Ch 0 : A strange Rollercoaster called my life!

~present time age 22~

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I was sitting on a edge of a cliff back at my current new home on my [Neverland Island] a fare away lost island in the middle of nowhere and i was looking at the horizonte while thinking back abaut well baut everything actually related to my new life especially my last seven years.

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~ROLLERCOASTER LIFE ~

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My life was a literally a bizarre rollercoaster of power search and struggle from day one until present ; which will keep going on until i'll achieve my own dream .

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And meanwhile i developed myself a special silly lil Mantra that i always repeat it in my head :

~ MEDITATION ~ OBSERVATION ~ UNDERSTANDING ~ CONTROL ~ HARMONY and EQUILIBRIUM ~ over and over but always in different order depending on the situation in hand...

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`Yea i know not your > standard issued one : A Mantra should hold some sort of special philosophical meaning whit a metaphysical touch under the form of a text design to inspire and help us reach the so needed enlighten state that we are searching for .

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But mine is kinda different is more like a guideline and that's makes it more unique and let's say a lil bit unorthodox just like me! ; but let's just say that even if it doesn't make eny sense to you it just does perfectly sense to me since it suits me! and kinda works for me .

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7 years ago after my mother passing away. A lost and sad lonely me founded himself in a life decision crossroad situation so : since you know how they say! : "everything it's in a perpetual movement always ever changing and evolving and .. So do i by moving on after i left everything behind after my mother passing away : part cowardly escaping and part moving on for my own sake and future .

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"...WERE TO!? " :

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"...But of course as far away from this Pseudo Japan or in the future the so called Elemental Nations or the land of jumpy ninjas between the trees.... !".

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"...DIRECTION !?" :

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"Well that would be as fare away possible from all this madness .So I'll directed myself as fare i could go ...west!".

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"AND WHY I'M OP DON'T I !?".

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"...Oh sure I'm , but I can leave traces and influence things , you know my sorry ass excuse about for the Butterfly-effect and crap !".

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So I made up my mind and my bag's after i said goodbye to everything i ever knew .I took just a few personal items of more of a sentimental value : a lil bit of food dry meat and most of it oil fat and lot's of seeds "Mokokuton for the win !" all bags were water proved or i hoped so and i took a nice swim direction > some unknown island but as fare away possible from the so called civilisation.....

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"...I'm going to call my future home . {THE ISLAND OF LOST AND REINCARNATED LIL CHILDREN WHO NEVER WANA GROW UP AND DO ADVENTURES LIKE THE REST OF THE EXCITED ISEKAI KIDS . BUT ONLY JUST WANT TO GO BACK HOME}. just me and my best friend Friday:)) ..or it was Sunday oh nevermind ! "..

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Joking aside , well more like a coping mechanism, to go on whit the lost and to my not so pleasant future depressing seclusion > like some type of Buddhist Monk or better kick a.s.s Cultivator who it's in search for enlightenment you know the "One with the Universe and lots of Bunga ~ bunga and stuff ' :)))

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The first travel part was underwater and it was kinda .."Jean Custeau style" fast at the beginning but later i got so distracted here and there by the Sea flora and fauna ; and a very welcomed distraction i might add : because it did made me feel a lot better .

After that was water molding surf and that was so kick a.s.s bro and stuff.. Wicked .. !".

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When it felt that i was fare away enought , i finally tried something more then your usual floating in the air or levitation and "By God that was so surreal because" ..flying is the ultimate joy as closer to sex it might ever get ; or just literally the only thing in my case !" .

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"...All give you a hint , levitation and a lots of air or a horizontal tornado from your.. a.s.s "blowing wind get it!?" :)))) "molding up and hupp ~ hupp and away yeaa fun stuff !".

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"...And man i was never an adrenalin junkie before plus i kinda was afraid of highs, i think was called Acrophobia fun stuff to deal whit! , now that I think abaut it i was afraid of contained and closed spaces to; hehe and now i can sink underground before you can even blink!". But i got a blast from flying and i think I'm going to do it every day from now on !".

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After a few Pitt stops having some food on the surface of the water "Picnic Style", some wildlife distractions and finally the final stop.

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The most secluded lil virgin island and very fare away from everything , and if i might add not a bad looking place to call it home for the rest of my life.. probably!?. since I'm going to live here for a very very long time in : T.I.O.L.R.C.W.N.W.T.G.A.D.A.L.T.R.B.W.T.G.H.. or something like that ..I hope you get it (a joke)..not laughs jeez what a tough crowd !".

~Training and more training ~

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When i became again 20 year's old and after re doing childhood and teen years again. Which it was fun i guess... not really but let's just pretend it was ; I realized that i became an adult again .

