23. Our first kiss

"Liar! You're a liar! You lied to me, you cheated on me! You used me! You abandoned me!You ignored me!"

"Well if we compare what we have done to each other, you brought me from death , you made me immortal, you abandoned me as well. And who the hell is Skansi?! "

" I don't know! " I yelled back.

" Now I should worry about a guy named Skansi, and oh you don't remember what you have done and you don't remember me. I guess you win this game. "

" How do you know is a guy?"

" The fake doctor told me. "

" What else did he tell you about Skansi? "

" Why do you care about this guy? "

" I guess I am trying to understand who he is and how is related to me. Oh now it's you who have doubts. Now I am the one who cheated right? Or you're trying to find reasons to make me..." I stopped , there was a strange feeling in my stomach. It was not e bad feeling , but I couldn't tell if it was a good one either.

" What's wrong? Does your stomach hearts? "

" No. It's nothing. Go back to your lover! Leave me alone. "

I tried to walk away but Gide held me by my arm, touching his forehead with mine he whispered :

" I am now, right in front of her. "

" I am not her, I can't make you lit a fire, instead I would throw you a bucket of cold water. "

" You don't know I burn everytime I have you this close. I am burning , that bucket of cold water can't put out my fire. "

He hold me by my waist pulling me closer to him. I could feel his scent , his breath on my face, his lips closer to my lips. I thought my heart was going to explode. He kissed me, it was like the first kiss he gave me that night in my room, and I felt the same way everytime he kissed me. Like my lips would burn under his touch, and there was no time, no other people, nothing. In all the parallel realities were versions of us kissing and burning for each other.

His first kiss was rough with passion different from any other kisses I had recieved. He was so angry that night , I couldn't understand why, we were not yet in a relationship. I had a red rose on my bed that he ruined the poor rose throwing the petals everywhere.

"Hey that's my rose, you can't do that!"

"You wont accept any gifts from him! You wont meet him again!"

"Easy there you are not my father Gide. Christoph is my friend. I will meet him and I will accept every gift he gives me!"

" I am your boyfriend and I say you wont meet him again! " He pulled by my waist.

" You're not my boyfriend Gideon. "

" I am. I will always remain your boyfriend in every single life of yours. " He whisper yelled at me and kissed me the same way.

He was jealous about Christoph. Well I kind of had a crush on my neighbour, who was at the same time my best friends brother. I thought I was gonna have a romance like in the books with him, instead it turned into a sci-fantasy series with the jealous guy there.

I felt the strange feeling in my stomach again. Weird I forgot everything when Gide kissed me and now I couldn't bare it anymore. I put my hand on my stomach groaning. I almost felt to my knees if it wasn't for Gide. I felt so weak and so strong at the same time.