Near to death. Far from life

Cataleas POV

"Hello Catalea, don't be afraid, we will not harm you. We are Fairies. We need to find out do you have any kind of power related to ours." Her voice was like heaven to my ears. She was so beautiful. She was sparkling I swear.

"You have to stand in this circle and we shell begun" she showed me the place I needed to stand. I didn't refused. I need the answers. And I somehow trust Oisin. Have no idea why.

As soon as I stood there they begun to form some kind of colorful energy around me. They didn't spoke or even say a word, but I could feel their everything. Colors where growing and coming near to me, it was like many circles, round and beautiful. I felt something inside me, warm, strong vibration. Brightness of this colors where growing and I felt like I was not in that room or even in that castle anymore. This was like heaven, colorful little circles around me, growing and blowing, I was like in my dreams.

Suddenly everything just stopped. It was like time has stopped. I couldn't move or talk, and then I saw her... Reflection of me?! She was me?!

'Who are you' I tried to reach her.

'I'm your past honey' her voice… she was looking like me but she was not me.

'I…I don't understand... This… this world… is this for real?!' suddenly she begun to move toward to me. She was not walking it was like she was flying.

'Listen to me honey. You need to free yourself. You need to free your power. Your feelings. Your mind. Try to free your soul. Just let all the worst go... Just free it. It is the only way to gt beck to her, get back to your child, our life…' and I understood. I felt it. I was leaving my body. I was dyeing?!

'Do it Catalea' was the voice of my wolf.

I closed my eyes. I let every single pain and sorrow out. I let my tears and fears out. I let every single thing that was bothering me. I just let it all out…

It was like blow. I felt all the energy that was buried inside me.

I felt myself. I felt my powers. I never knew I had one.

I opened my eyes and I was back to the circle and Oisin was looking at me with his deadly mad eyes.

"What happened? How are you" he tried to reach me but the circle was not letting him.

"She survived, she is a half Fairy." Said the one who greeted me. And she was right I felt everything what was surrounding me, ground, air, breeze, mountains.

"I'm…. I'm okay. Don't worry. It's... It's like awakening. It's amazing. I can feel it now…. Everything….. Everything is s alive…." I was shocked. Fairies has done their job and they let me out of the circle. But it seemed they were not done talking.

"Tell me, I can feel it. Tell me..." I asked the one who was looking at me.

"You are from oldest dynasty. The one who was vanished from existing. One that took our knowledge and faith for love and pleasure. She was strongest fairy that has ever existed. She was beautiful and naïve. As legend has told us she felt in love with the magician. They married. They were happy. It was old times, it was not forbidden to love other kind of creatures. But after long and happy life they had a child. Son. Prince of our world. He was nothing like his parents. He had no kindness in his heart. It was the one who decided to take all the creatures in control. It was so hard to take him down and he was vanished. You have powers from oldest dynasty of our kind. And this is not good. We shall leave now." I was shocked and not only I. they opened portal?! I guess and left after a minute. Oisin was looking at me with concern and he was not happy I was sure. But this energy was making me feel so powerful. I was not afraid anymore.

"Now it's our turn I guess." Said the old guy in the corner.

"We are witches and we need no circle Luna" he was not concern or shocked. He tried to joke to make us more comfortable and was waiting Oisins allowance to begun whatever he was planning to do. Oisin showed yes by shaking his head and here we go again..

This time was different. Their eyes begun to turn totally black, they were speaking the language I have never heard of. This was nothing like the fairies has done before. I felt something but it was near to pain but not to beautiful colors earlier. Suddenly my chest begun to burn like hell, I begun to scream, Oisin was trying to reach me or this witches but he was not able to. All the wolfs where like chinned to the wall. As much this man was continuing to speak pain was growing. "Stoooop" I tried to reach them. "Pleaseeee…. Stoppp" it was too much and they where not going to stop it. Anger was filling me from inside and I got mad as hell and screamed "I SAID STOP" and everything stopped. Like before but this time was truly stopped. Nothing was moving. Not Oisin, nor was others. I breathed out and all was back, time was moving again. Oisin was immediately ready to kill them but his old men has stopped him and asked to look at me and he was shocked at the same moment. I was glowing.

"She has the witch powers too. You know this is unrespectable my King and you know where this creature will lead as to." This was the only words he said and they left.

Oisins look was nothing I have met before. He was truly nervouse and angry and I had no idea why. My glowing has stopped and I was different. I was same me but my body my mind, it was full of something. It was mixing with my feelings. god help me to control myself from blowing.

"Can somebody talk? Like with the words? I need… I don't know what I need" I was looking at my hands. It's true, I have no idea what to think or do.

"You need to shift" was only words I heard from Oisin.

"Brother, this will be too much for today. " it was his brother. He was shocked too.

"We may not have peace and time tomorrow Nicolai." What does he mean?

"What do you mean?" I can't hold any torture for today.

"We may have war tomorrow, you are my Luna, my Mate, they will come for you and we will have no time for this."

He was right. I felt that he was right.

"Now, listen to me and do as I say" he come close to me and touched me, it was the most amazing feeling I have ever head, but he was suddenly shocked, fuck. I was glowing again. Is this because his touch? He let my hands go and I was bac to normal. He was confused for just a second but he said again

"You will do what I say okay?"

"Okay" and I smiled.

" you need to call for our wolf but not only mentaly, you need to call her to come out. You need to loose control of your body and your mind. Don't fight with her. Let her take everything. " I closed my eyes and imagined my wolf. I called her out and there she was with the most beautiful white fur I have ever seen. 'Don't fight me Catalea' I will not. I let her take control and it begun….

Oisins POV

"It has begun" I shouted to Nicolai

"Bring the healers, she must survive this shift." She begun to transform. First transformation is the most painful but I is easy when you shift in the age of 18 in your birthday nigh. After this it's getting harder and harder. She was scramming and her body was burning.

"Stop fighting it honey, just let her come out. "She was in such a pain, and I couldn't help her with anything. Her bones begun to crack and she was on the floor. First her hands begun to change, her wolf was strong and big it was clear. Hardest part of transformation Is now, she has to change fully. Castle begun to tumble and I knew it was her, her powers and magic. Her powers and supernatural nature was helping her with the shift, all the items in the room begun to either move or even burn, she was struggling and was fighting. "Stop fighting let her out" I shouted and she obeyed. She let Lissa take her body. She let her out. And it all stopped, she was transformed. She was white and big. She was wolf from my dreams, her eyes where blue and deep. Her fur was unique.

'Hello Oisin' she used mind link. She never stops to impress me.

'Greetings Lissa. You need to shift back and we will have time to meet and run in the evening.'

'Okay Mate' my heart stopped when I heard this words. And Catalea was back to me, fully naked, this is like all my dreams are coming true. I would take here right now if I could.

"This was painful" she was looking at me with angry eyes but I was feeling that she was satisfied.

"You are beautiful" was the only words in my mind. And she realized she was naked. I gave her blanket to cover her body.

"Thank you…"

"You are exhausted and tired, I'll take you to your daughter and then we will have lunch"