Part { 1.15 }

(y/n)'s pov:

*Reality*

I open my eyes and sit up. I look out the window and saw it was around dawn, maybe around 3 or 4 am. How did I get here? The last thing I remember was of me being at the wedding. I feel a body shifted beside me and saw it was Levi.

Wait, isn't he married to Petra? I'm confused, now. How is he even here? I must be dreaming right now. I pinched myself to check but I realized I'm not dreaming.

'Why are you up so early? Nightmares?' Levi ask as he slowly open his eyes.

I look at him as i heard his voice. Ok, this view is too hot for me to not die. (y/n), it's not the time to fangirl. I have to ask him about the current date. 'Levi, is this the day after the 57th expedition or before that day? Or am I still dreaming?'

'It's already been a week after that expedition,

(y/n). We going to do the plan of capturing the female titan today. What do you mean you are dreaming? Did the nightmares get to you?' He answered back in his hoarse voice and sit up.

'This is not a dream, right? What are we now, Levi? Are we in a relationship or just a cadet-Captain relation? Just tell me that this is the true reality now.' I'm scared, what if this is a dream too. When will I wake up from this dream? Is he real?

Levi hold both of my cheeks and make me look at him. 'Yes, we are dating, now. And no, this is not a dream. What makes you think that? Tell me about your dream. What happen in it? I'm not asking, you have to tell me.' I nodded and start to tell him about the dream.

He chuckled and pull me into an embrace. 'You idiot! This is reality.' I suddenly got teary and start to cry.

'Why are you crying? I only love you, brat. Don't forget about it.' Then he started to rub my back and my head.

'I'm glad this is the real you. I was scared that I lost you to the others. It felt so real.' I continued to cry in his comfort. Levi was able to calm me down after a few minutes.

He hold my chin and lifted my face up to look at me. 'You're ugly when you cry, so don't cry and don't think that I would leave you.' He said and give me a peck on the lips.

I got shock by his sudden action and start to blush like crazy. 'I know I'm ugly, you don't need to point that out.'

Levi smiled, 'Don't always think about negative things, I'm always by your side. I'm going to go back to my room, ok? I'll be seeing you downstairs in a few moments.' He kiss my forehead and left the room.

I was crying earlier but now my heart is beating so fast. Who would have thought Levi would show affection? Well that's for me to find out about it more in the future. I stand up and look at the mirror. My eyes were puffy from crying a lot and I look so ......disgusting.

Better wash up now and head downstairs. I begin to make some pancakes because why not? Everyone gives me good feedbacks when I did the last time. Then everyone comes down after I just done making pancakes.

I bring my plate and decided to sit beside Jean and Sasha. '(y/n), what's this you made? This is the most delicious thing I have ever eat.' Sasha said as she ate her pancakes.

'It's pancake. I'm glad you like it.' Then someone grab my shoulder pulling me back. I look back and saw it was Jean. 'You sure are a talented one, (y/n). What are you made of?'

'I'm made of meat? Of course my parents made me. Go ask yourself why you look like a horse in the first place. Maybe your real parents are actually horses in the first place.' I jokingly said back and that make Jean get mad at me. Everyone around us laugh at my joke.

He then start to tickle my side. 'J-Jean, s-st-stop. You know that I'm sensitive there. Stop!' I grab my crutches and hit him with that making him fall down from his seat. 'That's what you get for tickling me, Jean.' It has been a long time since we are able to laugh like this. When was the last time? Maybe back at the trainee corps.

After that, Sasha and the others got transferred to somewhere. The one who was left have to join the meeting. The plan was to let Armin go talk with Annie to trick her. And after that Eren, Armin and Mikasa have to drag Annie to the underground. Jean has to disguise as Eren.

'Let me join them, Commander. We don't know what she is thinking. So please let me join them.'

'Absolutely not. Your leg is not even in a good condition to walk around.' Levi butted in.

'Do you think she will believe them when I'm not with them? We are practically together wherever we go. I know that you're worried about me. But I'll do fine, Levi. I'm going to join them with or without your permission.' After that there was silence until Hange break it.

'So, I assumed (y/n) should join them. But (y/n), your leg is still healing. You sure you'll be ok walking around?' Hange ask concerning about my leg.

