5

I kept my promise, Kookie. I hoped that you would be proud of me. But you got angry at me. You yelled at me at dinner. You said that I wasn't eating enough and that it was unthoughtful. You said I would make the others have to worry. You said that I was too skinny and it made me weak and ugly. But I thought that this was what you wanted?

I tried to change for you.

Jin hyung tried to tell you off for raising your voice at me. But Namjoon and Yoongi hyung told him not to. They said that you were right, and the others all agreed with them too. I nodded my head and said that I was sorry to you all.

Jin hyung tried to comfort me that night but it wasn't his words of love that I need.

I need yours, Jungkook.