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THE MEMORY LOST IN SPACE

This is cut version of... Novel : THE MEMORY LOST IN SPACE Author: TONG HUA Translator: HONGGSHUAI Lorraine was a fake princess. She's the only pure-gene human in the mutant world. Without past memories, she had befriended with an experimental body who could turn into a dangerous beast. Nothing can escape the clutches of time. Death and deterioration is but an eventuality. Only memory is not bound by the shackles of time. In fact some memories become clearer steeped in time. The beautiful, the ugly, all the has-beens. Each event seemingly small and insignificant but their flashes of brilliance can even outdazzle the night’s sky. An existence that should be denied, he thought he would be alone forever for a soul born in darkness was destined to be swallowed up by darkness. Happiness can only be a mirage. Yet he cannot control his feelings that are overflowing because he has found someone willing to stand with him against all odds. One existence was built on another person’s genetic makeup. The other lived a fabricated lie. Just like a whisper in the wind, they had no past and no future. They only have the present. They only have each other. Will your pursuit only end with the withering of the final rose? Will you discover that you’ve missed all of its radiant beauty only when it is gone? Will you only stop grumbling about the cold when the last snowflake has fallen? Will you regret failing to appreciate the here and now?

HONGGSHUAI · Sci-fi
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94 Chs

What is mutation?

At lunch time, she went to see Feng Lin in the canteen. But before they could even start anything, something bad was happening.

Feng Lin broke through the window and flew toward the massive beast that stood on the road. Not far away some soldiers were retreating. Claws were abvout to pierce Feng Lin's Chest when Chen Sha suddenly appeared and kicked the beast.

"Give him a bit more time" Feng Lin had already injected it with tranquilizer but it didn't seem to work at all.

The beast leapt up to attack. Chen Sha drew his sword and plunged the blade into the beast's neck.

Feng Lin covered her face with her hands in grief. Soldiers silently saluted. Without any words, Chen Sha turned and walked away past from Lorraine.

Lorraine was full of doubts and walked towards the corpse of the beast, wanting to ask Feng Lin.

Unexpectedly, Lorraine had just walked a few steps forward and Feng Lin jumped and stood in front of her. Her eyes were alert and terrified. Lorraine immediately stepped back in fright.

Feng Lin reacted and smiled stiffly and said in a concealed manner: "You have already seen that there has been an accident involving a beast hurting people. There are many things to be dealt with. You should go to lunch first and I will see you in our office later."

Lorraine said hurriedly, "Okay."

At this moment, she felt very clearly that although she was already a citizen of Odin by law, no one actually accepted her, even Feng Lin, the friendliest person.

She went back to the canteen in silence.

There's no one in the canteen anymore. In the empty hall, only the cleaning robot was cleaning around. The normally inaudible sound of the machine running is a bit harsh now.

Thinking of Chen Sha's cold eyes and Feng Lin's guarded expression, Lorraine felt cold. She subconsciously curled up on the chair, hugging herself.

It was said that when facing the unknown, only half-knowing was the most dreadful. Questions in her head were turning into bloody pictures uncontrollably, making her more and more frightened.

Lorraine recalled the word she had heard and opened the star network to search for 'mutation' but found a bunch of useless information. There was nothing that can explain what she had just seen.

Lorraine wanted to ask someone. Even if he or she couldn't answer her doubts, they could at least listen to her and let her vent her emotions. However, everyone's reaction was telling her that this is not something to be discussed randomly.

And she was just a poor stand-in who used someone else's name, no country, no home, no relatives, no friends, and she couldn't even find someone to complain about.

Lorraine stared blankly at the robot scrubbing the table not far away, her nose sour.

Her first memory was when she was trekking alone on the wasteland. She thought it would be enough to just find someone. But even if she was in a crowd, she was still an abandoned person.

Before the tears fell, she suddenly remembered something and hurriedly opened the address book.

Her favorite contact was only one name: Qian Xu.

Would Qian Xu also put the name 'Luo Xun' as his favorite contact? Could I really ask him such a sensitive question? Would he brush her off, terminated the call, or distanced her?