'I'm ok, Han-' I got cut off by Levi. 'Erwin, you seriously going to let her join them? I disagree in this.'

'Levi, I already told you I'm not asking for your opi-' I got swept off from my feet and got carried on Levi's shoulder. 'Levi, what are you doing? Put me down.' I struggled out from his grip but he sure is strong.

'Erwin, you may continue your plan. I'll be waiting for you in the carriage. I'm going to take (y/n) with me.' Levi said as he continued carrying me on his shoulders.

'Levi, I said PUT... ME... DOWN!' He ignored my demands. I'm angry at him and also embarrassed that he did like this in front of my friends. We got to the our ride and Levi put me down making me sit in the carriage. I know trying to escape now is a bad idea, because I can't run now.

I sit on the edge of the seat not wanting to be close to Levi. '(y/n), you know why I did this? You're leg is still not ok and I don't want you to get hurt.' He talk to me, trying to get my attention.

'Even if my leg is not ok, I'm not dead yet. I can still move around with my gear. Are you underestimating my skills? And why do you carry me in front of them? Do you know what they would think?'

'Well, I care about my girlfriend's life, not like you who was busy getting tickled by a guy and trying to risk their own life.' Levi then realized what he just said. He try to explain but he got stop.

'You think that I don't care about it? And Jean is my friend. Who was the one that tells me to not think about negative thoughts when you are the one thinking about it? Does this define on how much you trust me? Thought you were smarter than this, Levi.' I argued back holding my tears.

I thought he trust me. 'Why did this fight turn out like this? It was about me not getting to join Armin and the others. But how did you include Jean into this?' I don't know what he's thinking, he's hard to guess. Levi try to talk to me but I ignore it.

Then the door open and Erwin come in and sit beside me. Erwin noticed the tension in the air. '(y/n), you know Levi is just worried. He ca-'

'Erwin, I don't want to be rude to you but I don't want to talk about it now. I'm sorry.' Erwin nodded as he give me space. I noticed that Levi is staring at me but I ignored it. I know that he worry about me but how does Jean got into this conversation. He could just tell me that he's jealous.

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Just like in the anime, Eren froze  Annie and now, we can't melt the ice. After that she got transferred into the underground. And another secret we got to learn was about the titan in the walls.

Erwin got contained because of his decision. The other militaries don't see in Erwin's perspective. Eren got unconscious due to using his powers and now he is resting in a room, at the main HQ. Jean, Mikasa and Armin were in the same room with with Eren, waiting for Eren to wake up.

I was with them too. Levi and I are still not in good terms. As we wait, there was only silence in the room. Any of us are not talking. They know that Eren was the one who did the ice thing.

Eren starts to woke up after a while, and I saw Mikasa noticed it. 'Eren, Are you feeling fine now.'

'Yeah, I heal up pretty fast.' Eren said as he sit up. 'I heard Annie is still frozen.'

'Sh*t, we didn't get anything important even if did this big operation.' Jean said as he take part in the conversation.

'Annie is trying her best to not let us know about her.' Armin nervously said that. 'Eren is the one who froze her, didn't you Eren? Even if only got a little time.'

Eren look down, 'Yeah, you are right, Armin. I froze Annie when I saw her.'

Then a guy came and tell Jean and Armin that's it their turn to confess about the operation.

Then Eren start to tell us about how he felt when he was in his titan form. Mikasa got shocked by what he said and start to hold his hand. And that's my cue to give their time alone.

They are in love with and yet, they are not confessing to each other at all. This HQ is bigger than the old HQ. I walk around and look around a bit. Then I saw Jean running up to me. He then stop when he sees me and try to breathe through his pants.

'What makes you rushing up to me that fast, Jean? Is something wrong?'

'Wall.... Wall Rose is breach again now. They just reported that there are already titans in the wall now, and Erwin has order to gather all of the survey corps members.'

'What?' I got surprised by that. Wait shouldn't I be knowing this? My memories are slowly fading again. I need to go get my bag to remember my memories again.

My memories are getting worser theses days. I have to check one time a day to not forget the memories. I hope this won't happen in an important time like this again.

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Word count: 1872

Published: 19, November, 2020