1st loop part (5)

this is my one of the biggest trauma up until now as I've never experienced any thing like this before so I'm confused with what happened whenever the thought of that memory comes my body uncontrollable shivers in fright and horror and the sensation of getting killed in brutal way is still fresh in my mind as I wait for the ambulance to come and take me to the hospital few of the strange events that happened to me come into my which were,

'the calls which are bizarre and how they in middle of their talk their voices which for some freaking reason just go from normal to @###@@@-#$%%!%*$*=*=*$*÷*÷ just in a secon which irritates me and it just happened to frighten me more than anything in this world 🌎 not the st@#d world but the literature world which is kowai(scary-is it Kowal or what who cares what bad could happen as there are already lots bulsh#t errors in the novel and lot of crappy world logics like any other billion of books out in the wild webnovels verse which at this moment are at the battle of who gets be the heavenly book and rule over the all the book realms and weird 3,000 heavenly book laws,edit: @?@ why did it go from a Japanese word kowai to laws of physics why author why !_!)

soon with a eternity the ambulance arrives and takes me to the hospital where the doctor checks me with his perverted tools and literally just ravages my body in my imagination but in reality the original reality not that fantasy reality of a 2d Otaku she does some tests and says me to stay in the hospitals 4th floor which makes me feel iffy for some reason an it is my first time to be hospitalized and to be honest with you readers who just think of me as a introvert you are absolutely right about it I'm a complete full fledged Otaku who has watched more than 500 anime and read 1000nds of manga/manhua/manhwa/comics more than a 500 or so novels which is the proof that I'm a Saint realm Otaku and now the author will again for some reason make me forget that I've just did a 4th wall break so give me ur stones so that we can chat again bye bye form you dear nick.

in the room which I was allocated to stay was huge and had a medium sized TV and the 5-3sized single bed which is soo comfortable compared to my shabby bed of my house and there was a boqite of fruits , with a magazine in my one hand a apple in my other I watch the anime but suddenly someone opens the door of the room with heavy breathing and when I turn what to see who that is the apple falls of my hand and rotate towards the direction of that person and I can hear the sound of a women behind him asking him "honey walk slow I can't keep up with you dear we are both in our late years where we need to take care of our bodies" then that person turns over and says "sigh! it was nerve-wracking for me when I've heard that nick was hospitalized"

I am petrified to see them both come I've thought that they would not come as they never cared about even for a second as they are always nagging about me being some engineer or lawyer or some sh#t and always scold me for getting low marks in my test they never help me when I ask them any doubts as they say that they're busy and have lot of work to do and kicked out of the house this year which made me feel lonely,sad and think they don't want me as I'm not brainiac in my studies but here they are the women also enters the room,

her face still has some maks and her eyes are swolen which make me think that she cried when she heard that I've been hospitalized or it just might be my imagination from being tired or something.

tears flow from my eyes for some reason and sooth come out like a river and the man who is my says " son stop crying we are sorry for making you live alone. how's your condition? are you feeling better now,

mom made you some of your favorite food the panner tika masala with some

butter nan and we bought your favorite sweets"(edit: panner tika masala is a curry made of panner which is made when you add vinegar/lemon to your boiling milk which makes a reaction and the milk separate the after content and the solid one,

and butter nan is made mostly from maida which is flour in English, sweets are sweets nothing more no definition here from your author-kun because he is now very-very-very tired or very³ get it.)

while I was eating the delicious food made my mouth salivate as the food was soo good that my mouth just devour all the food as if was a black hole and the stomach was the white hole, the taste of cury which was hot and the nan which together entered my mouth made me feel so joyous that again tears started welling up in my eyes and my mom who say this smiled and said in a kind tone

"son don't eat like that eat slowly or else it can get struck in your throat"

I nod to her but pay no heed to her words as I just stuff the food into my mouth, because of which the food just gets stuck in my throat and I choke but quickly grab the water bottle from the table and open it and drink the water quickly and let the food go down my throat which makes me hew a sigh of relief.

the time passes by quickly and slowly the sun falls and the darkness arises as the moon light passes through the window every thing up until now feels like a dream to me and I quickly fall asleep as my body and brain are exhausted by the stimulating events of this day but every thing has it's own meaning behind it then

why did it happen to me what was the meaning behind that dream or something like that.