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I thought about your words. You just didn't want me to get hurt, right?

Even though you're the one who hurt me. But I forgive you.

Today we had vocal training again. I sat with you in the car but you didn't want to talk to me. You were probably tired. I leaned on your shoulder because I was sleepy too. You pushed me off and shuffled further away.

We were practising the songs that are in our new album. Love Yourself.

I wish I could love myself. We took turns performing in front of each other. You grinned and told Jin hyung and Tae that their voices were beautiful. Then you sang your song. It made my heart beat faster. I gave you a hug afterwards and complimented your singing but you shoved me off agian. You were probably just shy, right? I sang my song next. I waited for your affection but it didn't come. You said I could've done better and that I should try harder.

I am trying, Jungkook.