Your feelings for him, don't you already know?
Raizel could feel his thought process going haywire and he tightly held the hand of the tall mundane, his eyes imploring for answers he did not know, "Why? Why did I let him?"
Nathan stood rooted to the spot and the puzzles fit into place. "Ooh! He told you." That explained it better. He looked at Raizel, at this moment he was the put-together guy he had always known.
His hands trembled so slightly and his eyes were a little unfocused. The reaction was quite big but not unexpected.
The Raizel Nathan had known all these years is a coward. He was like a turtle in his shell. If you do not poke hard then you can forget about having any reaction from him.
"You knew," Raizel said in a harsh voice.
The accusation made Nathan unhappy but he still let the other hold his hand so tightly.