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But strangely apart a couple of times in the past where i caught a few glimpses of my own new face in the water surface reflection ; i never actually paid attention to it ; since i never been interested in it to begin whit ; but in one of my training brakes while washing the sweat and grime from my face i became aware of my own new mature look.. !"

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I'm around 1.85 cm tall and i can feel I'm still growing . I weight around 80 to 85 kilo, in my past life i was around 1,80 and 95 to 100 kilos sort of on the chubby side but whit well developed muscles under my adipose lair of fat and still broad shoulder muscular type.

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But now I'm a God Damm freaking Olympian.. not bulky but more like or a RIP-off version of [Bruce Lee] son on steroids ; slightly asians features , like a cross breed between a Caucasian and Asian maybe Chinese.

"...And i do look like the better looking twin version of [Brandon Lee ] if i pay close attention to it ; actually damm I'm so good looking.. !

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I got very dark black eyes, again very dark black hair i keep it long never cut it , since I love the feeling of the wind who brushes my long hair.

In my past life i tried long hair but : I looked like the freaking " Andre the giant " so imagine or picture that ; since it looked well.. let's be honest abaut it because it looked very bad . But not enymore since it looks awesome especially tied at the end of it .

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And what is the word for describing ripped .. Man! my muscles got their own muscles ; it's such absurd sight and difference from the old me since my muscles are so compact and whit so many veins looking more like arteries Wow! ..Overall [Brandon Lee] whit a slightly slimmer [THE ROCK] Fisique, not bad at all .(don't ask baut my lil bro i ain't telling you shit! :))

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"...You probably expect a lot of new stuff right!? .. like bending reality and stuff, well.. i do aim to please.. and that.. sound so hentai bad :(( !".

"...But yeah i got some cool camping fire stories .. damm..! . I'm doing it again..well lonlyness finally got me...but ... !".

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So long story short from bad a.s.s super pseudo-ninja wannabe i added a super sayan bad a.s.s flavour touch into the mix and got a better than ever badass vibe combination kinda . (warrior-rouge-mage) thingy... meaning!?".

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So at first i did things like they do it in here " you know becoming strong fast whit great coordination and reflexes or nimble like a ninja by going training freaking mode while screaming "youth!" and sweating like a pig from the intense training since the 200 kilo of extra weight on my.. kinda ... you get the point !".

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While expanding my chakra reserves so much that you could confused me whit a bijou like KURAMA while keeping my control simply impeccable whit 100% control and zero leakage .

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"...I did the classic leaf training by sticking leaf's all around my body and kept add them attached until: i was a living Plant~Man at first ; and after i begin to cut each leaf in two then in four and on until: i looked like being covered in worm's poop ; which abaut the way did wonders for my now exquisite skin and made feel soo marveloussss! .. or it was fabulousss.. :)) !".

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And walking on what ever surface you could imagine was a breeze hell kinda useless when you can actually fly but whatever .. it's good training.

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"...My senses could put to shame eny bloodlines users and owners ; since nothing could escape my sight or senses overall in a ten miles range radius orb like Domain in all directions ; i could expand more but i would lose efficiency .. plus my ghostly avatar ..well i think you got my point op much !".

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Then i acquired all my missing basic elemental affinities ; plus the rest like Metal variations and all the variations of the basic ones and also by mixing them together and lastly by decomposing matter in it's basic i got new good stuff.. which were in hundreds or thousands of them ..

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And i got crazy whit molding to the point i could summon mountains , tornadoes or huge lakes and thunderstorms and on. Plus i got to the point of completely turning my body into eny kind of element or mix i wanted like water vapour or pure light ..

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And soon got into Non-Naruto world stuff inspired from other Realms since well ki/chi physical manifestation of ki= chakra in here their applications here were so limited to : simple conversion into elements and slightly coating your body partially whit some chakra variations on specific parts of the body usually.

When their true applications are basically unlimited .

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Think about DZB world and their craziness : from a simple compress ball of ki to waves of energy and shifters abilities like growing a second pair of arms and hands like .....

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"...Omg i can olmost imagine an Ashura 4 handed me whit 10 tails of pure chakra and whit two gigantic Rasengan and two Cidori in the hands and orbs of elemental energy at the end of each tail tips and laser eyes going out on rampage sweet....

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"...AND WHY ARE LIMITED!?".

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`...Well since you kindly ask I'll make it pretty simple!"..Applications in here are limited because , is easier to learn and sometimes add a lil upgrade to current but old knowledge received from old fashioned parent or some teacher ,ancestors who would pass on olmost their entire knowledge to you just the way they recieved it themselves in the first place whit no major upgrade and a totally lack of basic creativity.

