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    His hands wipe my tears gently, pulling me into a tight hug " I'm sorry for constantly making you cry "

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      We came home kissing passionately leaving a trail of clothes beginning from the stairs to our room, despite doing it in the car. 

   After two more rounds, I fall asleep cuddling in his arms. I feel safer. 

     I see myself in a room, the room is empty and instantly a doctor appears holding a newborn. So I reach for the baby but he hands him over to Aziel. 

   I walk over to take a look at the child, before I could touch the baby he gives him to Kaelie who snuggles the kid. 

   As I reach out to the baby, my mom pulls me out of the ward and accuses me of killing the baby.

   In a confused state I throw a glance at Kaelie, she is now crying and cursing me. " You will die a painful death for killing my child "

   I turn to Aziel to explain but he pushes me and throws  divorce papers at me. " You are dead to me ".

   Then, invisible hands pull me out and I wake up from the dream covered in cold sweats on the bed. I see Aziel sleeping by me so peacefully, his hair spreads a little on his face amazingly, I try to caress his jaw but a surge of vomit rises and I run to the bathroom.

   Puking none stop for about two minutes. I feel my gut empty and relieved. Glancing at my pale red-faced through the mirror an idea pops up.

   Am I pregnant? My temperature is high and I feel under the weather. Without another useless thought, I take a pregnancy test kit from a  variety in a packet bought by Aziel.

   My anticipation rises as I wait for the results. I am happy about the possibility of having a baby. Then, my dream pops up and I sit dejectedly. What did it mean? Is my baby can't save. Instinctively, I place my hand on my flat belly. Oh, and I am crazy, already in love with this baby without even knowing If there is a baby or not.

      The time is up and my phone alarm beeps and I the  feelon of negate. My heart falls into my stomach. Two pink lines, OMG 😱 I am pregnant. I am going to be the mother of Aziel's baby.Jumping up and down like a sixteen year old who just had her first kiss.

      In my head, I started to plan for his or her future. Which school would my baby attend and so much more?

         Immediately following his phone rings from the room, I run to pick it up almost falling into dizziness. My head suddenly feels so fuzzy. I trip about to fall when he catches me in the nick of time and cautions me to the bed.

    " You have a fever " he is about to leave to get drugs. I stop him and nuzzle his hands. " I am not sick, I am p... "

   " My phone! Why is my phone switched off " the anger in his voice scares me? He saunters to the sofa opposite and picks up his phone. 

   " I'm sorry, but I switched it off yesterday it was. " I am too shy to tell the reason. The phone was interrupting a lot even though it was in silent mode.