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Two wondrous fruits, one for immortality, the other for strength. After swallowing them, Chu Ning traveled to another world to cultivate the path of immortality. Within a thousand years, Chu Ning said, "Thanks to the wondrous fruit, praise the wondrous fruit, brother awesome." A thousand years later, Chu Ning reflected, "Thank oneself, praise oneself, the struggle is the most beautiful." In this other world, Chu Ning had three famous sayings: The first, "Not driven by profit, one may miss some opportunities, but will never suffer a loss." Secondly, "longevity is just about living a life, so why not take life seriously from the beginning." Thirdly, "if you can get along, you can get along. If you can't get along, you can negotiate. If you can't negotiate, you should kill someone in the downwind of the wind, this way, the ashes can be scattered cleaner…"

Jiang Xun was transmigrated as a cannon fodder. Her mother died when she was young, her stepmother schemes against her, and her father abandoned her in a village. But Jiang Xun didn’t panic, and she was a person who always won by virtue. Thieves would say, "Stop hitting me, I’ll change careers!" Thugs would say, "Stop hitting me, I’ll return the money!" At the Jiang family banquet, guests were watching her every move, waiting for her to make a fool of herself. “I heard that she’s been living in the village for eleven years and has a country bumpkin-like feel to her. If I were the Jiang family, I wouldn't risk her embarrassing me by letting her attend." Mr. Jiang said to her, "Stay behind your mother and don’t speak lest you embarrass yourself." Her stepmother nodded. "The Qin family’s patriarch, Qin Mufeng is noble, benevolent, and abstinent. Don’t even think about someone like him; he's completely out of your league.” Sure. She didn’t intend to marry into a rich family anyway. She just wanted to beat up the man in the rumors. But why was this man following her around all day every day?

It was said that the Master Five of the Jing family in the Yan City would have affairs with anyone, regardless of their gender. Anyone who aroused his interest had no choice but to submit. Having behaved wildly for more than 20 years, Shi Jiu sniffed at this man. He just liked to show off and needed to be beaten by someone. Until… It was him who was sent to Master Five. Shi Jiu: "?” One day. Jing Shimo: "How dare you send me a man? Do you want to die?” Shi Jiu who had been sent to him: "...” Should she start fighting with bare hands or with a knife? During the fight, Master Five, who had conquered a team of people, suddenly blushed at Shi Jiu. This guy was very fragrant. Then Master Five looked at the Shi Jiu's waist… His strong body trembled and he felt a little shy. Damn it? Was he gay? Shi Jiu: "Fuck! Why do men always want to develop a relationship with me?”

He was always accommodating her in every possible way before they started dating. After they started dating, she couldn’t help but ask: "Do you like me a lot?" His gaze was intense, and without hesitation, he said: "Mm, I like you a lot." She was stunned, looking at him and was lost for a moment. It took her a while to react, and she casually asked again— "Uh... so before, did you and your girlfriends..." "I've never had a girlfriend," he interrupted. "Su Wan, before meeting you, I never intended to fall in love." ... This is the story of a cool and elegant violinist making a high-profile declaration of love to a shy, beautiful man. Warm, quirky, sweet but not cloying.

Tama adalah seorang mahasiswa tingkat akhir di Universitas Banten. Saat perayaan wisuda nanti ia berniat untuk menyatakan cintanya pada seorang wanita bernama Nadia. Ia sudah jatuh cinta dengan Nadia sejak SD, hingga ia rela mengikuti Nadia dari SD sampai kuliah di jurusan yang sama. Sayangnya nasib naas menghampirinya, saat acara wisuda berlangsung, ia tertimpa tiang listrik dan akhirnya ia meninggal sebelum sempat menyatakan cinta nya. Setelah kematiannya, ia bertemu dengan siluman ular yang bisa mengubahnya menjadi manusia kembali setiap bulan purnama, tetapi dengan syarat ia harus rela menjadi budak nya. Apakah Tama berhasil menyatakan cintanya saat ia kembali menjadi manusia?

Tama is a final-year student at the University of Banten. During the graduation ceremony, he plans to finally confess his love to a woman named Nadia. He has been in love with her since elementary school, even choosing to follow her through every stage of education—from primary school all the way to college, enrolling in the same department. Unfortunately, fate has other plans. On the day of the ceremony, Tama is struck by a falling electric pole and dies before he can express his feelings. In the afterlife, he encounters a demon snake who offers him a second chance: she can bring him back to life during every full moon. However, there’s a price—Tama must agree to become her servant. Will Tama be able to confess his love to Nadia despite this supernatural twist of fate?

+)Free Book. -) The story is about the misadventures of a group of sailors trying to reach the mainland in an unknown world full of mysteries.

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

A new recruit into the army, Prakash Mehra, falls in love with his army officer's daughter, Sonal Arora, but the love turned out to be difficult to attain because Gevan Arora would not let Prakash Meera come close to Sonal Arora his daughter. But did Prakash Mehra attain his true love Sonal Arora in the end? Find out more in the book.

Nalan terjerat dua cinta pelik di masa lalu, satu kekasih meninggal di depan matanya, karena perampokan besar. Setelah berhasil melepaskan dari jerat cinta yang membuatnya sulit menata hidup, ia kembali merasakan cinta dengan Serra. Namun, seribu sayang kenyataan pahit lebih menyakitkan. Kekasihnya di nikahi oleh sahabat yang sudah dianggap saudara sendiri. Ditengah patah hati hebat, Nalan bergabung dengan sekelompok mafia yang terjaring perampokan serta pembunuhan. Ada seorang gadis yang terus bersamanya, meski beberapa kali ia menolak Mayra, tapi tak urung untuk menyerah. Pernikahan terpaksa terjadi diantara keduanya, walau Mayra berusaha mengambil hati Nalan. Namun, tetap saja tak bisa mengalahkan perasaan besarnya terhadap Serra. Hingga wanita itu kembali dalam biduk rumah tangganya, mengganggu dan berusaha memisahkan mereka. Perselingkuhan terjadi antara Nalan dan Serra, hingga semua masa lalu mantan kekasihnya terbongkar sedikit demi sedikit di tangan Bryan, suaminya. Semua orang tahu siapa wanita itu, terkcuali Nalan yang menutup mata dan telinga untuk mengetahui kebenarannya. Pernikahan yang terjalin selama 3 tahun, akhirnya kandas dan Nalan lebih memilih Serra. Di saat Mayra pergi, barulah lelaki itu sadar akan semuanya dan mengetahui siapa kekasih yang selama ini diangung-agungkan. Bertahun-tahun, ia mencari mantan Istrinya, tapi tak berhasil ditemukan. Hingga wanita itu muncul dengan sendirinya dan mengatakan kebenaran. Setelah mengetahui segala kebenaran, Nalan berhasil lepas dari jerat cinta Serra dan bisa mencintai Mayra begitu dalam. Kebahagiaan hanya sebentar saja terkecap, mantan Istrinya tewas di tangan musuhnya. Penyesalan tak bertepi pun dirasakan lelaki dingin itu seumur hidup.