In My Blood

Looking at my number of followers in my instagram I'm surprised. This month I was unconscious my number of followers rose from 0 to 5000.

Looking at the comments of the photo I posted I see:

[This is the dude that sang Apologize right?]

[Yes, he also sang Photographs, the two songs are great, I only don't understood then why he disappeared in the last month.]

[I followed his lives on Switch, he did it every day until a month ago he disappeared. People are saying that he died.]

[I saw a video of him singing at a show a month ago, did he die after the show?]

...

It seems people knew me because of the songs I sang. Looking at QiTube to see how the songs were, I was surprised once more. Apologize was with 120,000 views and Photographs was with 250,000 views. My channel that had 200 subscribers now stands at 13,000.

Seeing that my number of subscribers went up I decided to see the mission.

[Mission: Reach 1k subscribers on QiTube. Reward: 10 proficiency points.] Complete ←

[Mission: Reach 10k subscribers on QiTube. Reward: 20 proficiency points.] Complete ←

[Mission: Reach 50k subscribers on QiTube. Reward: 40 proficiency points.] 13k / 50k Incomplete.

"Wow ..." I say scared.

'So I'm 30 proficiency points now to spend?' I think. 'Status'

-Zhanye Black

CHARM: 56/100

AGI: 67/100 (62/100)

STR: 53/100 (48/100)

INT: 75/100

LUCKY: ??

Cooking: 75/100

God's Arena: 68/100

Exercises: 49/100

Voice: 41/100

Driving: 45/100

Piano: 59/100

Heal: 05/100

Points to distribute: 0

Proficiency and Distribute: 30.

It is usually easier to earn points when the status is lower than when it gets louder. I think I'd better save those points for when I need them.

Walking through the hospital to do my exams I see many people who are in terrible condition, some without an arm, without a leg, or even unable to move. But most of them had a look on their face that made me shiver. They didn't want to give up. It reminded me of a song I heard so much when I thought how hard it was to be an orphan.

'I need to sing this song!' I think to myself.

As I leave an examination room I talk to my father.

"Your friends came to visit you." he says as he reads some papers.

"Who?" I ask curiously.

"A boy called Daniel, Jason, Layla, Laura, our neighbor Lisa and a few others. I didn't know you had made so many friends. "he says with a smile on his face.

"I think so, hahaha, I'll call them." I say as I feel warmed by knowing that they came to see how I was.

When I called Danny he was feeling very guilty, saying things like I had not taken him home this wouldn't have happened. But this wasn't his fault, it was the fault of the two idiots who was betting race.

Jason was worried, but not as much as Danny, since we only met once.

Laura was very worried and asked me to postpones our music because she didn't want to get me tired. I told her that I was fine and that she didn't have to worry, that this week I was going to call her to record the song together. I'm really excited to know how our song will be together, since she was able to reproduce the beat that Photographs had in my old world.

Layla looked very cold when I called her, but I could feel the worry in her voice.

Liz was very annoyed, but after promising some pizzas she calmed down.

Arriving in my room, I ask my father to bring my notebook to me. I have a PC and a notebook, usually I hardly use the notebook. The old I used the notebook just to watch anime in my bed.

To my surprise my father had already brought some things I would need here, including the notebook and the piano.

As I hear him calling my mother, I start downloading the programs to make a livestream here.

"She wants to talk to you son." My dad tells me as he hands over the phone.

"Hi, Mom?" I say as I sit on the bed.

"Hi son! Do you want to kill me with worry? You don't know how hard it has been this month. "she says as I feel her voice shake.

"Calm down, Mom, it's okay. In the end it was all right. "I say.

"All right?? You've been in a coma for a month, and you think it's all right? When you get home I'll show you what's right. "she says as I swallow a mouthful of saliva.

After switching off I look at the computer and install the broadcast programs. After everything is installed I turn to live.

3, 2, 1, ON!

[DramaticVanilla: Zy ?? Are you alive?? Thank God! I was so worried, you have no idea.]

[EnglishTeacher: Zy? !!!! I was missing you! When I saw the comments on your instagram, I was so worried that something would have happened to you.]

...

Before I could answer the comments the live was crowding. When I finished reading the two comments the live had already 1000 people online.

"Hi, guys! I'm alive!! As you can see, a ghost can't open a livestream, but I'm really in a hospital. Don't worry, I'm fine, but by security measures I'll have to stay here for a while. "I say with a smile on my face.

[DrinkDrugsSmokeAlcool: What happened to you ?? I met you for the songs but you disappeared after recording the first two, I discovered this week that you were live on the Switch.]

"I had been to a party, the one you saw me singing in the QiTube video, on the way back a guy betting race came and hit my car, I ended up getting a few weeks off but with no sequels or surgery I needed." I say smiling.

[DramaticVanilla: Glad nothing bad happened to you Zy.]

'I'm glad even the anti-drinking and driving laws don't yet exist in this country.' I think.

"While I was walking around the hospital, I saw some things that touched my heart. Some people have made me see that I'm still fine even though I've been in a coma for a month. And they motivated me so much that I decided to sing a song for each one here. Can you help me spread this song to reach as many people as possible? "I say as I bring my piano close to me.

[DramaticVanilla: Sure Zy !! I was already missing your voice.]

[WindowToYou: Please Zy !! <3]

"Hey guys! It's me, Zy again, this time I'm recording this song while I'm in Live on Switch.tv and in my hospital room, I hope you like it. This song is called 'In My Blood'! "I say after pressing the program's record button.

"Help me

It's like the walls are caving in

Sometimes I feel like giving up.

But I just can't

It is not in my blood

Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing

I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something

I could take it easy my mind slowly

Just have a drink and you'll feel better

Just take her home and you'll feel better

Keep telling me that it gets better

Does it ever?

Help me

It's like the walls are caving in

Sometimes I feel like giving up.

No medicine is strong enough

Someone help me

I'm crawling in my skin

Sometimes I feel like giving up.

But I just can not

It is not in my blood

It is not in my blood

... "