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Plus since affinity and reserves plays a big role not even talking about and control they stagnate and also they rely to much on their bloodlines or secret jutsu ! ".

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But here comes <earth> knowledge like (D.Z.B, HxH , haki, hamon and on) .different ways of using your own energy whit different effects apart from crapy breathing techniques which means nothing.

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In some universe they use less the personal energy reserves and more the external ones like mage ; while in other worlds they use internal energy , like cultivators who use the famous chi or internal juices or primordial mojo you name it.

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"...So how does it help me?.. remember my famous [Mindscape] were i can play God Mode and i can reproduce everething from the physical plain.

And the whole remembering every ep of Naruto> and not only that since i got a sweet freaking archive of episodes from the most loved of all times anime , manga and fanfiction of good ol's Earth !".

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The fanfiction gives lots of wiki info, used by the author > storyline > personal info and lots of theory.

And putting aside the "4th wall breaking stuff" which it is plain bad taste usually and the author made up stuff for aesthetic purposes and plot holes which again usually ruins the story .

But you get a lot of decent data after the elimination of the junk and personal uncreative stuff added...you got a freaking TREASURE TROVE literally.....

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First was DZB data which was pretty straight forward and well simple if you adapt for this word conditions and law's .. yap law's you heard it well : everything that governs and make the world to spine arund> cultivation whise .

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External issues were solved, without a hitch for me ; let's just say that it comes kinda naturally to me since I'm a freak control for once and since external use you need to expand energy area of influence outside your own body and control it flawless .

So not even taking into consideration my own [Metaphysical realm] which it is very accurate to say it's an extension of me ; or option B : i can simply oversaturate my body whit chakra while having 100% control of it not losing a single drop of energy in the process ; unlike them the shinobi or chakra users in here : who rely only on molded chakra into the elements by using chakra receive from their hearth area which is flushed into their system or chakra path were the coils finalise the process and voila the end .

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And so external usage for them is very limited since they rely on their chakra path ; Plus if they try to oversaturate themselves whit chakra just like a water soaked sponge they will constantly luse the leaked water drops since of the lack of control ; plus their reserves are small; so well things for shinobi are not looking good for them since their own means are not very practicable and i can dare to say their ways are kinda obsolete .

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"... But not for me since I'm a freak control who always wana to surpass himself !".

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"...AND IF SKY IS THE LIMIT!?".

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"...I MIGHT LOVE TO WATCH THE SKY FROM BELOW... BUT ALSO FROM ... ABOVE !"

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"...And also who said you got to use only your reserves on energy related stuff ! .

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* duh !* .

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"...The environment is full of energies. Not only nature energy who but also many other sources like : static energy , heat , light , ki and on!".

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"...Or just have to use a drop of your own energy interacting whit the External energies and establish a collaborative relationship so you can : manipulate and sustain it and voila you are bad a.s.s or Op by having access to unlimited energy : Yea I'm making it seem so easy right ..! but it takes practice just like everything else that it's really worthy to pursue trust me on that ! ".

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So basically i can do now about everything Goku can do apart his race transformation period..

...and yea more training.....

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But at a certain point of my last two years ago i found myself experiencing my first wuxia [Bottleneck] i have reached my first true wall since i hade nothing more to teach myself lol i basically exhaust everything there was to learn about molding , elements and internal~ external applications also my reserves expansion beginning to feel bearly noticeable since my body reached a particular Wall between mortal and what's after it .

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"...And as a thought everything is connect and related to each other or you can say that can't have one without the other or more "love playing the mysterious sage:)) !".

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Well what I'm trying to say "A mens sana in corpore sano" or a healthy mind in a healthy body .

But that is the mundane way since here it's needed: A very strong mind in a very strong body glued by a very strong soul or spirit can't decide yet...

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You see Energy wise I'm ahead of anyone in Naruto world since my reserves and control are unmatched from what i can imagine.

And the strong mind part it's done since my birth long time ago and whit every breath i take my wisely used mind it's keep getting better .

But the body is a different story..

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Limit's need to be reached then surpassed and broken setting new higher ones and again break them again over and over.

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So psychically speaking i finally reached my mortal fabled last wall since : i can't advance further no matter what i do so ; And since I'm aiming for better faster , liver, smarter and more balanced overall new me .

And by normal training and the orthodox means you can go so far by getting to the last true wall or the peak and after that you need to be sure what you wana achieve or what direction you want to take like for ex : increasing density , gigantification , acquire new inhuman or not human attributes .. so > direction unknown.

