Chapter 2

If I would have known that coming to city will cause this much havoc in my life I would have never left my hometown.

Sometimes I think if I can return the time I swear on God that I will take every thing in my power to return back but again this is not possible in real life.

My childhood was very good but we should always remember that everything will never be same through out our life but again the way my life has changed I have never expected it in my wildest dream.

I always wanted to be a doctor and I became one also, side by side my life was also changing in every way like...before my family was an ideal family which every one have ever dreamed of but...now there is this distance in between us... emotions like selfishness, jealousy, hatred and any of that emotions which causes disputes are very common in my family now.

My mother started doing partiality with me, my elder sister started hating me without any reason and my brother he was one of a special kind..he doesn't care for anything what is happening around him.

My father and my younger sister was the only one who was there for me,who care for me,who understands me but I again forget that everything will never be same.

My destruction started when I joined medical college...one side I was getting close to my dream and other side I was getting close to my destruction.

I was very lonely at that time because of my family and at the same time I met with few people's in my college who later became my friends...very good friends and among them was the one who was the sole reason of my destruction... He came like a rain in drought for me and i like an idiot started founding my solace in him rather than in myself.

We always try to find happiness in others instead of ourselves, we start expecting from them instead of expecting from ourselves....

I was from a upper middle class family.. My father was ranger in forest. I have never suffered financially in my life.. My mother was against of sending me to city for college but because of my stubbornness my father agreed and even convinced my mother to let me go  and even they all come with me to city from village to fulfill my dream... But now I think I should have listened to my mom because the price of completing my dream was too much... More than I expected.

After meeting him....In the beginning everything was perfect... Something like out of the story book... Too perfect to be real.

I should have thought from my mind at that time in place of my heart.. I should have asked questions to myself that how can someone be this perfect, how can someone think of you before themselves when even your own mother is not thinking about you.

Beautiful Mirage.... That's what my life is... Everything was just a mirage a very beautiful mirage and just like every girl I thought that maybe I am special that's why I am this lucky to get him. There is someone who can understand me, care for me, love me... But there is nothing for free in this life and I forget that. At that time i didn't know that there was a motive behind his actions. That it's not me what he want but something which I had. Coming to me, becoming my everything from no one all it's was a part of a plan... Plan to marry me.

And I got to know all of this... But very late and now I can understand reasons behind his every actions.