PROLOGUE : Death its not the End !

~PROLOGUE ~And new life ~

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~GOOD OLD ISEKAI~ :The most desired and pursued dream of all the citizens of the great OTAKU NATION ....

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And all that by pure chance or some divine intervention. You know the drill : Transmigration, Reincarnation, Rebirthing, Summoning or plain and simply willingly or unwillingly ejected from our good old Earth to a fresh new destination inside a fantasy set up..

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Followed by a fresh new beginning after you left everething and everyone behind like family and friends or loved ones if you have eny of those in the first place to begin with.. *since whit so many isekai orphans araund you'll never know good for them! *.

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And that usually means leaving behind a simple and mundane or unfulfilling bland existence for a better and more thrilling and also exciting one ; filled whit so much adventure and romance in some fantasy set up ; like some kick ass cultivation world or a magic and swords really..

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Were you got the opportunity to play the Hero or the Protagonist who is tasked to kill the Demon King or Lord or the Big Bad Dragon, slapping the Villain and all the bad guys founded in your path ; while getting the Girl or the Girl's in the process ; and live what could only be described as *The Happy Ever After life Scenario dream * for the rest of your existence and enjoy every second of it.. it's must be so cool isn't it!?*.

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Or the famous REDU: once again reliving your old life by going back in time : same life and same world but starting from scratch ; with future knowledge and experiences ; and hell this time if you won't be doing lot better :undo mistakes or regain what was once lost ; overall better and brighter future...*who wouldn't like that!*.

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And all this most of time whit the help of the fabled : R.O.B - G.O.D or the BIG BAD A.S.S TRUCKUN , Some nice Old and Grandpa from who you'll inherit some legacy and become The One Above All ar the Alfa Primordial G.O.D and about the way the true creator of all *nod~nod~yea!* .

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But my favourite one its the Cute Big Breasted Primordial and totally legal *wink~wink!* LOLLY *Yummy!* who genuinely only wants the best for you intending in making you happy by giving you the opportunity of a lifetime .

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"And in the case of the totally legal Lolly ,she will send you on your own way in order to enjoy your new life and adventure whit a golden finger or two no biggie : to have fun, *Wink~wink!* were you only got to growth strong for her true body or something and since you're there get some new cute lil sisters for her so she can share your whit them like a big happy family.. *pfff!*. that is a very good one Hahaha!*.

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Well what a beautiful but impossible dream isn't it, i mean all this supposed to be just in our heads just a delusion : you know things found only in: manga, anime , light novels and fanfictions or simply fantasy : the fruit of our imagination or again simply dreaming whit our opened eyes about: taking a joyride on the big waves of Multiverse or Omniverse chasing the dream..

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*And man Souring the Multiverse or Omniverse what a rush should it be if you can reach all those places!*

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"...Let's just face it everyone wish for it at some point of their own life, i mean who in his right mind wouldn't desire for something like that seriously going back in time or similar .

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*Everyone aperantly except well..ME *oh don't get me wrong i wished it to in my youth , i would even sell my own soul for it ; but i stopped as an adult after i tasted what they call it the true sweet happiness called family.

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And yet I'm standing.. well it would be more accurate to say " I'm floating " in the infinite Void were there's literally nothing : no time , no space, no light , no sound , no nothing , or anything Period.. just me and the good old Void or Nothingness..

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"imagine that!"..

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`Wana hear how it feels!?" :

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"Well is Unrreal for starters : awesome if you like the wierd and creepy stuff ; But for me right now in this very moment : I really can't actually seem to find the right words to describe it since : Just a few minutes ago whit great effort ; i just lost my Mortal Shell earning my right to pursue and gain my own DIVINITY, by evolving my entire being into DIVINE SPARKLE which i turned it into a DIVINE SEED and very soon all take the last step by becoming a fully fledged DIVINE BEING finally acquiring my own DIVINE BODY and establish my own domain or dimension..

yeap .."just one last push!"

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`But you see whit all the satisfaction I'm having right now ; i can't ignore the fact that for me it actually passed more than 250 very very ,very long, and painful year's of solitude and struggle and I'm not even talking about the unknown period of time i spent in a state of total enlightenment to reach up to this point closer than ever to the so called apex..

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`Isekai what a Irony everything was not how i imagined it to be ; and yet i got unwillingly dragged into "And man they are so right when they say" :

*BE Careful Of What You Are Wishing For Since You Might Get It!* and sometimes :

What You Want And What You Need Are Two Separate Things!* And boy did i find out about those on my own as a universal bittersweet truth.. !"

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`So were do i have to begin from *Hmm!* maybe whit who i was and how i died and were i was sent to"... "Yea let's just do that!"..

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"Well in my case : i died in my sweet sleep ,no white room for me and no Lolly or fantasy Isekai set up for my future kick ass adventure whit harem package included, like reincarnation whit the fulfilled wishes and stuff.. !".

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`I felt asleep in the evening and i died while having a sweet dreaming session in my sleep. Apparently not treating a sleeping breathing disorder can do that ..wierd isn't it!".

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~`So No sorry ass story, just your average normal dude with a average life, yeap average in every aspect of my life but a happy one nevertheless; since i did achieved my most desired dream ; which is my PRIDE and JOY MY OWN HAPPY FAMILY : a sweet lovely Wife who gaved me the most beautiful Shiny Star in Existence my cute lil Daughter or daddy's lil girl..

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"So I'm not an orphan ,I'm not been raised by some criminal Ninja Secret Organisation, just an ordinary civilian and a ordinary human being whit a normal life like most of you...

`Family, a job and an addiction to video games well that in the past since you know family and work takes priority and you need to make some lil concessions but for Otaku stuff : like Manga and Anime well no matter what you do you'll always get some time for it !".

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And were i was reborn to "hehe" you'll love it because I was reborn in a world loved by most of us Webb's and also one of my favourite fantasy story and Manga-Anime of all time.

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A world were everybody dream of becoming a force of nature : strong like a Dragon who rules the sky or a hidden Celestial Tiger unmatched on the land.. and no is not a Cultivation World but the aperantly innocent looking World of NARUTO.

