GET THIS PARTY STARTED

I returned home and found Evie sleeping in peace. Truth be told I came home later than usual today, and I am glad she didn't wait up for me.

I have tried sleeping but I can't. It comes so rarely these days... As the wedding day approaches I find it difficult to sleep next to Evie... Never in a million years had I thought that I'd be engaged and soon to be married to the most beautiful woman in the world, who actually loves me and I love her back, that I'd own one of the most successful companies in my field, and yet I wouldn't be able to sleep...

To frank I have narrowed it all down and my sleep deprevation is because of Evie. I can't live with the fact that she doesn't remember anything from the past few months, especially the fact that our whole relationship is based on a contract, and we lied to her and made her believe something completely different. I am so sick and tired of pretending to be happy and okay with the situation.