Between Me And You

I think my heart could've have a concrete wall,

Between me and You my Lord,

Otherwise this soul so finite, so small,

Wouldn't still be on this material board,

So big and tall.

Misfortune lies every way I go,

East or west, I just end up in circles,

At times I feel like I can see You my Lord,

But I end up going with the material flow.

Why my heart is still not faithful?

Why is it still tied on the ceiling as if a pot full of butter?

Why didn't I let You take me away?

Why did I let myself shatter?

Why didn't I decide to have a divine association with You?

Was my desire to churn and burn greater than Your association?

Why didn't I let You steal it away, as always?

Why didn't let my tear fall, as always?

Why didn't I break that concrete wall?

Why am I not afraid of the fall?

Why don't I desire for Your eternal and transcendental embrace?

Why don't I remember the sweetness of Your Lotus feet so delicate and flawless?

Why do I let myself fall away?

The Chant is Your association.

But why don't I pine to always stay,

With You in Your divine name?

All I know is between me and You,

There is a certain long forgotten bond,

That You're keen to awaken up,

But I always seem to ignore Your divine song,

When will I wake up from this dream?

Which is like a virtual ocean of falsehood,

And I'm in a boat, searching for Your love in things of dead,

But now I know, nothing ever compares the grace,

The long loving eternity of embrace,

With the matter so dead;

As between me and You,

There's a long forgotten fondness,

But when will I be awake,

To actually see Your divine grace?