`Well everybody but me since: i have chosen to live a very long and lonely ,hidden life just like a COCKROACH ; because i wanted to go back home and i was afraid to influence thing's in my Isekai world..

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And yet strangely even my cowardly decision paid off in the end ,it didn't actually worked the way I was expecting to since :well actually nevermind you'll find out eventually so stay tuned grab a coke and some nuts because is a long story whit an unexpected twist!".

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"Confused..! well! : let's just say that after i lived for 247 years in there, i just runaway and escaped from it .. because my ISEKAI was not my choice or what i wanted in the end...but I'm still grateful for it since well i guess you'll going to find out by yourself but I'll bet that you'll love it.. !".

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~present time~

Right now in this very moment you can say I'm breathing in relief since : i have set myself on a new path of living a fresh new life as a DIVINITY and I'm reminisced my past or the so called my older existence specifically my first new breath in the new world remembering the very first moment when i regained a speck of the so called consciousness ...

~~The Unoriginal Rude awakening ~~

`Guhh.. !".

The moment i woke up!?". nothing made sense since nothing seemed normal and wasn't normal either since : i was just in a blank state were i couldn't remeber anything.. i just was or simply putted i existed period ; "How to put it right way!". It was like a dream state or a confusing state of mind like when you.."pfff!".. cant explain it closest thing would come in mind is : like when you are so sick whit so much fever that you can't reason but simply just exist; or like when your brain works whit less than 10% but..

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But even so somewhere in some angle or your mind you're somehow vaguely aware of the fact that something abaut all this it is not quite right ; And while you struggle it simply happens some small wisp of clarity of mind but soon followed by lots of pain at first and blacking out at last ; And when you up again even whit what can only describe as a vague recollection of your own thoughts, memories and on ; they feel like slowly being obscured whit the passing of each second and if try fighting it you get a hell of a pain in return.

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And all this It is similar to imprisonment were your mind is behind bars and somehow you are witnessing everything ; But wait it gets better actually not .It feels like that lil you have is getting slowly erased .And from a prisoner point of view you can see your own Doom slowly approaching and can't do everything abaut it except screaming while watching all your memories slipping away from your grasp and so : as consequence your very mind and personality.

But you don't give up and muster every ounce of willpower and you keep fighting it over and over again beginning a long painful cycle of struggle and losing consciousness because every time you RE AWAKE again whit so much pain rooted inside you very core ; the universe gives you a big reminder that you haven't won yet and start over again from scratch ; And so a never ending cycle of struggle starts were you are fighting for your own very existence...

.until...

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..unknown timeskip..

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`It is finally over , no more struggle, no more pain and you get to keep what it's yours. But it wasn't simple since it was a losing battle to begin with. Until the moment you finally understand how to react and approach all this: since if you struggle less you gain less but if you fight hard you gain more but also luse consciousness faster .

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`And so it was necessary a lil touch of let's call it delicacy in the approach in order to do reach some sort of harmony in your advance ; Since all this is like a never ending GAME of ROPE : were all you can do is gain every inch not giving up eny inch by defending what is yours and keep it while getting literally pure hell..

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And there it goes you won but you can't relax because you're confused about what the hell is going on in here ; because all this feels so alien to you; even yourself feels strange just like "hmm! like a unborn child trying to keep a semblance of consciousness!"...

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And now that it is truly over : you wonder what's next and since you can let your guard down for a lil you start to analyse your particular situation whit calm now..

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`I think I'm a unborn child : or better called a fetus ,and the first thing i have noticed well is nothing actually since : i can't feel my body properly : my arms and legs, can't smell ,can't taste, no light but is better to say i can't see period".Now that i think about it the only things i can feel are HEARTBEATS!? mine and a second set .And that I'm confined in some small closed space , feels like.. yes like I'm floating and sometimes i move against my will , well more like having an epileptic seizure or spasm . in other words well i think you get my point!".

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....second adventure ...

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After my so called rude awakening as a baby scratch that more like a fetus need some getting used with this. I begin to suspect that I'm getting probably reincarnated in a new world.

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"And how did i ever reached to this absurd conclusion you might ask!?". Well.. there is a lil story behind it which made me think that. And the reason I'm convinced of the new world theory it is: because of a few little tiny discoveries i made....

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~`You see after i got my awareness/mind/ego consciousness/call it how you like it ,i got suddenly a lot of time on my hands and well nothing to do...so!".

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So at the beginning, i discovered that whit the passing of time I can stay awake for longer periods of time and i kinda doubt this is by eny standards normal ; so i used all that time remembering everything over and over afraid to luse my memories again until damm: i got myself dragged inside some chaotic place like a dimension of sorts ; were i could see my whole life like a movie as a ghostly avatar but all my memories were fragmented and i had to manually put all the pices together just like a puzzle while being in some sort of wierd trance...

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And when it was done putting all the pieces back together *Boom!* again and i instinctively understood not only that I'm olmost WHOLE again but also that this place i currently reside in with my MENTAL ASTRAL FORM or AVATAR is the famous MENTAL REALM were my MINDSCAPE is rooted and reside but also were you can build your own MENTAL PALACE ; basically all this is the core of not only memories but your personality to..

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`And by the gods what a rush playing GOD MODE in your own mind, building my own PALACE and sorting things out *Wow!* .And now not only i could remember the small active part of my old life or my memories OLMOST to perfection: but now i can even remember the things long time forgotten ; but the pleasant part was :I could remember the background stuff or lil things I didn't even payed attention to begin in the first place whit like : the music from the background , the talks, the tv shows , everething *damm!* even those thousands of YouTube tutorials that you're never going to need. And that was strike one.

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~`And i got a lil theory about it :- first is a mix of physical, mental and soul "over stimulation" by pure struggle and willpower, were my little undeveloped brain got me a very pleasant bonafide mental boost Saitama- Style as a bonus .And also the passage from mundane to supernatural since let's face it I'm here after i died or i think i died but all this it also strengthened my mind and soul to another level. But there must be more about all this since even those things ,should not have this kind of effect isn't it!".So the answer should be more let say exotic yea than's the right word.... exotic! ".

