GET YOU BACK

Sarah

I've been here all along living by myself, miserable and lonely. not that I don't deserve it though I'm the one who made my mistake so I'm living the consequences of my act. I created my own living hell. I was young, stupid, and ignorant I thought money was the only thing you needed to live in this life. power meant everything to me, and I was ready to do anything to have it even if it means manipulates you, use you, or play you for my own gain. so, when I found the opportunity to get what I wanted and when I got the knowledge of immortality, I didn't even hesitate. I did all I could to gain them all. power, money and immortality. love meant nothing to me and so people, they were all a part of my plans they were all my pawn.

I did my best to get close to the most popular and fear woman vampire in the world Djane Bartholy, everybody said she was cold, cruel, dominant that's what made her so attractive to me, danger was all I was living for. it wasn't easy to get close to her but for me it would be worth it after all she got power and money and that's all I wanted.

I met her at a party I took all the information I needed I made sure she would be there and at what time, where she was going to seat everything so I approach her or at least so I could seduce her. the moment she steps in the club she seduced me instead she had a black bustier jumpsuit with blazer set, her red curly long hair unties, her lips red like cherry. I never saw a woman that alluring, her beauty got me hypnotized for second then I remember I was here to toy her get her money her power then dump her ass like an old suck. I approached her that night she was kind of scary with her emotionless face, her reputation suits her and follows her wherever she goes. but I could tell she was fascinating with my guts, and I was determinate to become the woman of the most feared vampire in this world. after many times trying I succeeded I become her woman for me she was pretty easy to seduce. I knew exactly was she wanted to hear and exactly what she wanted me to do. we had four beautiful years together. I can't complain I would lie if I said I didn't love or enjoyed it actually I did too much at my liking. I said to myself that I sticked around because I wanted her to transform me and get what I came to look for at the beginning.

when she finally transforms me, I couldn't bring myself to leave her I made a lot of excuses to stay by her side a little longer. I never once be loved the way she loved me I was always on my own in the streets looking at many ways to stay alive, I'm a survivor that's what I do, I stay alive. I started to think I was becoming weak, I relied on her too much, I kept thinking about her day and night, getting jealous when another woman approaches her, I wanted her all to myself not that she wanted other woman than me. she always showed me I was her whole world, but I was too insecure to believe it, it was too perfect to be true so fucked it up. I cheated, and unfortunately, she caught me right-handed I mean it was stupid of me because I did it in her house maybe because I wanted her to see me. I never thought that hurting her would destroy me that much, seeing the tears in her eyes, the rage, the disappointment, she was in pain, I could see it and I could feel it. it was never my intention to hurt her like that, actually I never thought it would hurt ger at that point I mean, She's Djane the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, she had it all and she could have any woman she wanted but, I never thought she could have chosen me above all.

The room was dirty with the blood of the other woman I never saw Djane lose control like that, not at this point she was ready to kill, it was at that moment I realize she did love me, but it was too late. I had already messed up the best thing I had in my life and probably the one I'll ever have in my life, I lost her, I lost her trust, I crushed her, at night I knew there was no going back. so, I made it worst I told her everything I told her why I even approached her to begin with, what was my plan and I even lie I told her I never loved her, but I did. I always did I just thought I didn't deserve such love. she didn't kill me, but I knew she could have, she was just vulnerable when it comes to me that was her love for me. that was the much power that I had over her. after shattered her by pieces I left, I had no other choice she put me an exile. I thought it was for the best and that I was finally free, no feeling or emotion holding me back anymore I had power, money, what else do I needed anyway? but I was wrong. I was totally wrong, I was missing her, missing her touch, her smile, her voice, her love, the way she looked at me like I was the most beautiful woman she's ever seen, I was missing everything about her. and that drive me nut I made my decision and I wanted to live I was sure it was for the best but missing her was unbearable.

After hundreds of years those regretful feelings were becoming worst, I couldn't get Djane out my head, so I decided to send my little brother after her to see what she was up too, how was she doing? thinking maybe she forgave me after all those years. but the pictures he showed me says the opposite, she was moving on, she was smiling, looking at another woman the way she uses to look at me before, she seems happy but, without me. I couldn't believe she moved on that easily, I couldn't believe it, this woman might be just food for the night or something at least that what I thought. there's no way she could move on from me that easily. so, my brother pays a man to assault the woman at the club I thought she wouldn't intervene, but she did. that made me angrier that was unacceptable, how could she? did our love meant nothing to her? I was her first love the first woman she ever falls in love with and there wouldn't be a second. I have to do something there's no way I'm letting you move on Djane you're mine for an eternity we promised. I know I'm the one who left and betrayed her in the past, but I've changed, I know what I want now. and if I can't have you no one will, and that girl needs to be out of the picture you can't fall in love with someone else, I'm going to get you back Djane no matter what.

I was sick of waiting for my brother, so I decided to go and have a look myself if I remember correctly Djane still have the same address, I took a trip to her house. it was sunny day, I cover up all back not because of the sun but because I didn't want her to see me, I went to the cafe across the street from her pretending to read my newspaper and drinking tea, I had to be undercover. I saw her at the roses garden behind the house with the same girl in the picture Tony showed me, the girl is not bad I mean she seems so young and innocent not exactly Djane's type at all, she got to be kidding me right now, Djane loves wild girl and that one right there is the opposite of what she likes, but I could tell she's falling for her maybe she already had but, I'm not giving up I'll kill her if necessary after all you can't just forget about me that easily it's impossible. I sat there and watched it all it was painful seeing her with someone else. after a while I saw that same girl getting out the house like crazy, she took Djane's car and left, something was wrong I was sure of it, so I decided to follow her. who knows if she goes somewhere alone, I could take that chance and kill her myself and Djane wouldn't have any idea who did it so, when I get to her, she will take me back without hesitate because she wouldn't be here anymore.