One-way Or Another

Before she knew it, her cheeks were painted with a light color of red, which was spotable.

She wildly shook her head sideways.

She seemed to be in a daze before picking up her tab and began typing on it.

"Nothing, next question please?" Doctor Zhao read out. He knew she was trying to avoid the question because the tinge on her cheeks were obvious, even the tip of her ears had also redden.

With quite an understanding smile, Doctor Zhao nodded slowly before proceeding.

"Alright, this is the last question okay?"

Kamlyn bopped her head up and down in reply to Doctor Zhao.

"Okay, here we go."

"Have you ever loved someone?"

Doctor Zhao went straight to the point. Though he knew that this question was a little bit mature but they were talking about phycological health here, her feelings and emotions are greatly needed to determine the success of her treatment.

Further more, the fact that she denied to ever be shy about something, even with all the obvious expression she had, Of course as a doctor, Doctor Zhao could detect that she was hiding something which could someone how be possibly related to this question. He has to get her to spill, one-way or another.

Hearing this question, kamlyn felt like she was splashed cold liquid unknowingly. Her back stilled for a moment.

After running her eyes around, she slowly and hesitantly picked up the tablet from her lap to type.

"Not your family."

kamlyn whipped her head up after hearing Doctor Zhao's statement. She blinked, trying to get her composure.

With a small nod of understanding, she resumed her movements of picking up the tablet.

Compared to the previous ways of her running fingers, this time she seemed reluctant and unsure.

The slow movement of her fingers on the tablet was not composed.

She will sometimes type and then delete it, type and then delete. This method went on for over some seconds.

"Miss Lu, Don't lie to yourself." Doctor Zhao had an encouraging look on his face, urging to reply.

Her fingers faltered for a second, she closed her eyes and began thinking, having a reflection on herself.

'Do I.....love someone? not family?' Luckily her mental state was still stable and composed, even more than her physical state.

And as if being answered her question, blurry flashes appeared in her head, she could see them.

She could see herself being pressed against on a bed, and a male figure hovering over her.

The voices.....they were mute at first but became audible.

"Are you scared of me?"

She could hear it clearly and was astonished, that voice.....that voice belongs to Ethan right?

She knew it but she was still asking, obviously doubting her mind. And as if her mind knew the trick she planned on playing on herself.

Immediately the scenes in her head became extremely seeable, as if it was happening right now!

And that was it, she could see an angry Ethan, his face just inches away from hers. "Are you scared of me?" She could hear his dangerously low voice, causing a vibration to her chest.

Another scene came flashing.

This time, it was her pinned on the wall, with that same male figure pressed against her. His long fingers on her chin and the other hand placed on her waist.

Kamlyn could feel her heart beating wildly, 'What is happening with me?' Her eyes were still tightly closed, her knuckles were folded strongly.

'Why...why is he the one?'

Before she knew it, a scene of him tilting his head that was inches closed to her face played. The more it continued to play, the more she could feel the rate of her heart beat increase.

"Kamlyn, Kamlyn! Kamlyn!" Doctor Zhao called out to her.

Before she could see any more scenerios, she heard her name constantly being called. Thereby snapping her eyes open immediately.

"What's wrong?" Doctor Zhao approached with concern.

Kamlyn shook her head, replying negatively.

"Are you sure?"

She nodded.

"Looks like we will end it here for now okay? I'll call your Dad to come pick you up."

Doctor Zhao stood to get his phone and place a call when he felt his sleeves being held, he turn to see kamlyn pinching the edge of his sleeve.

"What happen?" He asked her.

Kamlyn raised the tablet to him.

Doctor Zhao looked at what was written on it.

"Not Dad, my brother, Ethan."