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Getting back to the discovery ,well after the rollercoaster trip to memory lane and my lil brain power boost i did end up spending a lot of time inside my own Mindscape you know playing and relaxing by eating mental based energy popcorn while sitting on a mental couch watching PSY-TV which was fulfilling but also very draining ;

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So i found a alternative for regenerating my mental energy faster by doing something i would never even take it into consideration in the past. And that would be MEDITATION my new favourite pastime hobby .At first to clear my mind but when i found out that it not only helps me remove the curent fatigue but also regenerates my mental energy i got so hooked up that it replaced a big chunk of of the so called daily sleep or more specifically the forcibly shut down or the auto mode sleeping..

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While having a brake , i got an Epiphany : I have died, I'm inside the belly of an unknown woman as a fetus, i got a astral ghostly form avatar made of pure mental energy; which is restricted only for use inside her belly for some reason ; But i have access to my own Mindscape :so for sure I'm getting borne in some fantasy land and that is so cliche but after so many thousands of fanfictions ..

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"What if..what if it is possible to do the silly cultivation bullshit thingy in here :)))

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I mean to actually do that all i need is to find some supernatural form of esoteric energy like : ki or chi and by my earth knowledge all i need is to absorb revolt it inside myself while I'm in a total state of enlightenment whit the help of meditation.

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I can use my astral form to explore my environment but my senses are restricted to only to the material world or mundane stuff so if i can empower it through meditation in order to boost it maybe i can find what I'm looking for.

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~`Let's do this!" : So first empty your mind trying to achieve the so called abracadabra or Yogi the bear state of mind *hmmmmmm!* and yea but ofcourse it wouldn't be that easy isn't it since surprisingly i got nothing yeaa since well it doesn't work big surprise!"..

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"Let's change the approach: find balance between emotions and thoughts "hmmmmm!" im one with the universe "hmmmmm!" , noop it doesn't work!...focus on memories ? noop i can already can see them as a freaking movie show....

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"HMm" what I'm missing !? "Hmm" firstly I'm getting to excited abaut all this and all the possibilities ..and haste make waste ... well isn't the most simple approach always the best!?.. LET'S TRY AGAIN!"..

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...<many days later i think> ....

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`I can't believe it worked, simple approach for the win : first let yourself go and empty your mind in my astral form and keep going until "Wow so cool!". i got Neo matrix vision now ; "Wicked!" ok let's not luse focus now and keep looking for something unusual and target.. acquired.. What's more unusual than my or ours creepy UMBILICAL CORD and wow if you remove the gross part of the food i receive through it from my mother and the fact that is one creepy appendage and i focus only on that warm flow of energy who i assume it is lifeforce and here we found our esoteric energy. strike two.

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`So here it is I'm definitely in a new world since mindscape and lifeforce and all. But at least i get to keeping my own personality and my own memories , plus i think that even if i haven't received eny golden fingers i kinda created them myself didn't i ;especially whit my latest boon the ability to interact and observe the lifeforce poured inside me which was translated in "ONLY WACH BUT DON'T TOUCH .Because when i tried to do more i suddenly developed SPIDERMAN senses which screamed from every fiber of my being:"DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH IT OR ELSE Spanky, spanky lil man!". So all think about the cultivation thingy much later after i mature more .strike three and your out! ".

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"So yea I'm not even born but i have my entire schedule full..i mean i got so busy and hooked up whit everything :Meditation and exploring the unknown that it kept me busy nonstop and also always on my toes.

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....my new world say welcome~

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"I'm scared , I'm terrified , if i had pants I'm pretty sure i would probably shat and piss them big time : and the reason..well it seems someone pulled the plug on me. While i was watching a cool movie in my Mindscape some very nice comedy in order to achieve the dao of relax my ass off after so much hard work as a juvenile.

But suddenly things turned EERIE, from comedy it turned into horror ; stillness no noises no extra heartbeats, nothing. I first i started to feel anxious followed by claustrophobia and a sudden spike in my heartbeat rate plus my olready uncontrollable body act and felt even more strange than usually!".

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"And here it comes again *Argg!* My body is hurting it acts spasmodic * Arghh!* noo it's to much noo...it's..hurting everywhere I'm twitching and twisting something or someone is grabbing me it hurts.. I'm getting out of here!? "finally!.. but.. why : all this feels so rong this is not how babies get born are they!? and after to many chaotic minutes think i finally heroically yea.. blackout.. "hello darkness my old friend !".

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"Happy birthday to me I'm officially 1h old, happy birthday to me "yeei!" .And yet I'm not relieved at all. You see i got a hunch that something is going on and is not the good stuff because again that eerie feeling no noises ,no pervy slap on my asscheeks , no echi breastfeeding , on the contrary I'm kept quiet; but.. I'm way to exhausted to care , at least I'm alive..for now..... !".

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Hours later!?. i got cleaned and dressed up, a lil bit of tea i think : definitely not milk and got on the move , is freaking confusing .. !"

"So meditation it is!? no is not I'm carried in some sort of basket ; I'm hungry my privates are burning , and when i try to cry I'm getting more restrained than usual at first and somehow i luse consciousness later ; i think I'm being drugged wtf i don't do drugs ahhh and I'm knocked out again ..no what the hell again damm...it!".

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Finally some a brief semblance of some normality i think , finally milk definitely animal kind since no ecchi breastfeeding involved in here, but I did sucked some .. nice cloth pieces soaked or filled with milk ; got clean and tucked in , i think I'm hearing voices ,no I'm not going insane..i think and hope..to young for mental issues well i did got drugged once or twice so "hmm" after i used my astral form for the first time outside i noticed a woman a male and a kid maybe teen, finally progres, and again we hit the road....!"