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But when you're thinking about introducing inside of you bloodlines think twice because: genetics are fickle trade and adding stuff who might produce a chain reaction in the rong direction or path+bad changes might not be reversible to begin with and not only changes the body but can interfere with your mind to and maybe soul....idk yet..

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You se i got a lil theory about bloodlines : mutations are normal but takes time and the right condition's ; like very slowly in thousands of years to millions normally ; and the right conditions in here reside into chakra and it usage which speeds things a notch ..

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So all those bloodlines i think they started from one generation and send to the next one and the next one for thousands of years normally ; And they were the natural results of using some specific form of jutsu in the first place .

Take ocular dojutsu > my theory is in the past they invented ocular jutsu used it and passed it on until it adapted to their bodys and became a natural blood thing = dojutsu .

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But ofc is not possible in a short period of time and my hunch is that there is the not so tiny possibility of some artificial induced or geneticall" alteration- -modification " things to study later...

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Back to physical training and evolution by the usage of bloodlines in a artificial way.

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No matter how i look at that path I'm very concerned and reluctant about it because even by using a super IQ : my guts and also my spiderman senses are telling me that : even whit all the advantages bloodlines gives they are not worth it in the end ; since they are always other ways apart artificial inserting and adjusting an ancient bloodline into a new frail host body in the artificial way.

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Plus i have a wierd feeling that bloodlines hmm how to put it the right way hmm ah ok i think they can influence and directly chain the user idk things to explore on a later date .

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"...And the hell to that, the answer it's my super cheat [Metaphysical dimension] who acts like a mirror of the body were everything is reflected from the physical body and every new change made there updates into your real body .

And i did try it whit my chakra network by enlarging the path from veins to artery size and by gods the pain was tremendous but totally worth it !".

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So molecolare density it is and you can say a pseudo gigantification , by growing big and reverting back by condensing myself like a diamond but malleable .

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"...And about bloodlines...!?".

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It means the only true use bloodlines have for me is their study in order to understand their mechanics and hope i could somehow reverse engineer them .So i can have more knowledge about what makes them tick .

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And for more knowledge about bloodlines I'm going to need clones for experimentation because one mistake and boom die the worst or become a vegetable if you survive and also i need clones for other stuff like the dangerous stuff I'm to afraid to do it myself ..

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"...And so i think I need to make a trip to the so called.. civilisation ! . "Hmmm! " but I'm getting cold feet !".

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"...The irony...you know it's madness to think that you can feel more free and more at ease alone a few thousand miles away from so called civilisation!?".

"...I mean i always was someone who wished for the "lost on a far away island type a guy," but not completely alone in truth maybe some female company !. (i miss my wife) that would be nice...very..... !" .

"...Enyway on <earth>, i always desire a house at the edge of the city by the nature side but whit all hi tech commodity of civilised world, the weeb and caveman dream but also some trips in the city are nice after so much peace and quiet !".

"...But after more than five long years of nature and peace and all that...walking on trees and walls is not longer just training anymore but a desperate cry out for HELP !".

"...Good news i haven't made a friend called Friday ,well not yet:(((

"...So im planning my first jailbreak ...seriously need human contact or all go Tarzan!".

....moving on....

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Apart from the Tarzan stuff, i still don't have knowledge about timeline? .and also material research <jutsu> if they were even invented yet to begin with or all the good stuff like : Genjutsu , Senjutsu , Fuinjutsu> , Iryò ninjutsu and on , need to broaden my field of expertise, and also do some.... stalking... !".

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"...Hey don't judge me! i can't interfere! , my only problem is the old man sage of six paths HAGOROMO OTSUTSUKI which it's a bigger stalker then wanabe stalker lil oll me..i don't know if I can stay under his radar . Why I'm concerned about his well.. !? "hehe dryly.. <butterfly crap> and the sage is part of this story to soo.... !".

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And also i fixed my stealth problem that I was lacking , by extreme control : i dont expel or luse chakra or lifeforce from my body plus i can even store eny kind of energy in my metaphysical plain. And secondly in my complete astral body from i can walk among you mortals without being seen:)) and all that a few miles from my true body, that i can keep it safely and warm hidden underground...just like.. a damm ... cockroach.. :(((

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....boy scout trip....

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"...Man i need some storage seals, they make stalk.. i mean travel much better . I can mokun my food and mold my water plus heat or cold doesn't affect me much but still : the dry fish will turn bad , well! all carry some more eat the rest !".

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A few days later I'm standing with a "white lily "on my hand at the grave of my adoptive mother.

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"...Me: hello mother i realy missed ..you!! .."

"... I... hope you doing good and you're happy since now you are together whit your family in the afterlife! ".

"...Well i guess i can call them my family to ! they are my adoptive family after all!".

