Ch 10 - The reality

Derek was really flustered while recalling his sister's words and the look on his face clearly showed that he was blushing but why ? he was thinking the answer but suddenly he got a call from his manager and he rushed out towards his company . Before Derek joined the company it was a small company but after Derek joined the company it rose up to the sky and recruited many other artists as well. Derek was a workaholic in is his free time he would practice guitar or piano or write lyrics for his new song. He went to his recording room where he recorded his songs as he was trying to create a melody he started to think what his sister said well it was true that he didn't hated her but why was that so ? A thought struck in his mind why is he even thinking about her he shouldn't do that . He thought of not going to his sister's house for a few days . Hazel was very confused about Derek why is he so mean to her she wondered is she that unlikeable that he doesn't want to talk to her or is she a person whom he could ignore she was bothered about it she wanted to clarify everything so she went to Emily's house thinking that he should be there but he wasn't. Looking at her expressions she knew that she wanted to talk to Derek so she told her that he had went to another city for his next album and return after 2 weeks .After hearing Emily she was flustered was she looking too obvious that she was searching for him . Emily chukled and said well I told you that this brother of mine isn't a easy man you have to chase him crazily if you want him to be someone you want to be with . Hazel blushed and told her I am nottt think...king in this way she started stuttering it was her habit whenever she became anxious and nervous she started to sttuter. Am I thinking in this way she started wondering but she knew the reality that she was just a fan in millions who can just look at him from far he was a star which was out of her reach and she wouldn't dare to cross that line because she knew she won't be able to get his love even if she wanted him to be just hers only it wasn't possible . This thought made her hurt her heart was in immense pain as is she was being pierced by a needle . Tears rolled down her cheeks what is it am I really in love with him not a Fan's love but a love between a man and a woman why why ?? How am I supposed to side these feelings just how ??