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New routine , since my senses are baby like, basically can't see yet or hear, well for now i used from time to time my avatar to get some glimpse outside . And i was correct about being carried in a basket which i assumed in the first place but cant stay to much in my invisible ghostly form .So i assume I'm carried all day since we are travelling a lot whit few small breaks in daytime and one long break in the night time we got crapy provisions water again, tea sometimes milk and yes i got a few times some quality grease or blood which it's kinda ...gross....!".

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"Finally i can hear better especially my own stomach growling and also that is definitely the otaku>language "Japanese" they are using it .So ...add the fact of the esoteric energy i sensed in my mom belly and the other stuff; I kinda smelling Anime-Manga in here(about my biological mother i got a bad feeling about it)...plz not cliche orphan thing plz at least gimme an abusive father or something!".

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"I'm starting to see , is weak blurred and unfocused but finally i can use my eyes a lil bit and it boders me even whit my eye lids closed and ...*bingo!* from the talks i know were we are, or at least i can guess.

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~Well hearing word "SHINOBI" kind of clears my doubts : I'm in the freaking ..NARUTO WORLD ; and I'm sure ....my ass will hurt epic from this isn't it ! .And since no breastfeeding and the sudden no heartbeat thing before getting out; I'm definitely an orphan and my companions and me i guess we are escaping for our lives.. and ....I'm so scrued... scrued whit a kunai is not pleasant at all....."

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...baut a month later i think...

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"Finally the end of the road , was abaut the time, like an eternity later no more carried like a potato sack and finally food..yummy never in my life: i was so happy for milk like now ..It seems i got a new family, composed of new mom and a old dog ;

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My saviors and companions left me after a few days of rest inside the safety of a village and went away on their own journey.. well .. ty .. and .. *Godspeed!*....

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.....new beginning as a child again...living on...

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`My new adoptive mother who is taken pity on me ,is named <Kano Rin> and she is the typical dark brown haired Japanese woman well whit some grey hair here and there and she's araund 50 years old give or take, looking just like your every day widow it seems!".

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"From here she looks pretty tall but I'm a babby and it doesn't really count isn't it. And apart from how to put it: serene but whit a little touch of nostalgia just like when life really succeed on putting it mark on you [Rin] is good looking woman and i can imagine her been quite beauty in her early days when she were young and she still is!".

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"Long dark brownish hair who reach her mid back tied at the end of it, dark brown eyes kinda small almost closed she got well preaty sharp features but pleasant .She is dressed in typical Japanese attire a dark blue kimono but preaty luse not the sexy type but the comfortable kind easy to move while doing house chores or work. overall a nice woman whit a melancholic vibe!".

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When my saviors and lil me arrived to first civilisation spot meaning a very small village lost between huge hills but near the sea or ocean idk..After a month of continuing running the first thing they did is to ask around for some specific items like: Milk some plants and baby garments for my sake since i was a red boiled skeleton on my last breath...

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It come to my surprise that my savior or the man who carried me for a month was a doctor or someone with medical expertise and since my birth scrap that more like an abortion since i was prematurely extracted and saved from my natural mother belly. I was very frail, plus the voyage we just took put a big strain on me so! .I was running on fumes and it was really imperative to get some boost in order be stabilised and gain some weight ..

And some good old tasty goat milk and some plant infusions would gimme the right boost plus some peace and quiet by staying in the same place for the period of my recovery would do the trick so..

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"And so it appears my saviors found pretty much everething at my new mom place, the plants and goat milk and.. some affection !"...

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"For the first moment i met her or better said i felt her since i was around one month old , i felt an air of austerity araund her but also tranquility and simplicity around her place. I sensed some sadness and resignation but also warm, especially when my saviors were telling our story. While i was in her arms being fed up whit fresh goat milk by her , the best meal i ever had follow by some not so cool baby belly aches and again followed by a epic falling asleep feeling finally satisfied. And if only i could i would rubb my own belly in satisfaction just like a man!". :))

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`And since further travel would be extremely dangerous for me , i end up adopted!".

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...new baby life whit new family....

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`Is a strange feeling having a new place to call home and a parent.. while being a fetus i kinda forgot about being born part or family that comes after since i was living an adventure there .

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`So it feels.. how to put it nice and rong in the same time? ,being an adult in a newborn body feels like taking advantage on those who take care of you but after one month of escaping from death what can I say besides the fact i finally found some lil measure of pace!".

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`I found out >or more like patched up together the pieces abaut my origin in here this new world and: it seems my biological family, lived in a mining and metal working secluded little village a NO NAME not so ever importance village and i don't know everything about them except for that one day while my mom was on her way to the house of the village doctor , she was killed on the door steps of good old doc.

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"...And the only reason I'm still in the world of living is ? ..- Because who ever attacked the village and basically erased it , never found good old doc family hidden in a very well hidden secret storage chamber room and left , (which makes me believe they were simply bandits since ninja don't make this kinda mistake).Plus the doc lived very far away from village centre and here comes my great fortune.

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"...Doc and his family, were waiting for the right time and preparing to escape at the right moment but bothered to check my obviously death mother. And by miracle noticed her belly moving, long story short, he got the baby outside, waited the right time and runaway the end. Which kinda got my respect for it because he did take a big risk and responsibility on him and his family.

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...more or less one year later.....

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The first year passed fast, same unending old cycle of cool stuff: sleep ,eating ,pooping and try to improve my condition at the surface but to me things were different from what other might imagine since lil baby me was really experiencing a crazy joyride of epic proportion keeping me so busy that I did care about the baby stuff like crying : well only when I was very hungry and my privates were bothering me a lil to much , hell even teeth growth didn't distracted me much.

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I was a bussy lil Man > by well trying things like Sensing , Searching and Observing myself my environment and especially my own chakra whit the use of my Mental Avatar empowered by Meditation so.. busy .busy. busy ..

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"Was it hard? : well sort of but well after i had locked on my target i never let it go just like when i was a fetus ; i observed it over and over, until it was so clear like daytime .And man all this was so intriguing and fascinating me so much that it kept me on my toes or what!".