"...Abaut the way you sucked as a matchmaker , it seems Momo got married :)) and guess what she already has kids many olready! ".

".. I just returned from an adventure and I'll go to another soon, need to see the world . So enyway im here to say all that...i..love you mother!..take care!".

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And so my first lil adventure outside my comfort zone started . i begun my exploration by expanding my senses to the max first and went were wind blown me to .

My very fist important discovery is was that i completely sucked at orientation and direction. well i never was a boy scout so ..need freaking G.P.S. jutsu and like A.s.a.p....

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.....first encounter.....

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I took the sea again and explored every nook and cranny of it up and down, every island every pice of floating land.. i got to see the gigant spiked turtle and man made me look so small...

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"...And ..* bingo !*. i spy whit my lil eyes! : seems like the Uzumaki homeland from all that red haired people all around : which lived in a small community in this very beautiful island and even if it's a lil crude yet it holds a homey vibe and baut the way good choices for this chain of island perfectly protected by so many natural defenses like those cute but deadly whirlpools.

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And so it began my stalk....watched them and got slightly homesickness from their family like interactions ; A warm place a lil spicy kind of direct folks but not rude in my opinion just genuine , lots of red hair, they remind me for some reason Rias Gremory and her family but not whit the long stick in the a.s.s kinda noble but simple and noble (i wonder were this come from!? and shake my head not wanting to think more about it)..

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And i got to play the stealth, espionage, ninja game too ..looking through their stuff and documents, libraries.... and it felt so wrong , i hate stealing and even more when i can't pay for the info since... you got the point...

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So so i enjoyed the view, the lands, people and i stole or borrowed all the info and knowledge, not psychical but intellectual by coping everything inside my Mindscape Palace by reading it and yeap got a few answers...

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Last record of the elder peeping Tom sage? it was around 400 years ago more or less, which makes me early arrived here 200 years earlier before cannon or more or less again...

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I got Basic Fuinjutsu and some work related projects info , finding all that stuff was easy, because the Uzumaki count on encrypted part of using their bloodline for safe keeping so no hidden vaults or library just a normal library...

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And about the encrypted part easy just a lil of chakra sample and a lil blood ,studying did the trick, (hell no i didn't do anything rude after trespassing a wisp of chakra here and there plus a lil drop of blood mainly from..."hell I'm not telling you baut !"...moving on! ..

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A lil data base of ninja related stuff like history of the older villages , travelling maps ,some jutsu and jutsu theory and on ,(my main focus was ninshu and it reinforced my belief that at beginning it was not designed for war but better living or for bettering yourself, living not killing).

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And before attaching myself more to this lovely place i escaped away cockroach .. style....

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After my first encounter , continued on land, and boy..! the chaos in here gaved me goosebumps since i have the mentality of a civilised modern man were violence was a Tv thing .So many lil villages whit just a few people and to many bandits like everywhere i went ..."Damm those bandits if not for butterflys !".....

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The birth place ,of every in the future Elemental Nation was chaotic full of conflict as i expected lots of : greed or ambition and lack of trust and on .An everywhere i went i just copied everything from their books and scrolls and paste into my mindscape library.

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And got some samples here and there the storing scrolls made the difference , some blood , chakra, ores and plants i never took anything psychical i reproduced everething by molding the elements , only the bloodlines i stored away even the unique chakra associated to the bloodlines .

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"...All this was a slow and painful process but ; "hell..! i got time and i ain't doing training for a while .. but damm it , now i need true vacation and a shrink since .. more then my knowledge pursuit who was a very slow and painful process there ...well other things that I wished never to see or prevented it , I'm not going to talk about it period..damm.. a .... fantasy land my a.s.s .. and human contact..... !"

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"...So after one year of rollercoastering stalk yea all admit it> stealing witnessing stuff i would love to tear from my mind but is kinda impossible to do since Mindscape and stuff.. so burying away "...yes all just do that... !"

"...Well again i missed home and <Friday> is feeling alone probably , missing me to so i returned back not before paying a visit to my mother !".

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And so i have tasted my first so called adventure into shinobi world and now while thinking about it sitting on the edge of my home island cliff whit a good sea view i remember about my life struggles .

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.....reflecting and thinking back...

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`I was remembering my very first ,"on the edge" challenge, as a unborn child a fetus more specifically and even if i was bearly considered a human being back then> i hade faced the struggle of my very existence , fighting what it seemed a long painful and losing battle to regain myself back and to remember...

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`All that brought me the abnormal brain development and direct access to memories and mind boost also gaining access to the interface of my [Mindscape] in my [Mind Realm] : (basically the place were NARUTO meet his "cute nine tails friend <KURAMA>)...

