?

i heard joon came back. he left me alone, i was thankfull for that. with a big sigh, i washed my face and walked out. joon sat on the balcony, with wine and my plate full of food. i sat next to him.

"did u eat?" i asked him. he gave me a look. "yeah..... u okay?" i shook my head. "no. ... thanks for the rescue" his big hand caressed my face. "i dont know why, but he snapped. he needs help jimin. but u cant help him. u have to stay away from him now" "i know" i looked down. "its not your fault. he has the problem, not u" "maybe if i...." "stop right there! u didnt do anything to provoke this behavior. u were the best boyfriend he could have. i think he got so obsessive with u, that he lost his fucking mind." "but..." "no jiminie! he has to figure it out by himself. u cant do shit for him. mostly after what happened today" "but if i get back with him, maybe...." joon stood up and hoovered over me. "listen! its not your fault. u cant help him. if u go back to him, it only makes it worse. he might hurt u really bad next time. i wont let this happen. do u understand, jimin?!" he looked so serious. i nodded.

"okay, joon.... thank u.... i think i needed to hear that" i whispered. joon sighed and kissed my forhead. "how about u start eating and drinking?!"

i couldnt sleep. it was already so late and joon snorred next to me, what made me feel safe and annoyed. i layed there and looked at him. he looked really handsome, he was tall, nicely proportiant, great muscles, he was caring and funny. he protected me through out the years. he was my rock in a storm. i could always count on him. then i remembered.

SHIT! i promised him a reward for his good behaviour on the beach! and now???

i smirked and peeled the light blanket away from his body. he only slept with boxers on. made it way easier for me!

i got down, shoved slowly his boxers down, got access to his cock, i knew now in all its making and glory. i kissed his underbelly lightly, licked the skin down on the strip of hair, teased him on his base, licked the muscles on all sides, sucked gently on his balls and was excited to hear his first moans. i looked up and saw him awake. "wha...." "i promised u an award today" "oh...." i smiled and watched him, watching me, taking his cock whole into my mouth. i never heard that sound, he made, from him. it was somekind of a growl and howl in one. it made me horny, made shivers racing down my back, gave me tingles on my hole and vibrations on my own dick. i wanted more of this sound! so i tried again.

he never dissapointed me. originally i wanted just to gave him a good blowjob, but his sounds made me wanting more. with a frustrated moan i sat up, yanked my underwear away and plunched down, without preperation, on joons holy cock. i noticed we were really loud this night, but we didnt gave a shit. i came up and down hard on him, i didnt want it gently, i wanted it hard and wild. i wanted to feel everything of him. i wanted to be sore tomorrow. joon held me and pushed up from under me. we had a devine rythm. our skins slapped on each other, my hole was slick and gave us wet sounds, my buttcheeks hurt already, but i didnt care. i clawed his chest, yanked on his hair. his nails dugged deep into my hips, it hurt, but we didnt care at all. i leaned down, when i felt my high comming, kissed the rest of live out of him and sqeezed him so hard when it hit me. joon growled a moan out and i felt him twitch in me.

he held me tight, when i collapsed on him.

"fuck....fuck...." "i dont think its nice, when u use profanities after we came so hard" he panted. i strangled out a laugh. "fuuuuuckk..." i felt him laughing breathlessly.

"u feeling better?" joon asked after we calmed down again. "yeah.... u?" joon laughed again without a sound and ruffled his hair. "u know, i should behave more often, if i gonna always get this reward for it!" "ha! funny u!" "oh? u want reward me anymore?" "i will, but not like this everytime" "ooohhhhhh?!" "dont whine at me!" i kissed him to shut him up.