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Funny thing i was months old, whit almost zero physics senses ; like sight or smell but :- i could see and touch chakra ; in a period were my senses were basically growing and evolving every day whit a touch of chakra in...

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At the beginning was chakra sense or stalking until later i could see the area were chakra manifested and the path it was travelling in or literally the circulatory system and chakra coils plus :- i could sense vaguely the area were it was stored.

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Technically i have started my training in my mother belly>by not losing my memories at first place and consolidated it further to the point :-i can consider having something similar but even better than the famous [Eidetic Memorie] since i can access my own [Mind Palace] inside my own [Mindscape] part of [Mind Realm] were everything it is stored plus my a [Mind avatar]..

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At the age of two year i probably knew more i could dream hell more then anyone in this world abaut :the Physical and Metaphysical body .

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About a year later from my let's call it birth i got my very first [Fortunate Encounter] whit the [Pseudo Cultivation World] by been literally dragged in my second life and death struggle because of my curiosity "who got the best of me".

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While whit the help of my Mind Ghost Avatar Form i was stalking my own chakra who was travelling inside my system or chakra path and got distracted by a lil blinking star or better said a elusive [Black hole] ..

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And > i got literally dragged into the only place were it shouldn't be even possible to enter in the first place to begin whit in theory ; since it was a one way street right outside ; But somehow as impossible it should be i did manage to end in there enyway inside the origin point of all energy poured or flushed inside our system in our heart area or the fabled first [DANTIAN OF ORIGIN] .

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And once in> it was like been thrown into a Washing Machine at 1200 rotation per min program; struggling to swim against the current while panicking and ne next second i was flushed out i heroically blacked out.

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`The next day i waked up very tired and whit a killer migraine ; but once i calmed down and analysed this situation i came to the conclusion that this was a No Pain No Gain Situation Scenario yea deadly if i luse consciousness inside but i tried again enyway and again like a stubborn mule to enter but whit no success;

And when I was about to give up : i found a second elusive Whirlpool placed in my stomach area where my chakra coils were ending ; and i jump in not really using my head but this time instead of being flushed out i was actually sucked in ; and once again i experienced my second thrilling but therapeutic Washing Machine joyride but in my defence this time I lasted longer until I blacked out again epically but whitdout consequences this time apart from head aches and exhaustion.. *nod~nod brave me praise me! ".

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It took me quite a lot of tries until I was able to finally stay inside whitdout going offline ; it seemed that more i stayed more i adapt in there but even if i could force my way in ; My spider senses told me not to interfere with what was found in there just like before in my mother belly.. "you know spanky ,spanky part thingy!?".

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Conclusion: it seemed like my staying there was based on my mental energy plus my own level of maturity and since i was a newborn i had to be patient again.."i can enter in reason but hands off well for now!".

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So increasing my time there it must be made naturally not forced, or I'll i give myself a scar on my <psyche> and those can't be cured at difference of body scar .....

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And so whit the help of my Mental Ghost Avatar empowered by my Mental Dimension or Mindscape while Meditating: i got access to the second fabled Metaphysical Realm and Metaphysical Body and boy this place hade all the possible answers i was desperately looking for and even more!".

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For starters if Mind Realm and Mindscape deals whit ,memory mind, itelect personality and on.

My Metaphysical Realm and Body > reflects my body and soul like a Mirror Dimension of my real body and essence... making both a complete package. .

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`And here comes the benefits..

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First knowledge about both Dantian's yea two to be exact and the origin of chakra ,lifeforce and on..

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First The Dantian or the [Dantian of Origin] which is found in my heart area which works like an engine , converter and generator in the same time and more which fuels us whit energy : one from our alimentation you know eat food process it and the Dantian converts it into our energy.

Second it converts a lil quantitie of external energy as our own.

`And last an absurd third energy which at the difference from the first two who just sustain us the third is special design for our growth period and the source of it is unknown and unexplainable like a Wireless Connection out of literally nowere..

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`And the second Dantian or Dantian of Storage which is found in stomach area right near the chakra coils : which does what the name implies is a storage but not only that it also relates itself to growth as a whole somehow..

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`The both Dantian's were interconnected by a invisible and immaterial Link and worked together let say like a Toilet Sink were Origin was the Faucet and the Storage was the evacuation but it did the Storage purpose too. and so . ~Welcome to cultivation world ModaFuk..r~ ... but need to wait a lil bit.

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~This second adventure on the edge, got me a second unexpected results beside my new REALM.. i end up doing so many discoveries which fuelled me with endless ideas for many paths but also got me so much unanswered questions to but.

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BUT what really bugged me was that Wireless Connection because is well a very absurd situation since it made literally no sense period. I actually discovered it by mistake like most of the important stuff ; again by stalking energy but this time inside of the Metaphysical Realm whit the help of my Mental Realm and bingo there it was coming from nowere like out of this world.....

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And this [Mysterious Wireless Connection] can only be noticed for the exit point of that [Black Hole] and entry point inside of first [Dantian] from which a [Rainbow Like Energy Rope] that i can't really describe it since it makes no sense ; i literally can't understand those shapes or colours because they make no physical sense is like i literally don't know those colours and geometric shapes totally unknown. Plus in that area you can easily lose it because of to many things going on in there like the Washing Machine laundry thingy .

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The only things i can say about this Mysterious Rainbow Energy Rope it's that is like spiral rope made from many uncountable different sizes and colours cords and on close inspection a bearly noticeably shaped of [D.N.A]!? .. i think or guess!? . but ..or i could just imagine it? idk really.

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Ok The Simplified explanation would be : from an [Unknown Place] we receive > a [Rainbow Like Energy] whit the help of some > [Wireless Connection] who flushed in the energy inside both [Black Hole] and [Storage Dantian] in the same time.. *pfff!*. hard.. cookie to crack and from the [Rope] only a [Cord of energy] is very beneficial...to find later.

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...childhood....

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My adoptive mother named me <Kiryoku> something about willpower since I survived the odds ; But i like my old better which i think it was (Julian) ; but new life? new name? idk? all think baut later...

