Yes you scary

YAN RU YI

Hearing Ye Ling encouraging me suddenly I felt energized . With her support she clouded all the fear in my head . As I was about to walk to the stage a voice stopped me . It was Mr Lee the famous film director .

Mr Lee: my apology miss Ruyi will you wait for thirty minutes there is an announcement I would like to make I can see you in hurry to perform ( he ended the last sentence teasing her , some people laughed mockingly at Ruyi)

I could see everyone wanted to laugh . I just nod heading back my head slightly bent . I went to sit besides Ye Ling .

Ling: don't worry about these shallow minded anti fans they can do anything to break you ....( she whispered to Ruyi who had an injured look on her face)

I just nod and smiled at her that's when Mr Lee announced that a special guest was about to arrive . He said his name was Jungkoong and was the President of the Young Company who just came from America . I had heard about Jungkoong he was known for having sharp features which were almost eye_ piercing . Some melons said he had cold eyes which looked like blue ancient unfathomable pearls something you couldn't even read and you couldn't look into his eyes for more than a second without sweating . Some say he was disgusted by women because he was never seen hanging out with a woman and he never looks at them in the eyes for a second. I guess he might be bent , but are all gays disgusted by women for no reason . I could hear whisperes of excitement when his name was uttered . Ye Ling eyes sparkled. it seemed like many actresses were all decked up for him. I've never seen his photo before it is said he doesn't like public things , I wonder why he decided to show up today . Even I wanted to see why all the girls shivered hearing his name .

Mr Lee : Ye Ling should be the first to perform ,,,( he announced over the mic )

I clapped hands for her at least she deserve it

Ling: it was supposed to be you?? ( she complained still in shock)

Me: even I think an A+ actress like you should lighten everyone mood ....( she said with beaming eyes)

Ling: you don't mind?

Me: what?? It's such an honour to perform on the stage which was first kissed by you ( she said genuinely)

That's when Ye Ling walked to the stage there werw loud screams from other celebs screaming her name like crazy wow . What an angel like she looked . Lights of different colours brightened above her to my surprise she didn't look happy at all by the cheers she heard.

Everyone became quite when she started singing half of me by Rihanna

You saw me on the television,

setting fire to all the buildings

Yeah I guess you saw me stealing,

but you've no idea what I've been needin'

Talk about when we were children,

not the kind of kid that you believe in

You saw me on the television, saw me on the television

But that's just the half of it,

yeah you saw the half of it

This is the life I live,

and that's just the half of it

Saw me on the television,

hanging out my dirty linen

You're entitled to your own opinion

Sit and shake your head at my decision

I guess the kind of songs that I've been singing

Make it seem as if I'm always winning

But you saw me on a television

Yeah you saw me on a television

But that's just the half of it

You saw the half of it

This is the life I live

And that's just the half of it

Oh you know me I'm the life of the party

Beautiful people surround me

Everybody falling in love

Oh you know me, everybody knows that I'm crazy Sticks and stones they never break me

And I'm the type that don't give a fuck

And that's just the half of it

You saw the half of it

Yeah this is the life I live

And that's just the half of it

Yeah you saw the half of it

And this is the life I live

You saw the half of it

Only the half of it Eh, oh, no

You saw me on the television

Saw me on the television

Narration 

As Ye Ling sang everyone thought how beautiful she was she wasn't only a talented actor but also knows how to sing . As Ling sang she had tears in her eyes thinking the kind of life she lived. She herself knew she was beautiful but inside she knew her life wasn't full of flowers as she thought it would be when she was young . She thought fame was everything but now she know her cold throne can't bring her love to her. She felt incomplete without Jung and she hoped one day he will look at her and see something good inside her.

On the other hand Ruyi thought how lucky Ling was she had everything.. And everyone praised her without jealousy . She was all smiling ear to ear when Ling sang she could feel a deep core inside her heart when she started to cry . " she can also cry" she thought to herself . end of narration

Ye Ling was showered with flowers all the audiences stood up as she walked out of the stage . All the legends who were present rose in salute of her voice .We all sat down after her . She wiped off her tears . I don't know why but she hugged me . Everyone gaze fell on me .

Ling: thank you Ruyi, ( she whispered before pulling back)

I just nod though I didn't know why , Again a blanket of silence fell in the hall . Everyone stood up I just followed I could feel that someone of great importance walked in because of the goosebumps on my skin . I couldn't see who the person was but whoever it is might be scary . That's when I my name was called up the stage. I couldn't get the chance to take a peek at the person. The lights went as soon I get on the stage . I was all ready to perform whent they turned on ...

My gaze landed on a guy with bleach blond hair that was cut low on each sides and the ones on the middle moving all to cover his right eye. I recognized by oozing coldness coming from his eyes that it was Jungkoong the rumoured cold scary guy .At that time he wasn't looking at me he was looking at his wrist watch it seemed like he was in a hurry like something . So the rumours were true suddenly my pulse quickened when he looked up at me it was the same guy I had a one night stand with .

My heart sank at his cold icy gaze. He had no expression on his face . God did he recognize me !!! Oh no !!

Me: I...I... ( she stuttered with trembling shaky voice .....everyone looked with confusion ) I...

Suddenly I felt like throwing out . He had his eyes fixated on me he looked like a mighty beast of a jungle . I don't know what happened but I remembered sprinting out of the hall . I took a taxi it drove me to home it was very dark .

I was dropped home I was all in tears for no reason . Why is it him? How will I walk I've already humiliated myself . I was crying sitting at the doorstep .

Voice: you love crying a lot right? ( Lucas said nonchalantly as he sit besides her)

I stood up quickly wiping off my tears

Me: L...Lucas ..

Lucas: don't worry I don't mind cry babies you can cry on my shoulder ,

As someone who was quite disturbed I found myself sitting back besides and started crying burying my face on his chest. I cried till I couldn't whisper a single sound . .

Lucas: from now on you won't cry alone

I lifted up my face to look at him

Me: what do you mean by that aren't you leaving ....after all you recovered? ( she questioned surprised)

Lucas: I have nowhere to go,

Me: oh ...

Lucas: you don't want me here do you?

Me: yes you scary

Lucas: but you crying on the same arms of the person you callings scary ( he said with a chuckle)

That's when I moved away a bit , his shirt was all wet with my tears . I gave him an apologetic look .

Lucas: it's okay ( he said not bothered at all) did it go wrong today?

Me: how do you know?

Lucas: it was live on TV ....I saw it

I widened my eyes

Me: y...you saw.. How I embarrassed myself? ( she said with a sad tone)

Lucas: don't be sad it happens

Suddenly Feifei called

Feifei: are you alright??? The President wants to meet you ....everyone is waiting

Me: w...what why does he want to meet me it's almost eight pm ( she said with tremble)

Feifei: I don't even know he sent a car to pick you even Ling looks disturbed she thinks you might be ill or something ( she said pacing in the toilet)

I remained quite suddenly a car stopped in front our house

Lucas: I will escort you

Me: no! I mean you will make it hard for me ,.

Lucas: I said I'm coming with you and I don't need your permission for that

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