Day 2 - Scissors

"Min Yoongi, how dare you?! You're not our son anymore!"

Everything was over. The participants that were not chosen could immediately leave. The ones that did get chosen had gotten the important information. Over a week, they all had to be there. They would go to their dorm together. That was going to be the place where they all would live.

Jimin and Yoongi had given each other their number. Since Yoongi's parents didn't support him at all, they would definitely not bring him to his new dorm. Yoongi had to go there all by himself, but how? He simply couldn't. That's why he had asked Jimin if he could come pick him up, that they would go together. Jimin was surprised by this request, he happily accepted. Yoongi gave him the adress and he gave Yoongi the time he would be there. Then they both left to go home.

Yoongi had gotten home with the train again. He took his keys out of his pocket and opened the door. He saw that upstairs the lights were on, which meant that someone was home.

He silently walked upstairs and tried to sneak into his room without getting noticed. But his dad saw him and stopped him before he could get into his room. "Yoongi! Stop walking."

Yoongi flinched and stood still. He looked down, sighed and then looked up at his dad.

"What do you want dad?" "Where did you get that attitude from? You have to speak formally to us! And now tell me, where have you been? You've been gone the entire day!" Yoongi rolled his eyes. "It doesn't matter where I was." Yoongi's attitude shocked his dad. He then said: "Until you tell us where you've been, no dinner for you. Now go to your room!" Yoongi angrily walked into his room and slammed the door.

Yoongi sat down in a corner of his room. He pulled up his knees and wrapped his arms around them. He hid his face in his knees. He sighed and growled from anger. Eventually his anger took place for sadness, tears started flowing down his face.

He sat like that for a while, simply crying. He was so done with all of this. His parents were terrible. He couldn't take it anymore, he really couldn't.

He suddenly stood up and walked towards his desk. He saw a scissor, he couldn't resist it. He grabbed the scissor and placed it against his wrist without even thinking a second.

He wanted to get rid of this feeling. He wanted to get rid of his past memories and his traumas. He wanted to get rid of his parents. And he wanted to get rid of his life...

He pressed the scissor harder against his wrist. He started to make cuts in his skin. It didn't really hurt a lot, is what Yoongi thought. So he kept making cuts. After a while, he finally stopped. He threw the scissor on the desk and fell down on the ground, ashamed of what he had just done.

Suddenly his mom called his name. "Yoongi! Come downstairs!" Yoongi sighed. He already knew how it would be, cause this isn't the first time it happened. He had to silently sit at the table, without food, watching how his parents were eating their dinner. Yoongi wiped his tears away. Then he put out his shirt and changed it for a sweater, so that his parents wouldn't see the cuts. He walked out of his room and slowly walked downstairs towards the dining table.

He sat down on the chair. His mother had put the food on the table and she and Yoongi's dad started eating. Yoongi folded his hands and looked down the entire time. None of them had said a word. His dad glanced at him a few times. Yoongi was playing with his sweater the entire time, as if he was nervous. It started to annoy his dad. "Yoongi, can't you just sit still?" Yoongi tried to, but he kept touching his wounded wrist and played with his sweater. His dad saw Yoongi putting his hand inside his sweater, caressing his wrist.

He grabbed Yoongi's arm harshly and pulled up the sleeve. Yoongi tried to protest, but he couldn't do anything. His dad saw the cuts and was very angry. "Min Yoongi! What the f*ck did you do?! You... You are not our son anymore. You are a psycho!" Yoongi yanked his hand back. He immediately stood up and ran upstairs again.

He laid down on his bed, on his belly. He hid his face in the pillow and screamed in anger. "Be quiet!" His dad yelled. Yoongi felt like he was going crazy. Again, he started to cry. That's how he eventually fell asleep. Crying, in his daily clothes, hungry for some food...