And i gotta say that she is doing a great job raising me, i gain weight pretty fast a combo of goat milk and infused tea-medicinal plants and "bingo".

And finally the long awaited baby ecchi moment scratched from my bucket list : I finally I got breastfed as many times i could by a young neighbor mother....."yeii!"..

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My mom always kept me close to her, well fed and clean in a basket, while she does her chores, always taking to me and touching my cute baby face but i felt conflicted : - i feel safe and calm since im powerless ,i feel protected ..?

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I'm a baby , and i have nothing to do apart growing and exploring my new environment with my basic senses mostly and sometimes by my avatar ; but i couldn't wait to find out: were i was and more important the timeline which for now is a impossible task . So all i can do is train my mind and well you can say soul, since chakra can be interpreted just a byproduct of living and residual energy of the soul in physical form, like the light of a sun i guess..

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So when i dont train , i do meditation who become an habit and a guilty pleasure of mine and well exploring chakra universe.

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But i did noticed one thing; While I'm getting fed and clean and interact with my new mom my guilt is getting lowered whit the passing of time, since i got to accept the reality of my situation and i no longer feel like taking advantage of her, after all life is :- about giving and take..and also i noticed her vague gloomy aura changed to the better like she has a new purpose in life now with me here....

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...But i have a few issues :

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"First im missing my family : my wife and daughter : my greatest pain is ... well you see even if whit my new abilities Mindscape and perfect memory and being able to wach my own life like a movie in first person and even detach to third person...but still ! ".. it appears i did lost something after all it seems i can't truly remember no matter what i do no matter what i try i.. said i got everything back and more but.. i can't remember clearly the faces of my love ones they are blurred and.. no matter what i do!".

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"And second :- i know nothing about were I'm and where I'm so I'm a lil preoccupied baut that..... !"

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...decision and gameplan.....

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After much brainstorming : about what to do with my life in here and future or the direction i should take..i came to some conclusions:

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You se i got this crazy let's call it courage boost > from my let call them my so called "SELF EARNED CHEATS" from my lil life and death exotic adventures. And all that kinda helped me make some decisions and a gameplan for the future..

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So firstly the cliche thingy :> becoming strong enough in the first place > but in my case is in order to escape this world.. why : is simple, i might love the anime Naruto but living here would be hell : to much violence, senseless killing and conflict i imagine rape because getting new bloodlines you must use unorthodox means. And also my courage boost doesn't cover that much! ".

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Paradoxically in a world were you can use chakra to make basically everything and can even achieve a form of so called utopia with the means found here : you can mold chakra into everething wood and stones for shelter ; plants and water for sustenance ; metal for tools and on .And yet war and cruelty is found everywhere fuelled by a huge dose of greed , stupidity ,ignorance and a misplaced sense of pride..it kinda feel familiar isnt it ...

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It's stupid but again we doing it on earth to > i guess you can say that it's in our blood or is just human nature..i do know white and black zetsu influenced this world but still is sad..

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I really love" Naruto" i like the fact he is the hero who saves the day , brings pace and unity after he was treated so bad for so long and lived a miserable existence ,(and i got the same passion for the famous "no talk jutsu" make love not stupid war)....

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My past self > before finding love getting married and making a family , would loved this situation ; especially after getting so many advantages like i do now. And i would probably jumped in and played the hero, fighting the villains and saving the day, and the "harem route" i can almost hear my past screaming Youthh while drooling about : Hinata,Tsunade, Mei , Anko and so on but current me :~`i just want my family back !. "PERIOD"..

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but hypothetical speaking just saying>

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My favourite is Hinata i always had a thing abaut clumsy women with a tragic past or the helples shy ones who needed a hero.. it's kinda silly i know but..

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Hinata in the arms of Naruto whit some lil Boruto baby's running all around in their house it does puts a smile on my face for some reason ~`it's just simply right or it just making sense for me....right!!?".

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But i can't say the same about ATG, DXD and other world's protagonists , some of those trash really needs some taking care off or some really check if possible...but back to my current situation.

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I'm terrified baut <BUTTERFLY EFFECT> , you know throwing a stone in a pond water and waves that can bring catastrophic ending scenario... Because ..playing the hero means :

- that you assume not only the role of it but also the consequences and responsibilities that comes with it...

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Saving the UZUMAKI clan , NARUTO family or SASUKE'S and on .....i feel helpless when i think baut all that. No i cant assume that kind of responsibility since my mind and devotion it is somewhere else. And my so called Courage boost kinda ends in here..

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When you watch a movie : - as a third party you might feel you can do better mainly because > of the fact "of the bigger picture" aspect that only you can see it plus the future knowledge who makes the difference.

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But remember "THE ROAD TO HELL IS FILLED WITH GOOD INTENTIONS " that is a huge rabbit hole you must not touch unless you are rdy and going to take full responsibility for it..

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Hell..if i was born in "H.O.T.D" it would be a different story > i would grow old training myself in so many fields in order to better myself and i would create a small piece of heaven for me and my love ones and fight if necessary to keep it safe and also I'll do whatever i wanted and felt right, living my life as i pleased ..but in here same logic can't be applied .

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So the only direction i can take!? ..live here whit my mother until my late teen ,without getting in the eye of no one ,as average and bland i could be in everyones eyes ...While i would continue to get stronger in secret using my advantages and past life knowledge, i literally can remember every ep of Naruto to the core everything from :hand signs, chakra control exercises, water walking..etc..

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But i have zero knowledge abaut jutsu no molding theory, no jutsu theory ,no jutsu period so after i reach i certain age: all just disappear, become a shadow a stealthy one, in search of the knowledge i miss, explore the bloodlines dimension but not like that peddo snake. I'm not a monster who built his future or happiness on innocent lives..i rather die.

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And i need FUINJUTSU ,SENJUTSU, hmm pretty much ?well everething jutsu .Every pice added it will help me to become powerful enough to escape this place since well since "KAGUYA the BUNNY GODES" could travel between DIMENSIONS which means .. there is still hope .

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....time skip 7 years....