With a nervous mood, Lorraine sent a message to Qian Xu: "Can you make a video call?"

Instantly, Qian Xu appeared in front of her and asked concerned: "What's the matter?"

Lorraine stuttered as she asked cautiously, "Do you know about the mutation?"

"I know." He was wearing a light blue patient gown, sitting on the work chair. His expression was calm and his voice was soft. Like the question Lorraine asked was not a big deal.

Lorraine's heart settled down suddenly: "I saw a beast just now. They said about some strength level, sudden mutation change. An officer killed the beast, but also saluted him. Another injured officer was not even angry, but seemed to be very sad about the beast."

Qian Xu asked frankly: "You want to know the reason"

Lorraine nodded.

"Strength level. The sudden mutation change could happen to a level strongman who has mutant genes. Without warning, the mutant genes in the body completely took over the human genes. Not only it instantly changed his physical appearance, but also destroyed his conscience and turned him into a crazy beast."

Lorraine face was full of horror, the beast that nearly killed the three soldiers and Feng Lin was a human!

There was faint sadness in Qian Xu's eyes: "The beast you saw was the best soldier. Perhaps he was the officer's most trusted subordinate or someone's closest comrade-in-arms."

The bottom of Lorraine's heart shivered. She can't help herself shivering.

The once trusted and closest comrades in arms turned into cannibals in an instant. The partners who depended on each other, lived and died together now had to wield their swords at each other. Either live or die!

Lorraine just understood not only Feng Lin's plea for 'give him some more time', but also Chen Sha's who choose to thrust the sword into the beast's body drenching it in cold blood.

Qian Xu asked: "Are you afraid?"

Lorraine was confused, nodding subconsciously.

Humans were a gregarious species. If a wholeheartedly trusted one, close friends, or lovers who sleep in the same bed suddenly become completely beyond recognition, was it possible to not be afraid?

"You are also possible to change too?" Words came out and Lorraine regretted immediately. Knowing that was excessive, she nervously wanted to fix it. "I, I... speak nonsense, please, please don't be angry..."

"It's OK. Your question is normal." Qian Xu smiled slightly and in turn comforted her.

He said frankly: "The one with lower strength level have zero probability of sudden mutation change. The higher strength level, the probability of mutation change increases respectively. At my strength level, there is a certain probability of mutation change. Indeed there's possibility for mutation changes at any time."

Lorraine's nose was sour. She couldn't imagine that such a gentle Qian Xu would turn into a beast, violently hurting people.

Qian Xu said gently: "People who have just known this will be very scared. Some are afraid of themselves sudden changes and hurt others. Some are afraid of sudden changes of their friends or relatives that might turn to hurt them. Some may even suffer from social phobia, afraid to contact with people. You can talk to a psychologist and they will have professional approach to help you ease your fears."

His calm and openness like a ray of warm sun slowly shine into Lorraine's heart, gradually disperse the inner fear and darkness in her heart.

Lorraine silently pondered for a moment and said self-explaining: "Actually, thinking about it from another angle, even if there is no sudden mutation change, in this universe, are there no closed one who turn against each other, friends who betrayed each other, or lovers who have different dreams in the same bed? Isn't that one is just a visible beast and another one an invisible beast?"

Qian Xu was very surprised: "This is the first time I have heard about sudden mutation change in this perspective."

Lorraine mumbled: "Think of it this way, sudden mutation changes are not so terrible. Haven't we humans been facing this kind of thing since ancient times? Maybe, the invisible beast is more terrible than the visible beast! That kind of betrayal and jeopardy can't be treated with medicine."

Qian Xu stared at Lorraine deeply. He suddenly reached out and patted her head, approvingly said: "You are really a brave and intelligent woman!"

Obviously it's just a virtual image which Lorraine shouldn't feel anything, but she actually felt a little dizzy and her face feel hot. Lorraine said embarrassingly, "If you saw that I was scared to death, you wouldn't say like that."   

"Being brave is not being not afraid, but vividly afraid and still holding a sharp sword with kindness in the heart, facing difficulties."   