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About a year later i got my so called very first Fortunate Encounter whit the Cultivation World by > been dragged in my second life and death struggle > because of my curiosity "who got the best of me" while whit the help of my [Mind Realm] in my [Mind Ghost Form] and so i got access to the [Metaphysical Realm].

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All that made my life very simple, it helped me unravel the mysteries of <chakra> , or the right path and how BLOODLINES work later.. ~

My achievements were huge, my control was flawless even my reserves increased at an absurd level , i gained mastery in every imaginable element whit the help of never ending training , physically i was doing better than i could imagine and the rest was mind blowing since i felt i could literally blow up this planet at this point.

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And life was lonely but good! .Which brings me to my current let call it predicament!? .. CULTIVATION - yeap that's the one .

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I tried everything from past life knowledge, like storing my energy inside my [Second Dantian] while revolting it like a Rasegan and nothing it just looked Pretty and Shiny but only worked as a lil temporary increase of reserves and no permanent power up so ever and all that by using my own energy produced by myself no EXTERNAL leach....

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Then i tried external one not forgetting about how volatile truly it's since in Senjutsu you use Nature energy which is: basically almost alive <ki> not yours but nature's excess energy full of elements mostly earth and water..

And you risk to turn into a statue, if you bite more than you can chew , or you absorb to much to fast not able to make it your own because low compatibility whit it after all we are organic but not plants. And in the end i just achieved [Sage Mode], but not Cultivation...

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The only thing I could cultivate is a lil cord from the famous [Rainbow Energy Rope] from that Mysterious Unknown Place but the quantities were very small, from a smaller wisp that was already necessary for normal body growth process....

All that changed when I was around 21 years old . I think because my body finally matured and that energy was necessary for it?.

And then things got on right track, permanent power up, and the start of so called CULTIVATION ADVENTURE....

...And life was still lonely but good!....

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.....returned from first travel...

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...But life later was lonely again and....

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So my adventure was a success and failure in the same time : success; because i got pretty much all i was looking for like : Hand Sign Theory (you could say instructions for how to use comp keyboard in order to do basic programming) and abc for molding.

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Jutsu Theory (the mechanics of programming behind jutsu sequence of hand signs) using the mold result of abc int xyz effect....

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And whe i said Jutsu Theory i meant all jutsu elemental Gen ,Fuin ,Nin and o sen..i was only lacking the advanced stuff for (medical, illusion and mele/ weapons fighting)..

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And got lots of other stuff to like some jutsu scrolls , special plants and ores plus some special knowledge used in creating artefact like those armour's and weapons whit insane effects plus the bloodlines and their individual chakra.

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But from all that i was only interested in JUTSU and SIGN molding theory and lastly my precioussss Treasure a very crude primitive version of [Water clone jutsu] yeaaa. which means i got everything i needed.

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- and failure because:

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Got myself into a six ugly months of depression because of the TAINTED PART of HUMAN NATURE that i hade witness and could not interfere. And those six month's were a period of reflection and getting back together process, and it was HARD....

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...<Mc pov>...

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"...I have noticed something : you see i always believe I'm a good, mature, healthy in mind person.. But my lil adventure brought new level of maturity. And my lil trip changed me a lot !".

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"...I'm not some naive folk who think the world is a perfect place to begin with .I know that apart from the OBVIOUS what not right in front of your FACE , there is an UGLY side of the world hidden in plain SIGHT !".

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"...Back home to good old <EARTH> there was an ugly and hidden side of humanity to isn't it?".

"...I mean we are humans we are capable of [Terrible Nightmares] but also of Beautiful and simply [Breathtaking Dreams] ..and our history is full of those [Dark Ages] filled with Wars and Extermination of Civilisation , Nations , Races ,Cultures and so on !".

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"...Hell!" every major nation runs for Arming themselves whit better and stronger ways of wiping ourselves all out by technology !".

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"...So here in this primitive world whit Bloodlines and wierd feuds mixed whit an unhealthy amount of pride and ambition : Armrace is based on Jutsu innovation and the most important Bloodlines, and guess my reason for depression !".

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"...Reason : NOT ALL ARE WILLING TO PARTICIPATE...damm it.... !"

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The ugliness of the world can break, taint or change your beliefs, and mark your life forever so i did struggled not to snap out....

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"...You see I always believed that WE are in a symbolic way": the [Devil] or the [Angel] and sometimes the real [Monsters] but also the [Muse] , [Saint] or the [Martyr] and on.(not the religious way obviously).

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"...That it's why i never blame God or the higher power for all the bad stuff or anything in general !".

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"...Some Funny Guy once said : GOD IS A MEAN KID THAT PLAY'S WHIT HUMANITY LIKE AN ANT NEST ..