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And so 7 years passed very fast and boy the power of youth does make the difference and so many things have changed and helped me tremendous in improving me beyond eny of my wildest expectation :

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First i got an idea where and when I'm or well more or less were> a "NO NAME VILLAGE" whit around ten families living in here; near the sea at one day travel to the nearest town of the future " LAND OF TEA" i think since the only clues i have is the tea industry in this area...

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Second , probably !?a few hundred years before <KONOHA> creation.. i say probably because ..i only know that the <ELEMENTAL NATIONS> are in their infancy. So no KONOHA in there yet ....

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From newborn life> i transitioned to young child life and my first word said was "mother" bringing joy to my caretaker..and fun stuff by: oblivious, crawling, walking, running, you know life.....

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My mom would take me sometimes to my surrogate breastfeeding mom ,to play and socialize with her many kids, is kinda weird but nice to; i always loved kids very much you can say i always been a big kid myself even as an adult..actually i always was and always be...

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And sometimes my mother's would scare me with words like : getting me married whit Momo the youngest daughter of my surrogate second mom and laugh abaut my terrified expression, you know the giggles an "ARA ARA!" while covering her face with the hand and stuff?..but !?....

...moving on.....

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Let start whit the beginning :- at the age of two>i already unlocked completely my chakra path and so from then on> i practiced chakra control "my way" .Apart from manipulation of my own lil chakra to perfection ,by moving it were i wanted to without damaging myself and gathering as much I could to mold it in eny shape i wanted to and whit great effort outside my body to also i begin to use my chakra as a medium when interacting whit the matter, But i didn't start to mold into elements yet....

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Getting access to the second dimension of human "metaphysical body " like a mirror of your psychical body was a blessing and got me new ideas to work with and new understanding of things , less risk but not completely out of harm .....some zap in here and some cuts.

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And also i found my only affinity to EARTH how i did i found with no chakra paper? simple i infused chakra into all elements and earth was the only one who resonated naturally compared to the rest .

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And so later I began the molding process and since i had lil chakra to work with i have used it well (little pebbles and small modifications of structure and so on)....

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Later I discovered that even if you don't poses other affinities> it doesn't mean you can't use them, you can but is harder and cost more chakra so practicing over and over you will actually will get all those affinities in the end..(curious how a got LIGHTING? "spoiler static electricity").

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"Funny facts when you play with MOLDING chakra into elements: you should use external means to do it safely, if not you risk to burn, turn to stone or well breakedance and so on" so my solution was CHAKRA WIRES, cool isn't it !.

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From the age of two i got into expanding my chakra reserve and found on my own skin about the lil thing called BALANCE cool stuff actually .You see you need strong body in order to sustain strong reserves or a cheat like bloodlines which i don't possess so since I'm to young in order to train my body i had to stop expanding it by normal means and stiked whit control and molding training plus every day experiments .

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But there's hope for more reserves. you can expand endlessly your reserves at eny age even very young but here's the cache. Expanding your chakra reserve can be done by the classic over using it over and over like in the anime but there is a second way by storing inside your second DANTIAN especially that rainbow energy from the unknown wireless connection but it is very small since it is used for body growth in the first place so that is kinda cultivation stuff for later.

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And also i had to stop doing the very complicated and hazardous stuff except the things I'm sure about it; because there is to much info I'm missing for now which needs lots of exploring by experimentation since it can end my marvelous journey in here..well especially when i was about to die after i changed my entire body into a rock golem and couldn't revert it back pff that was a close call and yes i shat my pants this time and it was kinda rocky.. or crunchy i guess! ".

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"You know when they say about "-the end of the rope..well that mr rope is your life force but that is just a theory by now need more info and experimentation whit the help of my two domains...

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...time skip two more years age 9years.....

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TRAINING .Training .training. it wasn't just enough whit the meditation instead of actually sleeping and study ,expanding, control, mold ; now i got into physical training to.

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And is hell i tell you it is hell..i feel like the fat kid who reaches last one when running.

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Running for stamina and endurance (without chakra usage) ,climbing using chakra for control and expansion of chakra reserve plus strength and is pure cardio hell your body weight makes it hard climbing on trees cliffs walls and water not even talking into consideration lil weights added since why not they can do it why can't i but they make it seem easier on the show but is not..

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Throwing nails, knives all sort of stone weapons since i can't afford metal weapons at first and i found out that i suck at it no matter how much i tried, but baby steps "for dexterity and on...

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I spent one to three hours every day in water catching fish...well the fish was more like an excuse to get my mom out of my back >so i can do underwater training and ! well what's the right word for it? DAMM ..oh yea to Awesome.. plus coming home with a few kilos of fish every day , made mom happy and not only her our neighbor's too... since gota pay for the breastmilk don't i :)) .

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I can't believe I'm going to say this!! but abaut my mother !?.. remember i was freaked out baut being someone son well i got used to it fast and is pretty good ,apart from the teasing part baut my virtual girlfriend Momo who is a good child but child nevertheless.

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Receiving and giving affection , our family life was pretty good, i didn't act like a genius who walks under one year and yea my first word was MOM at one year and half because she always taking good care of me and that made me to always took good care of her; by doing hause chores and by helping at the right time, learn to cook and help her and so on, the lonlyness and sadness that was haunting her well? become past ...

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Bur she did notice my non so baby way but it didn't influence our family relations , she got used pretty fast, with my smartass- pearls of wisdom and lil cooking inventions here and there and so on.....

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...when life gives u lemons ?not the perv lem..

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....time skip 3 years age 12.....

Somewhere in the sea, near a "NO NAME VILLAGE" ,a cute borderline handsome lil man of 12 year years old was taking a swim, nothing special just going like a missile more than 50 miles per hour for about 2 hours already at the bottom of the sea while breathing underwater, yeap you heard well"(if you able to mold water you can separate Oxygen from water cool isn't it) ""

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....Mc's POV....

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`I'm frustrated !! scratch that I'm pissed off big time whit myself and the reason!!?"

"My mother is dying and i can't do anything baut it.. !".

