Rosalie

Rosalie (POV)

I've waited for a mate for the past 80 years of my immortal life.

At first, he was only a black shadow every time I asked Alice to look into my future. But 17 years ago she finally gave me a face. He had hair as white as snow and eyes so red people would take him for a vampire. At first, we thought he was a human blood drinker but Carlisle seeing the white hair corrected us and told us he was probably Albino.

Every time Alice had a vision of him, I would bring her a pen and paper and make her draw what she saw. Most of the time it was his faces or him in different locations. And it made me happy with anticipation that he would be mine.

But other times the drawings would break my heart. He would be with another woman. And the drawings would often leave me locked up in my room crying for hours.

(A/N Dry crying, tears don't fall since they are vampires)

The day before he was supposed to come to Forks. Alice drew him laying with another woman. It enraged me to the point where I had to destroy a couple of kilometres of the forest to finally calm down. 'How could he? I've waited for him for 80 years. And he just keeps breaking my heart over and over again.'

After another hour of destroying the forest, I was crying again. Alice came to reassure me as usual by telling me how he would have eyes only for me in the near future. And how he didn't even know I existed so he wasn't technically being unfaithful. But can't he feel the mating bond, can't he feel how much grief he's causing me. But as usual, she would manage to make me see reason and forgive him.

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(Still Rosalie POV)

We entered the cafeteria as we usually do. I noticed my mate directly. He was so beautiful those drawing Alice gave me couldn't capture how magnificent he looked. I made sure to avoid eye contact not sure if I'd have the strength to prevent myself from pouncing on him if our eyes met.

I heard Jessica badmouthing me and my family as she usually would. And he didn't defend me. But he didn't agree with her either.

As I sat down I kept my eyes on my plate of human food. And kept playing with it. To try and not look at him like some stalker. Till I heard his sister whisper " Stop staring at her, it's weird." I looked at their table to try finding out at what was he staring. And met with his red eyes that were staring at me. He immediately captured all of my being. I couldn't move away from his eyes. I wanted to avoid staring to not seem weird but I couldn't. I could feel my longing for him, that built up over the past 17 years. Commanding me to run his way and throw myself at him. Till I suddenly felt a wave of calm that was directed my way that immediately put me out of my trance. I finally managed to pry my eyes from his and gave a grateful look to Jasper my 'twin' who probably prevented me from making a total foul out of myself.

After a couple of minutes, I heard footsteps coming in the direction of our table. We all turned around to look at the intruder. And I froze the moment I met his eyes. I lost complete control of myself and was again put in a kind of trance. 'How could someone have this much effect on me?' I heard him introduce himself, he has such a deep voice. "Hello, I'm Theodore Swan but everyone calls me Theo." I tried doing the same but couldn't utter a word. I was still lost in his eyes.

He frowned for some reason and I had the urge to hurt whoever offended him. A scowl immediately adorned my face. He reintroduced himself to me a second time. But I had a hard time understanding everything he was saying I was so lost in his eyes. I could feel my feet turning to Jello, if I wasn't sitting down I'm sure they wouldn't be able to support me. I was hit by a wave of calm and turned to look at Jasper with a raised eyebrow. 'Why would Jasper try to calm me? I was fine everything was fine. My mate was here with me everything was fine.'

I heard him speak again. "Ok, I'm gonna take that as a no then. Have a good day."

Which made me look his way. Only to see him walking away. With a confused look. I looked at my family. And finally managed to muster enough strength to speak. " Why is he leaving?" I asked my family already feeling the need to run to him.

They all started looking at me like I grew a second head. Emmet forever the annoying brother decided to make fun of me. "Hahaha, she froze. Hahaha. I was trying to see if you had any flirting game in you. But you just stood there like a deer in headlights." Edythe slapped him in the back of the head and gave me an apologetic nod.

I turned to the only person that could help me at the moment. "Alice? What's going on?"

"The future is not set in stone Rose, you'll have to get him to take notice of you again. In every future I see where you don't make it clear that you're interested in him he stops pursuing you. Like you just did now." After hearing her word my face fell.

" But don't worry the moment you do. You both end up happily together." She added as fast as possible. I smiled back at her. 'Ok all I need is make it clear to him. But how do I do that if I can't even talk to him.'