chapter 13

3 months after my rebirth

It has been 3 months since my rebirth in this world. everything is going well.

my body parts have been developed and I can see and hear clearly, I can control my body so yes I can easily stop those unnecessary hand and foot movements but I still behave like a child because if I stand out then maybe I will find my self in a government assassination Institute or in a laboratory.

so yes, I am still that stinky baby in the eyes of all the orphanage.

the worst part is that I can control my nature call bit I still have to pretend so I have to do it. all my pride, honor is been destroyed.

I can't still walk but I can crawl and sit.

and also I can't speak, I have tried when there was no one nearby but all that came out was "gggo ghourl ghghi " sounds.

and yes, my magnetic powers are started working not on that level but yes they are working. I don't need to train them just need to train their uses, the powers will grow with my body. I can move a needle for some seconds after that my body starts aching.

also, I love Shukra's lullaby. that thing is enchanting and always calms me down.

now the time is mid-afternoon and Shukra is going to feed me.

I like her aura, I still can't believe that a pure soul like her lives in this wrenched place.

fate is really cruel. ' but don't worry big sis, I will make our lives better after my quirk awakening' these were my thoughts.

but today it was different, her aura was gloomy and it feels said and painful to watch her this gloomy, anyone who made her feel sad, please pray for a merciful afterlife because the death you will be getting is painless.

she put me in her lap and started lapping me, she was reciting the lullaby at this time.

she was crying between the lullaby, there were tears in her eyes. she was sobbing and then she tells me

" my dear ototou, maybe you are not blood-related to me or anything but this is a fact that you are my little brother.

when matron brings you here I can feel you were in pain, first I started treating you like any other children who were in pain and I take care of you.

then slowly in only one week, I came to see you as a little sibling that I never have.

and how can I not, you are such a cute little child.

but now it is time for me to go, may we met again somewhere good and at good times then we will play.

if possible, please forgive me.

live your life happily my brother RIN."

she says between the sobs and then she put me in the cradle and leaves with tears in her eyes.

there were some other words maybe she wants to say but was not able to say. I can feel it.

I was their lifeless, my brain wasn't able to process what was happening.

'why was she leaving, didn't she love me. no, she loved me, she said so.

where was she going, is she leaving me because I was not a good kid.

why didn't she take me with her?'

I was crying that she left me, was devastated to know that another person that I think as a family was leaving me.

all of my dreams of having a family with my big sis were shattered at that moment.

but one thing was sure that she loved me and she even gave me my name.

RIN this was my name.

A/N: NOW YOU GUYS MIGHT BE THINKING THAT MC. IS A SOMEWHAT WEIRD LIKE AT EVERY POINT HE THINKS HE WILL KILL. WELL, THE REASON IS THAT HIS BODY IS AFFECTING HIS THINKING. HE IS A CHILD AND SOMEONE DARE TO HARM HIS FAVORITE PERSON OR TOY HE WILL THROW A TANTRUM.

2. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THIS CHAPTER BECAUSE IT WAS SOMEWHAT EMOTIONAL FOR ME TO WRITE IT.