A Love Unfated - Love After Marriage
Parents wishes are something you want to fulfill. But you sometimes you're incapable to do it, sometimes you do have your own wishes which go against them, and sometimes you just don't want to. Love for parents or Love for yourself - What should one choose? Niharika in her first life, supported her parents' wishes to not fall in love. They didn't wish her to not fall in love but not to fall in love with any person of other caste. But she couldn't love anybody, not even her husband. She married according to their wishes but her life ended monotonously with death of her husband. She also had an unsuccessful marriage which lasted until her last breath, unsuccessful for the man. She never needed a marriage, let alone a successful one. She regretted not acting like a loving wife for him afterall she only acted all her life for everybody. Her husband had to live his life in pain and agony. Once capable man died with a lot of grievances and unfulfilled wishes. Niharika blamed herself. Her children suffered all because of her. A life she didn't want to repeat. This time she still listened to her parents and married a guy of their choice but she kept herself and her desire above too. All leading to a facade of marriage. But this time, she still met her unfated partner. She decided to compensate her first life's debt. But her choices led her to the love of her life. Her heart rang like a bell the moment she saw him. It was like all roads of her life ended at him. But the man was a taboo for her parents. He was a taboo for her because of her principles. Will she still be able to live her life fully or would her life come to an end just like her last life? Will she have to go through her uncoloured life again and is this still her last life? Will she meet her fated and fall in love? Or will she never be able to understand love? Will she rebel and go against her parents or will she remain obedient as always? What does future have in its chest and what surprises it contains? :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Warning: The story contains some wrongful and immoral concepts like suicide, castism etc, hence don't consider them right even if you agree with it after reading the story. It is wrong, and will remain wrong.
Let her go
Warning: The story is a fiction. Do not attempt suicide. In case you find yourself in situations such as where you can't bear more, please talk with your family or friends or people you can talk with. Its fine to talk with strangers too sometimes. Call suicide helpline and they will help you. DO NOT ATTEMPT SUICIDE IN ANY CASE OR CIRCUMSTANCE.
There was only one such hobby she had. Car racing. She started going every week to high speed tracks. Nobody knew about it other than her. They knew that she did something that day but they never thought that she was doing such life risking things. And then one day after the race, her mind suddenly was occupied with one thought, not to stop. To go further, further away. And she did. The whole car came crashing down the mountain. She was thrown out of the car. After about 6 hours, Arihant came. She only smiled at him. She was feeling happy but most importantly free. She was rejoicing in her death. And she thought that he could be ome free too noe, from her. So she told him that he was free from her now. She knew he loved her so she wanted him to let her go.
Arihant wasn't able to understand her in his last life but he got sufficient time this time to look at every aspect and view about the things that happened in his last life. He understood Niharika's reason to some extent. Niharika, in fact was ideal woman, no the dream girl that every man thought of, but there's no human without a flaw. And her flaw was her selfishness.
Though she left her job for her children, but after that she left herself as well. One might think that her job was her life for her, but that wasn't the case because her job was her passion. And once passion in a man dies, he too dies. Her children lost her the moment she turned to them. She thought she was doing right thing but she wasn't.
The kind of relationship that builds on sacrifice can never be true in a sense. Just like their relationship. His child was like him, wanting to have her all with him but not be able to give. He was able to control himself but child couldn't. And the reason was simple, child could afford to be selfish but neither him nor Niharika was able to. They lost everything even before getting it. Niharika was one of the best mothers he had ever seen. But the woman in her died the moment character mother overpowered her.
But it wasn't anybody's mistake that accident happened. Niharika was able to leave them because she knew that there are people to look after them. And it was by pure coincidence that no one able to take charge when accident happened. In fact accident happened because of carelessness of Anuvrat in looking after his younger brother. But none of the adults ever thought of pushing or letting him know about his mistake. Thus the mistake was thrown on the one person who didn't bother to defend herself.
In his mind, he too had put the blame on Niharika but he later understood how big of a mistake they made because of their pursuit of self happiness. He wanted to have his own career, so did their children but they all stopped Niharika. When she stopped, they didn't give her any of their own time, but wanted all her time for themselves. Niharika is selfish but not enough to keep always herself as priority. Her principle of less selfishness was her flaw.
She thought that since she married him, she should be responsible for his love. And in that respect she was unable to keep his hope so she thought of giving herself to him physically. Later on under circumstances changed, they again had spent nights together, but the way she held herself back and stiffer she became that all she was able to feel was pain.