First Night

         After taking my bath. I fell asleep while waiting for Aziel. I had a certain phobia , that made it impossible for me to sleep with an open door. It's not like I'm afraid of the dark, i just can't fall asleep with the light on and an open door. Aziel understood this and told me if he would join me in advance.

             I woke up in fright. I heard a loud sound. It was Aziel he broke a vase. He sat on a stool staring intently. He walked towards me , he reeked of alcohol.

    I pushed him slightly " Your drunk ".

      He pushed me towards the wall cornering me. Before I could say a word he placed his lips on me . At first he was gentle like he was tasting and searching for something. Tasting the waters , after that he kissed like a storm sending his tongue all over my mouth , devouring me . He could not get enough.

     I could not reciprocate , he made sure i didn't kiss him back . Despite all my efforts i failed to kiss him back .I begged to taste him , to feel him my way . I could not even touch him he held my hands apart . Now kissing me roughly as a punishment.

     My swollen lips could not take it anymore. I pushed him away harshly .

     He stared at me awestruck.

     I arranged my slightly pulled robe . " Your drunk "

      He ran his fingers through his hair . " Why ? "

     I gazed at him confusedly.

     " Should he only be your first " he spoke while squinting.

     I squinted my eyes in confusion.

    " You saw him again, what happened between you two. Does he kiss better ? Does he fuck you better ? " He questioned before pushing me on the bed . Where he planned to devour me.

        Two things where sure 

1. If we slept together, it would prove I'm still a virgin and always be for him . He may finally love me.

    2. My self respect will be utterly shattered. He may hate me for taking advantage of his drunk state.

       I pushed him off me . " Your drunk " i bitterly remarked. I didn't like the idea he slept with me because he was drunk .

  " Why can't you because you love him, what does he have that i don't " he tried loosening my robe.

      If he was not drunk i will say manners and the etiquette of respecting women.

     I sighed and close my eyes to sleep.

    He parted my legs " i will have my way today wifey " his voice was husky.

      I pushed him again . He violently ripped off my robe and slept with me like a beast .He thrust into me , the feeling drove me crazy . I begged him to be gentle but he kept flipping me over and over . My thighs were hurting still i was happy. It was my ovulation period if I'm not mistaken . I can finally have his baby , our baby. The pain was nothing compared to the joy of being a mother, something i only read off till date.

     He fell asleep beside me . It was my chance to kiss those pale pink lips. As i got closer to my burning desire.  A knocked ran through out the room.

      Aziel woke up immediately and pushed me away. " What are doing ? Aren't your legs sore enough "

     I swallowed hard and tried to get off the bed . Seeing me struggle. He carried me to the tub. Where he softly bathe me . I felt cleaner than ever  . He carried me towards the bed and wiped my hair .

    Then it seemed like his indifference took over . He abandoned me to take his bath.