`you might ask why she is dying!?" and why aren't you whit her right now?, well for starters she is not dying right now but slowly, she still has about one or two years from what i noticed!".

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She is 62 years old and her vitality is slowly decreasing, when i asked about it she told me that getting this far was a miracle the first place since she should death by long time ago.....

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She explained to me that originally she and her husband lived in dangerous area before.. and the reason why they didn't have kids the first place was because of an event in the past followed by another one so she escaped death twice:

- first time she survived but lost the ability to have children at young age and the second time she nearly died but lost her husband...

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But the first time she and many other from her family and village got in 'as collateral damage", between two parties who got in conflict and that time she had lost to many brothers family members and friends....

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Second time was poisoned and again barely survived but lost her husband that time and suffered a very long period of time....

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The reason why she was still alive!? is because of the medicinal plants and a healthy diet of staying away from idiots.. but whit age the past was getting closer .

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"Well son that was my life story!". my new mother tells me whit a small smile on her face.

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`RIN>"i didn't have the best life but I'm not going to complain about it , i did the best whit what i hade ,it was painful losing my family twice and before you arrived in my life, living or dieing didn't even mattered enymore!".

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`RIN>But after you arrived into my life and filled my emptiness!"..she tells me while she looks in my eyes with a gentle smile.

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~`The only regret i have now: is that i will leave you alone and it hurts Rin said whit sadness in her eyes.

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`Mc> Mother i !..(but words were stuck into my throat) I just listened to what she was saying while being frozen in place not really knowing what to say (i can relate about death for someone who lost everything to much and to fast it can be actually a release) funny thing in my past life I was a very good user of "No Talk Jutsu", the shoulder who people cried, the one who made pace between people. But now I'm rooted to the ground and can't fin.....

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`Mc>I took a full breath of air and did what made sense the most, i embraced her and drive circles on her back, while she embraced me back while slowly crying(she got used with my strange way of behaving since young age,i never cried as a baby or as a child , i always behaved well to well, doing things and acting like an adult . most of time words were necessary, just an eye contact exchange would say everything, you can say we spoken whit our eyes or body language....

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`Mc>-Mom... all i can say is: that I love you and i want you the best and if everything goes bad you should not be worried about me !". (while squeezing her in my arms which looks funny since I'm one head smaller).

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`Mc>-I Love you Mother !".....and begin to walk away to cool off my head and my heart...

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`RIN> Love you to son!"...(and if her son was frozen when, she told him her past and the reason why she is slowly dying, now the places changed, the difference is that instead of crying she actually have a big smiles on her face)...

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`RIN>" - He said, I love you mother!".. (she says out loud looking dumbfounded) ...

~`He never said i love you or mother, he always calls me mom!"...(while looking at her son who walks away while cleaning a few tears from his eyes)

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`So that the reason I'm angry and sad, you might say that: im behaving like a child or I'm unreasonable since i keep saying I'm an adult in a kid a teen body now ,which is totally fair .

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`i mean I'm not a "God" and parents do eventually die first usually before their own children...

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`No the reason I'm angry is... if you look how far away I arrived? you would be to pissed off to in my shoes.....

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So let me explain because of my maniacal (Mind. Body. and Spirit) training im freaking "super op" . I basically a legit powerhouse in the flesh.

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Got affinities to al basic or primary elements at first like earth ,water ,fire ,wind and lighting and i mixt them later and while cooking and interacting whit the kitchen knife i learned metal so this event got me on the roll getting all mixed or single elements and their intermediary states like ice, vapour for water and earth which it's many things means by compressing it under hi temperatures you get glass ,crystals and all the carbon based gems possible or you can turn into sand and on also by decomposing matter into their basic parts like i did to the water you got access to an infinity of other elements like oxygen, hydrogen and on plus particles style became obsolete..

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...All variations of lighting ,fire ,wind and on whit a touch of yin and yang got new borders in elemental and chakra application..

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And since all go hand in hand with each other you basically got access to everything like light darkness and on i don't even mention about wood or mokuton it become an easy feat for the start...

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-Got so proficient at molding chakra into elements that and not only that: elemental attack jutsu became obsolete not needed enymore ..and i got so good with control over chakra that i can cloak myself like a jinchuuriki plus > i can do the best tentacles play like in the freaking hentai..whit what i can guess 3 tails chakra amount that I possess (just a hunch)..

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I can control perfectly around 8 members mine included and i can use my members to lunch attack of elements that i have just mastered.

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Got a superstrong body, in order to sustain so much vitality ,chakra you got to balance your yin-yang .A strong mind-soul in a strong physical body , even if i don't look yet because i don't want to drawn attention my body is super compact brimmed with power.

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`i can freaking uproot trees, brake huge stones whit my arms and legs and ..I'm fast very fast to the point i became a blurr and all this whit perfect control since my senses are op to begin whit and without overcharging myself whit chakra but when i do over -charge , i go supersayan 8 gates type .

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"And I'm only 12 years old and got no freaking bloodlines... !'.

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....reality check...

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....time skip 3 year 15 year old.....

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`The thing i was most afraid it happened, my mother Rin died..!" .How do i feel!?"..empty but frankly i don't know it myself, sad yes who wouldn't be?.. but also what is the right word for it : relieved for her!!? it's kind of weird sensation, sad for the lost of my savior, companion caretaker and....yes love one..

And "relieved?"since "hmm" even by supplying her the most pure curative chakra and dulling her pain and suffering in the end is still suffering and how was that saying.. : a i remember yes Sometimes when you love someone you must to let it go.. i think and i wonder if I'm a hypocrite or more than usual!".

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`I'm standing near her grave ,whit a white Lily in my hand >her favourite flower..saying my goodbyes and wishing her to find peace and happiness surrounded by her love ones...

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`<Mc>- THANK YOU MOTHER....i luv you!"... and i just sink underground and left the village that took care of me for the last 15 years but before coming to her grave i said fair well to my surrogate second mother and her family and i have left everything we own to them..

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~and went whit the wind to the unknown~