Some mom's , dad's , brother's and sister's gives "Him or Her" the guilt for the sickness ans suffering or the lost life of their children or love ones .

Everyone blame "Him or Her" for their own problems sickness, tragedy "why does GOD allows this and that!!?".

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"...I mean "He or She" is blamed for everything bad. Why not..!?

"For the global warming,

"An island of plastic in the middle of ocean

"Oh the hole in the protective ozone layer of our own planet !"...like wtf..hell.. !".

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"...THE DEVIL MADE ME DO IT!"...yeah him to. jeez!".

`...No i don't blame God .Since i truly believe that our creation it's an act of love and also what's the point of creating us if it's needed perpetual taking care of us like some flowers in a garden ; miracle this and that !'.

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"...I actually believe: that Big G created us and our environment or the means to sustain ourselves and live our lives and it made the simple but fair rules or guidelines to follow by our own will and choice .

And lastly we were given "FREE WILL" which is so precious whitdout paragon and in my opinion contradict things like "DESTINY" or "it was meant to be and to happened !".

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"...All we can do is to better ourselves live life as better we can whit no regrets. Live for yourself and your love ones the best possible way make the right choices as you can and.. at the end you reap what you saw good or bad !".

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"...All i can blame is myself when i do make wrong choices and pay for it or not doing enough.

"...I blame idiot who actively do stupid things that reflects in pain and suffering for their own and or the innocent bystanders !".

"...I blame myself for not doing enough... !"

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"...And right here and right now I'm boiling whit so much anger and self hate that i feel I'm about to luse it !".

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So after returning back i was in bad mood for quite sometime..

"...IT'S THE WORLD AN UGLY PLACE!?"

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"...Noop fortunately Dark clouds come and go it's only natural after the rain for the sun to come and shine once again like it always do !".

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"...But what burns my A.S.S so bad ? is not a one meter high fire , but the god damm impotence in front of almighty Butterflies .i really wanted to nuke some people and some places like really really bad..... !"

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Not able to enjoy my huge haul, i did what I always do when I'm down Meditation plus an escape trip into my own memories inside my lifesaving blessed MINDSCAPE.....

...runt over back to work...

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So is like this , my little cultivation adventure in a non cultivation world paid off. don't count SENJUTSU in : -sucking nature energy is a temporarily power up not cultivation and only made possible because of the OTSUTSUKI fruit legacy plus bloodlines and is borrow power not yours to begin with and one of the reasons i reject those bloodlines..

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"...Back at WUXIA stuff , remember the whole Mental and Metaphysical Realm And Body Combo?..well that did it for me initially lil permanent power up until my body finally matured .

"...I did things the way they do it here or they should do it . plus the DZB expansion package experience by KI usage external, ki balls, waves and mixing whit elements into rays and so, playing whit gravity and learning to fly and on....

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But things got wild when i returned from my first journey .Apart the huge haul i got but paid whit depression, my body finally matured and then things go better....

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"...I began to fully cultivate that special energy, from the [rainbow cord] plus now the normal internal and external energies who were always naturally drawn and followed it to depending of the quantity of special energy and so ... i stopped ageing since i became a pseudo inmortal being.

And also by storing that energy plus the extra in my [Metaphysical Body] got me a similar effect of continuous and permanent power up (like adding stat's like in a videogame char) and made my body go through multiple evolutions , making me faster stronger whit better senses and on all power up package.

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And as a direct effect my both [Dantian's] begin to evolve from my storing one from my stomach area which begin to increase and so the reserves increased to and also energy purity and natural regeneration resulting into : more lifespan just similar to a better and better battery who produces and holds more and better energy denser and purer .

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My : [First Dantian] the Converter and generator who actually provides the internal energy and interact whit extenal one : expanded to and my energy >begin to change quality to but only when my second [Dantian] began to grow and evolve (begin to increase the conversion rate and speed of external energy) ,at beginning was like a elusive BLACK HOLE shroud in mystery hard to observe but now it is like a mist is slowly clearing away ..

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This changes actually helped me get on the right track on my 10 steps program going back home..

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Now that got the missing knowledge i can finally go all out and go wild by playing the mad scientist on myself and experimenting all those new and dangerous things whit the help of clones .

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I didn't got the [shadow clone] since is to be created in the future but [water] hehe but in my case usually one element jutsu will make me unravel the other counterparts equivalent to so no biggie.... .

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Tempering whit my basic and crude precious treasure [Water Clone Jutsu] got me all version of all [Primary Elements Clone Jutsu] who later turned in [Multiple Clone] followed by [Memories Sharing] and last [Sense Sharing].. "awesome... now I'm just like a hive of many always me talking baut heavy multitasking... !"

