Walker
"Fuck,'' I bang the door to my room and rest my back against the closed door. I am so pissed; I am so confused. What the hell is going on with me?
They are all supposed to be leaving today and I am supposed to see them off but how can I stand the thought that Tala is still going to be here? How do I control myself enough to actually stay away from her?"
I take off my clothes in a frenzy because they remind me too much of being inside her. They remind me too much of the mistake. I walk into the bathroom and walk into the hot shower. The water scalds my body and I let the hot water fall on my head.
I close my eyes as I rest my back on the tiled wall of the bathroom. I remember her touch; I remember how it felt to finally taste her.
You are not helping yourself right now.
My wolf tells me.