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HOPE:

i felt lonley. occasionally i got some text from joon and some pics, but... something felt wrong. "great, now kook messed with my head... great work hobi!" i sighed and walked out of the studio. i made myself busy with dancing. but after the training, i didnt know what to do with myself. i heard from a nice new bar in town, so i made plans for the night.

holy shit....

it was a drag queen bar.... okay, why not!

the hostess gave me a nice table and i ordered my drink. lights and music started and a tall queen entered the stage. "ladies and gentlemen, bitches! welcome to queen tihuana, the only place in town where u have the guarantee to be entertained the whole night! so enjoy our talented queens!"

i was excited. the show started and i laughed tears, sang along, even got dragged on the floor and danced with one of the girls. it was really a great night. i was the last customer there, when they started to close up. "hey handsome! u still here, i see" "yeah.... i had so much fun. thank u for that" "oh my. a satisfied costumer is always the best!" "can i get u a drink?" "hm.... fine by me, but we have to take it in my powder room, cause i need to change" "fine with me"

"nice room" i was stunt by all the wigs and dresses, the colors and false eyelashes, the make up and whatnot. i whistled. "thats a loooot!" "she" laught and pulled off her wig. "honey, u have no idea how much work goes into this piece of art" "she" moved her hands over her body and made me grin again. "i am hobi, by the way" "hi, in real life i am jin, in here i am the amazing, wonderful, talented and most beautiful ruby jennifer! nice to meet u!"

we talked for a long time, it was almost 4 am, when i drove jin home. he didnt live far from me.

i had a new friend.

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KOOK:

i had my first appointment really quick, after i told the receptionist my emergency.

i was exhausted after my session and fell on my bed. i learned a lot about myself today and i learned about my mistakes. it was healing. still i was shocked about myself and my outburst. i could have hurt jimin a lot. i was willing to gave him pain. and this was unacceptable.

as long as i am not sure of myself anymore, i wont talk or came jimin near. i didnt want to hurt him furthermore and if he sees sometime in the future, that i have changed, maybe he was willing to give me another chance. that was my only hope.

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JOON:

i groaned waking up. i was in pain, but satisfying pain. i sighed and sat up. jimin was still out. i stiffled my laugh, put a cold washcloth on his forhead and took a shower. after it, i walked slowly down to the breakfast room. our parents stopt talking and grinned at me. i tilted my head. "huh?" "how is jimin?" "sleeps" "my poor baby must be exhausted" "huh?" they giggled, my dad slammed his hand on my back, what made me spit out the coffee. "what is going on?" i asked. more giggleling. "hm... i dont know how u two like your ...bed activities, but be more gentle with my baby please" "WHAT?!" i felt my face got super red and i started to sweat. my dad grinned. "i am so proud that u are my son" "oookaayyy.... explain?" they just grinned. "OH MY GOD..... u heard us!" the embarrassment hit me like a train. "maybe u two should get a soundproofed room next time?!" "OH MY GOD!" i hid my face behind my hands. "did anybody else hear us?" "i hope just us, we have the next rooms to yours anyway" i gulped down my breakfast and walked straight back to jimin. first i threatened our parents, not to say a thing to jimin!

he was still like i left him. i sat down next to him, put the plate on the nightstand with the coffee and shook him gently. "morning sunshine" i whispered into his ear and caressed his head. "hrghmmmmmmm" "babyyyyy... good moooorning" "go away" "the sun is shining" "the sun can go to hell" "i have breakfast" "dont want any" "coffee" this made him open his eyes and looked at me. "coffee?!" "yeah baby" "coffee!" i gave him the cup and chuckled, watching him. "how are u feeling?" jimin looked at me and shoved some omlett into his mouth. he gulped it down. "good and not so good. u? sore?"

i pulled my shirt up and showed him my chest. "oh...wow....so so sorry, joonie" i grinned at him. "dont be. i think your hips dont look better" jimin looked funny and shoved the blanket from his body. holy shit! he had marks everywhere. "oh fuck! i cant swim today... everybody will see" "and if we say these are bug bites?" "yeah sure! our hotel has now bed bugs?!" "okay, no bug bites" "can u stop grinning like an idiot?! just stop! u are sooo proud, arent u?!" i grinned wider. "u have no idea" "fuckhead" "hey i cant swim either. i look like a cat got me!" jimin smirked dirty. "i am sooo sorry" "yeah sure" i tackled him.