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So my early gain workload who suddenly increased was reduced by my new and improved [Elemental Multiple Clone Jutsu] and more specifically the blood clones jutsu..

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And i went ballistic, on unravel the secret of enigmatic bloodlines and paid off.

".. I knew it!! never mess whit bloodlines! yes they give so much but in exchange they ruin your potential on the long term plus they chain you and also scrue your mind and personality to.

"...And I was right all along >they are artificial stimulation of the old but real genuine olready naturally evolving bloodlines .

"...And again i was right about the bloodlines which were formed by practicing old form of complicated jutsu until some smart a.s.s decided to speed up the evolution and tainted it, (ARMRACE).

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So the puzzle was getting more complete by passing of time, clone usage made life simpler but [Blood Clones] were supreme, you could play with bloodlines directly on yourself without consequences. And you can learn from bloodlines their mechanics and use for ex : you need an Uchita sharingan no more need for their bloodline or to pluck an eye or two and replace yours to get their the abilities you just get those bloodline abilities whitdout the bloodlines in the first place. And gross baut the way plucking eyes yuck ! ".

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I mean i can share sense and even take control so.....Reverse engineering could trace down the original jutsu of each bloodline...

.....travelling again.....

`I started travelling again for stalking purposes after 20 years the second time and after that every 5 years , i surpassed my depression but this time i have put the burden on my clones and selectively chooses their memories return to me, while me ?:

i was playing "DEXTER'S LABORATORY GAME" and back to old rutine :training training and all the multitasking madness but whit clones this time , plus again outside info updates from guess ? :

yeah more clones and so time flies so faster when you are busy whit crazy stuff that you fail to noticed how years fly fast.

...I hate myself and this world...

....butterflies i use to love...

....time skip....

"~I'm over 200 years old bad a.s.s super ninja wannabe and a asexual being who uses his pipi only for pising and the only wood i have is morning wood yeap virgin much.... !"

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Yeap i became inmortal and i can stand against anyone in this world whit no problem and yet instead of being a MIGHTY DRAGON souring the skies of some DIVINE TIGER that rules the lands , i became....well i feel like an "GHOSTLY COCKROACH" hiding from everything and everyone and is .. depressing, especially right in this moment i fell...so empty....

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A few moments ago <Obito> unleashed the nine tails< KURAMA> on <KONOHA> and I'm fighting with all my being to not interfere.

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Dozens of thoughts running in my head like saving everyone .. and giving <Naruto> a chance for a better life a happy family life. "...Maybe? if i will training him myself and make him a godlike being in this world !".

...I'm gritting my teeth in frustration like a mad beast and my eyes are literally red, memories of all uzumaki death in front of me.

...Hypocrite, coward , that what i fell I'm so moda.... butterfly ....in ..a.s.s ....guhhh....

...I feel like <Dumbledore>...for the greater good...i feel like breaking my own wand..

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"...And... they're death... ! should i resurrected them ! should i take Naruto should....!?....? and...!?" My shoulders fall down and I do what I'm best of it run like a cockroach and " i f...ing hate myself..... !"

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"...So this is my story of the brave hero who let Naruto family die...not a story to proudly tell to your own children isn't it!!".

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"...If i succeed of maintaining my sanity the last 150 years and remain prideful of my achievements but it wasn't easy since there was a few very close calls to CUCULAND believe me on that! "

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The last years i were not so proud, i think it all started whit the end of "Uzo no Kuni" or better known <UZUSHIOGAKURE> homeland of Uzumaki and the wars before and after, but i moved on...

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I can't wait to escape this place, i know <Naruto> and company will change this place to better in the future, if not i would be tempted to erase it.(i wonder how the old sage of six peeping and stalking arts handles this: i mean isn't he is like the progenitor of this land!? hell I'm just a trespasser or what i like to think abaut myself a guest and i feel like crying and ripping my own hair and I'm close to meltdown and go nuclear..!".

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"...Wana hear something really funny : after all this depressing stuff!" breathing in breathing out.."I'm still here to make sure that no butterfly escaped and create doomsday.."

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I mastered and gained everything this world hade to teach me , literally I'm the strongest being in here, i could take on every otsutsuki born for beginning until present day all millions of them in the same time head on and shrug their attacks like it's nothing since their petite tricks doesn't work out on me enymore since i have mastered the very law's of this world the very thing that governs make the world go around ..the limits...the LAW'S.

"...Just a little more just a little and I'll go away from this madness ...it was better watching <Naruto> on pc or tv not live on the spot!" i mumbled to myself before warping myself away to my <kamui> .

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