chapter Ten: remaining sane
After some hesitation, she accepted and thought she was doing it just for Alex, but deeper within her, she felt like she also was doing it for herself. Even though she didn't want to admit it that way.
'' The truth is I see the pain you hold tight against you and all I want to do is alleviate some off you. If only you will let me do so.'' He said as he took her hands in his, looked deep within her eyes and continued in a soft voice. ''
I do not have normal eyes, Liza. I see what others don't. I see how much you suffer. I see it all and I can't help but wonder if I should step in or stand back and watch you cry and endure all the pain alone.
He had such large and warm hands that she felt like they should never let go of her hands. She imagined what it would possibly feel like to have them worship her all-over her body f I'm head to toe and do sinful things, but she didn't fail to notice the air tense around them, and thanks she didn't feel it threatening.
He continued to speak more softly. '' I know you have nothing planned for today and I wish you will accept my invite. Please do not see me as someone who wants to take advantage of the feeble state you find yourself in right now. I mean well.''
He kind of sandwiched her in between himself and the wall. She felt like she had entered the lion's den and then had become his dinner.
To tell you the truth, I kind of have a soft spot for broken women and please did not misunderstand me.'' At this point, his voice was very heavy.
she blinked at his straightforwardness as blood rushed towards her cheeks and suddenly she felt very very hot.She apreciated the fact that he neither spoke those words like he was in distress nor like he felt pity for her. It was neither of those.... It was just the feeling of sympathy he had.
She wanted to remind herself to let him flow in and kept telling herself that it was for Alex.
** You lying, you want it too** herself screamed at her. She ignored it thinki g now wasn't the time to talk to herself and concentrated on the very situation before her.
Seeing she didn't react at that, he thought he had offended her. He searched her face for any feeling of disgust or reject but found none. He looked deeper into her eyes to find nothing but void. nothingness. Understanding. But that didn't mean she didn't feel anything from that, he thought. She might be good at concealing her true feelings. Though he seriously doubted that. If not he wouldn't have noticed the gape lurking in her in the first place, but then, that, was not the topic.
He stepped the more closer closing the last bit of space between. Liza could feel her face turn very very red and become like cherries, something he didn't fail to notice too. Her blood wasn't steady anymore as her heart pumped it faster in a very loud rythme. He cupped her smooth face brought his face towards hers staying only a few inches apart.and said in a deep voice '' So let me get this one chance.'' before kissing her very softly on the cheek. She almost felt disappointed but then he made his way to her lush mouth while planting a trail of soft kisses on his way. Where he landed a very chaste kiss.
He waited for her to respond all the while making like he would end then. He didn't intend on forcefully taking away their first kiss afterall.
Just for a second, he was about to withdraw when she suddenly pressed her lips on to his and slid her hands on his shoulder all the while leaning on the wall and dragging him down on her.
He immediately let go of her hands and held the small of her back with his left hand while the right hand went to tug her hair behind her ear. He then carresed her cheek with his thumb as he kissed her more deeply.
He started to nibble, and lick at her lips. He liked the taste and feel of her mouth on his. Her mouth had this fresh feminine taste that he too had deprived himself from for a long time. He poked her twice with his tongue to ask for permission and then she granted it by sucking on it and sending hers to with him. At this he sent his tongue deeper within and explored her mouth.
That pressed very tightly against each other and she could feel his growing erection Wich go her more flustered. Not that she was left indifferent to the kiss but hertits too had started becoming hard buds yearning to be touched and they stained on her dress. She wondered if he could feel them.
Gosh.... She tasted good more than what he had thought. It's true that imaginations were not as good as reality.
She felt him continue to rub on her back and understood he was being cautious but the runs gave her shivers and she felt good and comfortable with that. She moaned with the kiss they were sharing but with also the effect of his rubs.
Pleasure washed over the both of them as they struggled to remain sane and not venture to further grounds. But it was very difficult because they both had this electrifying effect on each other.
They struggled with that but want and need gave in as Denis left her already swollen mouth to go take care of her ear and give it soft strokes with his tongued and nibbled at her earlobe. Another lick which was from bottom to top caused her to give out a long and sexy moan, enough to send him on the harder edge.
She had moaned through their makeout section but this moan let Denis almost loose his restrain and continue to deeper things.
Right now he wanted to just pleasure her. He had no intentions of having sex with nor making love to her. He sure did define these in two different terms that he knew had their time. At the moment, she wasn't ready. He didn't intend on getting hold of a regrowing flower. He wanted a grown-up flower and for that he would give her the needed amount of sunshine and water she needed. Yes that was the wisest choice.