Chen Sha's indifferent expression stabbing a dagger into the neck of the beast emerged from her mind. Can't help wondering if that iceberg will be scared too? Lorraine immediately felt that she was thinking too much.   

Qian Xu saw that she was lost in her thoughts and was sure that her emotions had calmed down. He smiled and pointed to Lorraine's plate: "You should eat, it's time for my treatment session already."   

Lorraine said sincerely: "Thank you!"   

"I just said a few words, what's there to thank me for?"

Lorraine smiled and did not say more. It's not just a few words, but she knew clearly that there's someone willing to take time to listen to her, answer her questions patiently, comfort and encourage her with consideration.   

In the vast crowd, she had a friend, and was not alone.

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When Lorraine went to Feng Lin's office, she deliberately brought a few cans of nutrient from canteen.   

"Just feeling hungry. Thank you!" Feng Lin took the nutrient and put it on the table.

Zi Yan came from nowhere and took a can. He leaned against the wall and drink.

Feng Lin frowned and asked, "How was it?"   

Zi Yan smiled and said, "Chu Mo, the best doctor in the Federation of Odin, is here. What are you worried about? He said that after three months, the heaviest injured guy will fully recover."

Feng Lin's eyebrows relax suddenly. Her whole body seemed to be a lot more relaxed.

Since damage was able to control to a minimum. Lorraine was also happy for them, knowing she should be leaving: "You should all be busy, I will go back first."   

Feng Lin apologized and said, "When I finish my work, I will make an appointment with you."   

Lorraine was about to send a message for Qing Chu to pick her up, Zi Yan suddenly interrupted and said, "I want to go back too. Princess can take my flying car."   

From the bottom of her heart, Lorraine really didn't want to be with this unpredictable cunning guy, but the consequences of rejecting him were probably more serious. Beggars can't be a chooser!   

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The flying car speeded forward.   

Zi Yan casually played a tarot card while looking at Lorraine enthusiastically.

Lorraine tried to ignore him, but his eyes became more and more unscrupulous. With rage, Lorraine simply turned her head to let him watch her as much as he wanted.

"Is there anything on my face that I shouldn't have?"   

Zi Yan smiled and said, "It seems that there is nothing that should be there."

"What's not there?"   

"Worry, nervous, or fear."   

Lorraine cursed in silent: When she was nervous and fearful, Chen Sha was dissatisfied. Now she is not nervous and fearful, Zi Yan is dissatisfied. What do you guys want?

"I was frightened at first, then later I calmed down." Happy now?   

Zi Yan said something covertly: "The princess is recovering quickly."

Lorraine pretended to be surprised and said, "Isn't the beast that hurt people? Now people are fine. How long does the Duke think I should be nervous?" For people to get along with each other, it must be mutual. If you were honest, she would be honest. If you cheated, she would cheat too.

Zi Yan didn't answer. He flicked his index finger bouncing the shiny purple tarot card, and watched it slowly land on his fingertips. While the light was twinkling, the corners of his mouth kept smiling, but the expression in his eyes was obscure.   

Lorraine knew in her heart, his strength level must be above level A, and the probability of sudden changes was not low. She couldn't help moving closer to the car's door.   

Zi Yan raised his eyes looking at her without a trace of smile. There was a faint sadness in his charming peach blossom eyes.   

It's the first time Lorraine saw Zi Yan like this. Feeling sorry and uneasy, she pretend to just arranging her dress and moved back a little bit.

Suddenly, Zi Yan leaned forward and made a grimace face as if going to eat her, "Rawwww". Lorraine turned pale, screamed and hiding her whole body down on the car's floor.   

Zi Yan laughed loudly. He looked at panicked Lorraine and nodded in satisfaction: "Well, this expression is right."   

Lorraine was ashamed and annoyed. She quickly sat back with a stern face.   

Her brain must really fill with water to feel sympathy for this devil. He must play everyone in this world to dead, that's why he's still alive!   

"Hey, are you angry..."   

No matter how Zi Yan teased her, Lorraine paid no attention to, determined not to utter a word.

I really not know what is a better word than 'a level strongman' (級體能者 which is level+strength+man). If anyone has any better wording please let me know!

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